Weary years have gnawed At my soul full of obscurity, Now attracting these ferocious Inner demons to crush me, Tearing apart whatever is left Of my wrecked poor heart. The lonely road I followed Through my life was disguised, It was not a path of grandeur But a path of my own destruction, Only now I can truly see all The mistakes I kept making. And I wish I could succumb To my final eternal sleep, So I let this steel caress my pale And bare skin all over again, Continuing to feebly call out The same name I once feared. All the blood that I sacrifice for Nothing is cursed by my wrongs, He will never come and free me From the frozen fallen world, My consciousness only fades Along with miserable whimpers.