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Look at him!\" Mikey felt his heart bleed for his lost brother, he was completely broken and it was hard to believe that he was the same happy child that used to play with him in his dreams, maybe they were just dreams after all. \"What did you say his name was?\"\n\nLeonardo followed after Raph as the larger turtle carried him into their bathroom. The elder turtle grabbed a nearby chair and had Donnie sit on it, being careful of his rear end.\n\n\"Everything is alright. No one will hurt you here. You are safe.\"\n\nDonnie once again fought as he was lifted into the emerald turtles arm, fighting to get free but held too tightly and much to weak to do anything really to get himself free.\n\nThe terrified little turtle didn't feel safe at all, this place was new and he didn't know what to expect, these people claimed to be his brothers but his family abandoned him, kicked him out to die in the sewers because he was so weak and pathetic he deserved to die... that's what he'd been told all his life and over time had came to believe. \n\nHe saw himself as trash and Shredder was merciful to take him in and give him food water and shelter, to keep him alive.\n\nHe was scared to fight too much, being conditioned to associate fighting with pain. Deep brown eyes widened as Mikey brought over a bucket of water and some sponges so they could clean him better. To the brothers it would seem like a random skittish action as he scrambled to get off the chain and away from Mikey.\n\nThe times he got a sloppy clean was having a bucket of water thrown over him if he got too messy for them to want to get near. The buckets of water were usually ice cold or sometimes scolding hot, having burns for weeks while people laughed and picked at his wounds to keep them open and sore,\n\nRaphael check to make sure the water was not too hot before they removed the rags from Don's small frame. Donnie was very dirty and had many cuts and bruises. The larger turtle took care, gently running the sponge on Don's arms.\n\nThis was killing them. Seeing Don so broken. So lifeless.\n\nLeonardo offered a small smile when Donatello seemed hesitant and he began to work on his legs. The older male frowned when he seen the blood and quickly began to remove it.\n\nTheir ministrations were smooth and gentle. They took care as they cleaned Donatello. Wanting to let the smaller know that they would not harm him. They were only trying to help.\n\nDonnie had scrambled onto his hands and knees when his rags were removed, thinking he was going to be raped again but instead he was gently guided back to sit down and was surprised that the sponges were so soft and didn't hurt.\n\nWhy weren't they hurting him? Were they leading him into a false sense of security to hurt him more when it wasn't expected... Some of the more cruel soldiers liked to do that. Make him feel loved and then turn around and laugh at him for thinking anyone could ever like a freak like him.\n\nThe dirty olive skin was so caked in filth that it took some time before the dull olive skin showed its real colour, much lighter then it seemed now that it was clean. He flinched and whimpered as Leo cleaned his sensitive entrance, but out of trained habit forced his tail down to put it on display, spreading his legs as if inviting Leo to rape him.\n\nLeonardo gasped and quickly pulled back. \"N-no Donatello. You will not... That will not happen here.\" Leo stated in demand, quickly closing Don's legs.\n\nLeos demand made Donnie jump and pull back into his ball at the strong tone in his voice. He'd done bad and angered them. Usually doing that got praise for knowing his place, or more taunting laughter about how he was begging to be fucked like a needy little slut. He braced for a hit before slowly realizing that one wasn't coming, getting sympathetic looks from Mikey the whole time.\n\nIt pained the eldest brother to see Donatello like this. The poor turtle had been manipulated.\n\nOnce the smaller was all clean, Raphael gently lifted Don into his arms once more and carried him into one of their empty rooms, gently placing Donnie onto the bed and grabbing some medication.\n\nDonnie didn't struggle this time when he was picked up, believing he was being taken to his punishment for being bad.\n\nRaph grabbed some cream and passed it to Mikey. \"Apply it gently. \" he ordered, which was odd since Leo was the one who gave demands.\n\nThe elder turtle was on standby, still wary from what had happened in the bathroom.\n\nBefore Mikey could apply the cream though Donnie was once again scrambling away, this time to get to the floor. Beds were a luxury and he was just a filthy animal, he belonged on the floor with the rest of the vermin, the lessons taught all too well to ignore even this far away from the foot headquarters.\n\n\"It's okay Donnie,\" Raphael spoke softly, gently pulling Don back so that he was lying down comfortably. \"What had they done to you?\"\n\nOnce again being lay down automatically made him spread his legs to be taken but he saw the looks on their faces and whimpered while he curled back into his little ball on the floor and cried. Donnie could hear them but had learnt to tune out what people were saying, if people found out that he was eavesdropping then he would definitely get punished.\n\n\"Brainwash. Neglect. Rape. It's obvious what they did Raph. He is afraid of us. He believes that we will do to him what they had done. Perhaps letting him rest for the day will be best. We will take turns keeping watch.\" Leo sighed sadly.\n\nRaphael wanted to erase the pain on Dons face and help him. His heart was breaking at the sight of the smaller so afraid of them. \n\n\"I'll watch first. The two of ya can rest.\"\n\nThough there would be no sleep tonight. Especially with everything that had just happened. Knowing that Don was alive was heavy on their hearts, because he was so broken and had no memory of them.\n\nMikey agreed that maybe letting him have some time to rest and settle down would be a good thing, it was heart breaking to see this. He thought that Donnie must be his baby brother since he was so small and thin, not realizing that he was older. He grabbed the blanket from the bed and draped it over Donnie, trying to ignore the flinch before he stepped back. \"Get some rest little buddy, we'll come back to check on you later.\" Donnie didn't even look up from his crying\n\nRaphael watched as Leonardo and Michelangelo left the room. The large turtle watched as Don curled in on himself and could not bare the sight anymore. Raph went him cautiously, slowly picking him up and placing him on the bed. \"This is your bed, Don. Yer allowed at sleep here.\" The larger turtle replied softly, covering Don up in the blankets.\n\nThe sad and broken look on Donatello's face made Raphael's heart break even more.\n\nDonnie seemed distressed as he was once again placed down on the bed, shaking his head violently as he shook under the blanket he'd been given and tried to to get back to the floor. \"A.animals b.belong o.on the flo.or.\" He whimpered out his conditioned rules, it had been that way all of his remembered life. He remembered all to well being punished severely as a child for trying to curl up and sleep on the bed instead of the dirty cold floor.\n\nRaphael frowned deeply to this. \"Don't... Don't talk about yerself like that. Ya don't have to worry about what happened back in that place.\" Raphael chose silence after that, just watching over the smaller turtle. After all these years Don was here\n\nThere was no telling how long or when donnie would be willing to open up to them. Right now, healing was the best option. Questions could be asked later.\n\nDonnie did Slide back to the floor but took all the pillows and blankets with him, making a little nest on the floor to curl up in, he was allowed to do that as long as he wasn't on the bed.\n\nHe didn't like it here, it was weird and what was worse he didn't know the rules. Didn't know what was expected of him. He reached up to tug his collar only to find it had been slipped off with his rags and he hadn't noticed. Suddenly panicking again he looked all around him in a frenzy but couldn't see it. It must be back in the bathroom but he was scared that he'd be punished if he left the room. After all the biggest and strongest turtle had been left here to guard him. \"M.y Co.llar...\" He whimpered out pathetically while he clutched at his bare neck. He needed to keep that on or he would get into big trouble with his Master!\n\nOutside Leonardo frowned at the closed door before looking towards his youngest sibling. He heard soft cries and sniffles before they slowly stopped. This was heart breaking.\n\n\"He's so broken Mikey. I don't think this will work.\"\n\nMikey sighed and turned to his oldest brother, his baby blue eyes full of sadness. \"If he's broken then we'll fix him... He's not a lost cause Leo. He's our brother.\"", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "
Even now Donatello was free to move he didn't take off his makeshift gag, scared of being punished for it if these turtles were anything like the humans that 'owned' him

"We have to try Leo! Look at him!" Mikey felt his heart bleed for his lost brother, he was completely broken and it was hard to believe that he was the same happy child that used to play with him in his dreams, maybe they were just dreams after all. "What did you say his name was?"

Leonardo followed after Raph as the larger turtle carried him into their bathroom. The elder turtle grabbed a nearby chair and had Donnie sit on it, being careful of his rear end.

"Everything is alright. No one will hurt you here. You are safe."

Donnie once again fought as he was lifted into the emerald turtles arm, fighting to get free but held too tightly and much to weak to do anything really to get himself free.

The terrified little turtle didn't feel safe at all, this place was new and he didn't know what to expect, these people claimed to be his brothers but his family abandoned him, kicked him out to die in the sewers because he was so weak and pathetic he deserved to die... that's what he'd been told all his life and over time had came to believe.

He saw himself as trash and Shredder was merciful to take him in and give him food water and shelter, to keep him alive.

He was scared to fight too much, being conditioned to associate fighting with pain. Deep brown eyes widened as Mikey brought over a bucket of water and some sponges so they could clean him better. To the brothers it would seem like a random skittish action as he scrambled to get off the chain and away from Mikey.

The times he got a sloppy clean was having a bucket of water thrown over him if he got too messy for them to want to get near. The buckets of water were usually ice cold or sometimes scolding hot, having burns for weeks while people laughed and picked at his wounds to keep them open and sore,

Raphael check to make sure the water was not too hot before they removed the rags from Don's small frame. Donnie was very dirty and had many cuts and bruises. The larger turtle took care, gently running the sponge on Don's arms.

This was killing them. Seeing Don so broken. So lifeless.

Leonardo offered a small smile when Donatello seemed hesitant and he began to work on his legs. The older male frowned when he seen the blood and quickly began to remove it.

Their ministrations were smooth and gentle. They took care as they cleaned Donatello. Wanting to let the smaller know that they would not harm him. They were only trying to help.

Donnie had scrambled onto his hands and knees when his rags were removed, thinking he was going to be raped again but instead he was gently guided back to sit down and was surprised that the sponges were so soft and didn't hurt.

Why weren't they hurting him? Were they leading him into a false sense of security to hurt him more when it wasn't expected... Some of the more cruel soldiers liked to do that. Make him feel loved and then turn around and laugh at him for thinking anyone could ever like a freak like him.

The dirty olive skin was so caked in filth that it took some time before the dull olive skin showed its real colour, much lighter then it seemed now that it was clean. He flinched and whimpered as Leo cleaned his sensitive entrance, but out of trained habit forced his tail down to put it on display, spreading his legs as if inviting Leo to rape him.

Leonardo gasped and quickly pulled back. "N-no Donatello. You will not... That will not happen here." Leo stated in demand, quickly closing Don's legs.

Leos demand made Donnie jump and pull back into his ball at the strong tone in his voice. He'd done bad and angered them. Usually doing that got praise for knowing his place, or more taunting laughter about how he was begging to be fucked like a needy little slut. He braced for a hit before slowly realizing that one wasn't coming, getting sympathetic looks from Mikey the whole time.

It pained the eldest brother to see Donatello like this. The poor turtle had been manipulated.

Once the smaller was all clean, Raphael gently lifted Don into his arms once more and carried him into one of their empty rooms, gently placing Donnie onto the bed and grabbing some medication.

Donnie didn't struggle this time when he was picked up, believing he was being taken to his punishment for being bad.

Raph grabbed some cream and passed it to Mikey. "Apply it gently. " he ordered, which was odd since Leo was the one who gave demands.

The elder turtle was on standby, still wary from what had happened in the bathroom.

Before Mikey could apply the cream though Donnie was once again scrambling away, this time to get to the floor. Beds were a luxury and he was just a filthy animal, he belonged on the floor with the rest of the vermin, the lessons taught all too well to ignore even this far away from the foot headquarters.

"It's okay Donnie," Raphael spoke softly, gently pulling Don back so that he was lying down comfortably. "What had they done to you?"

Once again being lay down automatically made him spread his legs to be taken but he saw the looks on their faces and whimpered while he curled back into his little ball on the floor and cried. Donnie could hear them but had learnt to tune out what people were saying, if people found out that he was eavesdropping then he would definitely get punished.

"Brainwash. Neglect. Rape. It's obvious what they did Raph. He is afraid of us. He believes that we will do to him what they had done. Perhaps letting him rest for the day will be best. We will take turns keeping watch." Leo sighed sadly.

Raphael wanted to erase the pain on Dons face and help him. His heart was breaking at the sight of the smaller so afraid of them.

"I'll watch first. The two of ya can rest."

Though there would be no sleep tonight. Especially with everything that had just happened. Knowing that Don was alive was heavy on their hearts, because he was so broken and had no memory of them.

Mikey agreed that maybe letting him have some time to rest and settle down would be a good thing, it was heart breaking to see this. He thought that Donnie must be his baby brother since he was so small and thin, not realizing that he was older. He grabbed the blanket from the bed and draped it over Donnie, trying to ignore the flinch before he stepped back. "Get some rest little buddy, we'll come back to check on you later." Donnie didn't even look up from his crying

Raphael watched as Leonardo and Michelangelo left the room. The large turtle watched as Don curled in on himself and could not bare the sight anymore. Raph went him cautiously, slowly picking him up and placing him on the bed. "This is your bed, Don. Yer allowed at sleep here." The larger turtle replied softly, covering Don up in the blankets.

The sad and broken look on Donatello's face made Raphael's heart break even more.

Donnie seemed distressed as he was once again placed down on the bed, shaking his head violently as he shook under the blanket he'd been given and tried to to get back to the floor. "A.animals b.belong o.on the flo.or." He whimpered out his conditioned rules, it had been that way all of his remembered life. He remembered all to well being punished severely as a child for trying to curl up and sleep on the bed instead of the dirty cold floor.

Raphael frowned deeply to this. "Don't... Don't talk about yerself like that. Ya don't have to worry about what happened back in that place." Raphael chose silence after that, just watching over the smaller turtle. After all these years Don was here

There was no telling how long or when donnie would be willing to open up to them. Right now, healing was the best option. Questions could be asked later.

Donnie did Slide back to the floor but took all the pillows and blankets with him, making a little nest on the floor to curl up in, he was allowed to do that as long as he wasn't on the bed.

He didn't like it here, it was weird and what was worse he didn't know the rules. Didn't know what was expected of him. He reached up to tug his collar only to find it had been slipped off with his rags and he hadn't noticed. Suddenly panicking again he looked all around him in a frenzy but couldn't see it. It must be back in the bathroom but he was scared that he'd be punished if he left the room. After all the biggest and strongest turtle had been left here to guard him. "M.y Co.llar..." He whimpered out pathetically while he clutched at his bare neck. He needed to keep that on or he would get into big trouble with his Master!

Outside Leonardo frowned at the closed door before looking towards his youngest sibling. He heard soft cries and sniffles before they slowly stopped. This was heart breaking.

"He's so broken Mikey. I don't think this will work."

Mikey sighed and turned to his oldest brother, his baby blue eyes full of sadness. "If he's broken then we'll fix him... He's not a lost cause Leo. He's our brother."", "pools_count": 1, "title": "Lost and Found 2", "deleted": "f", "public": "t", "mimetype": "text/rtf", "pagecount": "1", "rating_id": "2", "rating_name": "Adult", "ratings": [ { "content_tag_id": "4", "name": "Sexual Themes", "description": "Erotic imagery, sexual activity or arousal", "rating_id": "2" } ], "submission_type_id": "12", "type_name": "Writing - Document", "guest_block": "t", "friends_only": "f", "comments_count": "4", "views": "112" }