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Not as much as I love her, though... When you love someone, a friend or family member, you should be there for them no matter what.
In the event that she ever sees this, I'm sorry. I'm too much of a chickenshit to tell you how much I miss and love you. I see my life as being grey and you just... add colors in my life.You make me feel better in every way possible. On the rare times we text each other, I feel genuinely good. I feel good when I'm with you and I wish you all the best because you deserve it.
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