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I had everything a person could want, but all I cared about was making my peers miserable. I sold my body to men long before I was of age, trading sex for substances that destroyed my body. I struck my parents and siblings, even when they never gave up trying to help me. I was a perfect example for those reality shows to represent me.\n\nBut karma caught up to me. My behaviour caught their attention, a business who would collect people they deemed worthless off the streets. I remember them drilling the truth into my mind. A prostitute had value, a homeless person has worth, even manure still had some purpose. They said I had no worth, nothing but a waste of space and air that had nothing to contribute other than venom.\n\nThey have done many things to make me see the light. The final push that made me come to my senses was when they deprived me of them, suspending me in a dark room for a month, nothing but flavourless nourishment to sustain me with a tube. When they finally decided let me down, I knew better than to defy them ever again. For my newfound obedience, they promised that they will make me worth something.\n\nAt first I complied just for the sake of avoiding punishment. But they could always see the doubt in my eyes and correct me appropriately. The worst of these disciplines was depriving me of my most basic privileges; food, water, walking, standing, even air. For years they tempered my habits. My tamers would instruct me how to talk, how to move...how to think. There were so many strange things they subjected me to. But I realized that it made me better in the end. In mind, body and soul.\n\nThe day finally came when they declared that I had achieved the value of a toy. I...I had never felt so happy in my life. Those words meant that I was to be with my true master.\n\nToby...I overheard my tamers mention that was your name. I was to be a gift from your father, to be your toy for as long as you want me.\n\nMy heart swelled with joy when my tamers gift wrapped my body in ribbons and bows. After twelve years of training, I had finally found myself worthy of looking upon the color red again. The touch of the fabric against my body made me want to cry. Such valuable things my tamers had adorned me with, each of them worth far more than what my entire life amounted to.\n\nToby...I hope one day you’ll consider me worthy enough not to call you Master, but your real name.\n\nI have been conditioned never to speak unless you want me to. Oh...how I wish to declare my devotion to you.\n\nYou have the right to decide when I can eat. Even with a banquet laid before me, I would starve to death until someone commands me to eat.\n\nEven if my loins burn, my hands cannot move to relieve myself unless you allow me. I can never experience the climax of sexual pleasure unless you wish me to.\n\nFor years, all I have done is crawl on my fours. I hope I will be pleasing enough you will let me stand as people do.\n\nThe world outside the walls now terrifies me. I will never escape from you. Nor will I want to.\n\nToby...you are my whole world now. I am helpless to do anything without your permission. To live the rest of my life without directions and commands would reduce me to tears and howling.\n\n*WHISTLE*\n\nAh! I could hear your car pulling over the driveway. Despite my restraints, I hurry to straighten my, curving my chest to present my mammaries more clearly.\n\n*Thump*\n\nTo hear the door of your car slam shut made my racing heart skip a beat. My nethers burn as I see your silhouette through the window.\n\nI hear the doorknob click as you turn the key.\n\nI pray you never discover my wretched past, you are to be the rest of my life. 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But karma caught up to me. My behaviour caught their attention, a business who would collect people they deemed worthless off the streets. I remember them drilling the truth into my mind. A prostitute had value, a homeless person has worth, even manure still had some purpose. They said I had no worth, nothing but a waste of space and air that had nothing to contribute other than venom.

They have done many things to make me see the light. The final push that made me come to my senses was when they deprived me of them, suspending me in a dark room for a month, nothing but flavourless nourishment to sustain me with a tube. When they finally decided let me down, I knew better than to defy them ever again. For my newfound obedience, they promised that they will make me worth something.

At first I complied just for the sake of avoiding punishment. But they could always see the doubt in my eyes and correct me appropriately. The worst of these disciplines was depriving me of my most basic privileges; food, water, walking, standing, even air. For years they tempered my habits. My tamers would instruct me how to talk, how to move...how to think. There were so many strange things they subjected me to. But I realized that it made me better in the end. In mind, body and soul.

The day finally came when they declared that I had achieved the value of a toy. I...I had never felt so happy in my life. Those words meant that I was to be with my true master.

Toby...I overheard my tamers mention that was your name. I was to be a gift from your father, to be your toy for as long as you want me.

My heart swelled with joy when my tamers gift wrapped my body in ribbons and bows. After twelve years of training, I had finally found myself worthy of looking upon the color red again. The touch of the fabric against my body made me want to cry. Such valuable things my tamers had adorned me with, each of them worth far more than what my entire life amounted to.

Toby...I hope one day you’ll consider me worthy enough not to call you Master, but your real name.

I have been conditioned never to speak unless you want me to. Oh...how I wish to declare my devotion to you.

You have the right to decide when I can eat. Even with a banquet laid before me, I would starve to death until someone commands me to eat.

Even if my loins burn, my hands cannot move to relieve myself unless you allow me. I can never experience the climax of sexual pleasure unless you wish me to.

For years, all I have done is crawl on my fours. I hope I will be pleasing enough you will let me stand as people do.

The world outside the walls now terrifies me. I will never escape from you. Nor will I want to.

Toby...you are my whole world now. I am helpless to do anything without your permission. To live the rest of my life without directions and commands would reduce me to tears and howling.

*WHISTLE*

Ah! I could hear your car pulling over the driveway. Despite my restraints, I hurry to straighten my, curving my chest to present my mammaries more clearly.

*Thump*

To hear the door of your car slam shut made my racing heart skip a beat. My nethers burn as I see your silhouette through the window.

I hear the doorknob click as you turn the key.

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