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But then I discovered that this song virtually does not exist anywhere online. It's so obscure, I would be quite surprised if anyone else has heard of it. In fact, it's so obscure, the only place I could find the audio was Myspace. So, yes, it effectively does not exist. =P\n[b]EDIT:[/b] And it's been removed from Myspace now as well. D= I struggled to find an alternative.\n[b]EDIT 2:[/b] A few broken links later, it seems to have been since posted to Youtube. We'll see how long it lasts this time.\n[b]EDIT 2020:[/b] Updating the YouTube link again, and here it is on the [url=https://open.spotify.com/track/5h8XkdYOcUZ487PyxL4Jga?nd=1]Spoofy[/url], too.)\n\nThat said, however, to fully appreciate this picture and its inspiration, [url=https://youtu.be/2HfdkaGcffc]I highly recommend listening to the source song in full[/url]. You'll know when this scene is depicted. Besides, the song is so unique and intrinsically cool. 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It was then just a matter of time before I could bring it about.\n\nThis was a very complex composition; so many layers and effects. I went back to calculate the total time taken: sixteen hours, over the course of five sittings. I wanted to ensure that I did it as well as possible, so I wouldn't look back and regret a shoddy bodge job on an idea that had been inspiring me for so long.", "description_bbcode_parsed": "Originally, I was going to say, "bonus points to anyone who knows the song that inspired this image."

Then I was going to append, "without using Google". But then I discovered that this song virtually does not exist anywhere online. It's so obscure, I would be quite surprised if anyone else has heard of it. In fact, it's so obscure, the only place I could find the audio was Myspace. So, yes, it effectively does not exist. =P
EDIT: And it's been removed from Myspace now as well. D= I struggled to find an alternative.
EDIT 2: A few broken links later, it seems to have been since posted to Youtube. We'll see how long it lasts this time.
EDIT 2020: Updating the YouTube link again, and here it is on the Spoofy, too.)

That said, however, to fully appreciate this picture and its inspiration, I highly recommend listening to the source song in full. You'll know when this scene is depicted. Besides, the song is so unique and intrinsically cool. It's an aural incarnation of that delicious discord between cute and horrific that I so adore, which often arises in both my art and much of my favourite media. Mmph, that voice always gives me such chills. >.<

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This was a very complex composition; so many layers and effects. I went back to calculate the total time taken: sixteen hours, over the course of five sittings. I wanted to ensure that I did it as well as possible, so I wouldn't look back and regret a shoddy bodge job on an idea that had been inspiring me for so long.", "writing": "", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "", "pools_count": 2, "title": "No Reespite In Sleep", "deleted": "f", "public": "t", "mimetype": "image/jpeg", "pagecount": "1", "rating_id": "0", "rating_name": "General", "ratings": [], "submission_type_id": "1", "type_name": "Picture/Pinup", "guest_block": "t", "friends_only": "f", "comments_count": "11", "views": "937" }