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I miss making art, I miss my friends, I miss being a furry. I fucking hate my job.\n\nThis pic is... god I don't even know how old. I haven't made anything new except for sparing sketchwork and private sessions with my master for most of the year, and it's fucking October. I signed onto a shift to work 30 or 40 hours a week so i could have some time for my own pursuits.\n\nWhat's actually happened is that in June or so I finally got a position I liked, and then within 3 months of that someone came in to quote 'train to be my backup' and hasn't left the job since she started training in August. So I've been reduced to being a grunt worker, and all of this for no less than 50 hours a week for most of the year.\n\nI miss my art, I miss my passions, I miss my friends and my family. I can't escape because if I stop everything will fall apart again. I don't even feel like I can risk making a move to put my degree to work, but then I don't even have time for a little personal image let alone learning Blender and catching back up on my 3D design and animation skills.\n-------------------------\n\nPlease pardon my drama, I just needed to get it off my chest before I go back to that place tomorrow for another 6 days of my own personal hell. I hope you're all doing okay, I don't know when I'll be able to come back in any proper fashion.\nI don't feel like anyone cares, and this is the best way I could think of to reach out and say something about why I fell off the map this year. ", "description_bbcode_parsed": "So this happened when www.furaffinity.net/user/kyyrosthedragon/ got ahold of my cunnyboy form....

Okay I'm going to use this as a jumping off point for a lament/rant/vent, so if you just want to enjoy the art no need to read further, I'll be happy something I made just gets seen.

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I miss this. I miss making art, I miss my friends, I miss being a furry. I fucking hate my job.

This pic is... god I don't even know how old. I haven't made anything new except for sparing sketchwork and private sessions with my master for most of the year, and it's fucking October. I signed onto a shift to work 30 or 40 hours a week so i could have some time for my own pursuits.

What's actually happened is that in June or so I finally got a position I liked, and then within 3 months of that someone came in to quote 'train to be my backup' and hasn't left the job since she started training in August. So I've been reduced to being a grunt worker, and all of this for no less than 50 hours a week for most of the year.

I miss my art, I miss my passions, I miss my friends and my family. I can't escape because if I stop everything will fall apart again. I don't even feel like I can risk making a move to put my degree to work, but then I don't even have time for a little personal image let alone learning Blender and catching back up on my 3D design and animation skills.
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Please pardon my drama, I just needed to get it off my chest before I go back to that place tomorrow for another 6 days of my own personal hell. I hope you're all doing okay, I don't know when I'll be able to come back in any proper fashion.
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