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But she feels the imposter... not belonging among the flawless and shapely beauties that surround her.\n\n\n\nLike I'm sure is the case with a lot of artists, all of my characters represent a part of me. Morgan's always represented my anxieties and depression, both of which I've always struggled with. It leaves me with Imposter Syndrome like it does her, feeling like I don't really belong alongside these breathtaking artists no matter how much I work and improve my skills.\n\nSadly, it's what has me scared to experiment. It's what has me scared to colour these... for fear of making a mistake, for marring these works that I've spent so much time perfecting. But whatever demons I may be battling, I keep on keeping on... I've come too far to give up on her... and all the rest.\n\nSo watch this space for more. It'll be along soon. ;)", "description_bbcode_parsed": "If you asked Morgan Frontenac after the First Demon War if she wanted to be an adult actress, she would have turned bright red and giggled with a vehement "Non."  It wasn't that she objected to sex; her own personal collection of videos and magazines would make that plain.  No, the problem with "sex on camera" for her would always be the "camera" part.  Even before she was scarred by Azmodeus' claw in the seconds before Sabine slew him, Morgan never thought herself pretty. But that scar only left her feeling more self-conscious about her looks.  It took years before she could even summon the courage to propose to the woman she shared a bed with since she was a young woman, and now that she's taken to sharing Ute's profession, she's had to overcome her chronic shyness day after day in front of the camera's eye.

Her work has earned her a loyal and dedicated fan following. But it's a challenge for her to believe it.  She still has moments where she thinks she's not worthy of the love and adoration she receives.  She'll cover her scar with her long hair, her nervous smile still shining as brightly as the midday sun.  But she feels the imposter... not belonging among the flawless and shapely beauties that surround her.



Like I'm sure is the case with a lot of artists, all of my characters represent a part of me.  Morgan's always represented my anxieties and depression, both of which I've always struggled with.  It leaves me with Imposter Syndrome like it does her, feeling like I don't really belong alongside these breathtaking artists no matter how much I work and improve my skills.

Sadly, it's what has me scared to experiment.  It's what has me scared to colour these... for fear of making a mistake, for marring these works that I've spent so much time perfecting.  But whatever demons I may be battling, I keep on keeping on... I've come too far to give up on her... and all the rest.

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