Eddie

	I used to be great when it came to writing poems, but i focused mainly on the rhymes as opposed to the actualy theme of what I was writing about. None of it really made sense... And as much as I'd love to write a poem for my love, I jsut couldnt get the words down on the page. I cant write him a poem. But I can say some things about him

	Where to start? Hmmm, okay...

	Who is Eddie? What is Eddie? The real question is what isnt he? Eddie is everything to me, and muc hmore than that. He is charming, cute, and funny. He always makes me smile and he's alway there to cheer me up when I'm feeling lonely or hurt. And when HE hurts me, he feels hurt because he knows he didnt mean it. And he ALWAYS says he's sorry, even if it's not his fault...

	Eddie is always there when I need him to be, whenever ANYONE needs him to be. That's just the kind of person he is. As for me, I cant be more than thankful that he is always willing to help a friend in need.

	He is cuddly. I had always imagined just how cuddly he was in RPs and whenever we played aroudn online, but when I finally met him in real life, I found out jsut how cuddly he really is, and I enjoyed every moment that I laid with him, every moment he held me... so much, that I cried when I had to leave... It was one of the saddest, yet happiest moments in my life, and even now I sit here, happy, knowing that one day very soon, we will be able to hold eachother again.

	Eddie is amazing! What?! EVERYTHING about him is amazing! I'm so thankful that I have him, and I'm so thankful he's as kind and warmhearted as he is. I wish he remains that way. He's helped us all out in one way or another, and it makes me even happier to know that he doesnt try to act tough. He isnt afraid to step in and lend a hand... or a paw XD

	Eddie is also an amzing musician! I was amazed beyond belief when I saw the large number of instruments that boy can play! He is also great at singing, and I was blown away (and giggling) when he sang the song "Green" with his mom on piano... yes, his whole FAMILY does the music thing, and they're ALL great at it!

	Eddie is MINE! GET YOUR OWN! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!! REally, I'm so happy that he chose me of all people, and I still tear up, knowing how much it means to me that someone as wonderful as he is, would pick me to be with. I am so greatful for that, and Eddie, I am STILL unable to fully describe the sensation... how you make me feel....

	Yes, Eddie has made me feel so good about myself, even when I didnt think I could... He has believed in me, even when I couldnt believe in myself, and he has taught me how truely wonder I am as a person, and not to worry about what other people think of me, because in the end, I know he's always on my side... he's always there to back me up... he's always right there beside me...

	And best of all...

Eddie is REAL. All of this, everything he does, he means from the heart. It's not an act he chooses to put on while I'm around. He truely means what he says and what he does, and he always puts 100% into everything he does. He's hard-working, and yes, I know he can get busy with band, and school, and studying, and friends, working... there's so much he does! It's unbelievable! But Eddie ALWAYS makes time for me... for US. and that is my favorite time! Someone like him jsut seems too good to be true, and to be perfectly honest, when I was getting on that plane to go see him, I was afraid of that... but when I got off, there he was! That whole week I was with him, I discovered so much more about him, so much more that I loved, so much more that made me fall even more in love with him, and I was so happy to see that he is really the kind of person he acts like on FA! That's why I was so upset when I had to go home... It really was a dream come true... he IS a dream come true... He is mine... and I'm his...

	I never thoguht that I would ever get the chance to be this happy, mainly because growing up, I was miserable a lot of the time... I started to give up hope... I questioned my purpose... I asked myself when the time would come that I would get to be happy?! When would the time come that all this would be worthwhile?! And here it was... I couldnt believe it! I STILL cant believe it... He's real! It's not a trick, It's not a set-up... It's HIM! And I know he's my happiness! He's why I'm still here today... Eddie is the one I truely want to be with for the rest of my life...

	I really dont know what else to say... I mentioned everything I love about Eddie... And one thing that makes me so very happy is that as much as I love him, It's always wonderful knowing that he lvoes me too... That's what makes this special... It's not a one way deal.. We talk, we work things out, and we go with the flow... I truely believe that he is the one for me, and only time will tell, but whatever the future may hold for us, and I cling to hope that it will all be great, that we will both be together forever, and that everything will work out fine... We will be happy together... and until and beyond the day this all falls into place, I will continue to cherish my moments with him... Eddie, friend, my lover, my hopes, my dreams... my EVERYTHING.... MY Eddie...

	These are my true feelings, and nothing... I mean NOTHING... is EVER going to change them.

	I love you baby.