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There are so many things I can't remember,
Did they just slip my mind, or did I want to forget?
I never know if I should look for them.
What if they're too painful to hold?
Would I let it drop, like a burning coal into the deep sea?
Or would I hold it tight?
Would I squeeze till that coal became a diamond?
Can I hold onto the ones that are good?
With so many things lost, where do I look first?
There are so many places for them to hide.
I think it's best that I start now.
Start now, before I forget.