please don't make me feel this
i don't want to feel
anything
i don't know what i want to feel
i don't know what i want to do
i don't want you near me
please don't speak to me
don't judge me
don't judge me
i'm wrong
you're wrong
i'm wrong
i'm an awful being
i should die
i should kill myself
i want to die
i don't want to feel
i want to feel anything
i don't want to feel this
please don't make me feel this

don't lie to me
don't lie to me
tell me what you feel
tell me how you feel
don't make me feel as you do
you're wrong
you don't understand
i don't want to fell as you do
you're feeling is flawed
my feeling is true
my feeling is sickening
i feel sick
i want to kill
your feeling is sweet
your feeling is a lie
your compassion is false
your compassion is self serving
blind yourself
feel nothing
feel only lies
you're wrong
i'm right
don't lie to me

don't make me see
don't blind me
don't steal my eyesight
you don't want to see
your ignorance is the only true bliss
my life is ignorant of pleasure
my eyes swim
my eyes convulse
what disgusing imagery
what repulsive reality
don't make me see

there is nothing i can do
there is nothing you can't do
there is nothing i will do
there is nothing i want to do
there is nothing i want to think
there is nothing i can't think
thinkthinkthinkthinkthinkthinkthinkthink
seeseeseeseeseeseeseeseeseeseeseesee
lonely in my head
lonely all around me
so many people
none for me
i for none
why am i so disgusting
why am i so repulsive
am i the truth in the world
why do you avoid me
talk to me
please don't talk to me
you make me sick
you make me long
don't talk to me
disgusting
disgusting
there is nothing i can do

i can't do this anymore
please go away
please leave me
please leave me be
please don't stand near me
please don't be near
please don't think about me
please don't make me think about you
please go away
please don't stand near me
please don't talk to me
please don't make me think
please don't touch me
you're so disgusting
you're do repulsive
i can't breath
my chest hurts
you're too close to me
please go away
i can't do this anymore