Dearest Sister

I don't know where to start, it’s painful to speak of the events that leading up to this moment but I must tell someone. Father Issac told me I should confined in someone or something even if it wasn’t him. He then presented me with a book. I thought it was a bible but upon opening the covered I discovered that the pages were blank. What a perfect gift I thought, I wanted to thank him but he was taken away to another village with little warning. I fear I may never see him again. 

Right now I have some peace and quite as it doesn’t last long around here. I feel so tired and dizzy all the time. The food they are feeding me isn’t pure nor is the water. I know they are doing something to me here in this castle but I have no way to prove it. My only friend Elsa is busy with her chores and hasn’t come to visit me. I normally cry myself to sleep with her holding me and petting my head. I cant wait to see her this afternoon. I feel most tired today and wish that the hours would past faster. 

My body feels hotter than normal and nothing I can do will calm it. I feel that I may be ill and that scares me since my mother and father both died from a horrible fever. One day it will over take the land and many died from it. All I can do is watch the rain fall outside my window. I wish it could fall upon my face and cool my body. I’m so hot that I start to pant and I don’t understand why. I haven’t run and or anything like that. I’m more worried than scared. Maybe I should be? I just don’t understand what’s wrong with me.  


Dear sister

Today my chest hurts and my womanhood feels the so warm. I pray that I’m not ill, I’ve never been this scared in my life. I think my breast are tender and swollen too. Mother  once told me that females have a time that comes around when they must take great caution but I don’t know what she was speaking off. Now that I’m alone I can only trust my nurse but she hardly speaks to me. I’m only told to drink what they give me or eat whats set before me. Living here hasn’t been what I thought it would be. This castle is cold and my only friend is kept from me. It makes me want to cry. I try not to cry since the King gets very angry when I do. He says it’s not the place of a royal to cry, but I cant help it. 

He scares me and told me that he was going to get from me something he wanted even if he had to force me. Unsure of what he was talking about I soon found out. Something happened a few weeks ago that I want to forget but cant. The pain and fear were so much that I still have nightmares. The prince that married me hates me. The looks he gives me are of pity and sorrow that make me ill to this moment. I think the King is slowly killing me in the process of our sessions. They are coming for me tonight. He said it would happen until he got what he wanted but I don’t understand what he is talking about. I think he wants me dead. Thats all I can think of. 

Now let me explain as best I can sweet sister and please don’t tell anyone what I’m telling you. I think that the King wishes to kill me so that they will get the lands promised and his son can remarry someone prettier or richer. It is only my guess. Why else would the king want me dead? That must be it or perhaps I’ve done something wrong? The prince cries and wont look at me. Its a horrible feeling that I’ve done something wrong, very wrong and I feel sick to my stomach. 

Tonight they said was the best night for it and they are coming soon. I can already feel the ropes wrapped around my naked body as they move me around in some strange way. I’ll be blind folded until the very end when I see the prince and he is crying. He is so thin and always looks down and says he is sorry. Sorry for what? Sorry he married me? Sorry that he has to see me naked? Sister I’m so confused here and wish you were closer to help me understand.

The Prince looks just as scared as I am, but always he says sorry. I don’t like that. I try to find out more but he is taken to his room and I’m taken to mine. I never wanted to be here but it was the only way for me to be able to live uncle said. He said it was important to avoid war between our clans so I was sent to this prince that hates me and a King that seems to want me dead. The only reason I say it so much here is because if I ever utter this outside my room, I’d be killed for sure. I wont be a traitor. I promised uncle. I rather take this poison than be labeled a traitor. 

Soon they will come for me and make me drink something that taste strange and when I try to open my eyes I wont be able too. I’ll be naked and tied up again. I get so cold. I hate that the most. My legs spread and my back hurts, it’s a painful chilling pain that stays with me for hours. Then I feel something spike into me. Something deep inside me that moves and wiggles. It makes me cry and scream. Sometimes I scream to loud and they put something in my mouth to keep from being so loud. The prince is there too, is he the one moving inside me? At least I think it’s him or some snake. Maybe that is why he says he is sorry because it is a snake. 

My body shakes just thinking about whats going to happen to me. I don’t know for how long things happen. I always wake up in my room alone. My legs sore and my womanhood so sore. Sometimes I think its a nightmare but always my nurse maid comes to me and touches me there. She makes me show her my body everyday and she touches me, pokes me and looks at me. Her eyes and fingers probe deep too, checking for something but I don’t understand what. If I ask her she hits me so I stopped asking. 

The first time she touched me I cried and she told me to stop crying. Her fingers were so cold and went so far inside me that I screamed. She smiled at me and nodded but I don’t understand what she was doing. Later that night my first session happened and I screamed the loudest ever when they pushed that spike into me. I felt something dripping out of me and the Prince kept saying, “I’m sorry, so sorry”. 

It makes me want to cry as I write this and remember his voice and his eyes. It was the only time that I saw him. He always sees me and he is crying too. Why do they tie me up every time? I don’t understand, I’m so sore the next few days and not allowed to leave my bed.  The nurse comes in and makes me use a bunch of thick cloths under me for my needs. I hate it and cry when she makes the ugly faces because my body won’t always do as she wishes. I’m not a baby yet they force me into cloths and I can’t  stand or walk for two days after. Its pure hell and I hate it. 

I remember my legs being tied first as I rested in some strange way. I think the ropes they use are horrible since I itch like crazy. They even cut into me a bit if they don’t take them off soon enough. The King is always there and I feel him sniffing me and touching me. He really likes to make sure I’m ready so its his mouth I feel on me as my body bucks and shakew. He says I cry too much but its very cute and only after he has made me cry am I ready. I don’t understand this. His fingers are so long and cold to that he is like my nurse. Always touching and spreading me open looking for something inside me. He sniffs me and licks me. I hate him with all my heart. He checks the ropes and lingers so close to me. I can smell his breath, rich with wine or something else foul. 

Tonight has me the most scared as I think about how hot I feel already. I think that If I get the Prince sick, if he touches me or looks at me I might make him sick. I’m so scared. Oh, I hear the door. I have to go now. It’s my dinner. Maybe this time I won’t fall asleep. 


- That night in the Private unground chamber-

“Bring her in, this has taken far too long. Have you feed her properly?”

“Yes, Sire, she has been given everything just as requested.” 

“And my son, that worthless sac of flesh. Don’t tell me is off with his male friend again, that boy has to stop hiding from his duties and give me an heir. If he wont make things happen then I will, bring her over. Let me see her.” 

After removing the robe from the princess the King makes it a point to get her body ready for the session in his own way. His fingers work eagerly into her tight sex then his hands explore her breast. The excuse of looking for moles is always what follows. Any marking on her would make him think that she wasn’t pure and that they had been tricked. Perhaps a witch had put a spell on her so he had to be sure her form was clean.

Moaning and whimpering sounds filled the rooms as in the dimly lit room where there was no comfort for anyone, not even the Prince as he was brought in also tied and half drugged. His body jerking in the ties as he knew what was going to happen and there was nothing he could do to stop it. His father was sick and utterly demented.
 He wanted an heir even if meant forcing his son to rape the Princess over and over until she was with child. It was sick and cruel but he would stop at nothing. Whimpering and twisting in the ropes around him the Prince felt something around his lower self and gasped. Large firm hands took hold of his manhood and held it. The surprise touch made his jaw drop and that was when the gag was shoved into his mouth. 

“Just relax son, this will be over soon enough. Now just do your job or I will do it for you.” The voice rang in his ear as his own father was touching him and working his young cock into being hard. 

“Now listen my boy you will enter her and gift her with your essence tonight and perhaps we shall get what I desire most hmmm?” The King laughed into his ear. He touched his son and worked his member nice and hard. He had to stay hard enough to enter the Princess that was just near by. Her legs bound apart and her body in a sling that his guards could move into any position they wished. Sometimes she was hung from secured points above he Prince and other times she was secured to a bench with her ass up and her tender pink womanhood exposed to all. 

With them both bound it was the best way to be sure it was only the seed of the Prince inside her and no one else. The King was witnesses these forced mating sessions taking great delight in every detail. After the King was sure his son was hard enough a slave would take over until he was forced to finish inside the Princess. The whole set up took time but once the King knew what his son liked most, he turned that against him. His own body set up to be used by a chosen male until his moment came then the princess was lowered into place to finalize the act. 

Stopped to a frame with thick ropes that secured his wrist and ankles the Prince was in no position to fight back or refuse his task. His father had spied on him over many months and knew what foods he liked and who he trusted. Then when the time came he used that information and turned it on the Prince. His choice of company was died or killed off. His food was always served with an extra bit of care so that he was never fully aware of who was around him. Once the Princess arrived the single task of getting an heir that was worth something became the Kings pure obsession. 

The Prince would feel his cheeks spread open as something warm and wet was worked into his most personal of spaces. A hard cock was worked into him without so much as a hello. Just the sudden grunt of a male inside him enjoying the Princes tight hole. Trapped and tied in place the Prince felt his own body react and betray his fear and pain. He would grow painfully hard and even leak pre-cum. Watching this the King knew his son was forever broken as his secret was out and he was trapped by duty. 




Whimpering as his climax would be forced into the Princess, he panted and tried to hold back. He didn’t want to make his father a grand-father. He didn’t want him to win but he wasn’t given a choice. All too soon the wetness of a mouth was replaced by the whimpering Princess who until the Prince was ready had been played with by the King. He loved to touch her and molest her as his son was abused and raped before his eyes. 

Her sex was warm inside and she had a different scent. She was so hot that it nearly hurt. Then the invader at his back really drove him his lust and in that moment the Prince felt the ripples of the Princess and released into her over and over. She clamped down on him and milked him like never before. Fearing she might remove his member from his body all together he cried out. 

“Yes!” The King chuckled and sipped his mead as he enjoyed the show. He had selection of female slaves that would serve him in any fashion he wished at all hours. His games and twisted pleasure knew no bounds. Naked slaves both male and female walked around the room and waited to please him. They were to assist him as he had his own needs after watching the brute have at his young son. He enjoyed seeing them both tied up and forced over and over again. On some nights these events would go not until the sky was pink and yellow with a new day. 

“Push her down into him a bit more, you there hold still. I want this night to be the night I get my true heir.”He chuckled and pinched the Princess nipples groper her freely working her a bit nipples harder and harder listening to her moan and cry out into the gag. He laughed and pinched extra hard speaking to her ear. 

“You will bare my an heir after this union or I shall mount you myself, everyday until you are round with it” He hissed into the side of hear head and in a yanking fashion released her nipples. The portions were forced and the room filled with heavy musk of rutting. The splatters on the floor from drinks and body made the area rank with the evidence that on this night the King had gotten what he wanted. The chosen one to breed the Prince did as he was told without comment and his hood remained in place. “Good, now are you finished?” He asked the masked one. Without a sound the masked brut shook his head “no”.

“Fine then, it’s a special night so you may finish inside him as my reward.” Nodding to the King and without a single word to the Prince the movements began again. The moaning from the utterly helpless the Prince was heard for a long while yet as he was used to the delight of the masked one. A hot load was shot into him forcing him to release again into the Princess again since three had remained connected. The King made sure to offer special food and drink kept them all ready for such a night. The Princess was thrown in to a state of heat demanding seed from the Prince her inner walls working his length for any and all of his life giving ribbons of white. 


On this night her body seemed more in-tune with the Prince than ever so his desire was welcomed into her body more than she knew. She began to whimper and wake with her eyes still bound increasing the fear. This night lasted longer than most and as the sun came up her eyes started to open. 

Forced breeding was the only way to get what he wanted and the King was in control. All the lives within his Kingdom he had complete and utter control over his commoners and inhabitants of the castle. The whimpers and soft crying of the Prince and Princes were music to the Kings ears. 

“Make sure that she doesn’t move, keep him there. Get all you can from him.”His words rang out over the cries and sent chills down his son’s spine.

Everyone in the room was forced to never say anything or be killed or someone else that they knew and loved would be killed. Many knew what happened in these long sessions of forced actions but not a soul would speak about it. Keeping the King happy was the most import and this was the biggest of secret of the Kingdom. No one was to know what he was up to in these deep chambers hidden away in the castle. The ones that knew they were there, never spoke of them. To do so would risk their lives and that of others including children and even livestock.

Hours later the Prince would wake up a sticky sore mess feeling so humiliated and alone. His chambers were locked form the outside so speaking to anyone or even getting help wasn’t an option. He had for many months thought about taking his life. He wasn’t able to be with the one he loved and this forced mating of the Princes drove him insane. He hated her for reasons he couldn’t explain. Perhaps all the crying? 

Their first night together had been horrible and he couldn’t help feel his stomach lurch at the thought of being with a female again at all. His father was right, he had to be forced to be with one or he would never get an heir. He didn’t care about the Kingdom and would never be King. He just wanted to be with his love, alone and happy. 
Thinking of his beloved made that aches of his body go away. 

Looking around his room he saw that his bath had been drawn and if he wanted help he had to call for it. They didn’t wait on him as they did his father. Most had been told to leave the Prince alone since he disobeyed his father so often. All his aides were older rough females too. Not a sight that helped him often. The kind soft handed males had all been sent away. His father picked up on his behaviors and refused to allow young males near him at any cost. 

This pained the prince as he sighed and got into the hot water. His sore body moved slowly as inches by inch he sat down and hissed. The abuse from the random male made him so sore. He must have been huge. Thank the Gods he stopped when he did or his body would have split in two. The leaking made him sob as he thought about his lover now long gone. If only the tub were deep enough he might never get out. Tears mixed with the water as he sobbed into the night. 
Alone, used and mournful of the long hours until the next time his meal would be brought. Would it be laced with a sleeping agent? He could never tell. Only hope that someone, someday would take mercy on him.     

On the other side of the castle the Princess lay in her bed barely able to move from the aches and pains that ran across her abdomen around to her back. She ached like never before. Trying to sit up was impossible as tried a move. A whimper escaped her lips and a nurse came over with a candle to check on her. 

“Hush, now… don’t move. The King sent orders that you must rest in bed.” Her tone was soft enough but her eyes told a different story. She was mean and had cold hands. Why was she here? She wasn’t going to help at all. 

“Can I eat?” Her voice just above a whisper.

“You can eat later. Sleep now.” Her hand was cold as ice as she tried to push her back into the pillows. Pulling the blankets about her neck a chill run down up her already sore spine. 

“If you rest properly, perhaps the King will get what he wants from you in due time. Otherwise he will do the act himself and trust me. He is far larger than his son. You will sobbing for days not hours.” Her words hung in the air as she tried to understand them. 

The Princess avoided her eyes as she thought about the words and remembered her first night in this horrible place wanting to forget it forever. She looked at the fire wishing that like the smoke should just drift up and way from this horrible place.

“Have I been crying?” She asked and swallowed hard, her mouth so dry. 

“Sobbing actually, yes now rest I say.” The nurse snapped at her and stepped away taking the candle with her. The stillness of the room won an easy battle with the timid flames of the fire. They barely set the room with light with any sort of glow. The hour was either very early or very late. Perhaps in a dream she could find the comfort lacking in the waking land. 

As the hours turned over to the warmth of a kind morning sun its rays brought with it the promise of a better day. How did she know? She didn’t but one could only hope.   Hoping that the soreness would go away and that when meals were brought in it was from someone kind and tender. 

Someone that would hold her and speak the words that would make everything ok again. Not someone lacking the kindness and a heart that all the others seemed to have forgotten. Whatever was happening to her, was ever going to end? Would she ever be well?


-A new day my Dearest Sister, this is what I can recall-


The smell of fresh bread woke up from my daydream. Looking around in the haze of the morning I could just make out a shape. “Hello?” I called to them, they stopped but then hurried off shutting the door. The blankets were so tight and heavy that I couldn’t move even if I wanted to. I could feel the tears burning in my eyes. The bread was miles away on the table and I had no way of getting to it. All I could do was cry. 

In my tears I didn’t hear the door open and shut once more. Someone had come into my room but who? I didn’t even know they were there since I was crying so hard. 

“You keep that up and I won’t be able to feed you proper now” Her voice was that of an angel. 

“Elsa?” It had to be her, let this not be a dream. 

“It’s me Miss, now no more tears from you. Have some pudding and bread. I’ll fetch the milk in short order. You have at this now, you’ll be out of this bed before you know.” 

Sniffling and munching the bread she brought to me made my heart swell with joy. I could have hugged her and kissed her if not for the tight blankets. She helped me sit up just enough to eat but little else. Not long after have some of the bread sleep came to me and I once more felt the heavy drapes of darkness black me. 

My dreams were rife with monsters and bright fearful flashes of light and sound. I felt like I was falling and cried out. Tossing around and crying for help I felt something grab me. I screamed and pulled back only to be yanked back and bright light shown in my face. It was Elsa. 

“Wake up now, wake up!” She shouted into my ears. 

“Huh?” Scared and unable to see past the bright light I felt her touch my forehead and move the light back a bit. 

“It’s just a nightmare Miss, please be calm.” 

“How long have I been sleeping?” I had to know, it felt like ages. Had it been weeks or months?

“A few hours Miss, thats all here have some water. The good witch will be around shortly to check on you. Shall I stay?” 


The care in her voice tugged at my heart. She had stood by me for everything and even now she wasn’t sure if she could or should stay. Nodding to her I wanted to kiss and hug her. To let her know that she was my best and only friend in the world but that might make her run away. 

“Yes, please, please stay with me.” Nodding and smiling she sat with me on the bed and held my hand. When the witch came the things she did and the way she did them made me wonder if the witch was working a spell. She used only a few words and moved with a hurry that made my stomach ache. 

“Drink this.” She told me

“No walking about for another day, is that understood?” 

I wanted to cry again as I hated the cloths and not being able to do things for myself. Everyone touched me and moved me like an infant. Lowering my eyes and head gave away my emotions. 

“Fear not, the King will be pleased with you I think this time Miss. I think that you will be a good mother. Time will tell I shall be around in a few more weeks but rest and proper meals shall set you up nicely to carry the heir that we are seeking.”

Blinking at her I was totally confused. “A mother?” 

Nodding she looked at me and giggled. “Why, yes Miss all women who are with males carry the offering. You know the males give you an offering to hold inside and if it’s to be then you give them an offering later. To give honor is to give them an heir. You will be with child soon. You’ve been with the Prince my lady.” Elsa blushed hard and looked away. 

“I have? I don’t remember. He hates me and wont look at me. He threw up on me. How is it that he was with me? Impossible!” Angry now I wanted her out of my sight. I was too young for this talk. How dare she?

“Im sorry Miss, I just thought that someone must have told you.” The Elsa stood and faced the me with some fear but also concern in her expression.

“Told me what?” I snapped at her. I wanted to slap her but I held back. I had to know what she was talking about. Looking at me as if I were a tiny child she smiled and spoke slowly. 

“Miss…” she paused and looked away and then back. 

“Tell me Elsa!” I wanted to shake her. I didn’t understand anything and her being coy wasn’t helping, 

“I know what the King had done now. Your time with the Prince, it wasn’t very nice I know I’m sorry but the guard told my brother. He was there.” 

What guard? What are you talking about? I wanted to cry knowing that some guard and her brother knew more than I did. What an injustice to say the least? I was outraged and angry. On top of that I was still sore in a place I didn’t want ever touched.

Holding my hand she looked at me at long last and smiled warmly. “Miss, the King set up something where the Prince was ummm well ah, with you and the Prince were as one.  The Princes was forced to have you and you where in turned bound and taken. He was also taken by force my lady. A larger male mated him and he was then ah… well it was the only way to make him um… be with you.” She smiled softly.

“Do you understand?” Her eyes scanned mine as I sat there trying to understand. In the middle of her trying to explain the witch had slipped out of my room. She wanted nothing to do with me as her role in this was clear. She had finished her work and left to save her own skin. 

I couldn’t help but cry and just then I heard the door open and the nurse with the cold hands and the King marched in. Elsa jumped up and looked down to the floor. 

“Has she eaten?” She snapped at and she could only nodded and stepped back into the corner. 

The pair came towards me and before I could say anything they had the blankets flung off me and my legs spread open wide. I was shaking and ached with every touch that found me. They poke and spread my lower parts making me whimper and soon I was crying harder

“Yes, she is in season. Perfect for another time with that lump of a Prince. Set things for tonight to ensure this rare opportunity isn’t missed. Keep her in this bed. That act will take place in here. I demand it.” The King left and the nurse with the cold hands touched me and checked on me once more. I wanted to die from her rough touching and poking. 

“Hold still you stupid girl. That prince will have his way with you or by the  Gods…” she hissed and flipped the blankets over my head leaving me there to cry into the sheets. 

“Keep that fire going you imp. This girl needs rest before tonight. No one is allowed to enter but the Prince or King. Understand?” She spat the words making Elsa shake in place. All she could do was nod. With the slamming of my chamber door she was gone. Elsa ran over to me and held me as we both sobbed. Our combined tears of fear and sadness fell freely as she was the only one there that would comfort me. 


That night I had felt a dream come to me. It was heavy with perfume and thick blankets. Little did I know that it wasn’t a thick blanket over me but something else. Unable to open my eyes enough to see all I could do was listen. I could hear muffled voices and saw shadows moving around. I felt hot then ice cold as the blankets were moved off me once more and then back again. 

Something was on me. It hot in places and then warm. It must have been a blanket made of furs. It had a strange smell as the fur moved around like someone was making the bed with me in it. 

“I can feel her heat. It’s like a flower begging to be enjoyed. One so perfect in color and shape.” 

“Sire, are you sure about this?” Another voice came to me but it must be a dream. I wasn’t the King or Prince. Here I was nothing more than a Miss to most. At least I think so.

“Oh look away this is my time with her. Shut your mouth and your eyes.” He snapped as the blankets moved around me again. Something poked at me as my legs felt so heavy. They hurt to move and yet they were being pushed apart with force. I didn’t have the strength to move them, yet they were being spread. Spread so far apart that my lower lips were now spread too. I was feeling something poking me and suddenly it was inside me. 

Gasping for air I felt something invade my mouth. Something wet and thick. I wanted to move my head away but I felt so heavy there was no way I just lay there as something moved inside me over and over. It went deeper and deeper. I screamed from the pain but my cries were blocked by whatever was in my mouth. I couldn’t breath as the weight on top of me was crushing out my very last bit of air. At last I was given a chance to breath as my mouth was freed from the wiggling worm or snake that had been pushed into it. The pain in my back and stomach raged with a new fire. 

Sobs now came from me as the pain blocked away everything else. I could hear grunting and panting. A beast must have come into my room and it must be trying to get back out. It growled and grunted over and over so near my head that I was sure it was going to bite me. 

“Oh yes you will now, Oh, yes yes!” Those were the only words that were spoke to me before the grunting was at its loudest followed by a sharp pain deep inside me. A pain that gripped my whole body as I jerked and whimpered. A heat started to curl into a red hot flame deep inside my body. I was burning up, I was too close to the fireplace and my limbs where catching fire. I could feel the fire licking its way into my soul dancing and burning away at my insides. I didn’t stand a chance I was going to die with a beast inside my bedroom. Perhaps it was going to eat me after the fire burned off my flesh. 
Weakness gripped me as I fell backwards farther and farther away from all the light and sound in the room. A sudden jerk and wave of cold air fell upon me and my lower half. My legs yanked apart once more as I was floating in the air. 

“Yes! Yes you see there. That will bring me an heir. That worthless son of mine should be in there too but now I’ve made sure that it’s done properly. Set a bandage to this girl, keep her in this bed until I hear word that she is with my heir. I will return to do this until we have one.” 

My legs were dropped onto the bed as the rest of me fell back into a deep cold space between dreams and nightmares. All the birds in the world couldn’t lift me out of the darkness into which I fell. Time rushed past me for what may have been days or weeks. I could only remember the softest touch and sweet voice pulling up from the deaths grip of darkness and shadow.

“Miss I’ll take care of you now. Morning has come are you waking now Miss?” A voice called to me from a distant star. Its glow radiating hope and love as my eyes fought to seise the day. “Easy now Miss, rest. It’s going to be just fine.” 

“Elsa?” I could hear her. It was her voice the voice of an angel sent to save me and care for me. It must be a dream. I was dreaming I was most sure of it. 

“I’m here Miss, I never left you. Have some water. You have been sleeping for many days now. I was worried you had left us. Even the Prince came to see you. His flowers are there on by the bed. I gave them fresh water not too long ago. Are you hungry?” 

Scanning around the room I slowly was able to focus on her and listen more closely to what she was saying. Had I really been asleep that long? Was I hungry? Was I still sore? 

“Miss?” She asked me something and had been looking at me but I missed it.

“What? I’m sorry what?” She giggled and took my hand. 

“Miss, are you hungry? Here start with some water. I’ll fetch some fresh bread and soup.” She offered but I pulled her back. 

“No stay please stay what’s been happening? How long have I been sleeping?” 

She paused and looked down then finally spoke.

“Miss, it’s been many days now. I think almost a week, or more but I can’t count proper so I’m not sure Miss.” 


A week or more? How could it be a week that can't be right, there was no way? It was just a bad dream and I was perfectly fine. The soreness was gone and I didn’t feel as heavy as I had before. Yes, it was all a bad dream. Nodding to her I faked that I understood and looked towards the window. 

“Miss the time you had with the Prince was very umm important. If you don’t have an heir soon, you could be sent home or… um something worse.” Her tone drifted away as did her eyes. She could no longer look at me as she spoke. I didn’t want to hear what she was saying anyway. I didn’t understand and no one was telling me things that made sense. 

What was an heir, why was it so important? With a sigh I lay in bed for a while longer before she came to help me take care of the natural things that all must listen too. Once I was back in bed she combined my hair and tried to comfort me. 

“Not long now Miss, we will know if you will be with able to stay. What a glorious day that will be.” Watching her chatter on as the hours of the faded away from me once more I felt my body slowly becoming calm and relaxed. 

-Days, weeks or months have passed. I don’t know the day—

The afternoon felt like it was teasing me with its bright colors and soft breeze just beyond my finger tips. From my caged perch of the upper room I could only watch as many others made the best of the days gifts of sunlight and warmth. I hadn’t been feeling very well for a few days. Everything I looked at and even tried to eat came right back out. This sent my maids running about looking for the witch and countless others that looked in on me nearly every hour or sooner. The constant movement and poking about added to my state and made me even more exhausted. 

A tender knock on the door went unanswered followed by the unexpected appearance of the Prince. His soft eyes found me near the window only half dressed. 

“Oh dear, pardon me, I can come back another time.” He stepped back with his head lower than most of the nurses. His hand up to block the view.

Gasping from surprise I found myself begging him to stay even if I was scared at first. Pulling my dressing gown over myself a bit more I stepped towards him and asked with real begging in my tone.  

“Please stay it’s alright please come in. I was sure that another nurse was coming around with something foul for me to eat or drink at any moment and seeing someone that had suffered like I had gave me feeling of compassion long dead in this place. 



Blushing he stepped into the room holding some fresh flowers. Why had he brought me flowers? Holding them out to me and smiled like a happy child confusion riddled me. 

“Here, I was in the garden and since I know you're not allowed to leave your room until my father, the umm King. He… he says it's ok.” His stutter was charming and made me smile.

“I’ll set them umm, over here.” Finding a bit of space on the table he set them down and blushed once more. 

“I heard that you haven’t been well. I’m very sorry.”  His eyes were full of true worry instead of the contempt and anger that filled the eyes of most of the others. 

“I’m a bit better now actually.” It wasn’t a true lie since his presence seemed to calm me in a way I never felt before. I was feeling so much more as of late and couldn’t explain any of it. 

Without warning he was at my side and holding my hand. Looking at him I felt a blush as well and we both fell silent for a moment. 

“I…” He paused and looked up then down once more. 

“Please tell me.” I wanted to know anything he had to say since the last thing he had said to me over and over was “I’m sorry.” I was still confused and never had words with him at all. Not even when we were married. It was all still a blur and riddled with gaps in my memory.

“I wanted to say that if you are with child. My umm… child then I’ll do my part. I’m terrified of what my father will say and do but I will help you. I cant tell you how sorry I am about how this came to be. I cant help it but I’m not…” His voice trailed off as my mind tried to wrap its self around what he was saying. 

Giggling a bit I looked at him and smiled. “How could I be? I cant…” His hand moving into the air made me stop and hold my breath. Was he going to strike me? Covering my head he gasped and stepped back. 

“No, no I would never harm you please.” He took my hand he lowered it and looked into my eyes. 

“Please know that I wish your…” He paused and touched my stomach and sighed. 

“You form will change and your breast are already more swollen.” Blinking I felt a bit more exposed than I was. 

“Please understand that even if we never made love, I will try to love you and the child.” His hand never left my body as I felt tears stinging my eyes and falling free. 

Why was I crying? I wasn’t sad. I was confused. Touching his hand I looked at him and blinked. He moved a tear off my cheek with his larger digit. 

“Don’t worry, you will be well cared for. I promise.” Still confused I could only nod. He smiled and said a few more things before I looked up at him and meet his gaze. 

“You ok?” He asked again and I shook my head no. Worried he held my hand and waited for me to speak. 

“How?” I asked and choked back a few tears. I had to pause and begin again. 

“How what?” He asked trying to get me to speak a bit faster. 

“How did this happen? I don’t remember anything. I cried and something hurt a lot, so much I don’t want to ever feel that again.” I was able to say more when the door was thrown open with a loud bang.

“Your with child you stupid cow! The seeds have been sown and you will finally give me the heir I’ve demanded from you since the beginning you simple child!” The King stomped into the room and glared at them. 

“Why have you come to her room! Did you think I wouldn’t find out you coward!” His voice filled the space between us and cut the Prince even if he didn’t bleed. His hands had long since left my body as he stepped away from me. 

“Stand up you!” He demanded of me. His eyes washed over from head to toe as others slowly filled the room clearing dishes and tending the fire. 

“Remove your gown.” Gasping, the Prince glared at him. 

“Why? She isn’t your property.” He shouted back trying to give her some comfort. 

“Oh? She carries my heir you fool. She will do as she is told until it is free of her, do you understand!” His anger raged in the room as others hurried about trying to remove her gown before he lost his temper. 

Looking over my swollen breast and sore nipples he walked around me. He sniffed me and forced me tolerate his touches once more. He looked me over from top to bottom. Then is cold hands groped me and touched my chest. Mumbling to the witch they both looked me over in ways that left even my soul feeling violated and cold. 


“Get to bed.” He told me as all the others were forced to leave. Even the Prince was pushed to the door. 

“You may leave now. You have apparently done your duty. She needs rest.” The King snapped and looked at her. 

“You are to be in that bed until you're showing properly. I will not risk that which is mine, inside you. You will deliver it to me, unharmed.” He stormed out as the door slammed shut. In shock of what just happened all I could do was sit there and soon found myself sobbing. 

My body was doing things I couldn’t explain and feared since it was all so unknown. What was going to happen me? Crying myself to sleep I woke with my dear Elsa dressing me. 

“Miss? Are you hungry?” Petting my head and tenderly brushing my hair she smiled at me warmly. 

“No… I don’t think so. What day is it?” Time had slipped away from me once more as the days and nights became one strange blur. I thought I had a good grip of them, and then in one afternoon all my days became nights. Night after night my insides hurt, my head spun and nothing I ate stayed inside me for very long. 

“Miss?” Her voice came to me once more as she held my hand and smiled. 

“Tea… tea sounds so very nice please.” It was also so thin that if my body rejected it, I wouldn’t mind letting go of something that didn’t burn. 

“You look ever so lovely miss. The bow suits you and matches your dress. How lovely…yes” She chattered on and on as she made my tea and half fed me a few biscuits that were ever so dry. 

“The King is pleased now Miss that is ever so important. He says you will do a good deed for the Kingdom.” Nodding and smiled she fed me more tea while all I could do was nod. Everyone in the Kingdom seemed to know of my condition even thought it made no sense to me at all. 

“Was the Prince really here?” I had to be sure it just wasn’t something I had dreamt of. 

“He was in here but was ordered to leave. Shall I fetch him? He has told me that if you need him, for anything he will come to your side.” Beaming with pride as she gave me the news all I could think of was hearing him sobbing and saying he was sorry. It made me shiver. 


“I’m not sure.” I wasn’t I didn’t know who I wanted near me or not. She was kinda and even with her chattering it was better than the hours alone in my chamber. The walls seemed to close in on me in the long hours of the night making me want to leap out the window to the river below just to escape the silent screaming. 

“Miss?” Her eyes locked on mine as she found me looking towards the horizon. 

“Oh, I… I’m not sure.” Feeling a small shift in my stomach my expression changed quickly. The room moved and before I knew it there was a small pail before me and some tea had left my body. Tearing up I lay on my side as the room and bed now seemed to buck and jolt. 

Her soft voice came to me over the internal rumbling. The words didn’t seem to make much sense and soon enough it didn’t matter. Sleep took me away to a faraway place where I was free to ride my dear horses along the sea and feel the wild ocean spray upon my lips. So far away this Kingdom was from the crashing waves. 

How long was I dreaming I haven’t a clue only that his tender voice found me as my eyes opened to find a new shadow over me. The room was much warmer and the lights had changed from before. How long had I been sleeping? My worries and thoughts must have been not just in my mind but spoke aloud for I discovered his lips whispering to me the hour and the day. 

“Its, Sunday Dearest supper has come and gone, but I had them save you a plate. Shall I help you?” 

Snapping up with a gasp the Prince chuckled and touched my hair. “Please, I will not harm you. I’m here because Elsa requested me. She is off tending to her chores. May I help you?”

Blinking I panted with a bit of surprise and fear. Tears filled my eyes as looked at him and tried to find the words. He was with me again. It must be a dream. Would he say he was sorry again?

“Please, let me.” He was begging me and holding my shoulders as I cried into the oversized pillows. 

“There, it will pass soon. It’s not going to last forever.” 

Sniffling I tried to look into his eyes. They were so kind and tender that a fierce blush reddened my cheeks with so much warmth I was forced to look down. “Forgive me.” My voice was so weak and thought perhaps he hadn’t heard me. 

“For what? You have done nothing wrong. I was the one that did this to you. For that I am very sorry, but with the nurses you will recover so I’ve been told.” 

“Recover?” Confused I let myself fall back into him. His hold was so warm and strong. Why was here now? He never wanted to see me before. 

With a sigh he began to explain that even with all that he felt in his heart he wasn’t going to let me suffer alone. That my changes and the birth would make him a proper Prince and ready for the day his father passed to become a King. His words flowed like a growing river and as the time passed I understood less and less. 

“Birth?” I had to stop him. He had to explain this. 

“What birth? Who’s birth?” Panting with fear written all over my face he chuckled and touched my stomach. 

“Your with child my sweet, you will have a child in due time. It’s very small now, but they think you will give me, or um the Kingdom a son. Thats great news right?” He smiled and waited. 

“But… how I don’t understand.” Tears stung my eyes once more as I felt the fool. 
“You don’t understand how you have um.. we how you are with a child now?” His eyes were full of concern as he waited for me to speak. 

Words failed me as I sobbed and looked away. How could this have happened? I was too young and felt like it was all a bad dream. His father was so mean and cruel. I hated him and this Kingdom. I wanted to go home. 

“Um, I can tell that you don’t understand do you?” He was trying but all he got from me were my sobs. I felt robbed and tricked. Nothing about this was happy or good news for me. It was terrifying and I wanted nothing to do with it. 

“I want to go home now. I cant stay here.” My bravery sneaking up on me. 

“You cant leave now, you're with child are you mad? They will lock you in the tower if you even try. Please, don’t anger him. Please.” He begged me and clung to my hands. 

“I’ll help you. I will. I promise.” 

“How? I don’t understand!” I shouted and sobbed. 

He hugged me and held me close as I lost more tears than I had in the past few weeks. Unable to stop he just held me and pet me like Elsa had. Rocking me back and forth as the rays of light left the sky. Once more I had cried myself to sleep and when I woke I found a single candle burning on the bedside table. 

Gasping at the change in the room I felt something next to me in bed and found it was the Prince. He was naked and very close to me. He had been holding me. For how long I had no idea. 

“You alright now?” He asked he petting my arm and smiling. “You were so upset I felt it wrong to leave. I wanted to comfort you and be here for you.” 

“I…” The words where there but refused to leave my lips . I wanted to say I don’t understand but his lips were on mine before I knew it and he was moving between my legs and over my body. Looking up at him I whimpered with fear. 

“Princess, I want to show what should have taken place to make you have my child. What my father forced upon us was horrible, but I want to show you what it should have been. This is how a child has been put inside you. 

As he spoke he touched me and made me whimper and blush. His hand rested on my stomach again as he lined up to my lower self and paused. He had something I had never seen before. It hung from his body and was pointed or more rounded a bit, but long and seemed to grow with his hand on it. Panting softly he worked at himself rubbing it and looking at me. 

“Wait, will you hurt me? Please don’t hurt me. Not, not in that place please.” Covering myself with my trembling hands new tears started to fall. Tenderly he wasted now more time and he pressed into me as his lips found mine.

Kissing me as his hips pushed his length into me my body jolted with fear but he was over me pinning me down into the bed with my legs spread to him. My hands lifted off as if they were never there. Nothing I could do now at all. I was too weak and scared to even cry out. With one long thrust he was inside me. Feeling something in me after so long forced me to gasp for air. Holding himself there he kissed me over and over then panted. Looking down at me he supported himself a bit and moved a little more. 

“This… Princess is how you became with my child.” He tried to speak as he moved inside me. “This act, makes life.” He held me close and slowed down. Tenderly he pet me and smiled. I felt him move inside me and it was different then ever before. It was slow and kind. He cared and looked at her. “Princess, you feel so nice. I never thought I could do this with you but I’ve wanted too. I wanted to show you, love.” He panted and moved more and more inside he making himself go faster. I found myself moaning and calling to his body. Whimpering he hugged me and placed his face near mine. 

“I can’t stop, just let me.” He moaned and all I could do was nod. I was scared of pain but none came. I felt his body get stiff as he grunted and hugged me. Something warm filled me making he gasp and blink. My own body came to life and unable to control it my insides griped him as I cried out in a new way. A wave of warmth washed over me as I blushed and panted feeling light headed and like giggling. 



He kissed my neck and smiled. Both of us blushing as he rested over me but not crushing me. His hand traced my cheek as our eyes found each other and I felt loved. Wanted and safe. Smiling at me we kissed for a while. His lips finding mine over and over Then he explored my mouth and I let him. It was sweet and soft. Blushing and tired he slowly stopped kissing me and shifted moving off of me. Panting he shifted and made sure I was covered and he was too. 

“Princess, I’m sorry that I wasn’t able to do this the first time with you. I do not-“ His voice drifted off as he stopped speaking. 

“Please tell me.” I begged him to say whatever it was. 

“I love another and always will but I made you suffer and I’m sorry. I will never let him hurt you again. I won’t hurt you, I promise you on my life.” As he spoke to me his hand came to rest on my stomach. He blushed and sighed. 

“Princess, I don’t… I don’t want to have you in this way. But I want to be your friend,  please know I like you. I do, you're very sweet. But I love someone else. I always will.” Looking down at his body he sighed and shifted pulling the sheets with him. As he spoke and made to leave my bed. Blinking I watched him and felt a mix of happiness and loneliness. “What we just did, or I did or whatever is what gave you a child.”He waived his hand at me and started to pull on his clothes.

“Forgive me? Please forgive me. It is because of my love for someone else that my father took us and well made me take you, by force eh… his way. ” He sighed and looked at the floor.

“My sweet I can’t not bring myself to tell you of the love that I have lost and fear I will never love again but I do want to be your, friend. I cannot let my father win and have us unhappy.” Watching his body and feeling his words building a bridge between us I wanted to trust and have hope once more but it felt so fragile. He looked at me and sat back down to hold my hand and touch my cheek. 

“What you mean, take?” I found myself asking aloud. He paused and looked at me then kissed my cheek and smiled.  

“It’s when what I just did, hurts and you don’t want it. My father has forced us to do this act many times and I heard he forced himself on you. So I can only pray that your child is mine and not his. Still an heir, no matter what. But he hates me and hated my love even more so I’m…” 

“Sorry…” I finished for him as he sniffled and used his shirt to wipe his eyes. Nodding he looked at the floor. Unable to look back at me. The truth was more painful than any of things I had felt so far. 

I didn’t want to know if she was pretty or kind or even if she lived in the castle. He was going to be my friend and that was all I needed to hear. I held his hand and pulled at him to come back into bed with me. I wanted to feel him close to me and to hold me. 

“Please, please stay a while longer. Please.” My eyes utterly begging him to not go yet. 

Nodding he smiled and joined me on the bed a while longer. He pet my head and touched my hair. “Your very sweet, you know that. I know you will make a great mother” He told me and smiled. The prince held me close and sighed. I could hear his heart beating and it made me feel so safe. I couldn’t think of anything but him. Was this love? Was this how it was supposed to be? His voice crept into my daydream as he spoke.

“Ill return in a few days I need to check on the far lands and complete some trading before winter. Please stay here and stay warm. The weather here becomes very cold. I have sent for more furs to protect you, but please stay within the castle and rest. You're-" He paused and blushed. Looking at him I waited for him to finish. … “and I don't want anything bad to happen to you.” 

The Prince stood and finished dressing himself. He knew how dress himself perfectly well and only had the help of others out of protocol when needed. Now alone he managed fine and made it look easy. Looking at her once more he smiled and took her hand. 

“Now do you understand how you have come to be this way? I never wanted to hurt you. Never, but my father well…” He sighed and let his voice fade off. His touch was so soft and warm it made my heart swell with this new feeling of being wanted. A feeling that I mattered to someone and it was so new and timid that it scared me, but I also was growing to like it very quickly. He moved and the blankets shifted revealing my form. Blushing I let them stay down for a moment as he turned to see me. We both giggled. “You’re ah, you're beautiful. I never thought I’d say it but you are. I have mixed feelings but I will not let you suffer because of me never again.” He shook his head and finished dressing.

Nodding I smiled and pulled the sheets up over my swollen breast. My body felt calm now after he had laid with me. It all started to fall into place in my heart and in my mind. He was going to be my friend. I finally had someone else that knew my fear, shame and guilt even thought I had never done anything wrong. Smiling up at him he kissed my cheek and touched my head

“I shall return. Please eat a lot and grow strong. You will need it. I’ve left orders to get you more food and help as you need it. Fresh milk and bread should be coming before your dinner. I want you strong. You are with my child, and I will protect you both.” He nodded to me and it seemed to himself as he spoke. Smiling at me once more he winked and then stepped out of my room closing the door softly.


With that he was gone and I was alone in my chamber. Even as the door closed I felt his presence with me and that night I got the best sleep I’d had in ages. A real calm started to spread into my body and soul. Warming me from my very core was his warmth, his love and his child. I couldn’t help but smile and blush. I didn’t understand what he said about loving another but he promised to be my friend and I trusted him. I had him and Elsa now so whatever was to come in this horrible place I knew I could count on him. The way he laid with me and how that felt was so nice. I would love the child inside me. Whatever that magic was that he had given me I wanted more of it. I felt wet and filled with his love. All the times that something was inside me and hurt were now being erased. I had hope even in the face of my greatest fear. Holding myself and putting a hand on my stomach I knew I had life inside me. Life he gave me and a life he would protect. He promised to protect us both. I felt a glow slowly warming upside me making he giggle and smiled. I couldn’t wait for his return and to tell Elsa what had happened.