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A complete 180 from the rather shy approach to full on focus on what was to come. Zonic had taken those words much closer to heart than Zhadow would’ve assumed he would. He didn’t think a small compliment like that would get to the blue hedgehog so… quickly. This greatly affected him, his expression change, his face deepened in color, his kiss became more passionate. He was asking more about being wanted without the assistance of alcohol. If Zhadow didn’t have years and years of experiences trying to decode certain actions of troubled individuals and regular people in a variety of situations, he wouldn’t have thought much about this, but his detective skills kicked in, finding this to obviously be a bigger part of Zonic’s ‘bad night’. He sort of felt… bad, that being complimented on his looks and being honest about it really got Zonic even more into this. \n\nHe was tempted to ask if this roommate of his caused some damage there. A month ago he found interest despite never feeling much about others, a month ago his roommate moved in. This didn’t take intense deductive reasoning, but the pieces were there, and him being the type to put two and two together on a daily basis, he couldn’t help but connect them. He wanted to ask, but it could ruin things for now. Maybe it’d be better to ask if they got closer, after something like this. He didn’t need that information now, it wasn’t super important to know just to fuck. He was more than ready to wait for the Zonic to open up to him, that was the biggest point in all of this, just finding someone he could talk to. Again, sex was just a bonus he didn’t need but didn’t mind. \n\n“Why would I need alcohol just to see you’re interesting?” He questioned, though the answer could wait, it could be saved for another time. Zhadow was interested, even a little bit more now due to the possible chance Zonic was not treated well prior to their meeting. He had been acting rather odd these past few weeks from what he saw, somewhat. Zally had been pretty antsy about him in the breakroom whenever she was on break the same time he himself was. He never fully paid attention, but remembering small moments of her asking ‘Why is Zonic acting so weird lately??’ would come up. It was never something he really took to heart, but remembering that now… sort of made sense. \n\n“It’s very easy to see. I’m sorry if you were unappreciated before. People can be so… well, stupid.” He didn’t mean to sound so mean about whoever else may have affected the one below him, but they simply missed their chance. Zonic could be a pretty nice guy to form a relationship with, so why not try? “In a less cryptic way of saying it, yes.” He nodded, his body lay flush against the other, slowly moving against him to grind their hips together. His erection wasn’t as obvious as it would’ve been if Scourge was on top, but he was getting there. His kisses became a lot less conservative, allowing his tongue to enter into Zonic’s mouth as he proceeded to make out with him further. He pinched one of the blue hog’s nipples, twitching as the hem of his pants were tugged. “Show me what you’re good at then.” [/color]\n\n[color=#204a87]\"Hah~\" Zonic let out a small breathless laugh at Zhadow's words. This felt like breathing after having to hold his breath for a long long time. This felt good and right. Zhadow was treating him so well. He was gentle and hot, wherever he touched Zonic's skin tingled. Sure in direct comparison this was a lot calmer than the ride into insanity that was sex with Scourge, but he didn't mind that at all. And by the time the kisses became more passionate and he felt the other's body flush against his, he felt this familiar heat coursing through him, making him gasp and moan.\n\nThe invitation to do what he was good at was the last nail in his coffin. Hell he wanted to see and hear Zhadow's reactions so bad. He wanted to make the other feel just as good and appreciated as he made him feel.\n\nSo he took Zhadow's face between his hands pulling him down for another kiss, and turned them around. Once he was on top, straddling the dark hedgehog, he broke the kiss and sat up, running his hands down the other's chest while getting a good look at him. Chaos, everything about him was perfection. Zonic bit his bottom lip while taking in the view. \"You're right... I got lucky.\" his voice was quiet but full of honest admiration.\n\nBut as much as he wanted to keep looking for longer, he moved back a little and bent down, kissing Zhadow's lower belly. the pants needed to go. He wanted to see. He wanted to see the rest of Zhadow. He let his teeth scrape over the other's hipbone where the fur was thin, sucking in the skin gently after to leave a tiny mark while his hands were busy opening the other's pants. Zonic didn't look what he was doing while pulling Zhadow's pants down. The fabric was dropped to the floor, roughly where their shirts went. Probably. Not that it mattered anyway.\n\nThe cop's heart was beating in his throat the other's heat and scent were so much stronger down here. He felt like he was going to get dizzy from it as he made his way down with kisses and gentle bites. He sucked the skin right next to Zhadow's pouch between his lips feeling the the other's hot center twitch against his cheek. It made his fur and spines rise. Somehow it was still hard to believe that he was causing a reaction like this. After all Scourge was just pent up all the time. But with Zhadow it felt like he was actually doing a good job. Well... that was a lie. He'd felt like that with Scourge before, it just seemed less like it in hindsight. With his eyes closed Zonic ran his tongue over the other's pouch, mildly surprised at how much of him was already exposed.\n\nHe made a small pleased noise licking up the striped one's length all the way to the tip, before gently closing his lips around it and sucking him into his mouth. Slowly. He loved to feel the reactions when he did it slowly. The way it twitched inside his mouth whenever he sucked a little stronger or rubbed his tongue over a good spot. That alone made his own pants feel painfully tight all of a sudden. No matter. He wanted more of -this-. So he gently and slowly tended to Zhadow until he was fully exposed. Now. He wanted to see. He sat up slightly and took a good look at what waited for him tonight. And chaos it got his blood boiling. It only occurred to him now that Scourge and him were practically identical... while Zhadow... Zhadow was different. He wasn't surprised that he was bigger. But still it felt for the first time like he was actually looking at -another- man's dick.\n\n\"Ah...\" he made, running a finger down the other's length. \"I should have known that -everything- about you would look perfect.\" he said looking up to zhadow with half lidded eyes. He kept the eye contact while running his tongue up the other's full length and only closed them again as he sucked him into his mouth again. His fingers circled around the base loosely to keep him in place while he worked out how to get this entirely new shape and size all the way down his throat. He was determined to make it happen. He wanted to see. He wanted to see the reaction.\n\nAt least he knew by now how to make his gag reflex shut up rather quickly. What -didn't- work however was keeping his eyes open to see Zhadow's reactions. After his fifth or sixth try he finally pressed his muzzle against hot skin and fur but his eyes rolled back and closed against his will. Ah, still, this was amazing, he loved the feeling no matter how much his throat was being stretched and no matter the tears in his eyes from fighting back the gag reflex, this was bliss.[/color]\n\n[color=#a40000]They were sharing something here, it felt like a connection was definitely established. He was pretty sure his words just tugged at Zonic in a way that other person was unable to. He wasn’t sure, but he wasn’t going to question it further. One man’s unappreciated lover was another man’s world. He felt himself wanting to chuckle at that thought but he was being kissed, laid on the couch as Zonic was now on top. He was quick to assume Zonic was going to top, fish out a condom and just go to town. He didn’t care if that was the case, just hoping that Zonic was aware of safe sex. He watched him with curiosity, completely content with the other moving down to get in between his legs. How long had it been since he had been given a blow job? He couldn’t remember, his last sexual experience was a blur among all the shit he had to deal with at work. \n\nAgain with the gentle kisses, they made him twitch. He wasn’t super sensitive, but having those lips pressed from his stomach on down to between his legs, he anticipated the best blowjob. Zonic just felt like someone who was calm about his approach, something he liked a lot. It wasn’t super quick, intense and wild, it was just two men having a very nice time and taking it slowly. He had kept his eyes closed, focusing more on the sensations rather than the visuals, not that seeing Zonic work on him wouldn’t be hot. He widened his legs, feeling the air hit his length. He wasn’t shy about the sudden exposure, but Zonic’s comment made him a tad bit bashful. \n\n“You’re much too kind.” He replied, eyes now following the motions the other was making. He was so gentle, probably Zhadow’s favorite thing so far. Zonic had prided himself on -this- specifically, so he maybe did this before with the mystery roommate. Even if he was new at this, it’d be more than fine. Zhadow wasn’t picky with how experienced someone had to be, Zonic could’ve been a straight up virgin and he would be just as okay with this. His chest raised, head lowered so his jaw met with his white chest fur. He tensed up, relaxed and leaned back. He was quiet, not much of a loud person even while being pleasured, but his almost inaudible grunts could probably be heard just fine in the quiet house. He decided to look up down at the other, catching his eyes on him till they rolled back and his dick was completely taken. \n\nZhadow blushed. He could easily just allow this and be fine for the rest of the night. But he had to be honest, he wanted to see how Zonic’s body looked, what his reactions were to certain stimulations. His hand met with Zonic’s cheek, him sitting up just to pet the other on the head and around the ears. Being watched while being given a blowjob had made him a bit shy, it wasn’t like this was his first but those eyes. Those eyes were just too pretty to stare into when unwinding like this. Zhadow bent down, planting more kisses on Zonic’s head. He was enjoying how his dick throbbed in the other’s warm throat. \n\n“I could.. Sit here all night with your mouth there… but i really… -really- want to service you too.” He muttered in the other’s ear. “I don’t mind if you want to take charge or… if you prefer it the other way around.” [/color]\n\n[color=#204a87]Zonic took the other slowly and only a few times, before he heard this smooth dark voice again. It felt like it was vibrating inside his ears and he moaned softly, Zhadow's dick buried deep in his throat. Service -him-? That was new. The fingers petting his head made his ears twitch and he very slightly leaned into the gentle touch while releasing Zhadow from his mouth.\n\n\"An-...Anything you want. You can do to me whatever you want...hh...but\" with a smile, he brushed his muzzle against Zhadow's their eyes locked. All while tracing one finger down Zhadow's dripping wet arousal. \"but... I want this tonight.\" His voice was a little raspy now but all that did was make Zonic feel better. Zhadow was rock hard and wanted to do more. That was all he needed. All he wanted. He wanted to feel like he belonged to Zhadow tonight. To him and him alone. As if Scourge never existed. So he could forget. Even if it was just for a few hours before he was back in the painful reality of getting finally dumped for good by the green hog.\n\nHe kissed Zhadow to shake the thoughts, pressing himself flush against the other. \"I want to be yours.\" He said, with his lips still brushing against the other's and his fingers gently rubbing over his ears. \"Mark me. Take me. Make me lose myself. Just don't let me go tonight.\" Zonic kissed the other again. His arms wrapped about his neck. This felt safe. Secure. He wasn't afraid. This wouldn't hurt. It was so totally different from the raw, self-destructive desire he felt for Scourge but it was no less intense. In fact he only now learned that being held by someone could make you feel so safe.\n\nZhadow knew exactly what he wanted and what to do. He was gentle and strong and letting loose was so easy in his arms. Giving up control felt like the natural thing to do. He just wanted to be held through the night. It didn't matter if gentle or rough, slow or fast. All that mattered was that he was being held. That he was being wanted and appreciated so genuinely. That he was special in a way to this stern, mysterious hedgehog in front of him.[/color]\n\n[color=#a40000]The requests would surely be filled. He was going to deliver regardless of what came up. Zhadow returned the kiss, his hands on Zonic’s back before he broke it and nodded. \n\n“Alright. Come with me then.” He got up from the couch, taking Zonic by the hand and led him to his bedroom. It was a pretty big room, with items inside that matched his livingroom. His bed was a queen size, the mattress was probably as soft and comfortable as Zonic’s was. Having the other sit down, Zhadow fished out some lube and a condom from his night stand. He was all about playing it safe, not really trusting of the idea of going in raw without protection when there were so many things to be wary of when it came to sex with a stranger. Not that Zonic was much of a stranger, but they still didn’t know one another too well, and from what he -could- tell, they both have had previous sex partners. \n\nPutting the condom on, he had Zonic lay on his abundance of pillows, making sure he was comfortable. He had gotten the lube, rubbing it on his hands and erection. Was he moving too fast? Even though Zonic pretty much gave Zhadow permission to do whatever he wanted, he was still careful. This was their first time together so learning what made the other click, what made him feel good or not so good was still unknowing to him. He did give the promise of wanted to service the other so he would, before he decided to use his dick just yet. Instead of kissing Zonic’s lips, he went for his cheeks, moving down to his neck and shoulders. \n\n“Did you get...bitten?” Zhadow couldn’t help but ask. The markings on Zonic’s skin were very faint, healed but still there. He blinked, that was a rather odd discovery, but he didn’t mind it too much. That other person he may have had intimate times with could’ve done this, though the marks indicated rather… pointy teeth. He wondered just who in the world Zonic was getting mixed up with, possible a much larger man with a more predatory history. He couldn’t help but think about the many criminals that would kill with just their teeth alone or being attacked by very desperate people trying to get away. Bites hurt, and this looked like it could’ve -really- hurt. \n\nZhadow didn’t push for details, kissing the bitten spots on Zonic’s body. Someone damaged him up, the marks just felt so...possessive. He wasn’t too attached to Zonic to feel any jealous but it did make him wonder just what kind of guys the other was into. Maybe he was a lot kinkier than he let on. His kisses moved down Zonic’s chest, down his stomach and in between his legs. His lips pressed against the base of Zonic’s dick, moving even lower to take Zonic’s balls into his mouth. He wanted to get Zonic close but not too close, Chaos he wanted to hear those sounds. [/color]\n\n[color=#204a87]Zonic happily let the other lead him, taking a brief look around the bedroom. The bed looked more than inviting and much more comfortable than even the expensive couch in the living room. Being bedded on a bed so huge amongst this many pillows made him feel like some sort of royalty.\n\nHe watched Zhadow fish lube and a condom (thank chaos, he really didn't want to go through all that cleaning again) out of his night stand. While Zhadow was busy with that Zonic lost his pants that were by now really painful to wear. He kicked them off the bed and welcomed Zhadow on top of him again. His hands on the other's shoulders, Zonic tipped his head to the side giving Zhadow more space to kiss.\n\nThe question that followed however made him tense up significantly. \"Y-yeah...\" He mumbled, blushing all the way from the tips of his ears to his shoulders. This was embarrassing. He'd completely forgotten about the remains of those bite marks. Zhadow probably thought he was a weirdo now. \"It... it's fine. Pretty sure it won't happen againnhah.\" His mumbled words turned into a soft moan as he felt Zhadow's gentle lips so far down his body. His first reflex was to close his legs but he didn't.\n\nHe shivered, digging his fingers into the duvet underneath him and let his head sink back into the pillows. This was the first time he felt something so hot down there. The first time he got a taste of what this felt like from the receiving end. \"Nhah...mhh\" He bit his bottom lip, whatever he'd been thinking or worrying about before was replaced by pleasure. His body felt as if it was being electrified. It couldn't decide if it wanted to tense up or melt. His hips were moving on their own ever so slightly, and only because he tried to keep them still as best as he could.\n\n\"Ohh... chaos.\" he covered his red face with both hands, muffling his own moans. Zhadow's tongue on his dick was so hot and whenever he touched his balls like this it made his tail twitch. Zonic was a bit ashamed because he was louder than Zhadow but keeping his voice down felt impossible. Considering this was the first time his dick actually got this much attention he felt heat rising in his center much faster than he wanted it to. Much faster than he was used to, too. But of course, since this was neither painful nor gave him anything else to focus on, it just made sense.\n\n\"Ahh Zhadowh...wai...nhh\" Talking wasn't all that easy now but he hoped his hand reaching down and the fingers tangling themselves into Zhadow's spines, very gently pulling him up conveyed the message, too. \"S-sorry... hh... this... is new.... I\" He tried to defend his overly sensitive body, deeply embarrassed.[/color]\n\n[color=#a40000]‘It won’t happen again’. The sentence rang in his ears. He felt a bit more confident Zonic wasn’t really looking back at whomever he had experienced attraction to at first. What a nice thing for him. He nodded, the moans were saying he was doing a good job. He didn’t doubt his skills at all, but this was always nice to hear. Knowing he was doing a good job...and Zonic seemed like he’d be rather loud so that was exciting. Just -how- loud was something he was slightly concerned about in case his neighbors were awake or they could actually hear everything. He doubted it, but still, something to consider. \n\nWith Zonic’s hands touching his head, he instinctively stopped, looking up to see what was the matter, if any at all. New to this, huh? So he’d never gotten a blowjob but has given one.. Nice. He smiled as he lowered his head some taking in Zonic’s dick. It was a pretty nice size for what it was, slightly thicker than other dicks he’d had experienced yet not as long as his own. It was cute, nice to hold in his hand as he stroked the base. He mouth opened up, head coming up as he breathed on the member, He cleared his throat, the taste still on his tongue. He didn’t want Zonic to cum just yet, so he stopped with the blowjob. He kept his strokes very slow, light squeezing here and there. He hoped that Zonic would come down some, edging him sounded like fun. \n\nHe waited a while until Zonic seemed eager for more, leaning down again and kissed the tip. His lips were met with precum that sent a shiver through his body. He was definitely doing it right, but his focus began to shift. \n\n“Have you been penetrated before?” He asked, re-lubing his hands and pressing his fingers against Zonic’s entrance. His gaze up at the other screamed lustful. He licked Zonic’s shaft again, nibbling lightly as he pressed a finger inside. “A shame if you have.. But that’s alright. I’ll do my best to at least stand out for you.” He wanted to make sure he left an impact. If the other guy was able to leave bite marks as deep as the ones he’d seen, he was going to try to one-up the other juuust for friendly competition. He didn’t think he had that much of a chance. For all he knew Zonic just needed someone else to have sex with to erase the other person from him while he felt so upset. There was a chance he’d go running back to that roommate, a chance this would be their first and last time together, so he kept the option open ended. Zhadow had no expectations, just possibly hopes that he loosely clung to in the moment. He remained neutral, as much as he’d love to be positive this could become more. Zhadow had a feeling there was more to this and he couldn’t become so attached yet. \nHe was definitely going to enjoy this, but had to keep himself from a safe distance. Making sure they could actually become something took time to figure out, which he was happy to be patient for. He moved up, getting closer to Zonic’s face and kissed him again, his finger inserted deeper. \n\n“Do you have a preference of how you like to be handled? Maybe from these… bite marks you like it a bit more rough? I’ll do what I can.” His voice was so low but deep. He wanted Zonic to feel good, that was all that mattered here. As much as he’d love to feel good, sex was way nicer when the other was taken care of. For Zhadow, that’s pretty much why he’d engage at all. He was a little less on the hyped side for these things, but others with their movements, their noises, just the fact they felt good… that was enough for him. [/color]\n\n[color=#204a87]Zonic's breath was hitching between moans, his chest rising and falling irregularly and too fast. The feeling of the other's mouth around his arousal almost made him lose his mind. He was so sensitive. This felt like heaven and his pleasure was clearly mirrored in his voice. He wasn't loud enough to be heard outside the apartment yet but there was no doubt about how much he was enjoying this. Whenever Zhadow let go of him he whined, his hips trembling. He had to distract himself somehow. On a whim he licked over his own fingers along with another moan while Zhadow took him between his lips again. To keep himself from cumming he closed his eyes, sucking on his own two fingers, running his tongue over the whenever he moaned again. He just had to keep his mouth busy at all cost.\n\nWhen the other stopped and looked up at him, Zonic looked dazed. This was one of these moments in which Scourge would have called him a slut, thankfully he wasn't aware of his expressions. All he knew was that he felt extremely good and he wanted more.\n\n\"I... have.. MMhhaaah~\" His head dropped backwards into the pillows again as he felt the lubed up finger enter him. \"Hah...ah... you wanna stand out? Mhhh you already do... jus' don't makeithurt.\" the last bit of the sentence was slurred and turned into a throaty moan as the finger pushed deeper. Chaos, he was looking forward to what was to come.\n\n\"I dunno... I don't... just... feel good with me. I don't know what I like. I like what you're AHhh nhh...doin' right now. But I... l-liked the biting too.\" He returned to hiding his face behind his hands. Thoroughly embarrassed over his inexperience. Maybe all of this was Scourge's fault. Scourge had made him weird. He'd taught his body that pain and pleasure were one. That they went hand in hand. So pain felt good. Pleasure felt good. Hurting was pleasure. What was happening right now was utterly confusing. He felt overstimulated. There was no pain. Everything was only pleasure. His mind was screaming, unable to cope with how intense it felt.\n\nHis hands slid off his face as he was kissed again, instead he wrapped them around the other's back, pulling him back for another kiss once the first one was broken. Keeping his mouth busy helped, and so did holding onto something. He raked his claws through the black fur, roughing it up, destroying a little piece of the perfection that was Zhadow in his eyes.\n\nZonic was so torn. He wanted to be taken gently and sweetly for once. Wanted to know what it felt like to drown in nothing but pleasure. But at the same time he was impatient. He wanted Zhadow to shove his perfect dick into his ill prepared body and scream and scratch his back open.\n\nHis own member was drooling precum just at the finger inside him. All in anticipation of things to come.[/color]\n\n[color=#a40000]Zhadow felt himself chuckle. Zonic was such a mess already, and they only just got started. He smiled down at him, it was genuine, he was really enjoying the other a lot more than he had hoped for. Sex was always so fast, intense and tended to be a little too much for him from time to time. He could recall his first where he was on the receiving end. The guy he was with was so forceful, but Zhadow had stubborn, butting heads with him in terms of gaining control. It was fun, playfully besting the other as if they were wrestling in bed. He didn’t always come out topping, which was more than fine aside from the pain he’d have to sit through in the mornings. But with Zonic there was just that inexperience that kept things pretty fresh. A mere finger was enough to have him speaking almost incoherently. \n\nThe other was so undecided of what he wanted, but it seemed as if Zhadow was doing more than just good if he stood out enough. ‘Just don’t make it hurt’. That seemed like an easy enough request. He wasn’t sure if biting was something he’d do, but if Zonic wanted that then sure. He didn’t think he’d bite that… hard though. He wasn’t dead set on drawing blood of any kind, though scratching was fine. He was also undecided. Did he want this to be rough or gentle? He’d see when they got to that point. Zhadow’s finger seeped in further, pressing against the inner walls. He was on the search for that spot, wanting to see the reaction that it would bring. \n\n“I never would’ve thought someone with such a serious expression all the time was so expressive in bed. You always gave off this… serious aura. Now you’re practically melting… is it really that good?” He couldn’t help but ask, finger sliding in and out as he was able to locate the bump. Chaos, it was so cute. He pulled his finger out completely, deciding that maybe it was time to move on, as he couldn’t bare just...watching from his fingers and mouth alone. His length was protected, properly lubed from the condom itself. Zonic was prepped and he just seemed so ready. Zhadow pulled Zonic into his lap, his tip poking at his entrance. It felt like a moment of truth almost, but pushing the tip inside was definitely something he took very slow. He closed his eyes, again focusing on the pleasure that soon followed. Zonic felt nice, tight and warm. It sent such a shiver up his spine that his spines were now frizzled. \n\n“Wow…” He huffed, gulping and opening his eyes. Even his voice was slightly shaken up. He was more than pleased with how Zonic felt. “This already feels something I’d like to revisit… ha.” He found himself chuckling at his statement. It was an odd statement that just kind of came out. “Sorry, bad timing, eh?”[/color]\n\n[color=#204a87]Zonic was melting away under the treatment he received. It was so odd to be the center of attention. So odd and so good. His hands on Zhadow's back were restless. Always alternating between stroking him, raking his small claws through the other's fur and simply holding on. And as this wonderful finger inside him rubbed over his sweet spot a tremor went through his body, claws digging into the other's shoulderblades. His back arched off the bed and he pressed his head into the pillows underneath him, moaning louder than before. His legs had closed a little, thighs pressing against Zhadow's sides, trembling. But this wasn't the best of it. He knew. He knew there was more.\n\nAnd he got exactly what he wanted only moments later when Zhadow pulled his finger back and replaced it with the hot, slippery tip of his dick. Zonic opened his eyes only slightly, looking down before he was pushed into. Zhadow was bigger than what he was 'used to' differently shaped and so very very slow. Zonic was losing his mind. Drool and tears turning his face into even more of a mess. Every inch made him moan. There was a very mild uncomfortable feeling, but no pain.\n\nAs slowly as Zhadow pushed inside him he dragged his claws up the other's back. \"AUGHhhh Zhadowhh... no...no... cumming\" He whined trying to keep his self control. Chaos, he could feel if the other moved even just another inch he'd cum from that. Not that it mattered. Just because he came that didn't mean things would be over.\n\nStill the fact that the striped hedgehog stopped for a moment to appreciate the feeling of Zonic's clenching and trembling inner muscles, was helpful. He got a moment to calm down even though he was aware it'd still tip him off the edge real fast if the other started moving again. He tried to focus on what the other was saying instead, hoping the distraction would help a little more. \"mmhh... blease... revisit.\" He slurred, trying to catch his breath.\n\nThis felt too good. He was confident he was going to lose his mind. Zonic was already little more than a puddle of sweat, drool, tears and pre-cum. How was this gonna get even better???[/color]\n\n[color=#a40000]Fast was something he knew he and Zonic were, but already the other was ready to cum. Quick in all his ways or maybe that was just because he wasn’t used to this still. Sensitive… very cute indeed. Zhadow smiled to himself, watching the other become a mess underneath him. The scratching stung, but he had dealt with far greater pains than this, so aside from the few winces, he didn’t mind. With his hips slowly closing the distance between them, Zhadow allowed himself to sink further into the other.\n\n“Fuck…” He let out a low moan. He stopped moving the moment he was nearly all the way submerged, not bothering to pull out just yet, He wanted Zonic to get used to this, hoping that thrusting wouldn’t be too difficult with the way he clenched up. It was nice though, his size was something he was rather proud of. He leaned down, kissing Zonic’s cheeks and licking up his tears. “You’re like a kitten. Constantly mewling for more, haha.” He continued to kiss him, his head moving down again as he kissed Zonic’s nipples. His teeth found their way to the skin, gripping them and nibbling lightly. \n\nHis hands were under Zonic, rubbing his back spines and found their way onto his shoulders and the back of his head. His hips moved back, slowly pulling himself out and right back inside again. He couldn’t bring himself to just stop now, but if Zonic came before him and asked for Zhadow to pull out, he would. Once Zonic was done, that was a ‘mission accomplished’ for him and he wouldn’t mind stopping, but as far as he knew they could keep going. \n\n“I could listen to you all day…” He whispered, hot breath brushing against Zonic’s chest. “It’s addicting… whoever had you last didn’t appreciate you enough. Lucky me.” He couldn’t help but be a little competitive, now feeling those bite marks were truly going to be forgotten now. He pushed back in, the agonizingly slow pace he was going was starting to drive him mad, but he wanted Zonic to ask for him to go faster. He even stopped a few times, just to keep the other from cumming. Zhadow was patient, very much fine with prolonging this as long as he could manage. His thrusts didn’t post any pain, now becoming so welcomed inside Zonic, it got easier to push. He was a little more audible now, his moans were still very low but drawn out. He also gave Zonic small bites on the chest. Nothing terribly hard, as there was nice red markings left behind in a few spots. Hopefully he liked those. \n\nZhadow’s movements became faster, slowing back down when he felt Zonic was close to cumming. He was stretching this out, his gaze up at the blue hog became so serious, lust ridden as he raised himself to look down at the other while grinding his way in. He was in no way as quick as Scourge, nowhere near impatient. He liked being slow, causing his partner to lose themselves to the aching want of more. Even his upped speed was still pretty slow, but that ws just to get zonic to beg. He didn’t have to ask for anything, just waited to see what would happen. His eyes never left the others face. He was intrigued, tilting his head when the sounds got more intense. It was also to keep himself from cumming too soon as well.. Slowly pushing, stop, amping up the speed, slow down again, stop, rinse and repeat.[/color]\n\n[color=#204a87]This was exactly what he wanted. He was losing himself. And rapidly so. Zhadow was so slow it was torture. But the sweetest torture he'd ever experienced. Once the other was all the way inside him he was actually crying. Not from pain or discomfort, but from pleasure alone. He was so close to cumming at all times but Zhadow didn't let him. He slowed down, stopped completely, kissed him and waited for him to calm down and then he carried on.\n\nZonic had lost his mind somewhere along the way. Lost count of how many times he was edged to nearly cumming only to be forced to calm down again. The bites to his chest and neck made him mewl. Zonic let go of the other's back as he raised himself, instead digging his fingers into the sheets above his head. Everything about his face spelled out ecstasy. His pupils blown so wide his eyes looked nearly black by now, tears spilling over his cheeks and his mouth hanging open with moans while his tongue was slightly hanging out. It was more than obvious that there was not a single coherent thought happening in his brain anymore. He'd switched off.\n\nZonic felt like he was slowly dying everytime he was edged closer to his orgasm again only for the pleasure to abruptly stop. Chaos he wanted to cum so badly. He wanted Zhadow so very badly.\n\nHis move came out of nowhere. Suddenly his hands were on Zhadow's shoulders and the black hedgehog was overthrown. Zonic was straddling him now, propping himself up on shaking arms. He let himself sink down. Gravity causing Zhadow to slip inside even deeper than before. Zonic flinched and tipped his head back, moaning. He leaned back, supporting himself with one hand on Zhadow's thigh while his other hand slipped between them, while he sat still, trying to get used to the new angle, he felt the spot where they were connected with his fingers.\n\nHe wanted to say all the things. He wanted to say how amazing this felt. How much he loved all of this. But he forgot how to say words. Instead he looked up at Zhadow's face as he started to move on his own. Leaned back like that both of them had a good view. Zonic could watch the dark hog's expressions, and Zhadow could literally see absolutely everything.\n\nHe raised his trembling hips high enough for Zhadow to nearly slip out and then he lowered himself again, slowly. The change of angle and the short break gave him enough time to calm down to not instantly cum at this but he was still awfully close. That was good. He wanted to cum. And he wanted to feel Zhadow cumming, too. The second time he raised his hips Zhadow's tip rubbed over his sweet spot just the right way and Zonic's legs caved, making him fall back into the other's lap. A strangled scream left his throat and his head tipped back. But this little bit made him desperate enough to move faster. No matter how much he was trembling his legs were the strongest part of his body. And even though he was going to be awfully sore later, they wouldn't fail him now. And so he started riding the other, getting faster while supporting himself with both hands on Zhadow's thighs now.\n\nWhen his orgasm rolled closer again he raised his hips just enough to make Zhadow rub that spot again, the movement of his hips was shallow for a moment and his body was shaking so much from the effort that it was a miracle how he stayed upright. He cried out Zhadow's name as he came, and kept moving, milking himself until there was nothing left inside him. But he wasn't done. Even though the overstimulation was driving him insane he was going to ride Zhadow until he came. He wanted to feel it. He needed to feel it. That they -both- had a good time.[/color]\n\n[color=#a40000]It seemed that Zhadow’s actions were definitely driving the other crazy. His rather slow and agonizing thrusts were enough to suddenly have him on the bottom and Zonic on top. He blinked, eyes a bit wide over the sudden transition. He felt as though he hadn’t been able to breathe for awhile. With how zonic tried to mimic the slow speeds, he was utterly failing. The spot being rubbed, having unstable legs that couldn’t hold up too well, it was apparent that this was going to end soon. Zhadow had held onto Zonic’s hips, not pushing or pulling the other to do anything, he was still so patient despite wanting to raise his hips. He had so much stamina, it took a while before he felt he -needed- to go faster and lose himself. \n\nChaos, those noises, the way the other’s shaking body descended on him, he was trying his best to remain as calm and cool as he could. He couldn’t help that when Zonic fell all the way back down that he raised his hips just to meet the other. \n\n“Ahn..” He tried not to squint his eyes too much, he needed to keep seeing what was unfolding in front of him. He wanted to pound the other so much but, this was a much calmer time for them to get to know the other’s sensitive bits. He lowered his hips, not wanting to mess up Zonic’s rhythm. He was doing so perfect. “Zonic… please.” He muttered, just wanting him to move faster, and he got that. Zhadow was about ready to grab Zonic but could tell he was getting very close. The way he raised himself, trying to edge again but he came. Hearing his name, Zhadow tensed up, hands tightening on Zonic’s hips. He felt Zonic clench and spasm, which coupled with his name being so luciously yelled got him to finally move at a more normal pace. \n\nHis hips raised again, using his legs to suspend his lower half up to meet with Zonic’s ass. His fingers were twitching, in between wanting to rake the others fur and trying to keep it untouched. Zhadow didn’t mind that his chest and face had gotten some cum on it, as it only made the experience that much more interesting. He got the other all the way there simply by slowly stimulating him. He bit his lip, Zonic didn’t stop despite having cum already. Fuckin’ beautiful. He pulled Zonic down but his back, his other hand place right above Zonic’s ass to keep him suspended right over his dick. With Zonic laying closer to him, he kissed him. A passionate, desperate kiss. He had to keep thrusting, a lot faster than before. \n\n“I’m sorry… I’m almost there.” He huffed, cheeks burning so much he felt like he was on fire. “I swear this might be… the quickest I’ve ever… f…” He tensed up, hips raised to get the rest of his cock inside. He came, it felt more good than it needed to. He pulled Zonic down into a tight hug, his hand that was just above his lower area grabbed his tail. His eyes rolled back, the loudest he was this whole time just sounded like his inside voice but his moan was just as intense as Zonic’s. “Da..Damn it..” He kept moving, trying to get all of that good feeling out, he couldn’t stop till it became too much. Zhadow pulled out, an audible gasp once the head popped out. He didn’t let go of the other yet, legs relaxing against the bed as he began to come down from the high. [/color]\n\n[color=#204a87]Zonic drank those last moments in as if they were water in a desert. The other grabbing his tail and riding out his own orgasm made him whine and mewl into Zhadow's chest. The stimulation was too much. Way too much. But he loved every second of it. Zonic was gasping and moaning to the very end, and shaking like a leaf once it was actually over. It took him much longer to get back down from his high. All he was capable off was nuzzling that soft chest fur of Zhadow's.\n\nHe wasn't sure if time was racing or if it had stopped completely. Everything felt sort of unreal. He was floating, and yet completely grounded in Zhadow's arms. He could stay like this forever. In reality he lay completely still (except for the trembling) for about twenty minutes before he started to stir again.\n\nHis ability to think in words and sentences was returning to him finally and only now could he fully grasp what had just happened. Chaos, that... had been... something else. Thankfully his body had stopped trembling by now, unfortunately that also meant he started to feel sore. He rubbed his muzzle into the silky fluff a little before raising his head. This was the first time he got to be close to someone after sex. He stretched his neck and pressed a soft kiss to Zhadow's chin, then to the corner of his mouth and finally his lips.\n\nWhatever he'd been trying to drown in alcohol tonight had been forgotten. For the moment at least all he cared about was the black hedgehog holding him in his arms. He peppered a few more soft kisses to the other's muzzle, jaw and neck.\n\nHe was torn between wanting to tell Zhadow just how much he'd loved what they just did, and not talking at all. In the end he decided on the latter. He just kissed whatever places he could reach for a short while and then let himself slide off of Zhadow. Not that he stopped touching him, oh no. He had one leg wedged between Zhadow's, rested his head on the other's chest and was drawing little patterns on his stomach with one finger while listening to his heartbeat.\n\nHe felt like he was being thoroughly spoiled right now and he was gonna take every second of it. Bliss. He wanted to fall asleep like this, and wake up like this. And never move away from this spot again. He could just live in this hug forever for all he cared.[/color]\n\n[color=#a40000]Zhadow was completely unawares of the time that had passed. It didn’t really feel like anything was happening. He could feel the sudden kisses being placed on him, which caused him to tense up just a small bit from how much they tickled. He kissed back when he was given one on the lips, placing his lips on Zonic’s head when he moved down to lay on his chest. The white fur there seemed to be very popular with his lovers, he never got why, but it was appreciated nonetheless. Zhadow was able to think again, able to move though the throbbing in his dick was still present, it slowly subsided as time passed on. He felt a little gross that the condom was still on yet filled with jizz that slowly seeped out from the bottom. When Zonic did move, he had to get up just to pull the nasty thing off. He looked down at his partner, smiling for a second before getting off the bed and placing the wet rubber in the trash. \n\nHe wasn’t one to just up and leave after a nice night like this, getting back into the bed after he cleaned the cum from his chest and face. When he laid back down, he pulled Zonic into his arms again, relaxing within the embrace. \n\n“...You were quite loud. Not an issue just… letting you know.” He chuckled, it was something he couldn’t help but notice. Not to mention the way Zonic moved and took charge towards the end. He was so into it, Zhadow had to follow right after. Now with them both laying there, with nothing but the experience to talk about, he tried to make conversation that wasn’t so awkward. “If you want… I’ll let you know the next time I’m free. This doesn’t have to become a relationship if you’re not into that. But I would like to at least hang out again on our off days… not just at a bar.” He felt a bit weirded out having asked. It wasn’t like he never asked such a thing before, absolutely not. He had requested seeing his one night stands again before and Zonic was no exception, the only thing was he never did this often. \n\nHe was very tempted to fall asleep but rather waited for Zonic to fall victim to the clutches of slumber. Sleep never really came easy for Zhadow anyways. [/color]\n\n[color=#204a87]Zonic whined very briefly when he was abandoned but the time alone in bed passed so fast it didn't really matter. And then he was pulled into another hug. Letting the other move him like a ragdoll. He listened to Zhadow's voice, so dark, so soothing. \"Mm~\" He made in response to the statement about him making a lot of noise. He knew. And frankly, he didn't care. Not right now anyway. Right now he only cared about hugging the other as closely and comfortably as possible.\n\nAt the next sentence he actually raised his head and cracked his eyes open though. His first response was a painfully sweet, gentle and long kiss, followed by a tired smile. A relationship. That sounded so nice. He could have this... more. He could imagine this so well. They were both hardworking. Both sort of police. The amount of work would never be an issue. Zhadow was caring and gentle and so much easier to talk to when off duty. And then of course they were quite compatible in bed as well. Wouldn't it be perfect?\n\nZonic reached up running a thumb over Zhadow's cheek again kissing his lips one more time. \"Right now, I want nothing more than to tell you that I'd love to make this into something a lot more than a one night stand... but... I it wouldn't be fair towards you. I have a mess to clean up at home. I promise... next time we meet, I'll know. On your next free day I'll know.\" He whispered, completely unable to speak any louder. His voice was just gone.\n\nHe chuckled quietly pressing a few more soft kisses to Zhadow's muzzle. He just couldn't stop touching him. \"Are you gonna buy me dinner next time? I feel like this is all backwards... but you...saved me today. I've been miserable for weeks. This guy I live with is straight... I don't... I don't think I'm in love with him. But we had sex twice. And he just... left an impression. I guess I was just trying to at least be acknowledged by him. I wanted him to at least admit that he actually enjoys being with me... instead of making excuses all the time. 'it was just the alcohol I would've never touched a dude otherwise'... etc. This... probably sounds pathetic but... I got so lonely I didn't know what to do. So we made this completely idiotic bet... that I'd buy him a hooker. And if he has a better time with her than he has with me I'd never approach him again. But if he didn't... he'd have to finally say to my face that he enjoys being with me...not just because he was drunk or the like. But in the end... I think... I just doomed myself. He's at my house with that hooker right now, probably having the time of his life and I ... panicked. I thought that I was gonna be lonely for the rest of my life... and went to that bar to drown my self pity in alcohol. But thanks to you... it hurts a lot less now. Thank you... I know it's petty and pathetic but... you really, really saved me.\" He explained quietly, after all this he somehow felt Zhadow deserved to know.\n\n\"It's also really nice to know what gentle sex feels like.\" That one he mumbled more to himself but still loudly enough for Zhadow to hear. He would go home in the morning. He would be dumped by Scourge. And he wouldn't care. That's exactly what was gonna happen. He would look at Scourge's face and say 'Fine. I don't care, I found someone who actually wants me around anyway.'\n\nThat thought in mind he felt himself slowly drifting to sleep. Maybe time would stop and allow him to spend more time with Zhadow in the morning.[/color]\n[color=#a40000]\nIf there was anything Zhadow wasn’t expecting to hear, it was Zonic’s reasons for coming to the bar. He didn’t think the information was important enough to really learn, as Zhadow felt it wasn’t his business. But he was right. The roommate just so happened to be the guy who seemed to awaken Zonic’s sexuality, so that was a huge bonus. He listened, his expression unchanging. He wasn’t very surprised, people deep in denial were a handful and he knew that some of those people could be rather horrible about these things for a number of reasons. Zhadow never felt such denial before, he may have known a few people who personally couldn’t handle their true selves and he definitely wished them the best. Still, it was very difficult and he didn’t know much about overcoming such an obstacle. \n\nThough the story was interesting enough to peak his interests. He didn’t understand why this bet was even a thing, as Zonic may be doomed to fail, but who knew. He felt it was a very silly thing to bet on, as sex and sexuality were way more complicated than fucking someone once and knowing everything there was to know about these things. He wasn’t going to criticize that though, believing it was probably stupid to tell Zonic that it wasn’t worth trying. \n\n“He’s… a fool.” He said simply. “Then again, I suppose I should be slightly thankful… but you seemed to have gotten hurt in the process so it’s not totally great.” He wasn’t sure if saying that was a compliment, at the expense of Zonic’s pain, they found each other like this. He frowned, but it was just something they’d have to figure out. “As much as I would prefer we just… do our own thing, I much rather you do handle that… Your decision is your own and if…” He was a little upset but continued, “If you both do come to a better conclusion, I do hope you the best. As I said, we don’t have to make this more than what it is, but I would like to at least be closer… even as friends.” \n\nIt’d be a great loss, but he wasn’t as attached yet. Zonic was interesting in ways that he was very different off duty. He was great in bed and it was addicting. Zhadow had maybe one other sex partner that really got to him in the same way Zonic did. Even so, he knew there were others out there that he could find. The only thing that made him more okay with this was they at least worked in a similar field, they could easily relate on a lot of things like that if not day to day things. \n\n“I don’t want to hold you back if you like this guy. We kind of just… fucked based on having bad nights but that doesn’t mean I didn’t enjoy your company. You also helped me as well.” He hesitated, “I lost two comrades to gangs two days ago. I haven’t really mourned just yet, it hasn’t fully set in till tonight. So… this distraction helped a lot. It’s inevitable that the emotions may come up again anyways but… this was better than dealing with that with alcohol.” He shrugged. “So… it’s completely fine if nothing besides a friendship happens. Ideally, it’d be nice to uh… have nights like this, but I’m not expecting it of you. Don’t feel bad if your decision doesn’t include me, okay?” He asked, though he had to give the other a small kiss. He didn’t want to guilt trip him, abstaining from talkin about what -he- preferred. It was Zonic’s choice in the end.[/color]\n\n[color=#204a87]Zhadow's voice briefly got him back from the brink of sleep but he didn't mind. The words the other said were nothing but sweet, it made him want to cry. Why hadn't he met this one sooner? A man who was understanding and gentle and so very good. Why did he have to lose his virginity to Scourge, he felt like he could be so much less... weird... if it hadn't been for Scourge.\n\n\"I know... I'll handle it. Thank you for... wanting me around. It's a nice change.\" He whispered, his voice was still completely gone. \"I'll deal with it and let you know... I'm a fool, too, after all. I knew exactly what he was like... I wasn't thinking at all when I started this. Whenever I do something impulsive it turns out to be an awful mistake. I just haven't learned that lesson yet.\" He kissed Zhadow's cheek as thtat was all he could reach.\n\nThough he could feel his heart bleed at the mention of dead comrades. He'd lost good men before. Men he called friends. Men who were far too young to go. Men who were needed by someone waiting for them at home, unlike him. It was never easy to cope with the loss but it was part of their job description. \"I'm sorry.\" He raised his hand a bit further to gently pet the other's head. \"They must have been good men who wanted to make the world a better place. I'm sure it's different for everyone but... whenever I lost a comrade I put their picture up in my office and remind myself, whenever I start a new case, that I'll be doing it for them, as well. I feel the most terrifying thing about death is... to be forgotten. As long as you'll remember them and carry on with them in mind... they would, at least, not have died in vain. It's still hard. Everytime it happens. Allow yourself to mourn properly... even if your schedule is busy. It still helps.\" He was still petting Zhadow's head, fingers gently combing through his fur or stroking up his ears.\n\n\"I'll visit the cemetary with you if it helps to have company. And I'll... definitely sort out my Scourge problem... soon.\" By the end of the sentence he was already almost asleep. He just couldn't stay awake any longer. He was so close to sleep that he didn't even notice he let Scourge's name slip. His hand slowly stopped moving.\n\nIt took just a few seconds for him to drift off. He was impossibly tired.\n\nIn the end he had confusing dreams of fighting with Scourge, then halfway through Scourge turned into Zhadow but he was still acting the way Scourge would. It was more confusing that it was a nightmare but he still didn't like it.[/color]\n\n[center][b]TBC.[/b][/center]","writing_bbcode_parsed":"CHAPTER XXV
The response was electrifying. A complete 180 from the rather shy approach to full on focus on what was to come. Zonic had taken those words much closer to heart than Zhadow would’ve assumed he would. He didn’t think a small compliment like that would get to the blue hedgehog so… quickly. This greatly affected him, his expression change, his face deepened in color, his kiss became more passionate. He was asking more about being wanted without the assistance of alcohol. If Zhadow didn’t have years and years of experiences trying to decode certain actions of troubled individuals and regular people in a variety of situations, he wouldn’t have thought much about this, but his detective skills kicked in, finding this to obviously be a bigger part of Zonic’s ‘bad night’. He sort of felt… bad, that being complimented on his looks and being honest about it really got Zonic even more into this.
He was tempted to ask if this roommate of his caused some damage there. A month ago he found interest despite never feeling much about others, a month ago his roommate moved in. This didn’t take intense deductive reasoning, but the pieces were there, and him being the type to put two and two together on a daily basis, he couldn’t help but connect them. He wanted to ask, but it could ruin things for now. Maybe it’d be better to ask if they got closer, after something like this. He didn’t need that information now, it wasn’t super important to know just to fuck. He was more than ready to wait for the Zonic to open up to him, that was the biggest point in all of this, just finding someone he could talk to. Again, sex was just a bonus he didn’t need but didn’t mind.
“Why would I need alcohol just to see you’re interesting?” He questioned, though the answer could wait, it could be saved for another time. Zhadow was interested, even a little bit more now due to the possible chance Zonic was not treated well prior to their meeting. He had been acting rather odd these past few weeks from what he saw, somewhat. Zally had been pretty antsy about him in the breakroom whenever she was on break the same time he himself was. He never fully paid attention, but remembering small moments of her asking ‘Why is Zonic acting so weird lately??’ would come up. It was never something he really took to heart, but remembering that now… sort of made sense.
“It’s very easy to see. I’m sorry if you were unappreciated before. People can be so… well, stupid.” He didn’t mean to sound so mean about whoever else may have affected the one below him, but they simply missed their chance. Zonic could be a pretty nice guy to form a relationship with, so why not try? “In a less cryptic way of saying it, yes.” He nodded, his body lay flush against the other, slowly moving against him to grind their hips together. His erection wasn’t as obvious as it would’ve been if Scourge was on top, but he was getting there. His kisses became a lot less conservative, allowing his tongue to enter into Zonic’s mouth as he proceeded to make out with him further. He pinched one of the blue hog’s nipples, twitching as the hem of his pants were tugged. “Show me what you’re good at then.”
"Hah~" Zonic let out a small breathless laugh at Zhadow's words. This felt like breathing after having to hold his breath for a long long time. This felt good and right. Zhadow was treating him so well. He was gentle and hot, wherever he touched Zonic's skin tingled. Sure in direct comparison this was a lot calmer than the ride into insanity that was sex with Scourge, but he didn't mind that at all. And by the time the kisses became more passionate and he felt the other's body flush against his, he felt this familiar heat coursing through him, making him gasp and moan.
The invitation to do what he was good at was the last nail in his coffin. Hell he wanted to see and hear Zhadow's reactions so bad. He wanted to make the other feel just as good and appreciated as he made him feel.
So he took Zhadow's face between his hands pulling him down for another kiss, and turned them around. Once he was on top, straddling the dark hedgehog, he broke the kiss and sat up, running his hands down the other's chest while getting a good look at him. Chaos, everything about him was perfection. Zonic bit his bottom lip while taking in the view. "You're right... I got lucky." his voice was quiet but full of honest admiration.
But as much as he wanted to keep looking for longer, he moved back a little and bent down, kissing Zhadow's lower belly. the pants needed to go. He wanted to see. He wanted to see the rest of Zhadow. He let his teeth scrape over the other's hipbone where the fur was thin, sucking in the skin gently after to leave a tiny mark while his hands were busy opening the other's pants. Zonic didn't look what he was doing while pulling Zhadow's pants down. The fabric was dropped to the floor, roughly where their shirts went. Probably. Not that it mattered anyway.
The cop's heart was beating in his throat the other's heat and scent were so much stronger down here. He felt like he was going to get dizzy from it as he made his way down with kisses and gentle bites. He sucked the skin right next to Zhadow's pouch between his lips feeling the the other's hot center twitch against his cheek. It made his fur and spines rise. Somehow it was still hard to believe that he was causing a reaction like this. After all Scourge was just pent up all the time. But with Zhadow it felt like he was actually doing a good job. Well... that was a lie. He'd felt like that with Scourge before, it just seemed less like it in hindsight. With his eyes closed Zonic ran his tongue over the other's pouch, mildly surprised at how much of him was already exposed.
He made a small pleased noise licking up the striped one's length all the way to the tip, before gently closing his lips around it and sucking him into his mouth. Slowly. He loved to feel the reactions when he did it slowly. The way it twitched inside his mouth whenever he sucked a little stronger or rubbed his tongue over a good spot. That alone made his own pants feel painfully tight all of a sudden. No matter. He wanted more of -this-. So he gently and slowly tended to Zhadow until he was fully exposed. Now. He wanted to see. He sat up slightly and took a good look at what waited for him tonight. And chaos it got his blood boiling. It only occurred to him now that Scourge and him were practically identical... while Zhadow... Zhadow was different. He wasn't surprised that he was bigger. But still it felt for the first time like he was actually looking at -another- man's dick.
"Ah..." he made, running a finger down the other's length. "I should have known that -everything- about you would look perfect." he said looking up to zhadow with half lidded eyes. He kept the eye contact while running his tongue up the other's full length and only closed them again as he sucked him into his mouth again. His fingers circled around the base loosely to keep him in place while he worked out how to get this entirely new shape and size all the way down his throat. He was determined to make it happen. He wanted to see. He wanted to see the reaction.
At least he knew by now how to make his gag reflex shut up rather quickly. What -didn't- work however was keeping his eyes open to see Zhadow's reactions. After his fifth or sixth try he finally pressed his muzzle against hot skin and fur but his eyes rolled back and closed against his will. Ah, still, this was amazing, he loved the feeling no matter how much his throat was being stretched and no matter the tears in his eyes from fighting back the gag reflex, this was bliss.
They were sharing something here, it felt like a connection was definitely established. He was pretty sure his words just tugged at Zonic in a way that other person was unable to. He wasn’t sure, but he wasn’t going to question it further. One man’s unappreciated lover was another man’s world. He felt himself wanting to chuckle at that thought but he was being kissed, laid on the couch as Zonic was now on top. He was quick to assume Zonic was going to top, fish out a condom and just go to town. He didn’t care if that was the case, just hoping that Zonic was aware of safe sex. He watched him with curiosity, completely content with the other moving down to get in between his legs. How long had it been since he had been given a blow job? He couldn’t remember, his last sexual experience was a blur among all the shit he had to deal with at work.
Again with the gentle kisses, they made him twitch. He wasn’t super sensitive, but having those lips pressed from his stomach on down to between his legs, he anticipated the best blowjob. Zonic just felt like someone who was calm about his approach, something he liked a lot. It wasn’t super quick, intense and wild, it was just two men having a very nice time and taking it slowly. He had kept his eyes closed, focusing more on the sensations rather than the visuals, not that seeing Zonic work on him wouldn’t be hot. He widened his legs, feeling the air hit his length. He wasn’t shy about the sudden exposure, but Zonic’s comment made him a tad bit bashful.
“You’re much too kind.” He replied, eyes now following the motions the other was making. He was so gentle, probably Zhadow’s favorite thing so far. Zonic had prided himself on -this- specifically, so he maybe did this before with the mystery roommate. Even if he was new at this, it’d be more than fine. Zhadow wasn’t picky with how experienced someone had to be, Zonic could’ve been a straight up virgin and he would be just as okay with this. His chest raised, head lowered so his jaw met with his white chest fur. He tensed up, relaxed and leaned back. He was quiet, not much of a loud person even while being pleasured, but his almost inaudible grunts could probably be heard just fine in the quiet house. He decided to look up down at the other, catching his eyes on him till they rolled back and his dick was completely taken.
Zhadow blushed. He could easily just allow this and be fine for the rest of the night. But he had to be honest, he wanted to see how Zonic’s body looked, what his reactions were to certain stimulations. His hand met with Zonic’s cheek, him sitting up just to pet the other on the head and around the ears. Being watched while being given a blowjob had made him a bit shy, it wasn’t like this was his first but those eyes. Those eyes were just too pretty to stare into when unwinding like this. Zhadow bent down, planting more kisses on Zonic’s head. He was enjoying how his dick throbbed in the other’s warm throat.
“I could.. Sit here all night with your mouth there… but i really… -really- want to service you too.” He muttered in the other’s ear. “I don’t mind if you want to take charge or… if you prefer it the other way around.”
Zonic took the other slowly and only a few times, before he heard this smooth dark voice again. It felt like it was vibrating inside his ears and he moaned softly, Zhadow's dick buried deep in his throat. Service -him-? That was new. The fingers petting his head made his ears twitch and he very slightly leaned into the gentle touch while releasing Zhadow from his mouth.
"An-...Anything you want. You can do to me whatever you want...hh...but" with a smile, he brushed his muzzle against Zhadow's their eyes locked. All while tracing one finger down Zhadow's dripping wet arousal. "but... I want this tonight." His voice was a little raspy now but all that did was make Zonic feel better. Zhadow was rock hard and wanted to do more. That was all he needed. All he wanted. He wanted to feel like he belonged to Zhadow tonight. To him and him alone. As if Scourge never existed. So he could forget. Even if it was just for a few hours before he was back in the painful reality of getting finally dumped for good by the green hog.
He kissed Zhadow to shake the thoughts, pressing himself flush against the other. "I want to be yours." He said, with his lips still brushing against the other's and his fingers gently rubbing over his ears. "Mark me. Take me. Make me lose myself. Just don't let me go tonight." Zonic kissed the other again. His arms wrapped about his neck. This felt safe. Secure. He wasn't afraid. This wouldn't hurt. It was so totally different from the raw, self-destructive desire he felt for Scourge but it was no less intense. In fact he only now learned that being held by someone could make you feel so safe.
Zhadow knew exactly what he wanted and what to do. He was gentle and strong and letting loose was so easy in his arms. Giving up control felt like the natural thing to do. He just wanted to be held through the night. It didn't matter if gentle or rough, slow or fast. All that mattered was that he was being held. That he was being wanted and appreciated so genuinely. That he was special in a way to this stern, mysterious hedgehog in front of him.
The requests would surely be filled. He was going to deliver regardless of what came up. Zhadow returned the kiss, his hands on Zonic’s back before he broke it and nodded.
“Alright. Come with me then.” He got up from the couch, taking Zonic by the hand and led him to his bedroom. It was a pretty big room, with items inside that matched his livingroom. His bed was a queen size, the mattress was probably as soft and comfortable as Zonic’s was. Having the other sit down, Zhadow fished out some lube and a condom from his night stand. He was all about playing it safe, not really trusting of the idea of going in raw without protection when there were so many things to be wary of when it came to sex with a stranger. Not that Zonic was much of a stranger, but they still didn’t know one another too well, and from what he -could- tell, they both have had previous sex partners.
Putting the condom on, he had Zonic lay on his abundance of pillows, making sure he was comfortable. He had gotten the lube, rubbing it on his hands and erection. Was he moving too fast? Even though Zonic pretty much gave Zhadow permission to do whatever he wanted, he was still careful. This was their first time together so learning what made the other click, what made him feel good or not so good was still unknowing to him. He did give the promise of wanted to service the other so he would, before he decided to use his dick just yet. Instead of kissing Zonic’s lips, he went for his cheeks, moving down to his neck and shoulders.
“Did you get...bitten?” Zhadow couldn’t help but ask. The markings on Zonic’s skin were very faint, healed but still there. He blinked, that was a rather odd discovery, but he didn’t mind it too much. That other person he may have had intimate times with could’ve done this, though the marks indicated rather… pointy teeth. He wondered just who in the world Zonic was getting mixed up with, possible a much larger man with a more predatory history. He couldn’t help but think about the many criminals that would kill with just their teeth alone or being attacked by very desperate people trying to get away. Bites hurt, and this looked like it could’ve -really- hurt.
Zhadow didn’t push for details, kissing the bitten spots on Zonic’s body. Someone damaged him up, the marks just felt so...possessive. He wasn’t too attached to Zonic to feel any jealous but it did make him wonder just what kind of guys the other was into. Maybe he was a lot kinkier than he let on. His kisses moved down Zonic’s chest, down his stomach and in between his legs. His lips pressed against the base of Zonic’s dick, moving even lower to take Zonic’s balls into his mouth. He wanted to get Zonic close but not too close, Chaos he wanted to hear those sounds.
Zonic happily let the other lead him, taking a brief look around the bedroom. The bed looked more than inviting and much more comfortable than even the expensive couch in the living room. Being bedded on a bed so huge amongst this many pillows made him feel like some sort of royalty.
He watched Zhadow fish lube and a condom (thank chaos, he really didn't want to go through all that cleaning again) out of his night stand. While Zhadow was busy with that Zonic lost his pants that were by now really painful to wear. He kicked them off the bed and welcomed Zhadow on top of him again. His hands on the other's shoulders, Zonic tipped his head to the side giving Zhadow more space to kiss.
The question that followed however made him tense up significantly. "Y-yeah..." He mumbled, blushing all the way from the tips of his ears to his shoulders. This was embarrassing. He'd completely forgotten about the remains of those bite marks. Zhadow probably thought he was a weirdo now. "It... it's fine. Pretty sure it won't happen againnhah." His mumbled words turned into a soft moan as he felt Zhadow's gentle lips so far down his body. His first reflex was to close his legs but he didn't.
He shivered, digging his fingers into the duvet underneath him and let his head sink back into the pillows. This was the first time he felt something so hot down there. The first time he got a taste of what this felt like from the receiving end. "Nhah...mhh" He bit his bottom lip, whatever he'd been thinking or worrying about before was replaced by pleasure. His body felt as if it was being electrified. It couldn't decide if it wanted to tense up or melt. His hips were moving on their own ever so slightly, and only because he tried to keep them still as best as he could.
"Ohh... chaos." he covered his red face with both hands, muffling his own moans. Zhadow's tongue on his dick was so hot and whenever he touched his balls like this it made his tail twitch. Zonic was a bit ashamed because he was louder than Zhadow but keeping his voice down felt impossible. Considering this was the first time his dick actually got this much attention he felt heat rising in his center much faster than he wanted it to. Much faster than he was used to, too. But of course, since this was neither painful nor gave him anything else to focus on, it just made sense.
"Ahh Zhadowh...wai...nhh" Talking wasn't all that easy now but he hoped his hand reaching down and the fingers tangling themselves into Zhadow's spines, very gently pulling him up conveyed the message, too. "S-sorry... hh... this... is new.... I" He tried to defend his overly sensitive body, deeply embarrassed.
‘It won’t happen again’. The sentence rang in his ears. He felt a bit more confident Zonic wasn’t really looking back at whomever he had experienced attraction to at first. What a nice thing for him. He nodded, the moans were saying he was doing a good job. He didn’t doubt his skills at all, but this was always nice to hear. Knowing he was doing a good job...and Zonic seemed like he’d be rather loud so that was exciting. Just -how- loud was something he was slightly concerned about in case his neighbors were awake or they could actually hear everything. He doubted it, but still, something to consider.
With Zonic’s hands touching his head, he instinctively stopped, looking up to see what was the matter, if any at all. New to this, huh? So he’d never gotten a blowjob but has given one.. Nice. He smiled as he lowered his head some taking in Zonic’s dick. It was a pretty nice size for what it was, slightly thicker than other dicks he’d had experienced yet not as long as his own. It was cute, nice to hold in his hand as he stroked the base. He mouth opened up, head coming up as he breathed on the member, He cleared his throat, the taste still on his tongue. He didn’t want Zonic to cum just yet, so he stopped with the blowjob. He kept his strokes very slow, light squeezing here and there. He hoped that Zonic would come down some, edging him sounded like fun.
He waited a while until Zonic seemed eager for more, leaning down again and kissed the tip. His lips were met with precum that sent a shiver through his body. He was definitely doing it right, but his focus began to shift.
“Have you been penetrated before?” He asked, re-lubing his hands and pressing his fingers against Zonic’s entrance. His gaze up at the other screamed lustful. He licked Zonic’s shaft again, nibbling lightly as he pressed a finger inside. “A shame if you have.. But that’s alright. I’ll do my best to at least stand out for you.” He wanted to make sure he left an impact. If the other guy was able to leave bite marks as deep as the ones he’d seen, he was going to try to one-up the other juuust for friendly competition. He didn’t think he had that much of a chance. For all he knew Zonic just needed someone else to have sex with to erase the other person from him while he felt so upset. There was a chance he’d go running back to that roommate, a chance this would be their first and last time together, so he kept the option open ended. Zhadow had no expectations, just possibly hopes that he loosely clung to in the moment. He remained neutral, as much as he’d love to be positive this could become more. Zhadow had a feeling there was more to this and he couldn’t become so attached yet.
He was definitely going to enjoy this, but had to keep himself from a safe distance. Making sure they could actually become something took time to figure out, which he was happy to be patient for. He moved up, getting closer to Zonic’s face and kissed him again, his finger inserted deeper.
“Do you have a preference of how you like to be handled? Maybe from these… bite marks you like it a bit more rough? I’ll do what I can.” His voice was so low but deep. He wanted Zonic to feel good, that was all that mattered here. As much as he’d love to feel good, sex was way nicer when the other was taken care of. For Zhadow, that’s pretty much why he’d engage at all. He was a little less on the hyped side for these things, but others with their movements, their noises, just the fact they felt good… that was enough for him.
Zonic's breath was hitching between moans, his chest rising and falling irregularly and too fast. The feeling of the other's mouth around his arousal almost made him lose his mind. He was so sensitive. This felt like heaven and his pleasure was clearly mirrored in his voice. He wasn't loud enough to be heard outside the apartment yet but there was no doubt about how much he was enjoying this. Whenever Zhadow let go of him he whined, his hips trembling. He had to distract himself somehow. On a whim he licked over his own fingers along with another moan while Zhadow took him between his lips again. To keep himself from cumming he closed his eyes, sucking on his own two fingers, running his tongue over the whenever he moaned again. He just had to keep his mouth busy at all cost.
When the other stopped and looked up at him, Zonic looked dazed. This was one of these moments in which Scourge would have called him a slut, thankfully he wasn't aware of his expressions. All he knew was that he felt extremely good and he wanted more.
"I... have.. MMhhaaah~" His head dropped backwards into the pillows again as he felt the lubed up finger enter him. "Hah...ah... you wanna stand out? Mhhh you already do... jus' don't makeithurt." the last bit of the sentence was slurred and turned into a throaty moan as the finger pushed deeper. Chaos, he was looking forward to what was to come.
"I dunno... I don't... just... feel good with me. I don't know what I like. I like what you're AHhh nhh...doin' right now. But I... l-liked the biting too." He returned to hiding his face behind his hands. Thoroughly embarrassed over his inexperience. Maybe all of this was Scourge's fault. Scourge had made him weird. He'd taught his body that pain and pleasure were one. That they went hand in hand. So pain felt good. Pleasure felt good. Hurting was pleasure. What was happening right now was utterly confusing. He felt overstimulated. There was no pain. Everything was only pleasure. His mind was screaming, unable to cope with how intense it felt.
His hands slid off his face as he was kissed again, instead he wrapped them around the other's back, pulling him back for another kiss once the first one was broken. Keeping his mouth busy helped, and so did holding onto something. He raked his claws through the black fur, roughing it up, destroying a little piece of the perfection that was Zhadow in his eyes.
Zonic was so torn. He wanted to be taken gently and sweetly for once. Wanted to know what it felt like to drown in nothing but pleasure. But at the same time he was impatient. He wanted Zhadow to shove his perfect dick into his ill prepared body and scream and scratch his back open.
His own member was drooling precum just at the finger inside him. All in anticipation of things to come.
Zhadow felt himself chuckle. Zonic was such a mess already, and they only just got started. He smiled down at him, it was genuine, he was really enjoying the other a lot more than he had hoped for. Sex was always so fast, intense and tended to be a little too much for him from time to time. He could recall his first where he was on the receiving end. The guy he was with was so forceful, but Zhadow had stubborn, butting heads with him in terms of gaining control. It was fun, playfully besting the other as if they were wrestling in bed. He didn’t always come out topping, which was more than fine aside from the pain he’d have to sit through in the mornings. But with Zonic there was just that inexperience that kept things pretty fresh. A mere finger was enough to have him speaking almost incoherently.
The other was so undecided of what he wanted, but it seemed as if Zhadow was doing more than just good if he stood out enough. ‘Just don’t make it hurt’. That seemed like an easy enough request. He wasn’t sure if biting was something he’d do, but if Zonic wanted that then sure. He didn’t think he’d bite that… hard though. He wasn’t dead set on drawing blood of any kind, though scratching was fine. He was also undecided. Did he want this to be rough or gentle? He’d see when they got to that point. Zhadow’s finger seeped in further, pressing against the inner walls. He was on the search for that spot, wanting to see the reaction that it would bring.
“I never would’ve thought someone with such a serious expression all the time was so expressive in bed. You always gave off this… serious aura. Now you’re practically melting… is it really that good?” He couldn’t help but ask, finger sliding in and out as he was able to locate the bump. Chaos, it was so cute. He pulled his finger out completely, deciding that maybe it was time to move on, as he couldn’t bare just...watching from his fingers and mouth alone. His length was protected, properly lubed from the condom itself. Zonic was prepped and he just seemed so ready. Zhadow pulled Zonic into his lap, his tip poking at his entrance. It felt like a moment of truth almost, but pushing the tip inside was definitely something he took very slow. He closed his eyes, again focusing on the pleasure that soon followed. Zonic felt nice, tight and warm. It sent such a shiver up his spine that his spines were now frizzled.
“Wow…” He huffed, gulping and opening his eyes. Even his voice was slightly shaken up. He was more than pleased with how Zonic felt. “This already feels something I’d like to revisit… ha.” He found himself chuckling at his statement. It was an odd statement that just kind of came out. “Sorry, bad timing, eh?”
Zonic was melting away under the treatment he received. It was so odd to be the center of attention. So odd and so good. His hands on Zhadow's back were restless. Always alternating between stroking him, raking his small claws through the other's fur and simply holding on. And as this wonderful finger inside him rubbed over his sweet spot a tremor went through his body, claws digging into the other's shoulderblades. His back arched off the bed and he pressed his head into the pillows underneath him, moaning louder than before. His legs had closed a little, thighs pressing against Zhadow's sides, trembling. But this wasn't the best of it. He knew. He knew there was more.
And he got exactly what he wanted only moments later when Zhadow pulled his finger back and replaced it with the hot, slippery tip of his dick. Zonic opened his eyes only slightly, looking down before he was pushed into. Zhadow was bigger than what he was 'used to' differently shaped and so very very slow. Zonic was losing his mind. Drool and tears turning his face into even more of a mess. Every inch made him moan. There was a very mild uncomfortable feeling, but no pain.
As slowly as Zhadow pushed inside him he dragged his claws up the other's back. "AUGHhhh Zhadowhh... no...no... cumming" He whined trying to keep his self control. Chaos, he could feel if the other moved even just another inch he'd cum from that. Not that it mattered. Just because he came that didn't mean things would be over.
Still the fact that the striped hedgehog stopped for a moment to appreciate the feeling of Zonic's clenching and trembling inner muscles, was helpful. He got a moment to calm down even though he was aware it'd still tip him off the edge real fast if the other started moving again. He tried to focus on what the other was saying instead, hoping the distraction would help a little more. "mmhh... blease... revisit." He slurred, trying to catch his breath.
This felt too good. He was confident he was going to lose his mind. Zonic was already little more than a puddle of sweat, drool, tears and pre-cum. How was this gonna get even better???
Fast was something he knew he and Zonic were, but already the other was ready to cum. Quick in all his ways or maybe that was just because he wasn’t used to this still. Sensitive… very cute indeed. Zhadow smiled to himself, watching the other become a mess underneath him. The scratching stung, but he had dealt with far greater pains than this, so aside from the few winces, he didn’t mind. With his hips slowly closing the distance between them, Zhadow allowed himself to sink further into the other.
“Fuck…” He let out a low moan. He stopped moving the moment he was nearly all the way submerged, not bothering to pull out just yet, He wanted Zonic to get used to this, hoping that thrusting wouldn’t be too difficult with the way he clenched up. It was nice though, his size was something he was rather proud of. He leaned down, kissing Zonic’s cheeks and licking up his tears. “You’re like a kitten. Constantly mewling for more, haha.” He continued to kiss him, his head moving down again as he kissed Zonic’s nipples. His teeth found their way to the skin, gripping them and nibbling lightly.
His hands were under Zonic, rubbing his back spines and found their way onto his shoulders and the back of his head. His hips moved back, slowly pulling himself out and right back inside again. He couldn’t bring himself to just stop now, but if Zonic came before him and asked for Zhadow to pull out, he would. Once Zonic was done, that was a ‘mission accomplished’ for him and he wouldn’t mind stopping, but as far as he knew they could keep going.
“I could listen to you all day…” He whispered, hot breath brushing against Zonic’s chest. “It’s addicting… whoever had you last didn’t appreciate you enough. Lucky me.” He couldn’t help but be a little competitive, now feeling those bite marks were truly going to be forgotten now. He pushed back in, the agonizingly slow pace he was going was starting to drive him mad, but he wanted Zonic to ask for him to go faster. He even stopped a few times, just to keep the other from cumming. Zhadow was patient, very much fine with prolonging this as long as he could manage. His thrusts didn’t post any pain, now becoming so welcomed inside Zonic, it got easier to push. He was a little more audible now, his moans were still very low but drawn out. He also gave Zonic small bites on the chest. Nothing terribly hard, as there was nice red markings left behind in a few spots. Hopefully he liked those.
Zhadow’s movements became faster, slowing back down when he felt Zonic was close to cumming. He was stretching this out, his gaze up at the blue hog became so serious, lust ridden as he raised himself to look down at the other while grinding his way in. He was in no way as quick as Scourge, nowhere near impatient. He liked being slow, causing his partner to lose themselves to the aching want of more. Even his upped speed was still pretty slow, but that ws just to get zonic to beg. He didn’t have to ask for anything, just waited to see what would happen. His eyes never left the others face. He was intrigued, tilting his head when the sounds got more intense. It was also to keep himself from cumming too soon as well.. Slowly pushing, stop, amping up the speed, slow down again, stop, rinse and repeat.
This was exactly what he wanted. He was losing himself. And rapidly so. Zhadow was so slow it was torture. But the sweetest torture he'd ever experienced. Once the other was all the way inside him he was actually crying. Not from pain or discomfort, but from pleasure alone. He was so close to cumming at all times but Zhadow didn't let him. He slowed down, stopped completely, kissed him and waited for him to calm down and then he carried on.
Zonic had lost his mind somewhere along the way. Lost count of how many times he was edged to nearly cumming only to be forced to calm down again. The bites to his chest and neck made him mewl. Zonic let go of the other's back as he raised himself, instead digging his fingers into the sheets above his head. Everything about his face spelled out ecstasy. His pupils blown so wide his eyes looked nearly black by now, tears spilling over his cheeks and his mouth hanging open with moans while his tongue was slightly hanging out. It was more than obvious that there was not a single coherent thought happening in his brain anymore. He'd switched off.
Zonic felt like he was slowly dying everytime he was edged closer to his orgasm again only for the pleasure to abruptly stop. Chaos he wanted to cum so badly. He wanted Zhadow so very badly.
His move came out of nowhere. Suddenly his hands were on Zhadow's shoulders and the black hedgehog was overthrown. Zonic was straddling him now, propping himself up on shaking arms. He let himself sink down. Gravity causing Zhadow to slip inside even deeper than before. Zonic flinched and tipped his head back, moaning. He leaned back, supporting himself with one hand on Zhadow's thigh while his other hand slipped between them, while he sat still, trying to get used to the new angle, he felt the spot where they were connected with his fingers.
He wanted to say all the things. He wanted to say how amazing this felt. How much he loved all of this. But he forgot how to say words. Instead he looked up at Zhadow's face as he started to move on his own. Leaned back like that both of them had a good view. Zonic could watch the dark hog's expressions, and Zhadow could literally see absolutely everything.
He raised his trembling hips high enough for Zhadow to nearly slip out and then he lowered himself again, slowly. The change of angle and the short break gave him enough time to calm down to not instantly cum at this but he was still awfully close. That was good. He wanted to cum. And he wanted to feel Zhadow cumming, too. The second time he raised his hips Zhadow's tip rubbed over his sweet spot just the right way and Zonic's legs caved, making him fall back into the other's lap. A strangled scream left his throat and his head tipped back. But this little bit made him desperate enough to move faster. No matter how much he was trembling his legs were the strongest part of his body. And even though he was going to be awfully sore later, they wouldn't fail him now. And so he started riding the other, getting faster while supporting himself with both hands on Zhadow's thighs now.
When his orgasm rolled closer again he raised his hips just enough to make Zhadow rub that spot again, the movement of his hips was shallow for a moment and his body was shaking so much from the effort that it was a miracle how he stayed upright. He cried out Zhadow's name as he came, and kept moving, milking himself until there was nothing left inside him. But he wasn't done. Even though the overstimulation was driving him insane he was going to ride Zhadow until he came. He wanted to feel it. He needed to feel it. That they -both- had a good time.
It seemed that Zhadow’s actions were definitely driving the other crazy. His rather slow and agonizing thrusts were enough to suddenly have him on the bottom and Zonic on top. He blinked, eyes a bit wide over the sudden transition. He felt as though he hadn’t been able to breathe for awhile. With how zonic tried to mimic the slow speeds, he was utterly failing. The spot being rubbed, having unstable legs that couldn’t hold up too well, it was apparent that this was going to end soon. Zhadow had held onto Zonic’s hips, not pushing or pulling the other to do anything, he was still so patient despite wanting to raise his hips. He had so much stamina, it took a while before he felt he -needed- to go faster and lose himself.
Chaos, those noises, the way the other’s shaking body descended on him, he was trying his best to remain as calm and cool as he could. He couldn’t help that when Zonic fell all the way back down that he raised his hips just to meet the other.
“Ahn..” He tried not to squint his eyes too much, he needed to keep seeing what was unfolding in front of him. He wanted to pound the other so much but, this was a much calmer time for them to get to know the other’s sensitive bits. He lowered his hips, not wanting to mess up Zonic’s rhythm. He was doing so perfect. “Zonic… please.” He muttered, just wanting him to move faster, and he got that. Zhadow was about ready to grab Zonic but could tell he was getting very close. The way he raised himself, trying to edge again but he came. Hearing his name, Zhadow tensed up, hands tightening on Zonic’s hips. He felt Zonic clench and spasm, which coupled with his name being so luciously yelled got him to finally move at a more normal pace.
His hips raised again, using his legs to suspend his lower half up to meet with Zonic’s ass. His fingers were twitching, in between wanting to rake the others fur and trying to keep it untouched. Zhadow didn’t mind that his chest and face had gotten some cum on it, as it only made the experience that much more interesting. He got the other all the way there simply by slowly stimulating him. He bit his lip, Zonic didn’t stop despite having cum already. Fuckin’ beautiful. He pulled Zonic down but his back, his other hand place right above Zonic’s ass to keep him suspended right over his dick. With Zonic laying closer to him, he kissed him. A passionate, desperate kiss. He had to keep thrusting, a lot faster than before.
“I’m sorry… I’m almost there.” He huffed, cheeks burning so much he felt like he was on fire. “I swear this might be… the quickest I’ve ever… f…” He tensed up, hips raised to get the rest of his cock inside. He came, it felt more good than it needed to. He pulled Zonic down into a tight hug, his hand that was just above his lower area grabbed his tail. His eyes rolled back, the loudest he was this whole time just sounded like his inside voice but his moan was just as intense as Zonic’s. “Da..Damn it..” He kept moving, trying to get all of that good feeling out, he couldn’t stop till it became too much. Zhadow pulled out, an audible gasp once the head popped out. He didn’t let go of the other yet, legs relaxing against the bed as he began to come down from the high.
Zonic drank those last moments in as if they were water in a desert. The other grabbing his tail and riding out his own orgasm made him whine and mewl into Zhadow's chest. The stimulation was too much. Way too much. But he loved every second of it. Zonic was gasping and moaning to the very end, and shaking like a leaf once it was actually over. It took him much longer to get back down from his high. All he was capable off was nuzzling that soft chest fur of Zhadow's.
He wasn't sure if time was racing or if it had stopped completely. Everything felt sort of unreal. He was floating, and yet completely grounded in Zhadow's arms. He could stay like this forever. In reality he lay completely still (except for the trembling) for about twenty minutes before he started to stir again.
His ability to think in words and sentences was returning to him finally and only now could he fully grasp what had just happened. Chaos, that... had been... something else. Thankfully his body had stopped trembling by now, unfortunately that also meant he started to feel sore. He rubbed his muzzle into the silky fluff a little before raising his head. This was the first time he got to be close to someone after sex. He stretched his neck and pressed a soft kiss to Zhadow's chin, then to the corner of his mouth and finally his lips.
Whatever he'd been trying to drown in alcohol tonight had been forgotten. For the moment at least all he cared about was the black hedgehog holding him in his arms. He peppered a few more soft kisses to the other's muzzle, jaw and neck.
He was torn between wanting to tell Zhadow just how much he'd loved what they just did, and not talking at all. In the end he decided on the latter. He just kissed whatever places he could reach for a short while and then let himself slide off of Zhadow. Not that he stopped touching him, oh no. He had one leg wedged between Zhadow's, rested his head on the other's chest and was drawing little patterns on his stomach with one finger while listening to his heartbeat.
He felt like he was being thoroughly spoiled right now and he was gonna take every second of it. Bliss. He wanted to fall asleep like this, and wake up like this. And never move away from this spot again. He could just live in this hug forever for all he cared.
Zhadow was completely unawares of the time that had passed. It didn’t really feel like anything was happening. He could feel the sudden kisses being placed on him, which caused him to tense up just a small bit from how much they tickled. He kissed back when he was given one on the lips, placing his lips on Zonic’s head when he moved down to lay on his chest. The white fur there seemed to be very popular with his lovers, he never got why, but it was appreciated nonetheless. Zhadow was able to think again, able to move though the throbbing in his dick was still present, it slowly subsided as time passed on. He felt a little gross that the condom was still on yet filled with jizz that slowly seeped out from the bottom. When Zonic did move, he had to get up just to pull the nasty thing off. He looked down at his partner, smiling for a second before getting off the bed and placing the wet rubber in the trash.
He wasn’t one to just up and leave after a nice night like this, getting back into the bed after he cleaned the cum from his chest and face. When he laid back down, he pulled Zonic into his arms again, relaxing within the embrace.
“...You were quite loud. Not an issue just… letting you know.” He chuckled, it was something he couldn’t help but notice. Not to mention the way Zonic moved and took charge towards the end. He was so into it, Zhadow had to follow right after. Now with them both laying there, with nothing but the experience to talk about, he tried to make conversation that wasn’t so awkward. “If you want… I’ll let you know the next time I’m free. This doesn’t have to become a relationship if you’re not into that. But I would like to at least hang out again on our off days… not just at a bar.” He felt a bit weirded out having asked. It wasn’t like he never asked such a thing before, absolutely not. He had requested seeing his one night stands again before and Zonic was no exception, the only thing was he never did this often.
He was very tempted to fall asleep but rather waited for Zonic to fall victim to the clutches of slumber. Sleep never really came easy for Zhadow anyways.
Zonic whined very briefly when he was abandoned but the time alone in bed passed so fast it didn't really matter. And then he was pulled into another hug. Letting the other move him like a ragdoll. He listened to Zhadow's voice, so dark, so soothing. "Mm~" He made in response to the statement about him making a lot of noise. He knew. And frankly, he didn't care. Not right now anyway. Right now he only cared about hugging the other as closely and comfortably as possible.
At the next sentence he actually raised his head and cracked his eyes open though. His first response was a painfully sweet, gentle and long kiss, followed by a tired smile. A relationship. That sounded so nice. He could have this... more. He could imagine this so well. They were both hardworking. Both sort of police. The amount of work would never be an issue. Zhadow was caring and gentle and so much easier to talk to when off duty. And then of course they were quite compatible in bed as well. Wouldn't it be perfect?
Zonic reached up running a thumb over Zhadow's cheek again kissing his lips one more time. "Right now, I want nothing more than to tell you that I'd love to make this into something a lot more than a one night stand... but... I it wouldn't be fair towards you. I have a mess to clean up at home. I promise... next time we meet, I'll know. On your next free day I'll know." He whispered, completely unable to speak any louder. His voice was just gone.
He chuckled quietly pressing a few more soft kisses to Zhadow's muzzle. He just couldn't stop touching him. "Are you gonna buy me dinner next time? I feel like this is all backwards... but you...saved me today. I've been miserable for weeks. This guy I live with is straight... I don't... I don't think I'm in love with him. But we had sex twice. And he just... left an impression. I guess I was just trying to at least be acknowledged by him. I wanted him to at least admit that he actually enjoys being with me... instead of making excuses all the time. 'it was just the alcohol I would've never touched a dude otherwise'... etc. This... probably sounds pathetic but... I got so lonely I didn't know what to do. So we made this completely idiotic bet... that I'd buy him a hooker. And if he has a better time with her than he has with me I'd never approach him again. But if he didn't... he'd have to finally say to my face that he enjoys being with me...not just because he was drunk or the like. But in the end... I think... I just doomed myself. He's at my house with that hooker right now, probably having the time of his life and I ... panicked. I thought that I was gonna be lonely for the rest of my life... and went to that bar to drown my self pity in alcohol. But thanks to you... it hurts a lot less now. Thank you... I know it's petty and pathetic but... you really, really saved me." He explained quietly, after all this he somehow felt Zhadow deserved to know.
"It's also really nice to know what gentle sex feels like." That one he mumbled more to himself but still loudly enough for Zhadow to hear. He would go home in the morning. He would be dumped by Scourge. And he wouldn't care. That's exactly what was gonna happen. He would look at Scourge's face and say 'Fine. I don't care, I found someone who actually wants me around anyway.'
That thought in mind he felt himself slowly drifting to sleep. Maybe time would stop and allow him to spend more time with Zhadow in the morning.
If there was anything Zhadow wasn’t expecting to hear, it was Zonic’s reasons for coming to the bar. He didn’t think the information was important enough to really learn, as Zhadow felt it wasn’t his business. But he was right. The roommate just so happened to be the guy who seemed to awaken Zonic’s sexuality, so that was a huge bonus. He listened, his expression unchanging. He wasn’t very surprised, people deep in denial were a handful and he knew that some of those people could be rather horrible about these things for a number of reasons. Zhadow never felt such denial before, he may have known a few people who personally couldn’t handle their true selves and he definitely wished them the best. Still, it was very difficult and he didn’t know much about overcoming such an obstacle.
Though the story was interesting enough to peak his interests. He didn’t understand why this bet was even a thing, as Zonic may be doomed to fail, but who knew. He felt it was a very silly thing to bet on, as sex and sexuality were way more complicated than fucking someone once and knowing everything there was to know about these things. He wasn’t going to criticize that though, believing it was probably stupid to tell Zonic that it wasn’t worth trying.
“He’s… a fool.” He said simply. “Then again, I suppose I should be slightly thankful… but you seemed to have gotten hurt in the process so it’s not totally great.” He wasn’t sure if saying that was a compliment, at the expense of Zonic’s pain, they found each other like this. He frowned, but it was just something they’d have to figure out. “As much as I would prefer we just… do our own thing, I much rather you do handle that… Your decision is your own and if…” He was a little upset but continued, “If you both do come to a better conclusion, I do hope you the best. As I said, we don’t have to make this more than what it is, but I would like to at least be closer… even as friends.”
It’d be a great loss, but he wasn’t as attached yet. Zonic was interesting in ways that he was very different off duty. He was great in bed and it was addicting. Zhadow had maybe one other sex partner that really got to him in the same way Zonic did. Even so, he knew there were others out there that he could find. The only thing that made him more okay with this was they at least worked in a similar field, they could easily relate on a lot of things like that if not day to day things.
“I don’t want to hold you back if you like this guy. We kind of just… fucked based on having bad nights but that doesn’t mean I didn’t enjoy your company. You also helped me as well.” He hesitated, “I lost two comrades to gangs two days ago. I haven’t really mourned just yet, it hasn’t fully set in till tonight. So… this distraction helped a lot. It’s inevitable that the emotions may come up again anyways but… this was better than dealing with that with alcohol.” He shrugged. “So… it’s completely fine if nothing besides a friendship happens. Ideally, it’d be nice to uh… have nights like this, but I’m not expecting it of you. Don’t feel bad if your decision doesn’t include me, okay?” He asked, though he had to give the other a small kiss. He didn’t want to guilt trip him, abstaining from talkin about what -he- preferred. It was Zonic’s choice in the end.
Zhadow's voice briefly got him back from the brink of sleep but he didn't mind. The words the other said were nothing but sweet, it made him want to cry. Why hadn't he met this one sooner? A man who was understanding and gentle and so very good. Why did he have to lose his virginity to Scourge, he felt like he could be so much less... weird... if it hadn't been for Scourge.
"I know... I'll handle it. Thank you for... wanting me around. It's a nice change." He whispered, his voice was still completely gone. "I'll deal with it and let you know... I'm a fool, too, after all. I knew exactly what he was like... I wasn't thinking at all when I started this. Whenever I do something impulsive it turns out to be an awful mistake. I just haven't learned that lesson yet." He kissed Zhadow's cheek as thtat was all he could reach.
Though he could feel his heart bleed at the mention of dead comrades. He'd lost good men before. Men he called friends. Men who were far too young to go. Men who were needed by someone waiting for them at home, unlike him. It was never easy to cope with the loss but it was part of their job description. "I'm sorry." He raised his hand a bit further to gently pet the other's head. "They must have been good men who wanted to make the world a better place. I'm sure it's different for everyone but... whenever I lost a comrade I put their picture up in my office and remind myself, whenever I start a new case, that I'll be doing it for them, as well. I feel the most terrifying thing about death is... to be forgotten. As long as you'll remember them and carry on with them in mind... they would, at least, not have died in vain. It's still hard. Everytime it happens. Allow yourself to mourn properly... even if your schedule is busy. It still helps." He was still petting Zhadow's head, fingers gently combing through his fur or stroking up his ears.
"I'll visit the cemetary with you if it helps to have company. And I'll... definitely sort out my Scourge problem... soon." By the end of the sentence he was already almost asleep. He just couldn't stay awake any longer. He was so close to sleep that he didn't even notice he let Scourge's name slip. His hand slowly stopped moving.
It took just a few seconds for him to drift off. He was impossibly tired.
In the end he had confusing dreams of fighting with Scourge, then halfway through Scourge turned into Zhadow but he was still acting the way Scourge would. It was more confusing that it was a nightmare but he still didn't like it.
TBC.
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