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I think I need to go to sleep now.", "description_bbcode_parsed": "Wow 2 stories in one night and both heavy on the angst... I think I need to go to sleep now.", "writing": "July 1st? 2005\n\nToday I stepped out of my cell for the first time in over two months; I know it’s been as least that long because I saw the date on one of the monitors.\n\nI’m not sure if it happened earlier today or a few days ago, I haven’t been able to focus on anything since it’s happened. 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I’m not ashamed to admit that I begged them to stop, I offered them anything and everything I could do to help them, even pleaded for them to kill me if they would just stop it.\n\nMy eyes were glued to the device being set up on the screen.\n\nWhen it had been left in my room it was barley assembled enough for me to fix, I’d practically had to re-build it. I’d known what it was for before I’d finished it, it was one of the one’s that I’d tried to sabotage.\n\nFrom here I could see that the bomb was now fully functional.\n\nMaster Splinter must have noticed it because the look on his face was the peaceful calm expression of a condemned man.\n\nLeo and Raph were still fighting by the window and looking closer I could see that Raph was crying, I hadn’t seen his cry since we were children.\n\nThe whole world seemed to move in slow motion as the screen filled with the sight of the explosion. \n\nMy father couldn’t have survived that, I don’t know if my brothers managed to escape through the window, but my father was too close to the explosion.\n\nMy whole body collapsed against the metal chair, unable to tear my eyes away from the static on the screen. I didn’t notice as the two foot soldiers undid my restraints.\n\nI feel like my whole world has been ripped apart.\n\nI don’t think it’s fully sunk in yet. I know what happened but I keep expecting to wake up from the nightmare.\n\nI assume I’ve gone into a form of shock, because I don’t know how much time has passed, but I haven’t shed a single tear.\n", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "July 1st? 2005

Today I stepped out of my cell for the first time in over two months; I know it’s been as least that long because I saw the date on one of the monitors.

I’m not sure if it happened earlier today or a few days ago, I haven’t been able to focus on anything since it’s happened. I’ve received food and water without having to fix anything, but I haven’t been able to bring myself to touch it.

I’d heard the sounds of a fight above my head; somehow I knew it was my brothers up there.

Three Foot soldiers roughly dragged me from my room, I tried to struggle but the lights in the hallway blinded me after so long in the dark.

I was strapped to a metal chair in front of a monitor, my eyes stinging from the glare of the screen but unable to look away from the picture in front of me.

I was forced to watch my family fighting an army of Foot soldiers, they were dangerously outnumbered and I could already see that one of my youngest brother’s arms were bleeding heavily.

There was no sound apart from my own heartbeat in my ears, but I could see that they were shouting to each other.

Master Splinter; my father, was taking on most on the onslaught, holding the sea of enemies away from my brothers.

I saw Mikey running to open a window, hesitating as he shouted something back to our Sensei, he was gripping his arm tightly to try and stem the blood flow.

After what looked like an encouraging word from our leader, he climbed out of the window and disappeared.

My two remaining brothers seemed to be arguing; Raphael was trying to push past Leonardo to get to our father, but Leo kept pushing him towards the window.

Something caught my eye in the corner of the screen and my heart sank when I recognised one of the devises that I’d recently maintenanced.

Two foot soldiers held me down tighter to the chair as I started to struggle, forcing my eyes to remain on the screen. I’m not ashamed to admit that I begged them to stop, I offered them anything and everything I could do to help them, even pleaded for them to kill me if they would just stop it.

My eyes were glued to the device being set up on the screen.

When it had been left in my room it was barley assembled enough for me to fix, I’d practically had to re-build it. I’d known what it was for before I’d finished it, it was one of the one’s that I’d tried to sabotage.

From here I could see that the bomb was now fully functional.

Master Splinter must have noticed it because the look on his face was the peaceful calm expression of a condemned man.

Leo and Raph were still fighting by the window and looking closer I could see that Raph was crying, I hadn’t seen his cry since we were children.

The whole world seemed to move in slow motion as the screen filled with the sight of the explosion.

My father couldn’t have survived that, I don’t know if my brothers managed to escape through the window, but my father was too close to the explosion.

My whole body collapsed against the metal chair, unable to tear my eyes away from the static on the screen. I didn’t notice as the two foot soldiers undid my restraints.

I feel like my whole world has been ripped apart.

I don’t think it’s fully sunk in yet. I know what happened but I keep expecting to wake up from the nightmare.

I assume I’ve gone into a form of shock, because I don’t know how much time has passed, but I haven’t shed a single tear.
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