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He's been trying to help\n\nRaphael nodded and just held Don close. There was nothing he could do at this point. He was afraid of pushing the smaller too much and having him break down again.\n\nThough seeing his brothers cry. That was the hardest for Raph. It made him feel lost and helpless because he was unsure of how to make it better.\n\nActions spoke better than words.\n\nRaphael brought Don's face up to meet his eyes. His eyes held the fire they had shared at the kitchen table. Though it was more passionate. The hothead leaned in close and pressed his lips onto Don's.\n\nDon moved slightly away at first before slowly kissing back, not sure really what to do with his lips but trying to copy the way Raph was moving his.\n\nIt felt so weird, but in a good way, not knowing what it even looked like from his sheltered childhood.\n\nDonnie fell back into his old habit of parting his legs and offering himself to Raph without breaking the kiss, back in his mindset that he was only god to be used for sex.\n\nRaphael noticed what Donatello was doing and gently closed his legs, breaking away from the kiss. \"T-that's not what I meant, Donnie.\"\n\nRaph said softly. Don had been used for many things and it worried him that just one show of affection was making the smaller think that he wanted sex.\n\n\"It's just kissing Donnie-boy.\" He rumbled before pulling Don into another kiss. For some reason, it felt really good.\n\nDonnie kissed back but again parted his legs, this time moving Raph's hand down between his legs before breaking the kiss.\n\n\"Please...Master\" It was the first time calling Raphael his master since he was broken, his eyes showing a need to be dominated and used. He felt that he needed to balance out all the affection and new feeling with what he'd know all his life. He wanted to be abused for upsetting his master\n\nRaphael gasped when Donatello moved his hand towards his crotch. And that look in Donnie's eyes. No. Anything but this. He did not want to do something like this.\n\n\"I-I can't use ya like that. I don't want to hurt you again.\"\n\n\"Please? I.i want you t... S.sorry!\" Suddenly his eyes went wide and he moved slightly away.\n\n\"M.mustn't tell you what t.to do... M.master d.doesn't have to l.listen to me.\" Donnie's stutter had come back. Raph refusing seemed to be making him worse. It reminded him that he didn't have a say, just like before.\n\nHe was told that he didn't have to ask for anything but when he did no one ever did as he asked. He sighed and looked away, keeping his legs open and hoping to be touched. Maybe Raph didn't want him after he was so broken and emotionless with him today...\n\nRaphael watched as Donatello's features changed. He was back to the broken turtle he was before. It was confusing.\n\nBut that hurt look on Donnie's face, hurt that he caused, made Raphael feel like utter shit.\n\nBut if this is what Donnie wanted and needed... He would do it for him.\n\nRaphael slowly moved his hand to the slit, rubbing his hand along it gently. \"...are you sure?\" He just had to ask. He wanted to make sure this is what Donnie really wanted before he continued.\n\nDonnie gave a little churr though he still looked distressed.\n\nThe abused turtle moved Raph's hand down lower to his still sore entrance. He liked to be pleasured but he never got to feel that good with the foot, he wanted to be used again.\n\n\"Sorry... Y.you can d.do what you w.want to me... Master\" Donnie said while letting go of Raphs hand and leaving it again his slightly tender loose hole, he never really tightened up much, he was too ruined from use to go tight.\n\nRaphael knew this was wrong. This was not the turtle who had wanted love and affection last night. It was much worse.\n\nDonnie wanted to be used. He wanted Raphael to make him forget. Don wanted to use sex as an escape.\n\nAs much as Raph wanted too. That distressed look on Donnie's face made him hold back. He couldn't do this. Not like this.\n\n\"I-I can't... Not like this.\"\n\n\"P.please.\" He needed this, it was a way of life he'd come to understand and since his world had been tipped upside down he just wanted some 'normalcy'.\n\nDonnie just wanted to feel, since on the inside he felt dead and numb.\n\nOne look at Raph though and he knew that he didn't want to, he wasn't going to use him like he needed. And why should he? Why should he listen to someone as worthless as Donnie if there was nothing in it for him?\n\nThat word. That one little word. Especially from that soft voice.\n\nRaphael melted. He was at Donnie's mercy. After that one little word, Don had Raph wrapped around his finger. There was no way he could say no.\n\nRaph slowly moved his hand down to Don's entrance like the smaller had wanted and gently circled the entrance. Donatello was not tight, but he had closed up some.\n\nRaphael was careful as he slowly pressed the tip inside.\n\nDon bit his lip but didn't make any sound, letting Raph use him as he saw fit. He was so gentle that it didn't really feel like it did with the foot, but the tip slipped in with only a little resistance, only just closing up from the stretch of Raph's cock the night before.\n\nRaphs finger was much wider than the humans and it grazed the slightly torn skin around his entrance in a way that burned how Donnie had expected and the smaller seemed to accept the feeling of the slight pain, it was a familiar pain.\n\nHe was used to extreme pain, being forced down and taken without mercy. He knew that wouldn't happen here, but he didn't mind the light affection since it felt nice\n\nRaphael pressed his finger in deeper. Feeling that familiar warmth and tightness that he had experienced last night.\n\nHis movements were slow and careful as he explored the deep tunnel. His finger massaging both inner walls with gentleness, though with a small force as he aimed to find that bundle of nerves.\n\nRaph's heart was telling him to stop. This was wrong for both of them. He should not be given in. But Donnie's pleading eyes and his mind had betrayed him.\n\nHe just couldn't say no.\n\nDonnie churred as Raph found his prostate, laying back on his shell and spreading his legs wide and inviting. He had a bulge in his plastron but no intention to see to it.\n\nThis was wrong for Donnie too. It felt, good made him want it for different reasons. He had a need to be used and abused, not pleasured like this.\n\nBut the affection was welcomed as it felt so good, he could do without too much pain if this was the alternative.\n\nRaphael pressed his finger in deeper and continued to abuse his prostate. A low churr emanating from his throat as he could smell Donnie's arousal.\n\nThe hothead moved his other hand to the bulging slit, caressing it gently as he continued to work his finger into Donnie's ass.\n\nBut when he looked into Dan's eyes. He saw something that he could not explain.\n\n\"Donnie?\"\n\nDonnie was churring and squirming about on the bed as his sweet spot was abused in the best way. It didn't take long for the pleasure starved turtle to drop down and become hard from Raphs touch.\n\nHe wanted pain as well. To be hurt like he had all of his life. \"Y.you don't h.have t.to be gentle w.with me M.master...\" He assured softly, wanting him to be more rough and forceful with him\n\nSo that was what Donatello wanted. But Raph's right frame of mind was far too gone for him to really care.\n\nRaphael pulled his finger out and gripped the base of Donnie's cock with his large hand, giving it firm and long strokes. His own cock had dropped down. Either from Donnie's noises or from his words.\n\nWhatever Donnie wanted he would do it for him.\n\nRaph hovered over the smaller turtle, his tip brushing the entrance. His heart was screaming at him to stop. But he was too far gone now.\n\nIt seemed as though their roles were reversed.\n\nRaphael was the slave and Donnie was the master.\n\nDonnie's eyes scrunched up and he gave a deliberately held back whine as he was breached. He was still tender and raph was big, but the burn didn't stop him from twitching in Raph's hand as he was pleasured.\n\nHe wanted to just be nothing again, just a thing to be used and abused by his masters and given food and drink only when needed.\n\nIt scared him to suddenly have freedom after being repressed for so long, he'd never had to think about eating, drinking or when and where to sleep because everything like that was decided for him. Now he felt like he was on his own with responsibilities he'd never learnt about.\n\nRaphael hissed as he breached Donnie's tight inner walls. He felt guilty at the wince of pain and gave Donnie's cock a few pumps to calm the smaller. \n\nWhy was Raph feeling dirty? So unsure of himself?\n\nThe hothead stayed like this for a few moments before pulling out and pushing back in. It was gentle and passionate.\n\nJust like Donatello should be treated.\n\nDonnie moved his hips to try and make it harder thrusts and seemed to cause him pain, but he kept going, drinking in the pain as familiarity of his abusive past.\n\nHe was using Raph to get pain and relive his abuse, even though Raph didn't want to. His cock was sensitive but the bruises were healing nicely and only ached a little for Raphs pleasureable pumps.\n\nRaphael grunted as Donatello forcefully pushed his hips harder against his own. This was not what Raph wanted. But he could not stop. It felt too good.\n\nRaph just hovers over him, allowing Donnie to do with him as he saw fit.\n\nDonnie didn't want this, suddenly realising that he was using Raph like he'd always been used.\n\nJust then his erection went soft and he lay limp on the bed facing away. \"I.i'm sorry... W.we don't w.want this d.do we...\"\n\nRaphael could only stare down at him in shock. Realization washing over him. He looked down at his swollen and bloodied cock and felt his heart drop.\n\nDonnie had used him. To feel pain. To feel what the foot made him feel.\n\nSuddenly the door opened and Mikey came in, using his shell to open the door since he was carrying a tray of food and drink to try and get Donnie to eat since he hadn't touched his breakfast.\n\nWhat Mikey saw was Donnie laying limp and looking with wide eyes at him while Raph was hovering over him with an erection and a thin trail of blood on his cock. \"Donnie!\"\n\nMikey rushed over and shoved Raph away to bundle his broken brother up in his arm, dropping the tray and causing a loud crash through the whole lair as plates and glasses smashed scattering food everywhere. The look Mikey gave Raph was of pure shock and disgust. \"What the hell is wrong with you.\"\n\nRaphael was shocked again where Michelangelo was suddenly in the room, asking what the hell was wrong with him.\n\nRaph did not know anymore.\n\nHis heart broke at the look of disgust on Mikey's face and the way Donnie looked on the bed. His mind raced and his vision blurred before he suddenly dry heaved.\n\nBeing used. Being looked at with disgust, it was too much to bare.\n\nDonnie felt even worse now, seeing that look on Raph's face. He didn't want to use anyone, he'd wanted to be used and hurt! Just be be treated the only way he'd know.\n\n\"N.no I... I wanted h.him to..\"\n\n\"No. Don, it's ok. You didn't do anything wrong.\" Mikey assured him, not letting him explain what happened as he held him close and rubbed his shell affectionately like he knew the smaller liked. Raph should know better even if Donnie did want that.\n\nDon felt terrible now, seeing Raph like that. Mikey was looking at him the same way the foot had looked at him, like he was the lowest of the low. And Raph... He was treated the same way that Donnie had been treated all of his life and it was heartbreaking to watch.\n\nThe abused turtle was trying to get to his upset brother but Mikey was keeping him away.\n\n\"Mikey what is -\" Leonardo stopped at the scene. Donatello laying on the bed, crying.\n\nBlood.\n\nSemen.\n\nLeo turned his eyes onto Raphael and all he saw was red. Leonardo grabbed Raph by the front of his plastron and threw him into the opposite wall. Not at all caring about the loud smack or the painful groan Raphael let out.\n\n\"What the fuck do you think you are doing?! That is our... your little brother! And you dare to put your hands on him and -\"\n\nRaphael did not have the heart to fight back. He knew what he had done was wrong. Raph already felt sick for the scene. But nothing could fix his broken heart. \n\nDonnie had used him. Probably had been using him from the start.\n\n\"I gave him what he wanted.\"\n\nLeo's arm pressed harder into Raph's throat as he had him pressed against the wall. \"Shut up! How dare you say something like that! He's hurt and confused, you sick fuck!\"\n\nDonnie was frantic trying to get to Raph and suddenly he was darting from Mikey's arms, despite Mikey's best efforts, and trying to get Leo away from Raph.\n\n\"S.stop! I.i wanted it! Please. M.master Raph is g.good to me.\" The title had slipped out before he could think about it and only lead to Mikey being even more firm as he dragged Donnie away, careful now to avoid the broken plates and glass on the floor from where he'd dropped the tray. \n\n\"Master?! Raph... That's fucking sick! Some help you were to him. We should have known something was wrong the amount of time you've been around him!\"\n\nRaphael's eyes widened when Leonardo pressed his arm in deeper to Raph's throat, growling. But the larger turtle was losing air to breathe and quickly kicked Leonardo away.\n\n\"It's not like that! Donnie's been calling me that since -\"\n\n\"What? You were so lonely that you forced yourself onto him? And since Donnie was broken and confused you continued to brainwash him?\"\n\n\"No.\" Raphael's answer was firm, not even daring to look Donatello in the eye. \"Like I said. gave him what he wanted. He asked me too. Pleaded me. I - I felt something for him. But now I know that my feelings are one sided. I was only being used.\"\n\nLeonardo could only blink in shock. What was Raphael talking about? The leader looked to Don who seemed defeated. \"Donatello, is this true?\"\n\nDonnie retreated back into his lifeless emotionless shell, feeling even more broken and even light headed to the point that Mikey had to sit down with him in his lap to support him.\n\n\"I... Didn't want to... I Like him... He's good to me and....sorry. I... I'm not used to it here... Wanted to feel like... Used. Like I've always been... I like to serve my masters...\" He tried to explain but he sounded so lifeless and empty, this only made him worse again.\n\nRaphs words cut deep and hurt him in a way that was worse than any physical attack. It wasn't one sided. He never meant to use him but. \"I was bad.\"\n\nMikey was stunned, not knowing what to say and just unable to comprehend what was really going on here\n\nLeonardo was just as stunned. But the disgust and rage he felt was strong. Stronger than ever.\n\nHe could obviously tell that the two of them had been up to a lot more things than just this. Which angered him even more was that Leo did not know how to handle it.\n\n\"From this day forth, I forbid the two of you from being alone. To think about what you have done.\"\n", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "
Raph purred as he pressed a soft kiss to Donnie's forehead. "I'm sorry." He whispered once more and just held Don again, close to his heart.

Donnie looked much better when he was happily deluded into thinking that abuse and orders were normal, now he really did look abused instead of just confused.

Raph couldn't wipe the tears away fast enough as they continued to roll silently down his broken brothers face.

Don gave a tiny smile at the gentle affectionate kiss. "Don't." There wasn't need for Raph to apologize. He's been trying to help

Raphael nodded and just held Don close. There was nothing he could do at this point. He was afraid of pushing the smaller too much and having him break down again.

Though seeing his brothers cry. That was the hardest for Raph. It made him feel lost and helpless because he was unsure of how to make it better.

Actions spoke better than words.

Raphael brought Don's face up to meet his eyes. His eyes held the fire they had shared at the kitchen table. Though it was more passionate. The hothead leaned in close and pressed his lips onto Don's.

Don moved slightly away at first before slowly kissing back, not sure really what to do with his lips but trying to copy the way Raph was moving his.

It felt so weird, but in a good way, not knowing what it even looked like from his sheltered childhood.

Donnie fell back into his old habit of parting his legs and offering himself to Raph without breaking the kiss, back in his mindset that he was only god to be used for sex.

Raphael noticed what Donatello was doing and gently closed his legs, breaking away from the kiss. "T-that's not what I meant, Donnie."

Raph said softly. Don had been used for many things and it worried him that just one show of affection was making the smaller think that he wanted sex.

"It's just kissing Donnie-boy." He rumbled before pulling Don into another kiss. For some reason, it felt really good.

Donnie kissed back but again parted his legs, this time moving Raph's hand down between his legs before breaking the kiss.

"Please...Master" It was the first time calling Raphael his master since he was broken, his eyes showing a need to be dominated and used. He felt that he needed to balance out all the affection and new feeling with what he'd know all his life. He wanted to be abused for upsetting his master

Raphael gasped when Donatello moved his hand towards his crotch. And that look in Donnie's eyes. No. Anything but this. He did not want to do something like this.

"I-I can't use ya like that. I don't want to hurt you again."

"Please? I.i want you t... S.sorry!" Suddenly his eyes went wide and he moved slightly away.

"M.mustn't tell you what t.to do... M.master d.doesn't have to l.listen to me." Donnie's stutter had come back. Raph refusing seemed to be making him worse. It reminded him that he didn't have a say, just like before.

He was told that he didn't have to ask for anything but when he did no one ever did as he asked. He sighed and looked away, keeping his legs open and hoping to be touched. Maybe Raph didn't want him after he was so broken and emotionless with him today...

Raphael watched as Donatello's features changed. He was back to the broken turtle he was before. It was confusing.

But that hurt look on Donnie's face, hurt that he caused, made Raphael feel like utter shit.

But if this is what Donnie wanted and needed... He would do it for him.

Raphael slowly moved his hand to the slit, rubbing his hand along it gently. "...are you sure?" He just had to ask. He wanted to make sure this is what Donnie really wanted before he continued.

Donnie gave a little churr though he still looked distressed.

The abused turtle moved Raph's hand down lower to his still sore entrance. He liked to be pleasured but he never got to feel that good with the foot, he wanted to be used again.

"Sorry... Y.you can d.do what you w.want to me... Master" Donnie said while letting go of Raphs hand and leaving it again his slightly tender loose hole, he never really tightened up much, he was too ruined from use to go tight.

Raphael knew this was wrong. This was not the turtle who had wanted love and affection last night. It was much worse.

Donnie wanted to be used. He wanted Raphael to make him forget. Don wanted to use sex as an escape.

As much as Raph wanted too. That distressed look on Donnie's face made him hold back. He couldn't do this. Not like this.

"I-I can't... Not like this."

"P.please." He needed this, it was a way of life he'd come to understand and since his world had been tipped upside down he just wanted some 'normalcy'.

Donnie just wanted to feel, since on the inside he felt dead and numb.

One look at Raph though and he knew that he didn't want to, he wasn't going to use him like he needed. And why should he? Why should he listen to someone as worthless as Donnie if there was nothing in it for him?

That word. That one little word. Especially from that soft voice.

Raphael melted. He was at Donnie's mercy. After that one little word, Don had Raph wrapped around his finger. There was no way he could say no.

Raph slowly moved his hand down to Don's entrance like the smaller had wanted and gently circled the entrance. Donatello was not tight, but he had closed up some.

Raphael was careful as he slowly pressed the tip inside.

Don bit his lip but didn't make any sound, letting Raph use him as he saw fit. He was so gentle that it didn't really feel like it did with the foot, but the tip slipped in with only a little resistance, only just closing up from the stretch of Raph's cock the night before.

Raphs finger was much wider than the humans and it grazed the slightly torn skin around his entrance in a way that burned how Donnie had expected and the smaller seemed to accept the feeling of the slight pain, it was a familiar pain.

He was used to extreme pain, being forced down and taken without mercy. He knew that wouldn't happen here, but he didn't mind the light affection since it felt nice

Raphael pressed his finger in deeper. Feeling that familiar warmth and tightness that he had experienced last night.

His movements were slow and careful as he explored the deep tunnel. His finger massaging both inner walls with gentleness, though with a small force as he aimed to find that bundle of nerves.

Raph's heart was telling him to stop. This was wrong for both of them. He should not be given in. But Donnie's pleading eyes and his mind had betrayed him.

He just couldn't say no.

Donnie churred as Raph found his prostate, laying back on his shell and spreading his legs wide and inviting. He had a bulge in his plastron but no intention to see to it.

This was wrong for Donnie too. It felt, good made him want it for different reasons. He had a need to be used and abused, not pleasured like this.

But the affection was welcomed as it felt so good, he could do without too much pain if this was the alternative.

Raphael pressed his finger in deeper and continued to abuse his prostate. A low churr emanating from his throat as he could smell Donnie's arousal.

The hothead moved his other hand to the bulging slit, caressing it gently as he continued to work his finger into Donnie's ass.

But when he looked into Dan's eyes. He saw something that he could not explain.

"Donnie?"

Donnie was churring and squirming about on the bed as his sweet spot was abused in the best way. It didn't take long for the pleasure starved turtle to drop down and become hard from Raphs touch.

He wanted pain as well. To be hurt like he had all of his life. "Y.you don't h.have t.to be gentle w.with me M.master..." He assured softly, wanting him to be more rough and forceful with him

So that was what Donatello wanted. But Raph's right frame of mind was far too gone for him to really care.

Raphael pulled his finger out and gripped the base of Donnie's cock with his large hand, giving it firm and long strokes. His own cock had dropped down. Either from Donnie's noises or from his words.

Whatever Donnie wanted he would do it for him.

Raph hovered over the smaller turtle, his tip brushing the entrance. His heart was screaming at him to stop. But he was too far gone now.

It seemed as though their roles were reversed.

Raphael was the slave and Donnie was the master.

Donnie's eyes scrunched up and he gave a deliberately held back whine as he was breached. He was still tender and raph was big, but the burn didn't stop him from twitching in Raph's hand as he was pleasured.

He wanted to just be nothing again, just a thing to be used and abused by his masters and given food and drink only when needed.

It scared him to suddenly have freedom after being repressed for so long, he'd never had to think about eating, drinking or when and where to sleep because everything like that was decided for him. Now he felt like he was on his own with responsibilities he'd never learnt about.

Raphael hissed as he breached Donnie's tight inner walls. He felt guilty at the wince of pain and gave Donnie's cock a few pumps to calm the smaller.  

Why was Raph feeling dirty? So unsure of himself?

The hothead stayed like this for a few moments before pulling out and pushing back in. It was gentle and passionate.

Just like Donatello should be treated.

Donnie moved his hips to try and make it harder thrusts and seemed to cause him pain, but he kept going, drinking in the pain as familiarity of his abusive past.

He was using Raph to get pain and relive his abuse, even though Raph didn't want to. His cock was sensitive but the bruises were healing nicely and only ached a little for Raphs pleasureable pumps.

Raphael grunted as Donatello forcefully pushed his hips harder against his own. This was not what Raph wanted. But he could not stop. It felt too good.

Raph just hovers over him, allowing Donnie to do with him as he saw fit.

Donnie didn't want this, suddenly realising that he was using Raph like he'd always been used.

Just then his erection went soft and he lay limp on the bed facing away. "I.i'm sorry... W.we don't w.want this d.do we..."

Raphael could only stare down at him in shock. Realization washing over him. He looked down at his swollen and bloodied cock and felt his heart drop.

Donnie had used him. To feel pain. To feel what the foot made him feel.

Suddenly the door opened and Mikey came in, using his shell to open the door since he was carrying a tray of food and drink to try and get Donnie to eat since he hadn't touched his breakfast.

What Mikey saw was Donnie laying limp and looking with wide eyes at him while Raph was hovering over him with an erection and a thin trail of blood on his cock. "Donnie!"

Mikey rushed over and shoved Raph away to bundle his broken brother up in his arm, dropping the tray and causing a loud crash through the whole lair as plates and glasses smashed scattering food everywhere. The look Mikey gave Raph was of pure shock and disgust. "What the hell is wrong with you."

Raphael was shocked again where Michelangelo was suddenly in the room, asking what the hell was wrong with him.

Raph did not know anymore.

His heart broke at the look of disgust on Mikey's face and the way Donnie looked on the bed. His mind raced and his vision blurred before he suddenly dry heaved.

Being used. Being looked at with disgust, it was too much to bare.

Donnie felt even worse now, seeing that look on Raph's face. He didn't want to use anyone, he'd wanted to be used and hurt! Just be be treated the only way he'd know.

"N.no I... I wanted h.him to.."

"No. Don, it's ok. You didn't do anything wrong." Mikey assured him, not letting him explain what happened as he held him close and rubbed his shell affectionately like he knew the smaller liked. Raph should know better even if Donnie did want that.

Don felt terrible now, seeing Raph like that. Mikey was looking at him the same way the foot had looked at him, like he was the lowest of the low. And Raph... He was treated the same way that Donnie had been treated all of his life and it was heartbreaking to watch.

The abused turtle was trying to get to his upset brother but Mikey was keeping him away.

"Mikey what is -" Leonardo stopped at the scene. Donatello laying on the bed, crying.

Blood.

Semen.

Leo turned his eyes onto Raphael and all he saw was red. Leonardo grabbed Raph by the front of his plastron and threw him into the opposite wall. Not at all caring about the loud smack or the painful groan Raphael let out.

"What the fuck do you think you are doing?! That is our... your little brother! And you dare to put your hands on him and -"

Raphael did not have the heart to fight back. He knew what he had done was wrong. Raph already felt sick for the scene. But nothing could fix his broken heart.  

Donnie had used him. Probably had been using him from the start.

"I gave him what he wanted."

Leo's arm pressed harder into Raph's throat as he had him pressed against the wall. "Shut up! How dare you say something like that! He's hurt and confused, you sick fuck!"

Donnie was frantic trying to get to Raph and suddenly he was darting from Mikey's arms, despite Mikey's best efforts, and trying to get Leo away from Raph.

"S.stop! I.i wanted it! Please. M.master Raph is g.good to me." The title had slipped out before he could think about it and only lead to Mikey being even more firm as he dragged Donnie away, careful now to avoid the broken plates and glass on the floor from where he'd dropped the tray.

"Master?! Raph... That's fucking sick! Some help you were to him. We should have known something was wrong the amount of time you've been around him!"

Raphael's eyes widened when Leonardo pressed his arm in deeper to Raph's throat, growling. But the larger turtle was losing air to breathe and quickly kicked Leonardo away.

"It's not like that! Donnie's been calling me that since -"

"What? You were so lonely that you forced yourself onto him? And since Donnie was broken and confused you continued to brainwash him?"

"No." Raphael's answer was firm, not even daring to look Donatello in the eye. "Like I said. gave him what he wanted. He asked me too. Pleaded me. I - I felt something for him. But now I know that my feelings are one sided. I was only being used."

Leonardo could only blink in shock. What was Raphael talking about? The leader looked to Don who seemed defeated. "Donatello, is this true?"

Donnie retreated back into his lifeless emotionless shell, feeling even more broken and even light headed to the point that Mikey had to sit down with him in his lap to support him.

"I... Didn't want to... I Like him... He's good to me and....sorry. I... I'm not used to it here... Wanted to feel like... Used. Like I've always been... I like to serve my masters..." He tried to explain but he sounded so lifeless and empty, this only made him worse again.

Raphs words cut deep and hurt him in a way that was worse than any physical attack. It wasn't one sided. He never meant to use him but. "I was bad."

Mikey was stunned, not knowing what to say and just unable to comprehend what was really going on here

Leonardo was just as stunned. But the disgust and rage he felt was strong. Stronger than ever.

He could obviously tell that the two of them had been up to a lot more things than just this. Which angered him even more was that Leo did not know how to handle it.

"From this day forth, I forbid the two of you from being alone. To think about what you have done."
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