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Dan and Keith were on an all-day date out in Boston, and Terry had work, which left the fennec in charge of picking up the twins. It was a daunting task.\n\nIf he was honest, it really shouldn’t be that scary. They were just two eight year olds, after all. But they were eight year olds who he had a green light to have sex with, if the vixens were so inclined. So far, they hadn’t taken advantage of the green light that they had been given, but now he was going to be alone with them. There was every possibility that something could happen. And his erection desperately, DESPERATELY wanted something to happen.\n\nIt wasn’t even that his sex life was unsatisfactory. Quite the contrary. Keith and Dan were very generous lovers, though both in very different styles. Dan was a soft, gentle top, and Keith was wild and dominant. He loved them both, and they kept him very satisfied, but he still had his… other… needs… that they just couldn’t satisfy. Looking at their cubs was nice - VERY nice - but the fennec wanted more.\n\nRobbie was an unlikely candidate. That fox was very shy. He’d only once tried to initiate with Dan, at least according to the fur himself, and that was someone he really trusted. Best not to count on him.\n\nMartin… oh lord, what he wouldn’t give to have another go with that wolf. But the only time he saw him was at the Langley house, and the wolf was always too preoccupied with his boyfriend to pay the fennec much mind there. Which made sense, of course, but was still disappointing.\n\nJamie was more promising. She’d attempted to explore with him before, but he’d rebuffed. It was probably for the best, given the conversation he had with Keith, but it was still disappointing that she hadn’t tried anything since. He’d love to get a chance to play with her little cock. Maybe today would be the day…\n\nAnd then there was Ellie. That girl was a firecracker. When she wanted something, she’d go for it. He knew for a fact that she’d already played with both Dan and Keith. Both males told him about it, and even speculated that it was only a matter of time before she’d turn her sexual appetite on him. He desperately hoped it were true.\n\nButterflies filled the fennec’s stomach as he guided Keith’s car into the line of vehicles to pick up cubs outside the school. This was it. He was about to pick up the twins.\n\nThe line wound forward. He knew the procedure, but it was still weird seeing it in action.\n\nWhen he got to the front of the line he rolled down the passenger window. “H-hello. I’m Th-Theodore Cooke. I’m here to pick up Jamie Caulfield and Ellie Langley,” he said.\n\nThe teacher tapped her tablet a few times. “Ah, there you are, Mr. Cooke. Alright, one moment.” She turned to the door and called out their names, and out came the twins.\n\n“Teddy!” Jamie said.\n\n“Hey, kits,” Teddy said. He watched as the twins climbed into the back of the car and got their seatbelts buckled. “H-how was school?”\n\n“Good!” Ellie said. “Why isn’t Daddy Dan picking us up today?”\n\nThe fennec chuckled as he rolled the window up. “Keith took the day off to take Dan on a date in the city. So it’s just us for a few hours.”\n\nThe twins giggled. At least they seemed enthusiastic about having some time with just him.\n\nAs he drove them home, Ellie recounted the school day. Jamie piped up here and there to add a detail, but it was definitely the Ellie show. The red vixen was the talker of the twins, that much was certain.\n \nHis nerves started winding up again when he pulled the car into the Caulfield garage. If he knew anything about the twins, it was that as soon as they were in the house, their clothes would be gone.\n\nSure enough, as soon as they were in the house, Ellie stripped, the vixen tossing her dress and panties on the couch. Her sister was right behind her in getting undressed.\n\n“Girls, hamper,” Teddy reminded them.\n\n“Oh, right,” Ellie said.\n\n“Sorry, Teddy!” Jamie said.\n\nHe got quite the eyeful as the girls grabbed up their clothes and ran upstairs. Barely a minute later, they were running back down, completely unabashed by their nudity. Gods how he loved his boyfriends’ family.\n\n“Aren’tcha gonna get undressed, too?” Ellie asked as she reached the bottom of the stairs.\n\nThe fennec’s ears flushed. “Oh, of course I am,” he said. His paws trembled as he stripped before the two vixens. It was one thing to be naked around the twins with his boyfriends or the kits’ mom around, but quite another to be completely alone with them.\n\n“Hee… someone’s poky!” Ellie said.\n\nTeddy’s blush only deepened. He’d been sporting an erection ever since he got in the car. Having the vixen point it out wasn’t helping matters.\n\n“Well, can you blame me, with two cute naked girls with me?” Teddy asked.\n\nEllie giggled. “I guess not!” She hugged the fennec, then ran for the kitchen. “C’mon, Jamie, let’s get a snack!”\n\nThe red vixen certainly had an appetite, but not the one that Teddy was hoping for. He shook his head and went upstairs to drop off his clothes in the bedroom, then returned to supervise snack time.\n\nHe needn’t have worried. The twins had scrounged up a bowl of tortilla chips and a little bowl of salsa and were happily munching away.\n\nThey were such cuties. Teddy could stare at them all day. He took a seat at the kitchen table and just watched them while they snacked and chatted about their day. It still boggled his mind how normal nudity was for them. He was a little jealous, if he was being honest. He never had friends who were comfortable with nudity. His family certainly wasn’t. But hey, at least he’d stumbled into the Caulfield-Langley polycule. He wouldn’t trade that for the world.\n\nWhen the kits finished their snack, they got up and ran for the living room. The fennec followed. He didn’t want those girls out of his sight.\n\nHe found the twins sitting on opposite sides of the couch. In the few moments they’d been alone, they’d grabbed up Switch controllers and turned on the console.\n\n“Do you wanna play with us?” Jamie asked.\n\nEllie giggled. “Yeah, play with us, Teddy!”\n\nThe fennec blushed. He’d be lying if he said he wasn’t just a little sexually frustrated, but he knew the line. No initiating with the cubs. They had to come to him for it. “Uh, I think I’ll just watch for now,” he said as he took a seat in between them.\n\n“Okay!” Ellie said.\n\nTeddy sighed as he settled in. Gods how he wanted to play with the twins. It pained him not to ask for what he desperately craved. Hopefully holding out would make it worth it in the end.\n\nAs the twins got their game set up, they shifted on the couch. Before the fennec realized it, they were both snuggled at his sides. He put his arms around them, letting them get comfortable as they got into their racing game.\n\nHe was glad he decided not to join in. Ellie absolutely dominated. The fennec wasn’t sure his ego could stand getting beaten in a video game by an eight year old.\n\nThey went for several rounds before Ellie started squirming against him. “Hey, Teddy?” the red vixen asked.\n\n“Hm? Yes, Ellie?” Teddy replied.\n\nThe vixen glanced down at his penis, then looked up at him. “Have you ever played with a girl before?”\n\nOh gods, what a question. Should he tell her the truth? Did he even have a reason to lie? “Once,” he muttered. “She was a little younger than you are, though I guess now she’d be older…”\n\nEllie giggled and nodded. “Kay. Was jus’ wonderin’.” She turned her attention back to the fennec’s cock. “Hee… your peen doesn’t look that much bigger’n my brother’s!”\n\nGreat, being compared to a twelve year old. That’s what Teddy needed. “Uh, y-yeah, I guess it isn’t…”\n\n“Daddy Keith and Daddy Dan couldn’t get their peens all the way inside me, but my brother can,” Ellie said matter-of-factly. “Do you wanna find out if yours can fit in me?”\n\nHoly fuck, she was doing it. She was initiating sex with him. His erection throbbed.\n\n“Ellie, what about our game?” Jamie asked.\n\nThe red vixen giggled. “How about a little break?”\n\nJamie rolled her eyes at her sister. “Oh, fine,” she said.\n\nEllie turned those pretty green eyes onto Teddy. Keith’s pretty green eyes. “So whaddaya say, Teddy? D’ya wanna try?”\n\n“Oh gods, yesyesyesyesyesyes,” Teddy choked out.\n \nShivers ran down the fennec’s spine as Ellie climbed up into his lap. He could feel the heat from her body as she ground her vulva against his penis. Without even thinking, his paws grabbed onto her ass, pulling her in against him.\n\nShe giggled. “Hee… that’s my butt!” Ellie said as she flexed her ass cheeks in his paws.\n\n“It’s a cute butt,” Teddy whispered.\n\nThe red vixen beamed and licked his nose. “Thanks!” Her hips rocked against him, teasing him so deliciously. “I gotta get m’self ready… sometimes my vagina doesn’ get super wet at first.”\n\nHe watched as she reached a paw down and grabbed onto his penis, rubbing his tip pointedly against her little clit. Fuck, she felt good against him…\n\nEllie grinned and wiggled a little in his lap. “Sometimes licking it can help get me ready… d’ya wanna try, Teddy?”\n\nThe fennec blushed. “I, uh, I can try? I can’t say I have a lot of, uh, practice doing oral on girls…”\n\nShe giggled and slipped out of his lap. “Well, ya won’t get better without practice! My teachers tell us that all the time.”\n\nThat vixen had a point. Teddy glanced at Jamie, then looked at Ellie. “Do you want to do it here, or maybe head up to the bedroom, be a little more… comfortable?”\n\n“Let’s do it on Daddy Keith’s bed!” Ellie said. She grabbed the fennec’s paws and pulled him up, then started leading up to the stairs. “You sure you don’t wanna play with us, Jamie?”\n\nThe arctic vixen blushed. “Umm… well, maybe…”\n\n“C’mon!” Ellie said. The red vixen didn’t wait for her sister’s response, insistently pulling Teddy along towards the stairs.\n\nTeddy floated behind her. His head was positively swimming. This couldn’t be for real. Was he really about to have a threesome with two eight year old cubs?\n\nHe followed Ellie into Keith’s bedroom - he still thought of it as that, even though for the past couple of months he’d been sharing it with the arctic fox. His tail wagged excitedly as Ellie released his paw and launched herself into Keith’s bed. She beamed at him as she rolled onto her back in the middle of the bed and spread her legs.\n\nIt was far from Teddy’s first time seeing Ellie’s vulva, but the first seeing it on display like this. Slowly he approached, climbing up into the bed and laying his trembling paws on her thighs. “Wow,” he muttered.\n\nEllie giggled and wiggled her hips. “What?” she asked.\n\n“It’s… so pretty,” Teddy muttered. He leaned in and pressed his nose to her vulva, inhaling her scent before running his tongue gently between her lips.\n\nA soft, giggly moan greeted his radar dishes. “Hee… am I tasty?” Ellie asked.\n\nTeddy couldn’t reply. His tongue was far too busy exploring the eight year old’s vulva. He explored between her lips, teased her little vaginal entrance, sought out and found her little clit… the whole time, her body trembled, and those delicious moans got louder the more he explored. Licking a girl was such a unique experience. There was flavor to explore, the light salty sweetness driving the fennec absolutely mad with desire.\n\nThe bed quaked a little, and Ellie’s moans were interrupted. He looked up to see Jamie and Ellie making out. It was a little awkward, but hot in equal measure. Fuck, if he wasn’t careful he might not even last long enough to see if he could fit his penis in the vixen’s vagina…\n\nAfter a couple minutes of tongue work, he snuck a finger in to press against her vagina. It slid right into her slickened passage. Much as he was enjoying the taste of her vagina, he lifted his muzzle. “Oh gods, Ellie… d-do you think you’re ready to t-try taking my cock?”\n\nShe broke off from her kiss with her twin and wiggled. “Probably! D’ya wanna try now?”\n\n“Gods yes,” Teddy moaned. 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A battle waged inside his head, a battle against his desire to press in fast, to plow the hell out of this little vixen, but he held back. Neither of them knew how deep she’d be able to take him, and he didn’t want to hurt her. That was the last thing he wanted. So he rocked slowly, easing in deeper, until…\n\nBoth foxes gasped as his groin greeted hers. He was fully inside her. A groan worked its way from deep within him, and he wrapped his arms around Ellie, hugging the vixen tight. His eyes squeezed shut as he soaked in the moment…\n\nThen he felt his penis throbbing inside her. Fuck! He was ejaculating already! Just putting it in was enough to get him to climax inside her!\n\n“Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuuuuuuuck…” Teddy muttered.\n\nEllie giggled. “You said a bad word!”\n\nGods, that reminder that he was fucking a cub… Teddy couldn’t help but burst out laughing. “Oh, Ellie…”\n\nThe vixen giggled and poked his nose. “You gonna hump me now?” she asked.\n\n“I… can try?” Teddy said. “But, uh… I think I already squirted inside you, so I-“\n\n“Aww! Already?” Ellie said.\n\nTeddy blushed. “Well… you feel really good inside,” he muttered.\n\nShe giggled again and kissed him on the lips. “It’s okay. Can we still try?” she asked.\n\nHe nodded and braced his paws on the bed. He eased his hips back, and tried to push back in. The fennec managed a couple of thrusts before his refractory period caught up with him and his softening penis slipped out of her.\n\n“S-sorry,” Teddy muttered.\n\nEllie reached down and dipped a finger into her creamed vagina, then withdrew it and took a little taste. “It’s okay! Maybe another time we can try to go for longer?”\n\nAnother time. Even though he barely fucked her this time, she wanted to do it again. “Y-yeah!” Teddy said. “Umm… I might be able to go again later… just need to rest a little first…”\n\nShe nodded, then turned her attention to her twin sister. “Jamie, do you wanna play till then?”\n\nJamie shrugged. “I dunno…”\n\nTeddy bit his lip. Much as he’d like to get with both of the twins, he didn’t want to force himself into their lives. “Would it help if I have you girls some privacy?”\n\n“M-maybe?” Jamie said.\n\nHe chuckled and patted the arctic vixen’s shoulder. “You girls have fun… I’ll catch up with you later.”\n\nTearing himself away from the girls was hard, but he had to respect their boundaries. Both girls were likely to report their afternoon activities to Keith and Dan, and the last thing he wanted was for them to have anything negative to say about him. The fennec closed the door behind him as he left the bedroom. Maybe Jamie would warm up to him, and maybe she wouldn’t, and he’d have to be okay with either outcome.\n \nThe fennec decided to plant himself in the living room. There were plenty of reasons that Jamie might not want to play with him, sure. He wondered what he may have contributed. Did he make her uncomfortable? Did he push her boundaries too far?\n\nFuck, what if he had? He could think of plenty of things that might’ve made the girl uncomfortable and ruined any shot he might’ve had of playing with her again. Had he been that much of an idiot? It was definitely possible. Probable, even.\n\nAnd what about the boy, Robbie? He may not have found the boy’s size particularly appealing, but if he asked, Teddy knew that he’d happily do anything the twelve year old might’ve wanted. The trick was getting him comfortable enough to ask. And some of his friends were hot as hell, too. What he wouldn’t give for another go with Martin… even that little border collie friend of theirs, Isaac’s boy, was exceptionally cute. He might even have an in with him if Isaac might look the other way if he pursued that sexy little thing…\n\nOh gods, what was he doing? Was he really thinking about how to convince his boyfriends’ cubs and their friends to want to sleep with him? Maybe he really was a monster. Especially thinking about Isaac’s cub. \n\nFor fuck’s sake, after the shit they’d been through as cubs, how could he possibly even think of his friend’s cub like that? Maybe Keith and Dan and Terry were sexually open with their cubs, but Isaac? There was no way he would.\n\nHell, HE shouldn’t be doing what he was doing! There was so much wrong with what he was doing and thinking… so, so, SO much.\n\nNot for the first time, Teddy found himself spiraling. So many plans, so much thought into ways to end himself… would any of them work now? He certainly couldn’t put them into action at Keith’s house, not while he was still supposed to be watching the twins. But maybe he could head out into the city once they were back, find a nice bridge to jump off of, or…\n\nNo, he couldn’t REALLY do that, could he? It wouldn’t be fair to Keith, or Dan… and wouldn’t he just be proving his ex right?\n\nEnding himself wasn’t the solution. He would talk to Keith about it tonight. That was the right move. Difficult, sure, but correct.\n\nTeddy sighed and went to hunt down his phone. He wasn’t sure when Keith would be back, but maybe he could message some of his online friends until then. It’d be a welcome distraction. Obviously he couldn’t share what had just happened between him and Ellie, but he could at least talk around the feelings.\n\nThankfully, a couple of his friends were available to chat. It didn’t help much, though. Their reassurances that he wasn’t horrible rang hollow when they didn’t have the full context of what had happened. But telling them would invite questions he didn’t want to answer, not to mention putting his entire life and his new family in jeopardy. The absolute last thing he wanted was the cops involved.\n \n“Whatcha dooooin?”\n\nThe fennec gasped and instinctively locked his phone. How long had Ellie and Jamie been behind him?\n\n“Oh, uh, j-just chatting with some friends,” Teddy said as he glanced back at the girls. “You done playing for now?”\n\n“For now!” Ellie said. “Wanna play some video games with us?”\n\nTheir smiles suggested that they hadn’t actually read anything over the fennec’s shoulder, which was probably for the best. He wouldn’t want to worry them. “Oh, uh… s-sure, why not?”\n\nThe twins cheered and ran around to sit on the couch with him. Maybe playing games with the girls like a normal adult would help to alleviate some of his anxiety.\n\nThis time around they picked a turn based game. It gave Teddy a few moments to let his friends know that he’d be busy and not to worry.\n\nOnce he relaxed a little, he actually started to have a good time with the cubs. Funny how not overthinking things could help. It was a good reminder to him that the twins were just that: cubs. They weren’t horny little sex demons like him. Not all the time, at least. And loving them meant so much more than just what his dick wanted to do.\n\nThey had just wrapped up their game when the front door opened. The twins squealed and put their controllers down, then ran up to give Keith a hug as he closed the door behind him.\n\n“Hey, kits!” Keith said as he hugged the eight year olds. “How was your day?”\n\n“Good!” Ellie said. She gave him a quick recount of the school day. Teddy’s heart beat faster as she finished. “Then we came home an’ played some games with Teddy!” The red vixen giggled. “He can fit his whole penis in my vagina!”\n\nKeith smirked. “Oh can he, now?”\n\n“Yeah!” Ellie said. “Just like my brother! It felt real nice, but he squirted like instantly and couldn’t keep it in me, so Jamie and I played some instead.”\n\nThe male arctic fox nodded. “I see… and have you had dinner yet?” he asked.\n\n“Not yet!” Jamie said. “I am gettin’ hungry, though…”\n\n“Me, too!” Ellie said.\n\nKeith patted their heads and looked over to the couch. “Well, Teddy, think you’re up for cooking dinner with me, or should we order out?”\n\nTeddy blushed. “Umm… c-could we order some takeout?”\n\nHis boyfriend laughed. “Sure thing.” After a quick discussion, they settled on ordering pizza, and Keith joined them for another game while they waited for delivery.\n\nIt felt weird, doing something so mundane with his boyfriend and his kits after the fennec had had a sexual encounter with the twins… Part of him screamed that Keith should be mad at him, should hate him for what he was doing and thinking. But then, the arctic fox was sexually open with his cubs, too. Wouldn’t it be hypocritical of him?\n\nThere was just too much going on in his head for his own good.\n\nWhen the food arrived, the family paused their game to eat. Keith answered the door and made sure to keep it angled so the delivery fur wouldn’t see the naked cubs and fennec, and once he closed the door, the arctic fox stripped right down with them. Nudity was so normal in this house.\n\nThe evening wore on, until finally Keith sent the twins up to get ready for bed. Ellie protested, but Jamie managed to convince her to go up with her. That arctic vixen seemed to have the red wrapped around her finger. She looked so much like her father, too… save for her eyes, the trait that linked her to her mother. Teddy watched as they went upstairs. He didn’t notice Keith sitting down next to him until the snowy vulpine took his paw.\n\n“So… Ellie wanted you to fuck her, eh?” Keith said.\n\nTeddy sighed and nodded. “She did.” He closed his eyes and leaned into the arctic fox. He felt so warm.\n\n“Had fun?” Keith asked.\n\n“Sorta?” Teddy said. “It felt so good, I just… couldn’t hold back.” He bit his lip. “But… sometimes I worry…”\n\nKeith squeezed his paw. “Don’t be worried. I know it feels wrong, but we’re just letting them explore. As long as they get the choice, they’ll be fine.”\n\n“It’s not even that,” Teddy muttered. “I’ve been thinking about other cubs, too… that boy next door… Isaac’s boy… Ellie and Jamie’s brother… I feel disgusting wanting to get with all of them.”\n\n“You’re not disgusting for wanting it,” Keith said. “As long as you aren’t forcing them to do anything, you’re fine by me.” He paused for a moment. “I haven’t really talked to Chuck about sex or anything like that… but I know Martin’s interested in getting to play with you more. He’s just terrified of his parents finding out. And Robbie… well, he thinks you’re a little weird and you stare too much.”\n\nThat last one felt like a knife. “That boy’s perceptive,” Teddy muttered. He was quiet for a moment. How could he tell Keith what was on his mind?\n\n“Obviously I can’t speak for any of the cubs,” Keith said. “All I can say is… just try to get to know them. Enjoy the time with them. If things happen, they happen, and if they don’t, you at least got to have some fun times and make happy memories with them.”\n\nTeddy trembled. “Keith… sometimes I think about killing myself…”\n\nSilence fell between the two. Keith released his paw and instead put an arm around him. It was out there now. The ball was in Keith’s court.\n\n“Fuck,” Keith muttered. “I can’t pretend to know what that’s like… but I’m here for you.”\n\n“Why, though?” Teddy asked. “I’m broken, I’m a monster, I’m a freak, I deserve to die.”\n\nKeith pulled him in close. “Teddy… you’re not a monster or a freak. You’re just different, and that’s not necessarily a bad thing. I know you. You wouldn’t hurt a cub. You haven’t hurt mine.” He kissed the fennec’s forehead. “And maybe you’re broken, but sometimes broken things are still beautiful.”\n\nWas all of that really true, though? Sure, Teddy hadn’t hurt a cub YET, but who was to say that he would always be in control? And broken things being beautiful? Bullshit.\n\n“I still love you, Teddy,” Keith whispered.\n\nTeddy sighed and squeezed the arctic fox, burying his face in Keith’s chest. Maybe he didn’t believe what Keith was saying, but Keith believed it. That would have to be enough for now.\n \n“Daaaaaaddyyyyyyy!”\n\nGreat, Ellie was back while Teddy was being vulnerable. That’s exactly what he needed.\n\n“Hey, princess,” Keith said. “Everything alright?”\n\nThe fennec kept his eyes closed. He didn’t want to see the vixen right now.\n\n“I wanted to know if I could sleep with you an’ Teddy tonight.”\n\nKeith patted Teddy’s head. “Well, I think that’d be up to Teddy. What do you say?”\n\n“I… I don’t know if that’s a good idea tonight,” Teddy whispered. He could feel tears welling in his eyes. Was he really going to cry in front of a cub?\n\n“Aww… why not?” Ellie asked.\n\n“Now, now, Ellie,” Keith said. “’No’ is a complete sentence. Maybe another night, okay?”\n\n“Okay,” Ellie said. She sounded disappointed. “Can I have a hug before bed?”\n\nThe arctic fox chuckled. “Always, sweetie. C’mere.”\n\nTeddy gritted his teeth as he heard the vixen run towards them. To his surprise, she hugged the both of them, not just Keith. Thankfully that was as far as things went.\n\n“Love you, Daddy Keith! Love you, Teddy!” Ellie said. She kissed both males, then ran back upstairs.\n\nAs soon as she was gone, Teddy broke down crying in Keith’s arms. This was all too much. How could Ellie love him when he was such a monster?\n\nKeith held the fennec close while he wept.\n\n“Everything will be alright, Teddy,” Keith whispered. “It might not feel like it now, but it will be.” He nuzzled between the fennec’s ears. “If I didn’t trust you, I wouldn’t have left you alone with the twins today. You know that, right?”\n\n“I guess,” Teddy muttered. Much as he hated to admit it, Keith had a point. He must have done something right to earn the arctic fox’s trust.\n\nUnless he’d only tricked them all into trusting him.\n\nNo, stop spiraling.\n\n“Come on,” Keith said. “Let’s head up to bed. Maybe a good sleep will help you feel better.”\n\nIt was hard to see how that would affect anything, but Teddy was willing to give it a try. Keith trusted Teddy. Maybe he should try trusting Keith, too. And trusting himself the way his boyfriend did.\n\nHe sighed as he eased up. Keith took his paw and led him upstairs. They climbed into bed together, and the fennec again found himself in Keith’s arms.\n\nAfter a few moments, Keith kissed his ear. “So… you don’t have to answer this question, but I’m curious: why didn’t you think it was a good idea for Ellie to join us in bed?”\n\nTeddy bit his lip. “What if she asks me to fuck her again?”\n\nKeith chuckled. “Then you choose in that moment what you want. It’s okay to say ‘no’ to the cubs, and we’ve had conversations with them about consent going both ways. If you don’t want to, you just tell her ‘no.’ If she protests, remind her about consent.”\n\nThe fennec squirmed. “W-what if I do things to her while I’m asleep?”\n\n“Like what?” Keith asked.\n\n“Like… you know… touching her… grinding against her,” Teddy muttered. “Something sexual.”\n\nHis boyfriend rolled his eyes. “Teddy… stop catastrophizing. If it happens, we’ll cross that bridge in the moment. Deal?”\n\nDammit, why did Keith have to be so reasonable? “Deal,” Teddy muttered.\n\nKeith nodded and kissed Teddy’s forehead. “Alright… again, we don’t have to do it tonight, but we can at least talk about it. It may happen sooner or later, and I don’t want you to feel like you can’t share a bed with Ellie just because of what ‘may’ happen. Besides… you shared a bed fine with Jamie before Terry and I gave you the green light with our cubs. I think you’ll be okay.”\n\nThat was true. But it felt different now that he didn’t have to hide his desires from his boyfriend, or from the cubs. He sighed. For now, he would just have to trust Keith. In all their years of friendship, when had the arctic fox steered him wrong?\n\nA knock on the door sent a shiver down Teddy’s spine. That girl was persistent.\n\nThankfully, Keith got up to answer the door rather than inviting his daughter in. He kept his back towards the door. Seeing her might be too much right now, and he didn’t want her to see him crying.\n\n“Is Teddy okay?” Jamie asked. Oh. Not the vixen he was expecting.\n\n“That’s… complicated, princess,” Keith said.\n\n“Is he sad ‘cause Ellie played sex with him and I didn’t?” Jamie whispered. Despite how quietly she was talking, the fennec could hear her very clearly.\n\n“No, no, it’s nothing like that,” Keith whispered. “It’s just… well, I don’t want to speak for him. He’s got a lot on his mind. We might have to have a big talk as a family soon.”\n\n“Okay,” Jamie whispered. “We’re just worried…”\n\nGreat, he worried the twins. That was exactly what Teddy wanted. Maybe he really SHOULD end himself…\n\n“I think everything will be okay,” Keith said. “We just have some things to figure out. All of us. But for now, try to get some sleep. We’ll talk again soon, okay, kits?”\n\n“Okay, Daddy Keith.” This time it was Ellie responding. She must have tagged along.\n\nHe heard the soft click of the door closing, then felt the bed shift as Keith climbed back in. The arctic fox snuggled up against him, pulling him into a tight embrace.\n\n“Love you, Teddy,” Keith whispered.\n\nTeddy bit his lip. “Love you, too,” he replied.\n\n“We’ll figure things out together,” Keith whispered.\n\n“Are you sure I’m worth all the trouble I’m causing?” Teddy asked.\n\n“Trouble? What are you…” Keith paused. “Yes, Teddy, you’re worth every moment of struggle. Who else could I possibly share this aspect of our family with?”\n\nThat caught the fennec off guard. Keith really had a point there. It wasn’t exactly something Keith or Dan or Terry could be open about to just anyfur… and if anything, they had a lot more to lose than he did.\n\n“Fair,” Teddy muttered.\n\nKeith squeezed him. “I’ll talk to Dan and Terry about a family meeting soon,” Keith whispered. “I think we all need to talk about our feelings and figure out where things are. How’s that sound?”\n\n“Scary,” Teddy replied. The word snuck up on him, but it was the only one to describe how it felt.\n\n“I’m sure,” Keith said. “But I think it might be good for us to all get some things clear between us. Think about it, okay? It doesn’t have to be tomorrow, or the next day… we can even look into the new year, if you think you can survive Christmas before airing things out.”\n\nCould he? Surely he could manage that much. “I think after Christmas might be… better,” he choked out.\n\n“Alright,” Keith said. He nuzzled into the fennec. “Sleep well, love.”\n\nTeddy kissed Keith’s chest and clung to him. Just a couple more weeks to get through, and he could use that time to sort out his own feelings and get them under control. That was at least something. The rest they could figure out together.",
  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'><div class='align_center'>Intimate Matters</div><br /><br />CONTENT WARNING: The following story contains GRAPHIC SCENES OF A SEXUALLY EXPLICIT NATURE between an ADULT and a CUB, as well as DISCUSSION AND FEELINGS AROUND SUICIDE. Yeah, not even going to try to sugarcoat that last one. Continuing the heavier themes alongside the porn. If you just want the fun bits and don&rsquo;t want the emotionally challenging stuff, stop reading after the sex scene. Otherwise&hellip; well, be prepared for what you&rsquo;re getting into.<br /><br /><br />&nbsp;<br />Never before had Teddy been so nervous behind the wheel of a car. He knew exactly where he was going, but it boggled his mind that he was doing it. The fennec was on the way to Country Elementary School to pick up his boyfriend&rsquo;s kits.<br /><br />Just a couple weeks ago, Terry and Keith had both filled out the paperwork to let the fennec pick up the girls, and now he was actually being entrusted to do so. Dan and Keith were on an all-day date out in Boston, and Terry had work, which left the fennec in charge of picking up the twins. It was a daunting task.<br /><br />If he was honest, it really shouldn&rsquo;t be that scary. They were just two eight year olds, after all. But they were eight year olds who he had a green light to have sex with, if the vixens were so inclined. So far, they hadn&rsquo;t taken advantage of the green light that they had been given, but now he was going to be alone with them. There was every possibility that something could happen. And his erection desperately, DESPERATELY wanted something to happen.<br /><br />It wasn&rsquo;t even that his sex life was unsatisfactory. Quite the contrary. Keith and Dan were very generous lovers, though both in very different styles. Dan was a soft, gentle top, and Keith was wild and dominant. He loved them both, and they kept him very satisfied, but he still had his&hellip; other&hellip; needs&hellip; that they just couldn&rsquo;t satisfy. Looking at their cubs was nice - VERY nice - but the fennec wanted more.<br /><br />Robbie was an unlikely candidate. That fox was very shy. He&rsquo;d only once tried to initiate with Dan, at least according to the fur himself, and that was someone he really trusted. Best not to count on him.<br /><br />Martin&hellip; oh lord, what he wouldn&rsquo;t give to have another go with that wolf. But the only time he saw him was at the Langley house, and the wolf was always too preoccupied with his boyfriend to pay the fennec much mind there. Which made sense, of course, but was still disappointing.<br /><br />Jamie was more promising. She&rsquo;d attempted to explore with him before, but he&rsquo;d rebuffed. It was probably for the best, given the conversation he had with Keith, but it was still disappointing that she hadn&rsquo;t tried anything since. He&rsquo;d love to get a chance to play with her little cock. Maybe today would be the day&hellip;<br /><br />And then there was Ellie. That girl was a firecracker. When she wanted something, she&rsquo;d go for it. He knew for a fact that she&rsquo;d already played with both Dan and Keith. Both males told him about it, and even speculated that it was only a matter of time before she&rsquo;d turn her sexual appetite on him. He desperately hoped it were true.<br /><br />Butterflies filled the fennec&rsquo;s stomach as he guided Keith&rsquo;s car into the line of vehicles to pick up cubs outside the school. This was it. He was about to pick up the twins.<br /><br />The line wound forward. He knew the procedure, but it was still weird seeing it in action.<br /><br />When he got to the front of the line he rolled down the passenger window. &ldquo;H-hello. I&rsquo;m Th-Theodore Cooke. I&rsquo;m here to pick up Jamie Caulfield and Ellie Langley,&rdquo; he said.<br /><br />The teacher tapped her tablet a few times. &ldquo;Ah, there you are, Mr. Cooke. Alright, one moment.&rdquo; She turned to the door and called out their names, and out came the twins.<br /><br />&ldquo;Teddy!&rdquo; Jamie said.<br /><br />&ldquo;Hey, kits,&rdquo; Teddy said. He watched as the twins climbed into the back of the car and got their seatbelts buckled. &ldquo;H-how was school?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Good!&rdquo; Ellie said. &ldquo;Why isn&rsquo;t Daddy Dan picking us up today?&rdquo;<br /><br />The fennec chuckled as he rolled the window up. &ldquo;Keith took the day off to take Dan on a date in the city. So it&rsquo;s just us for a few hours.&rdquo;<br /><br />The twins giggled. At least they seemed enthusiastic about having some time with just him.<br /><br />As he drove them home, Ellie recounted the school day. Jamie piped up here and there to add a detail, but it was definitely the Ellie show. The red vixen was the talker of the twins, that much was certain.<br />&nbsp;<br />His nerves started winding up again when he pulled the car into the Caulfield garage. If he knew anything about the twins, it was that as soon as they were in the house, their clothes would be gone.<br /><br />Sure enough, as soon as they were in the house, Ellie stripped, the vixen tossing her dress and panties on the couch. Her sister was right behind her in getting undressed.<br /><br />&ldquo;Girls, hamper,&rdquo; Teddy reminded them.<br /><br />&ldquo;Oh, right,&rdquo; Ellie said.<br /><br />&ldquo;Sorry, Teddy!&rdquo; Jamie said.<br /><br />He got quite the eyeful as the girls grabbed up their clothes and ran upstairs. Barely a minute later, they were running back down, completely unabashed by their nudity. Gods how he loved his boyfriends&rsquo; family.<br /><br />&ldquo;Aren&rsquo;tcha gonna get undressed, too?&rdquo; Ellie asked as she reached the bottom of the stairs.<br /><br />The fennec&rsquo;s ears flushed. &ldquo;Oh, of course I am,&rdquo; he said. His paws trembled as he stripped before the two vixens. It was one thing to be naked around the twins with his boyfriends or the kits&rsquo; mom around, but quite another to be completely alone with them.<br /><br />&ldquo;Hee&hellip; someone&rsquo;s poky!&rdquo; Ellie said.<br /><br />Teddy&rsquo;s blush only deepened. He&rsquo;d been sporting an erection ever since he got in the car. Having the vixen point it out wasn&rsquo;t helping matters.<br /><br />&ldquo;Well, can you blame me, with two cute naked girls with me?&rdquo; Teddy asked.<br /><br />Ellie giggled. &ldquo;I guess not!&rdquo; She hugged the fennec, then ran for the kitchen. &ldquo;C&rsquo;mon, Jamie, let&rsquo;s get a snack!&rdquo;<br /><br />The red vixen certainly had an appetite, but not the one that Teddy was hoping for. He shook his head and went upstairs to drop off his clothes in the bedroom, then returned to supervise snack time.<br /><br />He needn&rsquo;t have worried. The twins had scrounged up a bowl of tortilla chips and a little bowl of salsa and were happily munching away.<br /><br />They were such cuties. Teddy could stare at them all day. He took a seat at the kitchen table and just watched them while they snacked and chatted about their day. It still boggled his mind how normal nudity was for them. He was a little jealous, if he was being honest. He never had friends who were comfortable with nudity. His family certainly wasn&rsquo;t. But hey, at least he&rsquo;d stumbled into the Caulfield-Langley polycule. He wouldn&rsquo;t trade that for the world.<br /><br />When the kits finished their snack, they got up and ran for the living room. The fennec followed. He didn&rsquo;t want those girls out of his sight.<br /><br />He found the twins sitting on opposite sides of the couch. In the few moments they&rsquo;d been alone, they&rsquo;d grabbed up Switch controllers and turned on the console.<br /><br />&ldquo;Do you wanna play with us?&rdquo; Jamie asked.<br /><br />Ellie giggled. &ldquo;Yeah, play with us, Teddy!&rdquo;<br /><br />The fennec blushed. He&rsquo;d be lying if he said he wasn&rsquo;t just a little sexually frustrated, but he knew the line. No initiating with the cubs. They had to come to him for it. &ldquo;Uh, I think I&rsquo;ll just watch for now,&rdquo; he said as he took a seat in between them.<br /><br />&ldquo;Okay!&rdquo; Ellie said.<br /><br />Teddy sighed as he settled in. Gods how he wanted to play with the twins. It pained him not to ask for what he desperately craved. Hopefully holding out would make it worth it in the end.<br /><br />As the twins got their game set up, they shifted on the couch. Before the fennec realized it, they were both snuggled at his sides. He put his arms around them, letting them get comfortable as they got into their racing game.<br /><br />He was glad he decided not to join in. Ellie absolutely dominated. The fennec wasn&rsquo;t sure his ego could stand getting beaten in a video game by an eight year old.<br /><br />They went for several rounds before Ellie started squirming against him. &ldquo;Hey, Teddy?&rdquo; the red vixen asked.<br /><br />&ldquo;Hm? Yes, Ellie?&rdquo; Teddy replied.<br /><br />The vixen glanced down at his penis, then looked up at him. &ldquo;Have you ever played with a girl before?&rdquo;<br /><br />Oh gods, what a question. Should he tell her the truth? Did he even have a reason to lie? &ldquo;Once,&rdquo; he muttered. &ldquo;She was a little younger than you are, though I guess now she&rsquo;d be older&hellip;&rdquo;<br /><br />Ellie giggled and nodded. &ldquo;Kay. Was jus&rsquo; wonderin&rsquo;.&rdquo; She turned her attention back to the fennec&rsquo;s cock. &ldquo;Hee&hellip; your peen doesn&rsquo;t look that much bigger&rsquo;n my brother&rsquo;s!&rdquo;<br /><br />Great, being compared to a twelve year old. That&rsquo;s what Teddy needed. &ldquo;Uh, y-yeah, I guess it isn&rsquo;t&hellip;&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Daddy Keith and Daddy Dan couldn&rsquo;t get their peens all the way inside me, but my brother can,&rdquo; Ellie said matter-of-factly. &ldquo;Do you wanna find out if yours can fit in me?&rdquo;<br /><br />Holy fuck, she was doing it. She was initiating sex with him. His erection throbbed.<br /><br />&ldquo;Ellie, what about our game?&rdquo; Jamie asked.<br /><br />The red vixen giggled. &ldquo;How about a little break?&rdquo;<br /><br />Jamie rolled her eyes at her sister. &ldquo;Oh, fine,&rdquo; she said.<br /><br />Ellie turned those pretty green eyes onto Teddy. Keith&rsquo;s pretty green eyes. &ldquo;So whaddaya say, Teddy? D&rsquo;ya wanna try?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Oh gods, yesyesyesyesyesyes,&rdquo; Teddy choked out.<br />&nbsp;<br />Shivers ran down the fennec&rsquo;s spine as Ellie climbed up into his lap. He could feel the heat from her body as she ground her vulva against his penis. Without even thinking, his paws grabbed onto her ass, pulling her in against him.<br /><br />She giggled. &ldquo;Hee&hellip; that&rsquo;s my butt!&rdquo; Ellie said as she flexed her ass cheeks in his paws.<br /><br />&ldquo;It&rsquo;s a cute butt,&rdquo; Teddy whispered.<br /><br />The red vixen beamed and licked his nose. &ldquo;Thanks!&rdquo; Her hips rocked against him, teasing him so deliciously. &ldquo;I gotta get m&rsquo;self ready&hellip; sometimes my vagina doesn&rsquo; get super wet at first.&rdquo;<br /><br />He watched as she reached a paw down and grabbed onto his penis, rubbing his tip pointedly against her little clit. Fuck, she felt good against him&hellip;<br /><br />Ellie grinned and wiggled a little in his lap. &ldquo;Sometimes licking it can help get me ready&hellip; d&rsquo;ya wanna try, Teddy?&rdquo;<br /><br />The fennec blushed. &ldquo;I, uh, I can try? I can&rsquo;t say I have a lot of, uh, practice doing oral on girls&hellip;&rdquo;<br /><br />She giggled and slipped out of his lap. &ldquo;Well, ya won&rsquo;t get better without practice! My teachers tell us that all the time.&rdquo;<br /><br />That vixen had a point. Teddy glanced at Jamie, then looked at Ellie. &ldquo;Do you want to do it here, or maybe head up to the bedroom, be a little more&hellip; comfortable?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Let&rsquo;s do it on Daddy Keith&rsquo;s bed!&rdquo; Ellie said. She grabbed the fennec&rsquo;s paws and pulled him up, then started leading up to the stairs. &ldquo;You sure you don&rsquo;t wanna play with us, Jamie?&rdquo;<br /><br />The arctic vixen blushed. &ldquo;Umm&hellip; well, maybe&hellip;&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;C&rsquo;mon!&rdquo; Ellie said. The red vixen didn&rsquo;t wait for her sister&rsquo;s response, insistently pulling Teddy along towards the stairs.<br /><br />Teddy floated behind her. His head was positively swimming. This couldn&rsquo;t be for real. Was he really about to have a threesome with two eight year old cubs?<br /><br />He followed Ellie into Keith&rsquo;s bedroom - he still thought of it as that, even though for the past couple of months he&rsquo;d been sharing it with the arctic fox. His tail wagged excitedly as Ellie released his paw and launched herself into Keith&rsquo;s bed. She beamed at him as she rolled onto her back in the middle of the bed and spread her legs.<br /><br />It was far from Teddy&rsquo;s first time seeing Ellie&rsquo;s vulva, but the first seeing it on display like this. Slowly he approached, climbing up into the bed and laying his trembling paws on her thighs. &ldquo;Wow,&rdquo; he muttered.<br /><br />Ellie giggled and wiggled her hips. &ldquo;What?&rdquo; she asked.<br /><br />&ldquo;It&rsquo;s&hellip; so pretty,&rdquo; Teddy muttered. He leaned in and pressed his nose to her vulva, inhaling her scent before running his tongue gently between her lips.<br /><br />A soft, giggly moan greeted his radar dishes. &ldquo;Hee&hellip; am I tasty?&rdquo; Ellie asked.<br /><br />Teddy couldn&rsquo;t reply. His tongue was far too busy exploring the eight year old&rsquo;s vulva. He explored between her lips, teased her little vaginal entrance, sought out and found her little clit&hellip; the whole time, her body trembled, and those delicious moans got louder the more he explored. Licking a girl was such a unique experience. There was flavor to explore, the light salty sweetness driving the fennec absolutely mad with desire.<br /><br />The bed quaked a little, and Ellie&rsquo;s moans were interrupted. He looked up to see Jamie and Ellie making out. It was a little awkward, but hot in equal measure. Fuck, if he wasn&rsquo;t careful he might not even last long enough to see if he could fit his penis in the vixen&rsquo;s vagina&hellip;<br /><br />After a couple minutes of tongue work, he snuck a finger in to press against her vagina. It slid right into her slickened passage. Much as he was enjoying the taste of her vagina, he lifted his muzzle. &ldquo;Oh gods, Ellie&hellip; d-do you think you&rsquo;re ready to t-try taking my cock?&rdquo;<br /><br />She broke off from her kiss with her twin and wiggled. &ldquo;Probably! D&rsquo;ya wanna try now?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Gods yes,&rdquo; Teddy moaned. He pushed himself up and scooted forward, bringing his groin to hers. &ldquo;I-is missionary okay?&rdquo;<br /><br />Ellie tilted her head. &ldquo;What&rsquo;s missionary?&rdquo;<br /><br />Right, she was eight&hellip; &ldquo;Oh, just like&hellip; you lying on your back and me on top,&rdquo; Teddy said. &ldquo;We can do it a different way if you prefer.&rdquo;<br /><br />The vixen giggled. &ldquo;We can try like this!&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Jamie, do you wanna play with us too while Teddy puts his penis in me?&rdquo;<br /><br />He kept his ears perked for the arctic vixen&rsquo;s answer as he rubbed his penis against Ellie&rsquo;s vulva. What would she say? His mind ran through possibility after possibility as his tip found the vixen&rsquo;s entrance. This was it. His eyes were firmly locked on Ellie&rsquo;s groin as he eased his hips forward, watching as his tip spread those lips and disappeared between them into the vixen&rsquo;s snug little passage.<br /><br />Teddy&rsquo;s whole body quaked as he rocked his hips forward, his paws moving to grasp the vixen&rsquo;s hips. He was inside her now, and easing in deeper. A battle waged inside his head, a battle against his desire to press in fast, to plow the hell out of this little vixen, but he held back. Neither of them knew how deep she&rsquo;d be able to take him, and he didn&rsquo;t want to hurt her. That was the last thing he wanted. So he rocked slowly, easing in deeper, until&hellip;<br /><br />Both foxes gasped as his groin greeted hers. He was fully inside her. A groan worked its way from deep within him, and he wrapped his arms around Ellie, hugging the vixen tight. His eyes squeezed shut as he soaked in the moment&hellip;<br /><br />Then he felt his penis throbbing inside her. Fuck! He was ejaculating already! Just putting it in was enough to get him to climax inside her!<br /><br />&ldquo;Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuuuuuuuck&hellip;&rdquo; Teddy muttered.<br /><br />Ellie giggled. &ldquo;You said a bad word!&rdquo;<br /><br />Gods, that reminder that he was fucking a cub&hellip; Teddy couldn&rsquo;t help but burst out laughing. &ldquo;Oh, Ellie&hellip;&rdquo;<br /><br />The vixen giggled and poked his nose. &ldquo;You gonna hump me now?&rdquo; she asked.<br /><br />&ldquo;I&hellip; can try?&rdquo; Teddy said. &ldquo;But, uh&hellip; I think I already squirted inside you, so I-&ldquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Aww! Already?&rdquo; Ellie said.<br /><br />Teddy blushed. &ldquo;Well&hellip; you feel really good inside,&rdquo; he muttered.<br /><br />She giggled again and kissed him on the lips. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s okay. Can we still try?&rdquo; she asked.<br /><br />He nodded and braced his paws on the bed. He eased his hips back, and tried to push back in. The fennec managed a couple of thrusts before his refractory period caught up with him and his softening penis slipped out of her.<br /><br />&ldquo;S-sorry,&rdquo; Teddy muttered.<br /><br />Ellie reached down and dipped a finger into her creamed vagina, then withdrew it and took a little taste. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s okay! Maybe another time we can try to go for longer?&rdquo;<br /><br />Another time. Even though he barely fucked her this time, she wanted to do it again. &ldquo;Y-yeah!&rdquo; Teddy said. &ldquo;Umm&hellip; I might be able to go again later&hellip; just need to rest a little first&hellip;&rdquo;<br /><br />She nodded, then turned her attention to her twin sister. &ldquo;Jamie, do you wanna play till then?&rdquo;<br /><br />Jamie shrugged. &ldquo;I dunno&hellip;&rdquo;<br /><br />Teddy bit his lip. Much as he&rsquo;d like to get with both of the twins, he didn&rsquo;t want to force himself into their lives. &ldquo;Would it help if I have you girls some privacy?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;M-maybe?&rdquo; Jamie said.<br /><br />He chuckled and patted the arctic vixen&rsquo;s shoulder. &ldquo;You girls have fun&hellip; I&rsquo;ll catch up with you later.&rdquo;<br /><br />Tearing himself away from the girls was hard, but he had to respect their boundaries. Both girls were likely to report their afternoon activities to Keith and Dan, and the last thing he wanted was for them to have anything negative to say about him. The fennec closed the door behind him as he left the bedroom. Maybe Jamie would warm up to him, and maybe she wouldn&rsquo;t, and he&rsquo;d have to be okay with either outcome.<br />&nbsp;<br />The fennec decided to plant himself in the living room. There were plenty of reasons that Jamie might not want to play with him, sure. He wondered what he may have contributed. Did he make her uncomfortable? Did he push her boundaries too far?<br /><br />Fuck, what if he had? He could think of plenty of things that might&rsquo;ve made the girl uncomfortable and ruined any shot he might&rsquo;ve had of playing with her again. Had he been that much of an idiot? It was definitely possible. Probable, even.<br /><br />And what about the boy, Robbie? He may not have found the boy&rsquo;s size particularly appealing, but if he asked, Teddy knew that he&rsquo;d happily do anything the twelve year old might&rsquo;ve wanted. The trick was getting him comfortable enough to ask. And some of his friends were hot as hell, too. What he wouldn&rsquo;t give for another go with Martin&hellip; even that little border collie friend of theirs, Isaac&rsquo;s boy, was exceptionally cute. He might even have an in with him if Isaac might look the other way if he pursued that sexy little thing&hellip;<br /><br />Oh gods, what was he doing? Was he really thinking about how to convince his boyfriends&rsquo; cubs and their friends to want to sleep with him? Maybe he really was a monster. Especially thinking about Isaac&rsquo;s cub. <br /><br />For fuck&rsquo;s sake, after the shit they&rsquo;d been through as cubs, how could he possibly even think of his friend&rsquo;s cub like that? Maybe Keith and Dan and Terry were sexually open with their cubs, but Isaac? There was no way he would.<br /><br />Hell, HE shouldn&rsquo;t be doing what he was doing! There was so much wrong with what he was doing and thinking&hellip; so, so, SO much.<br /><br />Not for the first time, Teddy found himself spiraling. So many plans, so much thought into ways to end himself&hellip; would any of them work now? He certainly couldn&rsquo;t put them into action at Keith&rsquo;s house, not while he was still supposed to be watching the twins. But maybe he could head out into the city once they were back, find a nice bridge to jump off of, or&hellip;<br /><br />No, he couldn&rsquo;t REALLY do that, could he? It wouldn&rsquo;t be fair to Keith, or Dan&hellip; and wouldn&rsquo;t he just be proving his ex right?<br /><br />Ending himself wasn&rsquo;t the solution. He would talk to Keith about it tonight. That was the right move. Difficult, sure, but correct.<br /><br />Teddy sighed and went to hunt down his phone. He wasn&rsquo;t sure when Keith would be back, but maybe he could message some of his online friends until then. It&rsquo;d be a welcome distraction. Obviously he couldn&rsquo;t share what had just happened between him and Ellie, but he could at least talk around the feelings.<br /><br />Thankfully, a couple of his friends were available to chat. It didn&rsquo;t help much, though. Their reassurances that he wasn&rsquo;t horrible rang hollow when they didn&rsquo;t have the full context of what had happened. But telling them would invite questions he didn&rsquo;t want to answer, not to mention putting his entire life and his new family in jeopardy. The absolute last thing he wanted was the cops involved.<br />&nbsp;<br />&ldquo;Whatcha dooooin?&rdquo;<br /><br />The fennec gasped and instinctively locked his phone. How long had Ellie and Jamie been behind him?<br /><br />&ldquo;Oh, uh, j-just chatting with some friends,&rdquo; Teddy said as he glanced back at the girls. &ldquo;You done playing for now?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;For now!&rdquo; Ellie said. &ldquo;Wanna play some video games with us?&rdquo;<br /><br />Their smiles suggested that they hadn&rsquo;t actually read anything over the fennec&rsquo;s shoulder, which was probably for the best. He wouldn&rsquo;t want to worry them. &ldquo;Oh, uh&hellip; s-sure, why not?&rdquo;<br /><br />The twins cheered and ran around to sit on the couch with him. Maybe playing games with the girls like a normal adult would help to alleviate some of his anxiety.<br /><br />This time around they picked a turn based game. It gave Teddy a few moments to let his friends know that he&rsquo;d be busy and not to worry.<br /><br />Once he relaxed a little, he actually started to have a good time with the cubs. Funny how not overthinking things could help. It was a good reminder to him that the twins were just that: cubs. They weren&rsquo;t horny little sex demons like him. Not all the time, at least. And loving them meant so much more than just what his dick wanted to do.<br /><br />They had just wrapped up their game when the front door opened. The twins squealed and put their controllers down, then ran up to give Keith a hug as he closed the door behind him.<br /><br />&ldquo;Hey, kits!&rdquo; Keith said as he hugged the eight year olds. &ldquo;How was your day?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Good!&rdquo; Ellie said. She gave him a quick recount of the school day. Teddy&rsquo;s heart beat faster as she finished. &ldquo;Then we came home an&rsquo; played some games with Teddy!&rdquo; The red vixen giggled. &ldquo;He can fit his whole penis in my vagina!&rdquo;<br /><br />Keith smirked. &ldquo;Oh can he, now?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Yeah!&rdquo; Ellie said. &ldquo;Just like my brother! It felt real nice, but he squirted like instantly and couldn&rsquo;t keep it in me, so Jamie and I played some instead.&rdquo;<br /><br />The male arctic fox nodded. &ldquo;I see&hellip; and have you had dinner yet?&rdquo; he asked.<br /><br />&ldquo;Not yet!&rdquo; Jamie said. &ldquo;I am gettin&rsquo; hungry, though&hellip;&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Me, too!&rdquo; Ellie said.<br /><br />Keith patted their heads and looked over to the couch. &ldquo;Well, Teddy, think you&rsquo;re up for cooking dinner with me, or should we order out?&rdquo;<br /><br />Teddy blushed. &ldquo;Umm&hellip; c-could we order some takeout?&rdquo;<br /><br />His boyfriend laughed. &ldquo;Sure thing.&rdquo; After a quick discussion, they settled on ordering pizza, and Keith joined them for another game while they waited for delivery.<br /><br />It felt weird, doing something so mundane with his boyfriend and his kits after the fennec had had a sexual encounter with the twins&hellip; Part of him screamed that Keith should be mad at him, should hate him for what he was doing and thinking. But then, the arctic fox was sexually open with his cubs, too. Wouldn&rsquo;t it be hypocritical of him?<br /><br />There was just too much going on in his head for his own good.<br /><br />When the food arrived, the family paused their game to eat. Keith answered the door and made sure to keep it angled so the delivery fur wouldn&rsquo;t see the naked cubs and fennec, and once he closed the door, the arctic fox stripped right down with them. Nudity was so normal in this house.<br /><br />The evening wore on, until finally Keith sent the twins up to get ready for bed. Ellie protested, but Jamie managed to convince her to go up with her. That arctic vixen seemed to have the red wrapped around her finger. She looked so much like her father, too&hellip; save for her eyes, the trait that linked her to her mother. Teddy watched as they went upstairs. He didn&rsquo;t notice Keith sitting down next to him until the snowy vulpine took his paw.<br /><br />&ldquo;So&hellip; Ellie wanted you to fuck her, eh?&rdquo; Keith said.<br /><br />Teddy sighed and nodded. &ldquo;She did.&rdquo; He closed his eyes and leaned into the arctic fox. He felt so warm.<br /><br />&ldquo;Had fun?&rdquo; Keith asked.<br /><br />&ldquo;Sorta?&rdquo; Teddy said. &ldquo;It felt so good, I just&hellip; couldn&rsquo;t hold back.&rdquo; He bit his lip. &ldquo;But&hellip; sometimes I worry&hellip;&rdquo;<br /><br />Keith squeezed his paw. &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be worried. I know it feels wrong, but we&rsquo;re just letting them explore. As long as they get the choice, they&rsquo;ll be fine.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;It&rsquo;s not even that,&rdquo; Teddy muttered. &ldquo;I&rsquo;ve been thinking about other cubs, too&hellip; that boy next door&hellip; Isaac&rsquo;s boy&hellip; Ellie and Jamie&rsquo;s brother&hellip; I feel disgusting wanting to get with all of them.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;You&rsquo;re not disgusting for wanting it,&rdquo; Keith said. &ldquo;As long as you aren&rsquo;t forcing them to do anything, you&rsquo;re fine by me.&rdquo; He paused for a moment. &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t really talked to Chuck about sex or anything like that&hellip; but I know Martin&rsquo;s interested in getting to play with you more. He&rsquo;s just terrified of his parents finding out. And Robbie&hellip; well, he thinks you&rsquo;re a little weird and you stare too much.&rdquo;<br /><br />That last one felt like a knife. &ldquo;That boy&rsquo;s perceptive,&rdquo; Teddy muttered. He was quiet for a moment. How could he tell Keith what was on his mind?<br /><br />&ldquo;Obviously I can&rsquo;t speak for any of the cubs,&rdquo; Keith said. &ldquo;All I can say is&hellip; just try to get to know them. Enjoy the time with them. If things happen, they happen, and if they don&rsquo;t, you at least got to have some fun times and make happy memories with them.&rdquo;<br /><br />Teddy trembled. &ldquo;Keith&hellip; sometimes I think about killing myself&hellip;&rdquo;<br /><br />Silence fell between the two. Keith released his paw and instead put an arm around him. It was out there now. The ball was in Keith&rsquo;s court.<br /><br />&ldquo;Fuck,&rdquo; Keith muttered. &ldquo;I can&rsquo;t pretend to know what that&rsquo;s like&hellip; but I&rsquo;m here for you.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Why, though?&rdquo; Teddy asked. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m broken, I&rsquo;m a monster, I&rsquo;m a freak, I deserve to die.&rdquo;<br /><br />Keith pulled him in close. &ldquo;Teddy&hellip; you&rsquo;re not a monster or a freak. You&rsquo;re just different, and that&rsquo;s not necessarily a bad thing. I know you. You wouldn&rsquo;t hurt a cub. You haven&rsquo;t hurt mine.&rdquo; He kissed the fennec&rsquo;s forehead. &ldquo;And maybe you&rsquo;re broken, but sometimes broken things are still beautiful.&rdquo;<br /><br />Was all of that really true, though? Sure, Teddy hadn&rsquo;t hurt a cub YET, but who was to say that he would always be in control? And broken things being beautiful? Bullshit.<br /><br />&ldquo;I still love you, Teddy,&rdquo; Keith whispered.<br /><br />Teddy sighed and squeezed the arctic fox, burying his face in Keith&rsquo;s chest. Maybe he didn&rsquo;t believe what Keith was saying, but Keith believed it. That would have to be enough for now.<br />&nbsp;<br />&ldquo;Daaaaaaddyyyyyyy!&rdquo;<br /><br />Great, Ellie was back while Teddy was being vulnerable. That&rsquo;s exactly what he needed.<br /><br />&ldquo;Hey, princess,&rdquo; Keith said. &ldquo;Everything alright?&rdquo;<br /><br />The fennec kept his eyes closed. He didn&rsquo;t want to see the vixen right now.<br /><br />&ldquo;I wanted to know if I could sleep with you an&rsquo; Teddy tonight.&rdquo;<br /><br />Keith patted Teddy&rsquo;s head. &ldquo;Well, I think that&rsquo;d be up to Teddy. What do you say?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;I&hellip; I don&rsquo;t know if that&rsquo;s a good idea tonight,&rdquo; Teddy whispered. He could feel tears welling in his eyes. Was he really going to cry in front of a cub?<br /><br />&ldquo;Aww&hellip; why not?&rdquo; Ellie asked.<br /><br />&ldquo;Now, now, Ellie,&rdquo; Keith said. &ldquo;&rsquo;No&rsquo; is a complete sentence. Maybe another night, okay?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Okay,&rdquo; Ellie said. She sounded disappointed. &ldquo;Can I have a hug before bed?&rdquo;<br /><br />The arctic fox chuckled. &ldquo;Always, sweetie. C&rsquo;mere.&rdquo;<br /><br />Teddy gritted his teeth as he heard the vixen run towards them. To his surprise, she hugged the both of them, not just Keith. Thankfully that was as far as things went.<br /><br />&ldquo;Love you, Daddy Keith! Love you, Teddy!&rdquo; Ellie said. She kissed both males, then ran back upstairs.<br /><br />As soon as she was gone, Teddy broke down crying in Keith&rsquo;s arms. This was all too much. How could Ellie love him when he was such a monster?<br /><br />Keith held the fennec close while he wept.<br /><br />&ldquo;Everything will be alright, Teddy,&rdquo; Keith whispered. &ldquo;It might not feel like it now, but it will be.&rdquo; He nuzzled between the fennec&rsquo;s ears. &ldquo;If I didn&rsquo;t trust you, I wouldn&rsquo;t have left you alone with the twins today. You know that, right?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;I guess,&rdquo; Teddy muttered. Much as he hated to admit it, Keith had a point. He must have done something right to earn the arctic fox&rsquo;s trust.<br /><br />Unless he&rsquo;d only tricked them all into trusting him.<br /><br />No, stop spiraling.<br /><br />&ldquo;Come on,&rdquo; Keith said. &ldquo;Let&rsquo;s head up to bed. Maybe a good sleep will help you feel better.&rdquo;<br /><br />It was hard to see how that would affect anything, but Teddy was willing to give it a try. Keith trusted Teddy. Maybe he should try trusting Keith, too. And trusting himself the way his boyfriend did.<br /><br />He sighed as he eased up. Keith took his paw and led him upstairs. They climbed into bed together, and the fennec again found himself in Keith&rsquo;s arms.<br /><br />After a few moments, Keith kissed his ear. &ldquo;So&hellip; you don&rsquo;t have to answer this question, but I&rsquo;m curious: why didn&rsquo;t you think it was a good idea for Ellie to join us in bed?&rdquo;<br /><br />Teddy bit his lip. &ldquo;What if she asks me to fuck her again?&rdquo;<br /><br />Keith chuckled. &ldquo;Then you choose in that moment what you want. It&rsquo;s okay to say &lsquo;no&rsquo; to the cubs, and we&rsquo;ve had conversations with them about consent going both ways. If you don&rsquo;t want to, you just tell her &lsquo;no.&rsquo; If she protests, remind her about consent.&rdquo;<br /><br />The fennec squirmed. &ldquo;W-what if I do things to her while I&rsquo;m asleep?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Like what?&rdquo; Keith asked.<br /><br />&ldquo;Like&hellip; you know&hellip; touching her&hellip; grinding against her,&rdquo; Teddy muttered. &ldquo;Something sexual.&rdquo;<br /><br />His boyfriend rolled his eyes. &ldquo;Teddy&hellip; stop catastrophizing. If it happens, we&rsquo;ll cross that bridge in the moment. Deal?&rdquo;<br /><br />Dammit, why did Keith have to be so reasonable? &ldquo;Deal,&rdquo; Teddy muttered.<br /><br />Keith nodded and kissed Teddy&rsquo;s forehead. &ldquo;Alright&hellip; again, we don&rsquo;t have to do it tonight, but we can at least talk about it. It may happen sooner or later, and I don&rsquo;t want you to feel like you can&rsquo;t share a bed with Ellie just because of what &lsquo;may&rsquo; happen. Besides&hellip; you shared a bed fine with Jamie before Terry and I gave you the green light with our cubs. I think you&rsquo;ll be okay.&rdquo;<br /><br />That was true. But it felt different now that he didn&rsquo;t have to hide his desires from his boyfriend, or from the cubs. He sighed. For now, he would just have to trust Keith. In all their years of friendship, when had the arctic fox steered him wrong?<br /><br />A knock on the door sent a shiver down Teddy&rsquo;s spine. That girl was persistent.<br /><br />Thankfully, Keith got up to answer the door rather than inviting his daughter in. He kept his back towards the door. Seeing her might be too much right now, and he didn&rsquo;t want her to see him crying.<br /><br />&ldquo;Is Teddy okay?&rdquo; Jamie asked. Oh. Not the vixen he was expecting.<br /><br />&ldquo;That&rsquo;s&hellip; complicated, princess,&rdquo; Keith said.<br /><br />&ldquo;Is he sad &lsquo;cause Ellie played sex with him and I didn&rsquo;t?&rdquo; Jamie whispered. Despite how quietly she was talking, the fennec could hear her very clearly.<br /><br />&ldquo;No, no, it&rsquo;s nothing like that,&rdquo; Keith whispered. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s just&hellip; well, I don&rsquo;t want to speak for him. He&rsquo;s got a lot on his mind. We might have to have a big talk as a family soon.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Okay,&rdquo; Jamie whispered. &ldquo;We&rsquo;re just worried&hellip;&rdquo;<br /><br />Great, he worried the twins. That was exactly what Teddy wanted. Maybe he really SHOULD end himself&hellip;<br /><br />&ldquo;I think everything will be okay,&rdquo; Keith said. &ldquo;We just have some things to figure out. All of us. But for now, try to get some sleep. We&rsquo;ll talk again soon, okay, kits?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Okay, Daddy Keith.&rdquo; This time it was Ellie responding. She must have tagged along.<br /><br />He heard the soft click of the door closing, then felt the bed shift as Keith climbed back in. The arctic fox snuggled up against him, pulling him into a tight embrace.<br /><br />&ldquo;Love you, Teddy,&rdquo; Keith whispered.<br /><br />Teddy bit his lip. &ldquo;Love you, too,&rdquo; he replied.<br /><br />&ldquo;We&rsquo;ll figure things out together,&rdquo; Keith whispered.<br /><br />&ldquo;Are you sure I&rsquo;m worth all the trouble I&rsquo;m causing?&rdquo; Teddy asked.<br /><br />&ldquo;Trouble? What are you&hellip;&rdquo; Keith paused. &ldquo;Yes, Teddy, you&rsquo;re worth every moment of struggle. Who else could I possibly share this aspect of our family with?&rdquo;<br /><br />That caught the fennec off guard. Keith really had a point there. It wasn&rsquo;t exactly something Keith or Dan or Terry could be open about to just anyfur&hellip; and if anything, they had a lot more to lose than he did.<br /><br />&ldquo;Fair,&rdquo; Teddy muttered.<br /><br />Keith squeezed him. &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll talk to Dan and Terry about a family meeting soon,&rdquo; Keith whispered. &ldquo;I think we all need to talk about our feelings and figure out where things are. How&rsquo;s that sound?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Scary,&rdquo; Teddy replied. The word snuck up on him, but it was the only one to describe how it felt.<br /><br />&ldquo;I&rsquo;m sure,&rdquo; Keith said. &ldquo;But I think it might be good for us to all get some things clear between us. Think about it, okay? It doesn&rsquo;t have to be tomorrow, or the next day&hellip; we can even look into the new year, if you think you can survive Christmas before airing things out.&rdquo;<br /><br />Could he? Surely he could manage that much. &ldquo;I think after Christmas might be&hellip; better,&rdquo; he choked out.<br /><br />&ldquo;Alright,&rdquo; Keith said. He nuzzled into the fennec. &ldquo;Sleep well, love.&rdquo;<br /><br />Teddy kissed Keith&rsquo;s chest and clung to him. Just a couple more weeks to get through, and he could use that time to sort out his own feelings and get them under control. That was at least something. The rest they could figure out together.</span>",
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