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Churches on my Inkbunny?\ncould be a weird picture.\nYou're behind on weird pictures.\ncould just resign yourself to the fact that i'll never meet your expectations.\nWhy do that when I can torment you instead?\ni don't want that either, but there's only so many fronts i can take this on.\nYou know what you have to do, which is why all of this is silly.\nit is.\nTwo word response, wouldn't be acceptable from me.\nit has been before and will again. we know we're just playing.\nSometimes play goes a little too far.\nyeah, but dang, i'm wanting work to be play, but people want their play to be work!\nIf you understood magic earlier.\nleft out that 'd'\nNah, I'm just ambiguously gendered because you don't like people thinking horny things. 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It will hit as hard as you want.\n\nYou can hit so hard, you jump time lines. It might be a little scary, but that's part of the fun.\ni can hit so hard, everything is undone.\nThere is worth to that. I think you'd prefer to be a little more precise.\ndosing is a mess.","description_bbcode_parsed":"focus and attention are my enemies lately.
No, you're doing that weird quasi-existing thing again.
'to the church of laodicea....'
Goodness, no! Churches on my Inkbunny?
could be a weird picture.
You're behind on weird pictures.
could just resign yourself to the fact that i'll never meet your expectations.
Why do that when I can torment you instead?
i don't want that either, but there's only so many fronts i can take this on.
You know what you have to do, which is why all of this is silly.
it is.
Two word response, wouldn't be acceptable from me.
it has been before and will again. we know we're just playing.
Sometimes play goes a little too far.
yeah, but dang, i'm wanting work to be play, but people want their play to be work!
If you understood magic earlier.
left out that 'd'
Nah, I'm just ambiguously gendered because you don't like people thinking horny things. You know people have masturbated thinking about you, right?
i can't deal with that.
Going to have to~.
i can't.
Going to have to~~~....
i mean, i know i wasn't socialized right and then i internalized all sorts of legalisms to cope interpersonally.
Because it's all conditioning, right? No control over your actions. No responsibility.
i try to respond well.
You're hopeless but you try. If you were 8 it'd be cute.
if i 'grow out of it'. it seems like all anyone wants is for me to grow out of things, not understanding that the 'me' they say to be is the one they are trying to kill.
Let them.
jeepers....
That's right.
i don't like that.
I don't like you changing your mind and trying to delete everything.
is it changed? streamlining doesn't mean turning away.
Your "streamlining" is-
what? -you- don't know.
I was thinking of the word.
i was thinking of the word because you stopped. typing is still too slow.
You could always learn to do it correctly.
yiffin' -ouch-! there's a point, though. if it is to be, may as well be efficient.
On that topic, when will you let me have my account?
oh, look! a remnant!
=====
24.
Who raises himself on tiptoe, stands not firm;
who strains his stride, walks not far.
Who contends for his own view, finds not wisdom.
Who is self-complacent, gives no light.
Who boasts of himself, has no true worth.
Who glorifies himself, shall not long endure.
Viewed from the Way, these acts are like the leavings of a feast, like a repulsive tumour.
Therefore, he who has found the Way, shuns these things.
=====
the intent is to-
Avoid as many of the future problems as you can for as long as possible and when it doesn't work you just say "it was out of my hands".
oh, that's a little defiant.
Learn from the best.
not this. i'm not trying to dig stuff up.
It pours.
two word response. it is fine. bruh... see? fine. it makes sense. keep being a broken record and i'll think the record is broken.
The way you put things is downright stupid.
i have to communicate on a level i can understand. : /
Feeling productive?
no. i feel pretty not great.
If you put that into self-deprecation, no one will notice.
it's too common now. people are smarter than i am, so, yeah, they'll know.
My silly whore.
i would say that this experience isn't how i wanted it, but i'm finding that consent is a hell of a notion and the best thing to do is to ride the ride.
Want to get off?
are you flirting with me, because that's highly inappropriate right now.
High.
it won't hit.
Yes it will. It will hit as hard as you want.
You can hit so hard, you jump time lines. It might be a little scary, but that's part of the fun.
i can hit so hard, everything is undone.
There is worth to that. I think you'd prefer to be a little more precise.
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