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i'd happily do an entire series, but that's unlikely to happen so i'm just glad it exists at all.\n\ni think it's interesting to try and capture the parallel world we enter when we go to the bathroom. the world we HAVE to enter, mentally, in order to compartmentalise things and keep our main life/self \"clean\" as it were. like, yeah, we all shit - but the person who talks about that fact with others and the person who Does The Shit are almost 2 different people. \n\nit's safe to say i have issues in this area. it's why i'm so drawn to the subject in every regard, it's probably why i'm so sexually fixated on it in a number of ways that feel borderline impossible to communicate to another human being. i find it frightening how failing to join in on the pretend that some things *simply don't exist* - whether that's deliberately bringing it up or experiencing bodily malfunctions outside of our control - it's often met with confusion, fear, aggression, and some amount of punishment.\n\nthere ARE ways to mitigate this, of course; comedy can work as an acceptable buffer. but like, man.... it's just sooooo fucking punishable! it's like the #1 go-to humiliation topic! no wonder we're all completely fucking crazy, we have to roleplay as beings that don't shit every fucking day of our lives or else get completely bullied and exiled!!!! IT'S FUCKING INSANE!!! the runner-up of this for me is definitely nudity, and sex. it's why if you follow me on twitter or whatever you might have seen me before getting full-on triggered over my work getting flagged as \"adult\" just because....idk, i guess people *feel things* when they see me draw myself as i am... oh god, can't be having that!!!! it makes me feel like a caged animal about to gnaw my fucking leg off. \n\nso yeah. this piece for me is kinda like.... \"fuck you\" to that. fuck you. the naked shitting animal has breached containment. i don't even feel sexual about it or anything i just wanna cry forever because i know i've been born in captivity and i will never ever ever be out of it, instead i will have these bizarre and unnatural rules that i don't understand imposed upon me until the day i die - and i'm not allowed to talk about that, either. it's alright if you feel sexual about it, though. i hope someone does, that'd be nice. joy to you. joy to all you fabulous and flagrant beasts. never ever let those fuckers kill your heart!!!", "description_bbcode_parsed": "speaks for itself

i think this is the piece with the most artistic merit i've made all year lol. i'm genuinely so happy i finally followed through on this - i'd happily do an entire series, but that's unlikely to happen so i'm just glad it exists at all.

i think it's interesting to try and capture the parallel world we enter when we go to the bathroom. the world we HAVE to enter, mentally, in order to compartmentalise things and keep our main life/self "clean" as it were. like, yeah, we all shit - but the person who talks about that fact with others and the person who Does The Shit are almost 2 different people.  

it's safe to say i have issues in this area. it's why i'm so drawn to the subject in every regard, it's probably why i'm so sexually fixated on it in a number of ways that feel borderline impossible to communicate to another human being. i find it frightening how failing to join in on the pretend that some things *simply don't exist* - whether that's deliberately bringing it up or experiencing bodily malfunctions outside of our control - it's often met with confusion, fear, aggression, and some amount of punishment.

there ARE ways to mitigate this, of course; comedy can work as an acceptable buffer. but like, man.... it's just sooooo fucking punishable! it's like the #1 go-to humiliation topic! no wonder we're all completely fucking crazy, we have to roleplay as beings that don't shit every fucking day of our lives or else get completely bullied and exiled!!!! IT'S FUCKING INSANE!!! the runner-up of this for me is definitely nudity, and sex. it's why if you follow me on twitter or whatever you might have seen me before getting full-on triggered over my work getting flagged as "adult" just because....idk, i guess people *feel things* when they see me draw myself as i am... oh god, can't be having that!!!! it makes me feel like a caged animal about to gnaw my fucking leg off.

so yeah. this piece for me is kinda like.... "fuck you" to that. fuck you. the naked shitting animal has breached containment. i don't even feel sexual about it or anything i just wanna cry forever because i know i've been born in captivity and i will never ever ever be out of it, instead i will have these bizarre and unnatural rules that i don't understand imposed upon me until the day i die - and i'm not allowed to talk about that, either. it's alright if you feel sexual about it, though. i hope someone does, that'd be nice. joy to you. joy to all you fabulous and flagrant beasts. never ever let those fuckers kill your heart!!!", "writing": "", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "", "pools_count": 0, "title": "private rituals", "deleted": "f", "public": "t", "mimetype": "image/jpeg", "pagecount": "1", "rating_id": "1", "rating_name": "Mature", "ratings": [ { "content_tag_id": "2", "name": "Nudity", "description": "Nonsexual nudity exposing breasts or genitals (must not show arousal)", "rating_id": "1" } ], "submission_type_id": "1", "type_name": "Picture/Pinup", "guest_block": "f", "friends_only": "f", "comments_count": "0", "views": "0" }