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Leaving me barren
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I froth and pound the walls
The bars are almost gone
But the shards still cut me
The piles of rust
Collecting at my feet
Stain me once again
Leaving me still red
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Every breath a twist
And every tear a scar
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Cut one thousand more
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There's something broken (There's something cracked)
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Cut one thousand more
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