On a stormy nights like tonight I can’t help but think of the first time I went to him when I was so scared and he was there for me. At first he would just hold me and kiss my forehead telling me that everything would be ok. We would lay together until the storm had passed and then he would take me back to my room. He carried me most of the time. I loved that feeling and smelling his cologne. Felling his strong arms and listening to his heart beating.

Once I got a bit older he would kiss me more and hold me without my jammies on. I was so warm and he felt so strong and safe that I didn’t mind. His hands would roam all over me and make me feel really good. One night he showed me how to make him feel really good and I liked it a lot. 

He got sticky stuff all over my hand and face but it was fun and he washed me off after. Pretty soon it didn’t have to be storming outside and I would go to him and ask him to make me feel better. He really liked that and we would lay in his big bed and get each other all sticky. HIs long fingers would go deep inside me and his boy part felt good in my mouth. I liked it when he touched my face and made me sticky. 

Then one night he told me that he loved me and wanted to make me his one and only girl. I didn’t know what he was talking about but he said it was going to be very special and since I was old enough he wanted to be my first. I asked him what that was and he said I would learn. Later that night when mom left for work I went to his room as he asked me too and I found out what he was talking about. 

My sweet big brother licked me like never before and held my legs spread for his mouth for a long time. I was getting sleepy but he said we had all night to go. Mom had said she was going to work extra and not coming home for a long, long time so he was going to enjoy me. I really wanted to sleep but he told me it was going to be very special so he tickled me and made me promise not to fall asleep. 

After he licked me and made me very, very wet he got between my legs with his hard boy part sticking out at me. He told me it was called his cock. He kissed me and made me open my mouth for the kisses. They are different but he likes to kiss me that way so I open my mouth for him now all the time. I spread my legs and he pushed into me. It felt funny and then it hurt and I started to cry. I felt something poking into me and he smiled as he watched his cock to inside me. I scream and he covered my mouth his mouth as he pushed into me harder and then stopped. I was crying because it hurt real bad, but he kissed me and told me it was going to get better. 

He moved over top of me and made loud noises. The pain slowly went away but he moved a lot inside me over and over then kissed me and I almost couldn’t breathe. He made me feel so special and he said over and over that I was his special girl. He held me close and grunted louder after he moved inside me really hard and fast. I felt something hot go inside me and then come down my legs when he pulled out. I saw his thing with some white stuff and blood on it. I got very scared but it was so nice and he held me close kissing me over and over telling me I was his girl now. I asked him about what I saw and he just said I was his girl now and that I could go to sleep. I did and loved being in his strong arms. I felt safe and loved even if I hurt between my legs and was very sticky.

Weeks went on like this and every night or most nights he came to my room or I went to his room and we would do it again and again. He even had me in the shower and once in our pool. I like that mom works all the time and he takes care of me. Sometimes she won’t come home all week long. I don't mind as long as brother is home I don't get scared.  I love him so much and when he fills me with his warm white stuff I feel the best ever. He kisses my tummy and tickles me as the white stuff drips out. Sometimes draws on my legs with it and my tummy. He is silly sometimes and it hasn’t hurt since. He told me it was just one time and it should only feel really goo from now on.

Brother told me to take a small white pill everyday with breakfast but I forget sometimes and he gets really mad at me. I’m trying harder to remember but with school I forget. Last night I told him that I was tired and he held me close and we didn’t do anything but he still touched me. He likes to look inside me and spreads me open for him to lick and touch. I think I fell asleep on him and when I woke up I had white stuff on my legs and dripping from my pussy. Thats what he told me my part is. So I giggle when he tells me not to cover my pussy with panties so he can get to me faster at night. I stopped waring my panties and he really, really likes it. I love to make him happy.

He likes to call it his pussy and to him I’m his girl. I feel so special when he says those things to me and holds me close. He really takes such good care of me. We eat together and he helps me with my homework. I really like it when he reads to me. Last night he was reading me a paper called a Will and it was very important. He told me that we had money now and he was going to take care of me. I’m very excited and he let me look at houses in the country side. He said he wants to buy us one and be away from all the mean people that don't like us. 

I know that not many like that he takes care of me and they have tried to take me away from him. That was a scary day and it makes me cry when I think about the old lady I had to stay with for a while then they tried to do that.
 It was for three days and I didn’t eat much at all. Brother came to get me with another man in a suit and I had to talk to a lot people and that made me cry too. Now I just want to be with brother and stay that way. He told me that soon we will be just us and no one will come asking me questions. I’m excited that he wants to move us and even teach me at home. I can’t wait for that. 

I’ve been very good and packing my toys and clothes in the boxes he brought for us. He also got us a car from a man in town. I like it and it goes fast. We went for a drive today and went to the lake. I love the lake and after we were swimming brother came to me and kissed on me. We were all alone again and he touched me outside and even let me run around without my swimming suit. I ran and laughed like crazy. The water felt so good when I was naked. Brother came in the water with me and held me close. 

We kissed a lot and he showed me how to kiss him deeper and I liked it. When he hugged me in the water I felt him wanting to be inside me. It tickled a little bit but then when he did get inside me in the water it was so good. I moaned and held onto him as he hugged me and his boy part was inside me. We looked around for people but it was just us. Brother walked out of the water still inside me and when we got to our towels he stayed inside me a long time. He filled me with his white stuff two times before he stopped and pulled out. He smiled and kissed on me as we lay there naked. He touched me and drew on my legs with the white stuff. It was like a dream and I never wanted to leave. 

I could have stayed all night there but we were hungry so he drove us home to eat and then pack more. I really want to get to our new house. This one feels weird and too big. Me and brother sleep in the same bed now even after mom got mat at us. He and mom shouted a lot the last time she was here. He told her to leave and never come back. Brother said she wasn’t going to work after all and he was the only one that loved me. He keeps me from her and won’t let her hit me. I got real scared and went under the bed the last time she came into my room smelling funny and shouting at me. She left the house after that and brother told met to get dressed and pack a bag. I did and we left before she got back. 

He drove for a long time and she tried to call his cellphone but he didn’t answer it. I was scared and curled up next to him as he drove off into the night. The next day I woke up in the car and he was still driving. I saw cans of some soda on the floor and candy bar wrappers. He gave me an apple juice and some tiny donuts for breakfast and drove and drove. I went to sleep again and when I woke up I had to pee. He had me pee on the side of the road and we kept going. That was strange but he told me we had to keep going. 

Later that night we got to some place and I woke up to him talking with another man in the car. I didn’t like the way the man smelled but they both were talking so I stayed like I was sleeping. Brother picked me up and before I could know what was going on I felt him take off my panties and spread my legs. I woke up scared and he covered my mouth with his hand. I wanted to cry as I felt something inside me. He held my arms and someone was holding my legs? I wanted to scream from being so scared and then bright light was in my face and between my legs. I heard the click of camera, lots of clicks and then brother kissed me and gave me back my panties. I put them on and curled up small in the backset. He and the man kept talking about something and then brother pulled me into his lap and held me. 

I wanted to sleep more since it was late but I wasn’t allowed too. Brother kept talking to the man and then brother put me on the seat and took his boy part out of his pants and told me to lick him with the man there. I was scared but I did what he wanted me to do and the man took more pictures and then his man thing was out. 

I wanted to cry but found my hand on the man as brother put it there. The man moaned and I felt brother in my mouth going deeper. The man took more pictures and then they both got me all sticky. I was told I was a good girl and that I had gone a good job. They would get me an ice cream but I had to take off my panties and let the man have them. I did and brother put me in the backseat. He told me to sleep if I could as they talked and brother drove into the night. When I woke up again the man was gone and brother was drinking coffee and looking at me. We were parked somewhere off the highway and he looked tired. I moved close to him and he kissed me. 

I wanted to make him smile and feel better so I sucked on him again and soon he was having me ride him and he put white stuff inside me again. He kissed me and told me I was his angel and he hugged me tight. After that we drove more and more and when it was day time we pulled up to a farm house that was far off a paved road. We drove past the house to the barn and got out. He put the car in the barn and closed the doors. Holding my hand and my bag we walked up to the house and he opened the door. 

It was small and looked old but he told me it was our new home. I was excited and found that it only had one bedroom and a bathroom. Brother got into his boxers and put the tv on. It didn’t get but three channels so he let me watch cartoons as he made us some peanut butter and jelly sandwiches then sat with me on the ugly sofa. I didn’t mind that it was ugly and old because he held me close and covered me with his jacket. I slept and so did he. I woke up with the tv being the only light and he was sleeping. 

I was a little scared but I had to pee so I got up and looked for the bathroom again. Once I flushed he woke up and looked for me. He hugged me and told me that I was his girl and we were safe. It felt so good to hear him say that. He took me to the bed and we laid together taking about the farm and the vegetables he wanted to grow. I can’t wait for the harvest time. He says thats when we bring in everything we plant and save food for the fall. I don't know how to do that but he said he will take care of me so I won’t have to worry. 

The days have gone by and I think it's close to a week or more now. I forget how long it has been but here on the farm its just me and brother. He goes off for a few hours everyday he says to work and I’m alone. He told me to read by books and stay inside so thats what I do. I color and read. I have my dolls and he brings home food for us. I like it when he brings home chicken and we have chicken sandwiches. Other times it's peanut butter and jelly. I’m tired of them but I won’t complain because I know he is tired. 

Brother still comes to me to help make him feel better and always I have his white stuff coming out of me. I don't mind and I have learned how to clean up after in the bathroom. He is showing me how to make soup from a can. I just have to make sure I don't touch the lid. He is showing me all sorts of new things. I love that he takes the time to show me things and he calls me his big girl. I love him so much. 

After dinner tonight we watched tv together and like other times he wanted me naked. I don't mind and since we are alone I’m naked now a lot. He kisses me and touches me as we watch tv. I like it when he makes me wet and touches me. I spread my legs for him and he licks at me and licks so deep. I get so wet and cry out. He told me that when the silky stuff comes out of me its a good thing and that its time for him to put white stuff inside me to warm me up. I love it when he talks to me like that. He knows everything and after he fills me up I lay with him. He kisses me and tells me that I’m a good girl. That I’m his special girl. 

It's been along time since I have seen mama or talked to anyone but brother. I sometimes miss other people but not always. I have the TV and love my cartoons. His cellphone hasn’t made any noise and when I asked him what happened to it he told me it was broken. I saw him take it to the barn but he told me not to go in there so I don't. He says it's full of spiders so I stay in the house. I like our small house and hope to stay here forever. He works hard and brings home new clothes for me or toys. I love my toys. I have dolls and bears. I dress them up and play tea party. 

It's been a few months now and I told brother that I threw up yesterday and he got mad at me. He told me to stop throwing up the food he paid for and went to the sofa. I cried and went back to bed. I won’t tell him when I throw up no more. He gets so mad at me. I don't like him mad so I’ll just be a good girl and keep him happy. 

Brother came to me in the shower yesterday and loved on me. I giggled when he tickled me and touched me all over. I smiled and moaned when he put his white stuff inside me again. He did it two times and held me into the wall the second time as he tried to relax. I could feel his boy part so deep inside me. It thumped and wiggled making me moan and pant like a little dog brother said. I didn’t mean to but he liked it so now I think when I shower he is going to follow me. I don't take baths any more since its only a shower and we don't have a tub. I miss sitting in the water and him washing me. I really like that feeling. When he touches me between my legs and makes my toes curl is the best thing ever. He can when we are in the shower but it's not the same as on the bed or sofa.

I threw up today two times and brother yelled at me again. I felt so bad and cried so loud that he finally said he was sorry and held me close. We rested on the sofa for a long time and he rubbed me all over. I was hot and he put the fan on. As we lay there he looked me over and then made me stand up to look at me. I wasn’t sure what he was looking for but he made me turn sideways and then turn around. I did and he looked at me. He got a worried face and told me to nap until he came back from the store. I don't like being alone at night but he said it was important so he left and I slept for a while on the sofa with all my bears for company. 

When he came back he took me to the bathroom and made me pee with him watching and he put this white stick between my legs. He told me to pee like normal but I was giggling and couldn’t pee. He told me to focus and close my eyes and that helped so then I did pee. I sat there as my pee hit the stick and some got on his fingers but he didn’t care. I don't know how long it was that he watched me pee but after a little bit he put a cap on the end of the white stick thing and told me to wipe and go sit on the sofa. I did and he washed his hands and mine. After my hands were dry he walked me to the sofa and kissed me. 

I watched him go to the bathroom and wondered what he was going back for. He was in there a while and then he came out. He looked really serious and pulled me into his lap holding me for a while before he spoke to me. Brother told me that I was pregnant and going to have his baby. I got scared and he held me close. I cried a little bit thinking he was mad at me but he said he was proud of me and that I was going to be a good little mommy. 
He held me close then he worked himself into me again and I sat on his lap as he watched tv. He kissed on me and smiled. Giggling he touched my tummy and looked at me. I could feel his cock snug inside me and it made me moan a lot. He likes me that way and so he moved me on his lap to keep him hard. He kissed me all over and hugged me. 

His cock was inside me and he smiled moving his hips. He told me that his white stuff is how he put a baby inside me. It made me wiggle and blush as he said the words to me. His cock put a baby inside a place called my womb and it was very safe and growing everyday until the day would come when I would push the baby out. That made me scared but he told me that I was going to be just fine and that all big girls did it. If I was a good mommy to one baby he would give me more babies. I like that idea and I want to make him proud of me. 

Me and brother kissed and hugged all night long that night and many nights after too. He told me that he loved me and as I got bigger he filled me more and more. I couldn’t see my feet finally and he told me that the baby would be coming soon. Brother had a few things ready and had extra towels too. I was tire all the time but excited too. 

I knew that I was going to have his baby and we would be our own small family. One night I woke up with the sheets all wet and brother knew it was time he told me. He got more towels and put on more lights then told me how to sit and do what he called bare-down. He had been reading books to me and told me that it would hurt a lot but I was strong and could do it. I felt a horrible pain and screamed as my body shook hard. Something was happening and he told me it was labor. 

I cried and screamed as the pain felt like my back was on fire and I was breaking in two. He told me to push and I did. Over and over this pain hit me and I thought I was going to break in half. All of me hurt and I was hot and crying. I felt something coming out of my pussy and screamed loudest as he smiled and told me to push. I did over and over and he watched me. I was crying and pushing and more and more pain then one huge ripping feeling and my hips felt like lava as something slipped out of me and I heard crying. 

Brother picked up the baby and cleaned him off. I was shaking and crying as he wrapped up the baby and washed him off. He told me it was a baby boy. Our baby boy and I cried more. He gave me the baby and I put him to my breast.  They had come in so big and brother told me it was how I was going to feed the baby. He liked to play with them and didn’t let me ware a bra. I was naked and perfect for him all the time. 
Now my nipples were big and he told me I had made milk for the baby. With a little work I got the baby to drink and suck my milk. It felt strange but it made me happy too. Our little boy is perfect. I counted his ten fingers and toes and kissed brother as he cleaned up and took care of everything. He said no one would need to know what we did on our farm. It was our world and would be perfect. 

I don’t remember much of the things after I just remember waking up with brother washing me and the baby then later on he was holding the baby and I got to sleep. After I woke up her gave me some soup and bread then I slept more. I sleep most of the time with the baby and brother feeds us both. He checks on me and looks at my pussy all the time checking to make sure I’m ok. He worries and gives me lots of milk to help my bones. I love him so and at night we lay together with the baby between us. I love our tiny family and can’t wait for brother to put another baby inside me. It hurt so bad, but I love him and maybe it will be a baby girl next time.