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  "writing": "\tThis unobtainable peace within haunts me endlessly.\nHow can I possibly be one with myself if i know not who I am? \nSo who am i?\n\tA man without a people, and no concept of blood. I wonder if this means the relationships i grow, to consider so many around me family, are shallow, or maybe, jsut maybe, the hearts i touch, and the hearts that touch me, are more true, and meaningful than those attatches by simple blood.  My bonds are those of a soul that I've hard to guard and let weather the storms.  Forge anew and armor again.  Do i dare seek out what blood i have at risk of severing the powerful bonds of the heart?  Or do i lay in wonder, not knowing what could have been?\n\nI am a man without a people, yet surrounded by so many.  \n\nWho was i before i became me?  Did i have a name or was i never given such identity?\nDid she do it out of love or spite?\n\nI was given an identity and rejected it. \nThey call me Nick\nI call myself Kaze, and i chose myself, because a man with no origin makes his own story.\n\nAnd that suits me just fine.",
  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>\tThis unobtainable peace within haunts me endlessly.<br />How can I possibly be one with myself if i know not who I am? <br />So who am i?<br />\tA man without a people, and no concept of blood. I wonder if this means the relationships i grow, to consider so many around me family, are shallow, or maybe, jsut maybe, the hearts i touch, and the hearts that touch me, are more true, and meaningful than those attatches by simple blood.&nbsp;&nbsp;My bonds are those of a soul that I&#039;ve hard to guard and let weather the storms.&nbsp;&nbsp;Forge anew and armor again.&nbsp;&nbsp;Do i dare seek out what blood i have at risk of severing the powerful bonds of the heart?&nbsp;&nbsp;Or do i lay in wonder, not knowing what could have been?<br /><br />I am a man without a people, yet surrounded by so many.&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /><br />Who was i before i became me?&nbsp;&nbsp;Did i have a name or was i never given such identity?<br />Did she do it out of love or spite?<br /><br />I was given an identity and rejected it. <br />They call me Nick<br />I call myself Kaze, and i chose myself, because a man with no origin makes his own story.<br /><br />And that suits me just fine.</span>",
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