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Today was the 6 year anniversary of his 'gotcha day'. For those that are unfamiliar with that term, its used to mark and celebrate the day of someones adoption. And in particular, its @SebastianTheRoo 's adoption. \n\nThis piece is meant to show that even though things may change, and even though we may say stuff to hurt the ones we love, nothing truly breaks the bond a parent has for their kids. \n\nI may not be able to love you as a boyfriend anymore, Seb, but I will always love you as your Dad. A father's love is unconditional, and im still just as happy to have you as my cub. Keep improving, little man. Keep making me proud of how far you go, cause im always happy to see you do better, and nothings gonna change that. \n\nDaddys little man~\n\n_________________________\n\nThis is my half of our shared gift to each other for this special day. 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This piece is meant to show that even though things may change, and even though we may say stuff to hurt the ones we love, nothing truly breaks the bond a parent has for their kids.

I may not be able to love you as a boyfriend anymore, Seb, but I will always love you as your Dad. A father's love is unconditional, and im still just as happy to have you as my cub. Keep improving, little man. Keep making me proud of how far you go, cause im always happy to see you do better, and nothings gonna change that.

Daddys little man~

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This is my half of our shared gift to each other for this special day. The other half is Sebastian's.

Art by: https://t.me/bipolarcomissions", "writing": "“But daaaad…” groaned a little kangaroo cub as he clenched his fists at his sides, protesting what he had just been told. \n\n“I dont wanna hear it, mister. I told you from day one that your little boy berries were on a due date. You promised me that you would take it like a champ when that day came, so where is he?” Asked the larger gray/white wolf as he looked down at the little roo. His arms crossed and he took on the disappointed parent look. “I told you this summer, and here we are, 3 weeks before school is gonna start again.” \n\nThe little brown/black roo just huffed, turning his head to the side to avoid looking at his dad. “Leave me alone…” He says in a low voice, huffing that out under his breath. \n\n“Excuse me? What was that?” Jasper asks, slightly raising his tone but not yelling. This only made the little roo clench his fists tighter. “I let you have so much time, mister. Ive let you put it off and off, trusting that you would understand when the time came and step up to be the man, but clearly I was wrong.” Jasper talked down to his little 8 year old kangaroo. Having expected a layer of responsibility to be there that the little guy clearly wasnt ready for. \n\n“You told me that your friends all had things that their parents trusted them with. Cooking for themselves, letting them stay home by themselves… You wanted something that was bigger than all of theirs combined.” By this point the little roo began to cry a little bit from the weight of being scolded, even if deep down he was still standing strong and firm to his defiance. \n\n“You wanted a dog, and I let you get Bruno. He had to give up his boy berries to come live with us, just like you, Seb. You promised you’d give them up so Bruno wouldnt feel alone, that was 2 years ago. You wanna tell him you lied?” Seeing that the roo wasnt gonna budge on the ‘responsibility’ aspect of this, he moved to mentioning that more personal matter. And it did seem to land, the little roo stopped clenching his fists as hard and opened his eyes to look at the dog. \n\nThe rather chubby brown/white boxer mix was laying happily on the carpet not far from them. Crunching away on his little treat he had been working on for the last few weeks now. Not a care in the world to anything that was going on. Sebastion then looked down further, eyeing Bruno’s deflated sac that was squished flat as a pancake between those canine back legs. He had never really thought much about what had happened to Bruno… It always just seemed like something small. He thought back to that day, how Bruno walked a little funny and had to have a cone for a few days. But he never showed unhappiness that it happened. \n\nSebby looked down at his own little Paw Patrol undies and reached to the waistband, pulling it open slightly with his thumbs to look within. His little prepubescent assets resting neatly within, unaware of the fate that was due for them. A cute little black peen, spotted in big patches of brown from the base to the very opening of his foreskin. And below it sat 2 little bulges in a tight black sac, no bigger than table grapes. \n\nThe roo looked at his sac for a moment, then lifted his head to look at Bruno’s flat one, then back at his. Taking in what he dad wanted for him as he compared the ‘before and after’. He started to get very self conscious, despite having made the deal, he didnt want what Bruno got, he liked being how he was. He closed his undies and even pulled the front up tightly as he looked back at his dad, shaking his head no. \n\nJasper just sighed softly. “Sebby, you gotta.” \n\n“No I dont!” The roo huffed in defiance again, this time raising his voice. \n\n“Dont you raise your voice at me, mister!” Jasper finally raised his in a commanding and authoritative way, something he hadnt done during this entire talk. “Here I am trying to help you and this is how you act? Im being nice to you and giving you everything, i've been a good dad, havent I? Now I need you to trust me and let me do this! Your boy berries need to come out! You promised!” \n\nBy this point the little 8 year old had enough. “Pppbbbbhhhh!” He punctuated his defiance the way any kid would at that age, sticking his tongue out and spitting at his elders. Making Bruno suddenly look up from his treat at the sudden noise of that. Sebastian was entirely unfazed by what he had just done, sticking his tongue back in and looking at his dad as he held his ground. \n\nJasper on the other hand had had enough by this point. Wiping the spit off his face as his eyes pierced into the little cub. “Thats it.” Was all he said before reaching in behind the cub to grip his neck scruff, the way he always did when punishing the little roo. “Now you’re really not going to the pool with Alaster Tomorrow.” He said with a huff. \n\nSebastion’s steely resolve quickly broke when he saw that paw coming for him, lowering his ears and even yipping in submission as he was lift off the ground. His body went limp reflexively from that grab in that spot. “Dad wait…!” He cried out, not wanting to be punished. \n\n“No mister, that was the last straw.”\n\n“I shouldn't have spit… please!” The little roo began to cry as he was carried off towards the hallway just outside of his study. Hearing that he wasnt going swimming tomorrow had him balling his eyes out. “D…dd…aadd..”\n\n“No seb, you did this to yourself. You only have yourself to thank for this.” Jasper said firmly as he set him down in the corner, releasing his hold on his scruff. “Now you sit here and think about what you did. We’ll call Alaster in an hour and tell him you aren't coming.”\n\n“Noooo!” Sebby cried as he turned around and tried to plead for that not to be taken away, grabbing onto his dad’s leg as a way of apologizing. \n\n“Corner, now!” Jasper just pointed towards the wall as the roo sobbed, holding onto his leg tightly, not letting go.\n\n “I… I..mm.. So…rr..rr..r..y..” he tried to plead between sobs. \n\n“Im sorry too, Seb.” Jasper said, looking down. “Maybe you weren't ready to be responsible.” \n\nSebastian’s eyes suddenly went wide as he squealed. “No! Dont take Bruno away!” He pleaded, holding onto his dad’s leg tighter. “Im Sorry! Not Bruno! Not Bruno!” Sebby shook his head frantically as he pleaded for his best friend. \n\n“Wall, now!” Jasper just said firmly a second time. The little roo just kept doing those little crying huffs as he sobbed against his dad’s leg, reaching up to rub his eyes to see the look on his dad’s face. He then turned around, his ears so low as he got into position facing the wall, sobbing loudly as he stood there. \n\n“I'm not getting rid of Bruno, seb. But I'm very disappointed in you.” He reassured the little guy that he had no intention of getting rid of their dog. Knowing he didnt know better due to his prior experiences with abusive parents. “What did I say about spitting?” He asks, helping shift the little guy’s mind back to what he did wrong as he stood there with crossed arms. \n\nSebastian continued to cry-huff as he rests his forehead against the wall. “That i..i.. its nast..t.yy.. an..an..an.. we dont d.. d…d..o it..” \n\n“Thats right, mister. So why do you think its okay to spit in my face?” \n\nThe little roo doesnt know how to answer, instead just slowly shaking his head back and forth, keeping his attention towards the wall. \n\n“Because its not okay, is it?” \n\n“N..n..o..o sir…”\n\n“Are you gonna do it again?”\n\nSebastian closes his mouth, trying to silence his cry-huffs as he sniffles, again choosing not to answer and instead just shaking his head no. \n\n“You dont spit at your dad when he’s trying to talk to you, understand? I love you sebby, and I only want whats best for you.” \n\nSebastian’s crying pretty much got louder after he was told that. This was the first man he had ever had in his little life that he actually looked up to, that he felt safe with. And despite what they wanted from him, in such a personal area, it wasn't out of malice or exploitation. “D…daa..ad..y..” he said, finally turning around from the wall as he hung his head. \n\nJasper just opened his arms to the little roo, who didnt need any further invitation to pounce into them. Burying his already very wet face into his neck as he held onto the wolf for dear life. Balling his eyes out harder as he felt his dad embrace him. Feeling those arms wrap around his back and slowly rock him as he walked away, bringing him back into the living room. \n\nJasper just sat down on the couch with the little roo, laying back as he gently rubbed the little guy’s back. “Shhh… There there. Are you sorry for what you did?” He asks in a far gentler tone then he had ever been using before. \n\nSebby just nods repeatedly, unable to form words with how much he was crying. Not wanting to look up from the comforting dark spot he had found in his dad’s neck. “Good.” Jasper just says in that same tone, nuzzling against the roo’s head. “But you know they still gotta go.” \n\nSebastian then shook his head no, tightening his arms around his dad as he whined. \n\n“Yes, Seb. Its not up for debate.” He says firmly yet still in that gentle tone. “I love you and you know that, but that doesnt change the fact that your boy berries need to come out. Its not gonna hurt, I promise you that. Ive done it on countless other boys your age, some even older than you. Its easy, you just have to lay there and take it like a champ.”\n\nHe shook his head again as he continued crying in his dad’s neck. \n\n“Yes, Sebby. You dont even have to do anything. All the work is on me. You’ve done enough growing them nice and big, but now its time to say goodbye.” He says as he slowly rocks his little cub, patting his back gently as he does so. “You’ll be daddys big man once its done, promise. \n\nSebastian just shook his head no again. \n\nAll he could do was just sigh as his efforts to convince his cub were just going nowhere. “Then I guess we’re telling Bruno we lied to him then.” \n\nThat made that little head pop up as he looked at his dad. His face was so wet at this point and his eyes were so red from all the crying. “No daddy…” Sebastian whined as he looked over at Bruno who wagged his tail and started getting up, now coming over to see what was up. He sniffed the roo’s wet face and began to lick his cheeks where he had been crying, making the little cub try to push him away. \n\n“No? Then the only way to not be a lier is to do it. You wanna be a lier?” Jasper asked him. \n\nHe whined again, looking at his dad and then at the dog and back. “I dont… wanna… lose my berries…” He protested, not wanting to tell Bruno nor go through with what his dad wanted. \n\n“Bruno–” Jasper started to say before Seb put his little paws over his mouth. Bruno tilted his head to the side in confusion. \n\n“Nothing Bruno! Just go away please!” He shouted at the dog with a raised voice. The sudden raised voice made him think he had done something wrong which made him lower his ears and go to his kennel to lay in his bed. \n\n“Sebastian Lucas!” Jasper shouted firmly as he sat up with the cub in his lap. “Is that how we treat those who love you?! He loves you unconditionally, same as me, and thats how you talk to him?” \n\nBy this point the roo was hurt himself, partly at how he reacted to his best friend, but also at the fact his dad had been the one to provoke it. “If you’d just… leave me alone about it, I wouldn't have shouted! You made me shout at him!” \n\n“Thats enough!” Jasper barked. \n\n“No! You love my balls so much then why dont you suck on them!” He huffed angrily as he broke out of his dad’s arms. “You’re supposed to be my dad, and all I'm hearing is you saying you wanna cut my ‘no no’s’! You’re not my dad, you’re a monster!” Sebastian knew what it meant to use that word in regards to his dad, being the werewolf that he was. “Dads are supposed to love, and all you wanna do is hurt my special place!”\n\n“I do love you, Seb! You have no idea how much!” By this point the wolf was so very furious, but he never lost his composure. Never raising a hand to his cub, even when he was being this disrespectful. \n\n“I hate you..” The little roo huffed, crossing his arms and pouting as he looked away. Not even attempting to run since there wasn't exactly anywhere he could go but sit here and face what he had gotten into. He had run away too many times in his life, he was done doing that. If he was gonna fight an adult, he was gonna stand his ground. \n\n“Im sorry you feel that way, Seb, I really am.” Was all Jasper said before once more reaching for his son and taking him back into a hugging embrace. Something that confused the little guy so much that he looked side to side for a moment, trying to figure out what was going on. “Ive tried to give you the best life possible from the shitty hand you’ve been dealt for 6 years. Im sorry that I made you question what you had by asking this of you, I just wanted what was best for you, you know, like a proper father does.” Jasper says with a sigh as he gently pats his roo’s back in that embrace. “But I guess that makes me a monster in your eyes… then i'm sorry for hurting you Seb.” \n\nBy this point Sebastian had once again began to cry, holding his dad tightly. He didnt mean to call his dad a monster, but he really didnt want to lose his balls. “Daddy….” He whines out as he looked up at his father for guidance. He was so lost in how to feel, and right now just wanted nothing more then to be loved and not have this be an issue. \n\n“I know Sebby, I know.” Jasper said in an understanding tone as he lightly rocked his little cub. “Im sorry it has to be a burden on you, but it does.” \n\n“No daddy…” Sebastion protested again, not liking the sound of where it was going as he hugged tightly, wanting it not to happen. \n\n“You can hate me all you want, little man, but thats never gonna change the fact that you’re loved. One day you’ll understand, and one day you’ll thank me, I promise. Do you trust me?” \n\nSebastian cry huffed a few times before pulling his head from his dad’s chest and looking up at him, sniffling. He nods his head yes when asked if he trusts him, wiping his eyes. To which Jasper leans down to kiss his head lovingly. \n\n“I’ll never stop loving you deeply sebby. No matter how much you hate me, I'll always be your dad.” He tells him, looking him in the eyes as he wipes his cheeks with his thumbs. Leaning in to then kiss one cheek heart and then the other. “Can you be my big boy, hm?” He asks as he rests his head against his, touching forehead to forehead in that little embrace. \n\nThe kangaroo once more wordlessly shook his head slowly no.\n\n“Well then, can you be daddy's little kangaroo?” He asks. Rephrasing his question in a way he thinks Seb wants to hear. To which he does get a very slow nodded yes as a response. \n\n“Can I have… ice cream… after..?” He asks between cry-huffs. \n\n“You can have whatever you want after, my little roo.” The wolf says happily, hugging his son so close as he slowly begins to stand up from the couch. Walking him towards the dining room, grabbing his black duffle bag from the floor and moving it towards the table that he set Sebastian down on.\n\n He unzips it and pulls out the first of many things within, a big shiny device that looked like a small chair made out of a metal rod. Something that made the little roo gulp loudly as he saw it. “Dad…” \n\n“Mm?”\n\n“I'm scared ..” \n\n“I know you are, Sebby. But I'm right here and I love you, lots and lots.” He reassured his little man with one last hug. “We’ll be right back on that couch in a little while. It will be so quick I promise.” He kisses his head. “Now uppies so I can pull your pants down.” \n\nSebastian whines loudly when he’s told to do that - already not wanting this - and now having to part with his most private of things which will leave him totally exposed. Quickly putting his hands in front of his bulge, trying to shield the assets that his dad wanted to take away from him. \n\n“Hey… okay, you’re okay. Come here.” Jasper slows down, once more opening his arms for a hug, to which the roo doesn't hesitate diving into, holding his dad tightly. Jasper closes his arms around his little man, rocking him gently as he does so. Sebastian begins to cry again which he can easily hear. “Hey, shhh…. I know roo, I know.” He cooes at him and spends the next few moments comforting his scared little cub.\n\n After a while he slowly starts to reach for his bag once more, keeping the other paw gently patting his son’s back, cooing at him and telling him to ‘shhh’. He reaches for a prepared syringe of sedative he had already prepared for the little man in advance. He very carefully brings it up to his mouth as the little roo was distracted with his eyes closed in the comfort of his embrace. Biting the cap to pull it off the needle, not wanting to make it known that he was so close to a shot since he knew how scared of needles the little guy was already. \n\n“Daddys right here, my little baby roo.” He tells him as he gently punches his neck scruff to bunch up some free skin before sliding the needle in quickly and pressing the plunger. \n\nThe moment the roo felt those finger around his scruff, he didnt think much of it. His did often liked to kneed him right there, and he did often like the way that felt. But this wasn't that, he felt the sharp sting and clenched his eyes tightly. “Ow! Too hard..” he whined, thinking his dad had just poked him with his claw or something. \n\n“Oo, sorry.” He played it off as he pulled out the needle before Seb could reach back there to rub it. He hid the syringe behind his back and just rubbed the little roo, trying to get him to lay back against him like he had been doing. Once he does so, he tosses the used syringe back into the bag where it can no longer be seen. He brings that paw back to join in petting the roo’s back. \n\n“Daddy… I feel… funny…” \n\n“Shh. You’re just getting tinglies in your tummy cause you’re so close to becoming a big boy.” The wolf tell him, playing off whats happening to help ease the little kangaroo into this. “It means you’re ready to get your pants pulled down.” He tells him as he lowers his right hand from his back, hooking his index finger into the waistband of those Paw Patrol undies at his rear and pulling them down slowly. \n\nSebastian grunted as he was not ready to have them pulled down, but his dad did it anyway. He tried to cross his legs to keep them up, but he felt weak, like he was super sleepy yet knew he wasn't. His dad managed to slip them off his little feet with ease and set them aside next to the duffle bag. Now that those were out of the way, he was brought close once more into that hug, which placed his boy parts against his dad’s belly fur. A feeling that he didnt get to experience often and it made him squirm. \n\n“Look at you, you’re so big now.” Jasper says with a smile as he moves the roo’s little fur tuft out of his eyes with a single finger. “Feels like just yesterday I brought you home. Its hard to believe its been 3 years already.” \n\nBy this point the sedative was working wonders on the little guy’s body. His arms barely had enough strength to hold onto his dad let alone protest that he wanted more time. “Dad…” \n\n“Yah my handsome little man?” He says with such a big smile.\n\n“I dont hate you…” Of all the things on his mind, that was the biggest one he regretted having said. Despite all of the things he was about to lose, this was still his dad, and he loved him. This wolf was the only one to make him truly know what that was like after all the abuse he had suffered. “Im sorry… for calling you a monster…” \n\n“Awww~ I know, little man.” he reaches for the little seat device he got out earlier and moves it into place, slowly laying his cub down in it. He hooks it around his inner thighs before reaching in to place one leg in the designated leg holder, and then the other. Once both of those are in place, he reaches to the side of the chair to begin turning a knob which audibly cranks a ratchet. The seat slowly begins raising, curling those legs till the boy’s knees rested a little ways off his chest. Leaving his genitals all nice and exposed for the coming work. \n\nSebby whimpered again as he tried to sit up, not wanting to be exposed like this. To which Jasper quickly reached in to comfort him “Shhh, you’re okay. Daddys right here, daddys got you.” He cooed at him, giving him his hand to hold onto. “You are so close little man. So close~” he says with a proud tone of voice. “You can do this Sebastian, I believe in you. You’re a strong Lucas, just like your daddy.” \n\nSebastian once again began to cry, closing his eyes as he cry-huffed to himself. The words from his dad made him want to be strong, but he still very much didnt want this. “Not… my… special place… please..” he pleaded. \n\n“Awww, I'm sorry my little man. I promise it will be quick, just like Bruno’s.” He then reaches into his bag to get out the rectangular wrap of green cloth inside, easily pulling it out and setting it next to his little roo on the right side. He keeps one paw for Seb to hold while he works to unwrap the bundle, opening up the cloth to reveal a bunch of metal surgical tools. He reached in and picks out the ones he needs for this procedure, just a scalpel, two forceps, and a spool of suture material with a needle. “Daddys doing this because he loves you, Sebby. Do you trust me?”\n\nThe kangaroo closed his mouth and sniffled, nodding his head up and down slowly. \n\n“Its because this is in your special place that makes it so meaningful, Sebby. You’re gonna be such a big boy when I'm done. Yah~ Daddys little man~” he cooes at him in the baby voice, trying to reassure him that this was a big but necessary sacrifice. “Whos daddys little man, hm? Whos daddys little man?” \n\n“M…m…e..e..” \n\n“Yah you are~” Jasper cooes again in the baby tone. “My big strong man who's growing up today. Guess what that means?” He tried to say as the little cub just kept crying. “Guess what that means, little man.” He says again, trying to divert the roo’s worries away from what was coming, trying to cheer him up. \n\n“W…what..?” He asked, doing his best to open his eyes. \n\n“Neutered little boys get more time before bed. Yah~ If you do this, your bedtime becomes 11 pm instead of 9. Cause you’re a big boy when it's all over. That sounds cool doesnt it?” \n\nSebastian wasnt sure how to answer that. He just continued to cry to himself as he held his dad’s hand. \n\n“I know its hard Sebby, but its part of growing up. Sometimes you have to make sacrifices we dont always like. The important thing is that you’re surrounded by the people that love you. And even after your boy berries are out, you’ll still have me, big boy. You’ll always have me. I love you Seb. It's for your own good, little man.” He leans in to kiss that cute little paw that held him for dear life. “Just breathe and look up at the ceiling. It will be quick and painless. You wont even know the difference, I promise.” \n\nHe slowly pulls his hand back, letting go from holding hands, only for Seb to whimper and try to follow. But the sedative made his movements slow and limp. “Hey, shhh. I'm right here.” He comforts him with his words. “Put your paws right here on your knees.” He instructs him, helping to move those paws so one was on each knee. “Thats my little man. Just like that. Let daddy do what he needs to do.” \n\nHe reaches over to the tools he picked out, finally grabbing the scalpel in his right paw. Seb watched as his dad grabbed that tool, his heart racing. He quickly shut his eyes not wanting to see as he whimpered. “I'm a big boy…. I'm a big boy…” he repeated in his head. \n\nJasper wasted no further time on formalities. Reaching in with his left paw to grip that black sac, pulling down on it and the two little grapes inside. Trying his best to stretch the set of male appendages as the adrenaline the boy was letting off kept them up close and tight to his body. But no matter how much he tried to pull them down and get them to stretch, they wouldn't. But not one to let that stop him, he continues on like that. Placing the scalpel about half way at the middle of that left testicle, and without a word begins pulling the blade along it. \n\nThat boy-flesh didnt stand a chance against the sharp blade, quickly jumping out of the way of the blade as he made his incision. The black sac gave way to pink-white fleshy innards, contrasting well between the flesh inside and outside. “There we are little man, just like that.” He cooes as he splits the first of those balls open to the world. Once he gets the incision large enough he moves the scalpel out of the way and squeezes behind that little bulge. Forcing the little prepubic breeding organ against the newly made opening. It resisted his efforts to be forced out for a moment, but popped its way out soon enough. “And pop~” He said playfully, trying to keep up a light and happy mood to keep the little guys spirits up. \n\n“There we go, see? That wasnt so bad was it?” He asked, trying to get Seb to realize he was in good hands and that it wasn't gonna hurt. The little roo certainly couldnt feel much of anything. And what he did felt dull and distant, like a far away dream. What he could feel however was the sudden draft now applied to his glistening wet testicle now that it was exposed. Something he could only curl his toes about as he didn't have much strength for anything else. \n\n“Feels… eew…” He protested, squirming slightly. \n\n“It is eww sebby, so dont look okay? You’re doing great.” Jasper reassured him as he set the scalpel down on the cloth. Taking both paws in to the boy’s groin again, he grips that testicle and slowly begins pulling it outwards towards him. Stretching it on its cord as much as he could, getting it a good distance before pinching on the cord with his thumb and index finger of his right hand. He was easily able to locate what cords were what, putting pressure on the pinch to part the cables inside. Leaving the blood vessels and spermatic cord on one side, and the muscle on the other. \n\nNow that he knew what was where, he pushes his claw on his index finger through the thin membrane tunic that covered the little nut like clothes, puncturing it, and then hooking the claw around the muscle. He then pulled firmly to the side, easily snapping the connection of that muscle from the testicle like it was nothing. “Theres a good boy Seb. Just a little more~ You’re doing so good~.” He cooes again in the baby voice as he smiles down to his little roo. By this point Sebastian had pretty much resigned to this happening no matter how much he protested, so he just lightly cried to himself as he waited for it to be over. Sniffling as he tried to look at his dad without looking too far down. \n\n“Big boy for daddy, Sebby~ Big boy for daddy~.” He cooed again, reaching over for the first forcep clamp. “Look up Sebby. Up.” He pointed to the ceiling, gesturing with the forcep clamp as he did so. The little kangaroo gulped at what that meant, flexing his toes tightly and clenching his fists. He shut his eyes quickly and lifted his head to took at the ceiling like he was told, but he shut his eyes tightly instead, whimpering repeatedly as he braced for what came next. \n\n*crritch* There was a firm crunching sound as the clamp was clicked into place, but that was the only thing that came. There was no pain, no anything to announce something had changed other than that sound. “That a’ boy, Sebby. Thats the worst part~ Thats the worst part~ Breathe little man, daddys not gonna hurt you.” \n\nSebastian just slowly let out the air he had sucked in, blowing it out of his mouth as he was told it was done. He had indeed feared the worst, but it couldnt feel a single thing. That made things much less stressful in a way. He still kept his fists clenched and his toes curled, but he was a little more confident that ‘the worst’, according to his dad, was something he couldn't even notice. \n\nJasper grabbed the scalpel once more, bringing it in and slowly sawing through the trapped cord. Bringing that blade through those little tubes that helped the little grape sized testicle function, like it was nothing. Being only 8 and still far from puberty, these tubes were still small and thin. It didnt take much to cut through them, and as such that little defenseless egg came away in his paw without much effort. “One down little man.” \n\nOnce that testicle was freed, he moved his fingers in to push the cord up from the forcep. Since Sebastian’s cords were still so thin. He was able to tie them off by making a knot on themselves. The moment he slid the cord off, it formed a nice tight little round bump. He made sure to pull it tight and then released it, letting it suck back up into the depths of his cub like releasing the tension on a rubber band.\n\nThe little roo sniffled as he moved his head down, again trying to look at his dad without seeing much else. “All.. done..?” \n\n“Pff, no. Thats only one, you still have a twin I gotta deal with. But I promise you I made sure to get the ‘evil’ twin first.” Jasper said playfully, again still trying to keep the mood light and happy. \n\n“T…then.. the good twin can live…? Please..? Why cant he say if hes good..?” Seb asked in the most innocent way possible. \n\nJasper just grinned softly, tilting his head a bit from the weight of that cuteness. “Because Seb, you dont just get one done, little man. Both have to go. Besides, they’re brothers. You dont wanna seperate brothers from each other, right?” \n\nFinally the little roo looked down at his groin, seeing the half ruined sac he now had. One side still plump with the bulge he had come to know, and the other deflated and wrinkled up like a raisin. He then lowered his ears as he thought about that. “N…no I guess not..” He said in a sad tone. \n\n“I know its hard Seb, but its almost over. Its just the same thing a second time, and then you can pull your undies back up, okay? Can you do one more?” \n\nHe thought about it for a moment, lowering his ears as he lay his head back down on the table. Just fully accepting it was gonna come out no matter what he wanted. \n\n“Thank you Sebby. You’re doing so good~.” Jasper cooed at him again, grabbing the scalpel a second time and beginning on the little right testicle. He placed the blade centermass as he had on the other side, and once more slowly pulled it down along that little prepubescent organ.\n\n The little roo closed his eyes tight when he felt the air against that place again, curling his toes as he began to wiggle. “Ew ew ew…” he protests. \n\n“Okay, Okay, calm down. I know its gross but its only for a little bit. Shhh…” He tried to reassure him as he parted the cords on this side just as he had before. Squishing with his thumb and index finger to get them apart. He then pushes his claw through and pulls the muscle free from the little nut in his paws. Once thats free he wastes no time grabbing a second forcep clamp, crimping it over the cord as he had done to the other side. He then saws though the cord with the scalpel one final time, freeing this little kangaroo cub from his testicles for good. \n\n“There we go Sebby. Daddy got the ewwies off you. Daddy got the ewwies out~.” Jasper cooes triumphantly at his little roo as he pushes the cord off the clamp, tightening the self-made knot before letting it snap back inside the cub’s ruined scrotum. “Its over Sebby, its over.~” He just kept repeating to the little guy as he closed his little incisions with 2 stitches each. \n\n Once the incisions were closed, he releases the latch keeping his legs up. Letting them come back to rest on the table. He sets the roo’s little nuts down next to the tools he had used, moving everything out of the way by scooting his paw over the table. He then reached out a hand for his cub to grab so he could help him sit up. \n\nNow free to look at himself, his eyes once more fell on his genitals. The poor little guy couldn't help but reach down and cup his now deflated black pouch. Pinching and pulling at all his loose skin where his balls used to be. His poor little ears fell back, showing off his sadness for the change that he hadn't wanted through that little body language. \n\n“Sebby, don't go pulling too hard on it, you’ll hurt yourself.” Jasper told him softly, letting his little man explore the changes he has made, but trying to make sure he did so carefully\n\n“M-m…my.. special place..” his little lip visibly quivered. \n\n“I know little man, but I had to. You’ll understand someday… I promise.” He tries to comfort him with those words. “Daddy had to cut your special place, but he did it because he loves you, and he wants what's best. And what's best for rooey was the snip snip, just like you promised.” He says, calling him by his nickname as he explained as best he could, taking on that soft tone of voice as he leans in close and gently pets his head. \n\nAs Sebastian began to ball his eyes out again, he cupped his paw under that cute little chin of his. “Hey, look at me buddy.” He tells him softly. Sebastian struggles to open his eyes to look at his dad through all the tears, but does get to see his father’s warm smile. \n\n“Whats that thing daddy always tells you when you feel bad, hm?” He asks. “Im big-”\n\n“Im big…” repeats the little roo, wiping his nose and face with his arm.\n\n“I'm brave.” \n\n“I'm bwave’.” He slurs through his very emotional state.\n\n“I'm beautiful.” \n\n“Im bwootiful…” \n\n“Yah, there's my little man~ Come here, give me huggies.” He cooes in the baby voice as he scoops up the little roo, holding him so close and rocking him as he gently pat his back. “Its okay Sebby, it's over now, shh~. Shh~” \n\n“D…aa…ad…” \n\n“I know big boy, I know. I'm sorry I had to cut your special place, but its over now, shhh.” He carried his little man into the kitchen, opening the fridge to grab a bottle that was already prepared. He shook it up, covering the nipple as he did so just out of habit even though it didnt need to be shaken. “Here we go, here we go little man.” He handed it to the little guy, who happily scooped it up without thinking about it. \n\nHe may have been 8, but there wasnt anything wrong with having a comfort mechanism like this. Sharing a bottle in the warming comfort of your dad’s arms. “There we go~ You may have become daddys little man today, but you’re never too old for this. Yah~ You earned yourself some mandatory cuddle time, yes you did~ Come on my little man~.” Jasper cooes at his little cub as he carries him back towards the living room. \n\n“Dont look. Okay? Dont look at your nasties.” He cooes at him, trying to shield the little roo from seeing his snipped testies laying there on the table. But he didn't close his eyes, lowering his ears as he watched his boy berries get further and further away. Just left there, discarded like little more than trash. The thought of what his dad mentioned before crossed his mind. Imagining them as brothers and that they were hugging each other. He felt a bit glad they wouldnt be alone and separated, but was still sad they had to leave his sac. \n\nJasper sat back down on the couch, moving his little man in such a way that he could drink his bottle while resting his head in that spot in his neck. “I love you Sebby, and I always will. One day you’ll understand why I had to do that. One day you’ll understand.” He tell him softly, leaning in to kiss his head. “Daddys handsome little man~.” \n\nSebby looked at his dad, eyes still red from all the crying. Despite feeling violated and nasty right now, he still knew this was where he belonged. He knew that his dad wouldnt have made him do something if it wasnt necessary, even if he didnt like it. This was his dad, the man that made him feel so complete. The only man in his life to ever make him feel this way in so long. He closed his eyes and just rested his head against his dad’s white chest, listening to that strong heartbeat as he suckled on his bottle. \n\nThis was where he belonged, and nothing was gonna change that. He chose the right one, finally after so many years of abandonment and heartbreak…. He found the one he could call daddy~\n", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "“But daaaad…” groaned a little kangaroo cub as he clenched his fists at his sides, protesting what he had just been told.

“I dont wanna hear it, mister. I told you from day one that your little boy berries were on a due date. You promised me that you would take it like a champ when that day came, so where is he?” Asked the larger gray/white wolf as he looked down at the little roo. His arms crossed and he took on the disappointed parent look. “I told you this summer, and here we are, 3 weeks before school is gonna start again.”

The little brown/black roo just huffed, turning his head to the side to avoid looking at his dad. “Leave me alone…” He says in a low voice, huffing that out under his breath.

“Excuse me? What was that?” Jasper asks, slightly raising his tone but not yelling. This only made the little roo clench his fists tighter. “I let you have so much time, mister. Ive let you put it off and off, trusting that you would understand when the time came and step up to be the man, but clearly I was wrong.” Jasper talked down to his little 8 year old kangaroo. Having expected a layer of responsibility to be there that the little guy clearly wasnt ready for.

“You told me that your friends all had things that their parents trusted them with. Cooking for themselves, letting them stay home by themselves… You wanted something that was bigger than all of theirs combined.” By this point the little roo began to cry a little bit from the weight of being scolded, even if deep down he was still standing strong and firm to his defiance.

“You wanted a dog, and I let you get Bruno. He had to give up his boy berries to come live with us, just like you, Seb. You promised you’d give them up so Bruno wouldnt feel alone, that was 2 years ago. You wanna tell him you lied?” Seeing that the roo wasnt gonna budge on the ‘responsibility’ aspect of this, he moved to mentioning that more personal matter. And it did seem to land, the little roo stopped clenching his fists as hard and opened his eyes to look at the dog.

The rather chubby brown/white boxer mix was laying happily on the carpet not far from them. Crunching away on his little treat he had been working on for the last few weeks now. Not a care in the world to anything that was going on. Sebastion then looked down further, eyeing Bruno’s deflated sac that was squished flat as a pancake between those canine back legs. He had never really thought much about what had happened to Bruno… It always just seemed like something small. He thought back to that day, how Bruno walked a little funny and had to have a cone for a few days. But he never showed unhappiness that it happened.

Sebby looked down at his own little Paw Patrol undies and reached to the waistband, pulling it open slightly with his thumbs to look within. His little prepubescent assets resting neatly within, unaware of the fate that was due for them. A cute little black peen, spotted in big patches of brown from the base to the very opening of his foreskin. And below it sat 2 little bulges in a tight black sac, no bigger than table grapes.

The roo looked at his sac for a moment, then lifted his head to look at Bruno’s flat one, then back at his. Taking in what he dad wanted for him as he compared the ‘before and after’. He started to get very self conscious, despite having made the deal, he didnt want what Bruno got, he liked being how he was. He closed his undies and even pulled the front up tightly as he looked back at his dad, shaking his head no.

Jasper just sighed softly. “Sebby, you gotta.”

“No I dont!” The roo huffed in defiance again, this time raising his voice.

“Dont you raise your voice at me, mister!” Jasper finally raised his in a commanding and authoritative way, something he hadnt done during this entire talk. “Here I am trying to help you and this is how you act? Im being nice to you and giving you everything, i've been a good dad, havent I? Now I need you to trust me and let me do this! Your boy berries need to come out! You promised!”

By this point the little 8 year old had enough. “Pppbbbbhhhh!” He punctuated his defiance the way any kid would at that age, sticking his tongue out and spitting at his elders. Making Bruno suddenly look up from his treat at the sudden noise of that. Sebastian was entirely unfazed by what he had just done, sticking his tongue back in and looking at his dad as he held his ground.

Jasper on the other hand had had enough by this point. Wiping the spit off his face as his eyes pierced into the little cub. “Thats it.” Was all he said before reaching in behind the cub to grip his neck scruff, the way he always did when punishing the little roo. “Now you’re really not going to the pool with Alaster Tomorrow.” He said with a huff.

Sebastion’s steely resolve quickly broke when he saw that paw coming for him, lowering his ears and even yipping in submission as he was lift off the ground. His body went limp reflexively from that grab in that spot. “Dad wait…!” He cried out, not wanting to be punished.

“No mister, that was the last straw.”

“I shouldn't have spit… please!” The little roo began to cry as he was carried off towards the hallway just outside of his study. Hearing that he wasnt going swimming tomorrow had him balling his eyes out. “D…dd…aadd..”

“No seb, you did this to yourself. You only have yourself to thank for this.” Jasper said firmly as he set him down in the corner, releasing his hold on his scruff. “Now you sit here and think about what you did. We’ll call Alaster in an hour and tell him you aren't coming.”

“Noooo!” Sebby cried as he turned around and tried to plead for that not to be taken away, grabbing onto his dad’s leg as a way of apologizing.

“Corner, now!” Jasper just pointed towards the wall as the roo sobbed, holding onto his leg tightly, not letting go.

 “I… I..mm.. So…rr..rr..r..y..” he tried to plead between sobs.

“Im sorry too, Seb.” Jasper said, looking down. “Maybe you weren't ready to be responsible.”

Sebastian’s eyes suddenly went wide as he squealed. “No! Dont take Bruno away!” He pleaded, holding onto his dad’s leg tighter. “Im Sorry! Not Bruno! Not Bruno!” Sebby shook his head frantically as he pleaded for his best friend.

“Wall, now!” Jasper just said firmly a second time. The little roo just kept doing those little crying huffs as he sobbed against his dad’s leg, reaching up to rub his eyes to see the look on his dad’s face. He then turned around, his ears so low as he got into position facing the wall, sobbing loudly as he stood there.  

“I'm not getting rid of Bruno, seb. But I'm very disappointed in you.” He reassured the little guy that he had no intention of getting rid of their dog. Knowing he didnt know better due to his prior experiences with abusive parents. “What did I say about spitting?” He asks, helping shift the little guy’s mind back to what he did wrong as he stood there with crossed arms.

Sebastian continued to cry-huff as he rests his forehead against the wall. “That i..i.. its nast..t.yy.. an..an..an.. we dont d.. d…d..o it..”

“Thats right, mister. So why do you think its okay to spit in my face?”

The little roo doesnt know how to answer, instead just slowly shaking his head back and forth, keeping his attention towards the wall.

“Because its not okay, is it?”

“N..n..o..o sir…”

“Are you gonna do it again?”

Sebastian closes his mouth, trying to silence his cry-huffs as he sniffles, again choosing not to answer and instead just shaking his head no.

“You dont spit at your dad when he’s trying to talk to you, understand? I love you sebby, and I only want whats best for you.”

Sebastian’s crying pretty much got louder after he was told that. This was the first man he had ever had in his little life that he actually looked up to, that he felt safe with. And despite what they wanted from him, in such a personal area, it wasn't out of malice  or exploitation. “D…daa..ad..y..” he said, finally turning around from the wall as he hung his head.

Jasper just opened his arms to the little roo, who didnt need any further invitation to pounce into them. Burying his already very wet face into his neck as he held onto the wolf for dear life. Balling his eyes out harder as he felt his dad embrace him. Feeling those arms wrap around his back and slowly rock him as he walked away, bringing him back into the living room.

Jasper just sat down on the couch with the little roo, laying back as he gently rubbed the little guy’s back. “Shhh… There there. Are you sorry for what you did?” He asks in a far gentler tone then he had ever been using before.

Sebby just nods repeatedly, unable to form words with how much he was crying. Not wanting to look up from the comforting dark spot he had found in his dad’s neck. “Good.” Jasper just says in that same tone, nuzzling against the roo’s head. “But you know they still gotta go.”

Sebastian then shook his head no, tightening his arms around his dad as he whined.

“Yes, Seb. Its not up for debate.” He says firmly yet still in that gentle tone. “I love you and you know that, but that doesnt change the fact that your boy berries need to come out. Its not gonna hurt, I promise you that. Ive done it on countless other boys your age, some even older than you. Its easy, you just have to lay there and take it like a champ.”

He shook his head again as he continued crying in his dad’s neck.

“Yes, Sebby. You dont even have to do anything. All the work is on me. You’ve done enough growing them nice and big, but now its time to say goodbye.” He says as he slowly rocks his little cub, patting his back gently as he does so. “You’ll be daddys big man once its done, promise.

Sebastian just shook his head no again.

All he could do was just sigh as his efforts to convince his cub were just going nowhere. “Then I guess we’re telling Bruno we lied to him then.”

That made that little head pop up as he looked at his dad. His face was so wet at this point and his eyes were so red from all the crying. “No daddy…” Sebastian whined as he looked over at Bruno who wagged his tail and started getting up, now coming over to see what was up. He sniffed the roo’s wet face and began to lick his cheeks where he had been crying, making the little cub try to push him away.

“No? Then the only way to not be a lier is to do it. You wanna be a lier?” Jasper asked him.

He whined again, looking at his dad and then at the dog and back. “I dont… wanna… lose my berries…” He protested, not wanting to tell Bruno nor go through with what his dad wanted.

“Bruno–” Jasper started to say before Seb put his little paws over his mouth. Bruno tilted his head to the side in confusion.

“Nothing Bruno! Just go away please!” He shouted at the dog with a raised voice. The sudden raised voice made him think he had done something wrong which made him lower his ears and go to his kennel to lay in his bed.

“Sebastian Lucas!” Jasper shouted firmly as he sat up with the cub in his lap. “Is that how we treat those who love you?! He loves you unconditionally, same as me, and thats how you talk to him?”

By this point the roo was hurt himself, partly at how he reacted to his best friend, but also at the fact his dad had been the one to provoke it. “If you’d just… leave me alone about it, I wouldn't have shouted! You made me shout at him!”

“Thats enough!” Jasper barked.

“No! You love my balls so much then why dont you suck on them!” He huffed angrily as he broke out of his dad’s arms. “You’re supposed to be my dad, and all I'm hearing is you saying you wanna cut my ‘no no’s’! You’re not my dad, you’re a monster!” Sebastian knew what it meant to use that word in regards to his dad, being the werewolf that he was. “Dads are supposed to love, and all you wanna do is hurt my special place!”

“I do love you, Seb! You have no idea how much!” By this point the wolf was so very furious, but he never lost his composure. Never raising a hand to his cub, even when he was being this disrespectful.

“I hate you..” The little roo huffed, crossing his arms and pouting as he looked away. Not even attempting to run since there wasn't exactly anywhere he could go but sit here and face what he had gotten into. He had run away too many times in his life, he was done doing that. If he was gonna fight an adult, he was gonna stand his ground.

“Im sorry you feel that way, Seb, I really am.” Was all Jasper said before once more reaching for his son and taking him back into a hugging embrace. Something that confused the little guy so much that he looked side to side for a moment, trying to figure out what was going on. “Ive tried to give you the best life possible from the shitty hand you’ve been dealt for 6 years. Im sorry that I made you question what you had by asking this of you, I just wanted what was best for you, you know, like a proper father does.” Jasper says with a sigh as he gently pats his roo’s back in that embrace. “But I guess that makes me a monster in your eyes… then i'm sorry for hurting you Seb.”

By this point Sebastian had once again began to cry, holding his dad tightly. He didnt mean to call his dad a monster, but he really didnt want to lose his balls. “Daddy….” He whines out as he looked up at his father for guidance. He was so lost in how to feel, and right now just wanted nothing more then to be loved and not have this be an issue.

“I know Sebby, I know.” Jasper said in an understanding tone as he lightly rocked his little cub. “Im sorry it has to be a burden on you, but it does.”

“No daddy…” Sebastion protested again, not liking the sound of where it was going as he hugged tightly, wanting it not to happen.

“You can hate me all you want, little man, but thats never gonna change the fact that you’re loved. One day you’ll understand, and one day you’ll thank me, I promise. Do you trust me?”

Sebastian cry huffed a few times before pulling his head from his dad’s chest and looking up at him, sniffling. He nods his head yes when asked if he trusts him, wiping his eyes. To which Jasper leans down to kiss his head lovingly.

“I’ll never stop loving you deeply sebby. No matter how much you hate me, I'll always be your dad.” He tells him, looking him in the eyes as he wipes his cheeks with his thumbs. Leaning in to then kiss one cheek heart and then the other. “Can you be my big boy, hm?” He asks as he rests his head against his, touching forehead to forehead in that little embrace.

The kangaroo once more wordlessly shook his head slowly no.

“Well then, can you be daddy's little kangaroo?” He asks. Rephrasing his question in a way he thinks Seb wants to hear. To which he does get a very slow nodded yes as a response.

“Can I have… ice cream… after..?” He asks between cry-huffs.

“You can have whatever you want after, my little roo.” The wolf says happily, hugging his son so close as he slowly begins to stand up from the couch. Walking him towards the dining room, grabbing his black duffle bag from the floor and moving it towards the table that he set Sebastian down on.

 He unzips it and pulls out the first of many things within, a big shiny device that looked like a small chair made out of a metal rod. Something that made the little roo gulp loudly as he saw it. “Dad…”

“Mm?”

“I'm scared ..”

“I know you are, Sebby. But I'm right here and I love you, lots and lots.” He reassured his little man with one last hug. “We’ll be right back on that couch in a little while. It will be so quick I promise.” He kisses his head. “Now uppies so I can pull your pants down.”

Sebastian whines loudly when he’s told to do that -  already not wanting this - and now having to part with his most private of things which will leave him totally exposed. Quickly putting his hands in front of his bulge, trying to shield the assets that his dad wanted to take away from him.

“Hey… okay, you’re okay. Come here.” Jasper slows down, once more opening his arms for a hug, to which the roo doesn't hesitate diving into, holding his dad tightly. Jasper closes his arms around his little man, rocking him gently as he does so. Sebastian begins to cry again which he can easily hear. “Hey, shhh…. I know roo, I know.” He cooes at him and spends the next few moments comforting his scared little cub.

 After a while he slowly starts to reach for his bag once more, keeping the other paw gently patting his son’s back, cooing at him and telling him to ‘shhh’. He reaches for a prepared syringe of sedative he had already prepared for the little man in advance. He very carefully brings it up to his mouth as the little roo was distracted with his eyes closed in the comfort of his embrace. Biting the cap to pull it off the needle, not wanting to make it known that he was so close to a shot since he knew how scared of needles the little guy was already.

“Daddys right here, my little baby roo.” He tells him as he gently punches his neck scruff to bunch up some free skin before sliding the needle in quickly and pressing the plunger.

The moment the roo felt those finger around his scruff, he didnt think much of it. His did often liked to kneed him right there, and he did often like the way that felt. But this wasn't that, he felt the sharp sting and clenched his eyes tightly. “Ow! Too hard..” he whined, thinking his dad had just poked him with his claw or something.

“Oo, sorry.” He played it off as he pulled out the needle before Seb could reach back there to rub it. He hid the syringe behind his back and just rubbed the little roo, trying to get him to lay back against him like he had been doing. Once he does so, he tosses the used syringe back into the bag where it can no longer be seen. He brings that paw back to join in petting the roo’s back.

“Daddy… I feel… funny…”

“Shh. You’re just getting tinglies in your tummy cause you’re so close to becoming a big boy.” The wolf tell him, playing off whats happening to help ease the little kangaroo into this. “It means you’re ready to get your pants pulled down.” He tells him as he lowers his right hand from his back, hooking his index finger into the waistband of those Paw Patrol undies at his rear and pulling them down slowly.

Sebastian grunted as he was not ready to have them pulled down, but his dad did it anyway. He tried to cross his legs to keep them up, but he felt weak, like he was super sleepy yet knew he wasn't. His dad managed to slip them off his little feet with ease and set them aside next to the duffle bag. Now that those were out of the way, he was brought close once more into that hug, which placed his boy parts against his dad’s belly fur. A feeling that he didnt get to experience often and it made him squirm.

“Look at you, you’re so big now.” Jasper says with a smile as he moves the roo’s little fur tuft out of his eyes with a single finger. “Feels like just yesterday I brought you home. Its hard to believe its been 3 years already.”

By this point the sedative was working wonders on the little guy’s body. His arms barely had enough strength to hold onto his dad let alone protest that he wanted more time. “Dad…”

“Yah my handsome little man?” He says with such a big smile.

“I dont hate you…” Of all the things on his mind, that was the biggest one he regretted having said. Despite all of the things he was about to lose, this was still his dad, and he loved him. This wolf was the only one to make him truly know what that was like after all the abuse he had suffered. “Im sorry… for calling you a monster…”

“Awww~ I know, little man.” he reaches for the little seat device he got out earlier and moves it into place, slowly laying his cub down in it. He hooks it around his inner thighs before reaching in to place one leg in the designated leg holder, and then the other. Once both of those are in place, he reaches to the side of the chair to begin turning a knob which audibly cranks a ratchet. The seat slowly begins raising, curling those legs till the boy’s knees rested a little ways off his chest. Leaving his genitals all nice and exposed for the coming work.

Sebby whimpered again as he tried to sit up, not wanting to be exposed like this. To which Jasper quickly reached in to comfort him “Shhh, you’re okay. Daddys right here, daddys got you.” He cooed at him, giving him his hand to hold onto. “You are so close little man. So close~” he says with a proud tone of voice. “You can do this Sebastian, I believe in you. You’re a strong Lucas, just like your daddy.”

Sebastian once again began to cry, closing his eyes as he cry-huffed to himself. The words from his dad made him want to be strong, but he still very much didnt want this. “Not… my… special place… please..” he pleaded.

“Awww, I'm sorry my little man. I promise it will be quick, just like Bruno’s.” He then reaches into his bag to get out the rectangular wrap of green cloth inside, easily pulling it out and setting it next to his little roo on the right side. He keeps one paw for Seb to hold while he works to unwrap the bundle, opening up the cloth to reveal a bunch of metal surgical tools. He reached in and picks out the ones he needs for this procedure, just a scalpel, two forceps, and a spool of suture material with a needle. “Daddys doing this because he loves you, Sebby. Do you trust me?”

The kangaroo closed his mouth and sniffled, nodding his head up and down slowly.

“Its because this is in your special place that makes it so meaningful, Sebby. You’re gonna be such a big boy when I'm done. Yah~ Daddys little man~” he cooes at him in the baby voice, trying to reassure him that this was a big but necessary sacrifice. “Whos daddys little man, hm? Whos daddys little man?”

“M…m…e..e..”

“Yah you are~” Jasper cooes again in the baby tone. “My big strong man who's growing up today. Guess what that means?” He tried to say as the little cub just kept crying. “Guess what that means, little man.” He says again, trying to divert the roo’s worries away from what was coming, trying to cheer him up.

“W…what..?” He asked, doing his best to open his eyes.

“Neutered little boys get more time before bed. Yah~ If you do this, your bedtime becomes 11 pm instead of 9. Cause you’re a big boy when it's all over. That sounds cool doesnt it?”

Sebastian wasnt sure how to answer that. He just continued to cry to himself as he held his dad’s hand.

“I know its hard Sebby, but its part of growing up. Sometimes you have to make sacrifices we dont always like. The important thing is that you’re surrounded by the people that love you. And even after your boy berries are out, you’ll still have me, big boy. You’ll always have me. I love you Seb. It's for your own good, little man.” He leans in to kiss that cute little paw that held him for dear life. “Just breathe and look up at the ceiling. It will be quick and painless. You wont even know the difference, I promise.”

He slowly pulls his hand back, letting go from holding hands, only for Seb to whimper and try to follow. But the sedative made his movements slow and limp. “Hey, shhh. I'm right here.” He comforts him with his words. “Put your paws right here on your knees.” He instructs him, helping to move those paws so one was on each knee. “Thats my little man. Just like that. Let daddy do what he needs to do.”

He reaches over to the tools he picked out, finally grabbing the scalpel in his right paw. Seb watched as his dad grabbed that tool, his heart racing. He quickly shut his eyes not wanting to see as he whimpered. “I'm a big boy…. I'm a big boy…” he repeated in his head.

Jasper wasted no further time on formalities. Reaching in with his left paw to grip that black sac, pulling down on it and the two little grapes inside. Trying his best to stretch the set of male appendages as the adrenaline the boy was letting off kept them up close and tight to his body. But no matter how much he tried to pull them down and get them to stretch, they wouldn't. But not one to let that stop him, he continues on like that. Placing the scalpel about half way at the middle of that left testicle, and without a word begins pulling the blade along it.

That boy-flesh didnt stand a chance against the sharp blade, quickly jumping out of the way of the blade as he made his incision. The black sac gave way to pink-white fleshy innards, contrasting well between the flesh inside and outside. “There we are little man, just like that.” He cooes as he splits the first of those balls open to the world. Once he gets the incision large enough he moves the scalpel out of the way and squeezes behind that little bulge. Forcing the little prepubic breeding organ against the newly made opening. It resisted his efforts to be forced out for a moment, but popped its way out soon enough. “And pop~” He said playfully, trying to keep up a light and happy mood to keep the little guys spirits up.

“There we go, see? That wasnt so bad was it?” He asked, trying to get Seb to realize he was in good hands and that it wasn't gonna hurt. The little roo certainly couldnt feel much of anything. And what he did felt dull and distant, like a far away dream. What he could feel however was the sudden draft now applied to his glistening wet testicle now that it was exposed. Something he could only curl his toes about as he didn't have much strength for anything else.

“Feels… eew…” He protested, squirming slightly.

“It is eww sebby, so dont look okay? You’re doing great.” Jasper reassured him as he set the scalpel down on the cloth. Taking both paws in to the boy’s groin again, he grips that testicle and slowly begins pulling it outwards towards him. Stretching it on its cord as much as he could, getting it a good distance before pinching on the cord with his thumb and index finger of his right hand. He was easily able to locate what cords were what, putting pressure on the pinch to part the cables inside. Leaving the blood vessels and spermatic cord on one side, and the muscle on the other.

Now that he knew what was where, he pushes his claw on his index finger through the thin membrane tunic that covered the little nut like clothes, puncturing it, and then hooking the claw around the muscle. He then pulled firmly to the side, easily snapping the connection of that muscle from the testicle like it was nothing. “Theres a good boy Seb. Just a little more~ You’re doing so good~.” He cooes again in the baby voice as he smiles down to his little roo. By this point Sebastian had pretty much resigned to this happening no matter how much he protested, so he just lightly cried to himself as he waited for it to be over. Sniffling as he tried to look at his dad without looking too far down.

“Big boy for daddy, Sebby~ Big boy for daddy~.” He cooed again, reaching over for the first forcep clamp. “Look up Sebby. Up.” He pointed to the ceiling, gesturing with the forcep clamp as he did so. The little kangaroo gulped at what that meant, flexing his toes tightly and clenching his fists. He shut his eyes quickly and lifted his head to took at the ceiling like he was told, but he shut his eyes tightly instead, whimpering repeatedly as he braced for what came next.

*crritch* There was a firm crunching sound as the clamp was clicked into place, but that was the only thing that came. There was no pain, no anything to announce something had changed other than that sound. “That a’ boy, Sebby. Thats the worst part~ Thats the worst part~ Breathe little man, daddys not gonna hurt you.”

Sebastian just slowly let out the air he had sucked in, blowing it out of his mouth as he was told it was done. He had indeed feared the worst, but it couldnt feel a single thing. That made things much less stressful in a way. He still kept his fists clenched and his toes curled, but he was a little more confident that ‘the worst’, according to his dad, was something he couldn't even notice.

Jasper grabbed the scalpel once more, bringing it in and slowly sawing through the trapped cord. Bringing that blade through those little tubes that helped the little grape sized testicle function, like it was nothing. Being only 8 and still far from puberty, these tubes were still small and thin. It didnt take much to cut through them, and as such that little defenseless egg came away in his paw without much effort. “One down little man.”

Once that testicle was freed, he moved his fingers in to push the cord up from the forcep. Since Sebastian’s cords were still so thin. He was able to tie them off by making a knot on themselves. The moment he slid the cord off, it formed a nice tight little round bump. He made sure to pull it tight and then released it, letting it suck back up into the depths of his cub like releasing the tension on a rubber band.

The little roo sniffled as he moved his head down, again trying to look at his dad without seeing much else. “All.. done..?”

“Pff, no. Thats only one, you still have a twin I gotta deal with. But I promise you I made sure to get the ‘evil’ twin first.” Jasper said playfully, again still trying to keep the mood light and happy.

“T…then.. the good twin can live…? Please..? Why cant he say if hes good..?” Seb asked in the most innocent way possible.

Jasper just grinned softly, tilting his head a bit from the weight of that cuteness. “Because Seb, you dont just get one done, little man. Both have to go. Besides, they’re brothers. You dont wanna seperate brothers from each other, right?”

Finally the little roo looked down at his groin, seeing the half ruined sac he now had. One side still plump with the bulge he had come to know, and the other deflated and wrinkled up like a raisin. He then lowered his ears as he thought about that. “N…no I guess not..” He said in a sad tone.

“I know its hard Seb, but its almost over. Its just the same thing a second time, and then you can pull your undies back up, okay? Can you do one more?”

He thought about it for a moment, lowering his ears as he lay his head back down on the table. Just fully accepting it was gonna come out no matter what he wanted.

“Thank you Sebby. You’re doing so good~.” Jasper cooed at him again, grabbing the scalpel a second time and beginning on the little right testicle.  He placed the blade centermass as he had on the other side, and once more slowly pulled it down along that little prepubescent organ.

 The little roo closed his eyes tight when he felt the air against that place again, curling his toes as he began to wiggle. “Ew ew ew…” he protests.

“Okay, Okay, calm down. I know its gross but its only for a little bit. Shhh…” He tried to reassure him as he parted the cords on this side just as he had before. Squishing with his thumb and index finger to get them apart. He then pushes his claw through and pulls the muscle free from the little nut in his paws. Once thats free he wastes no time grabbing a second forcep clamp, crimping it over the cord as he had done to the other side. He then saws though the cord with the scalpel one final time, freeing this little kangaroo cub from his testicles for good.

“There we go Sebby. Daddy got the ewwies off you. Daddy got the ewwies out~.” Jasper cooes triumphantly at his little roo as he pushes the cord off the clamp, tightening the self-made knot before letting it snap back inside the cub’s ruined scrotum. “Its over Sebby, its over.~” He just kept repeating to the little guy as he closed his little incisions with 2 stitches each.

 Once the incisions were closed, he releases the latch keeping his legs up. Letting them come back to rest on the table. He sets the roo’s little nuts down next to the tools he had used, moving everything out of the way by scooting his paw over the table. He then reached out a hand for his cub to grab so he could help him sit up.

Now free to look at himself, his eyes once more fell on his genitals. The poor little guy couldn't help but reach down and cup his now deflated black pouch. Pinching and pulling at all his loose skin where his balls used to be. His poor little ears fell back, showing off his sadness for the change that he hadn't wanted through that little body language.

“Sebby, don't go pulling too hard on it, you’ll hurt yourself.” Jasper told him softly, letting his little man explore the changes he has made, but trying to make sure he did so carefully

“M-m…my.. special place..” his little lip visibly quivered.

“I know little man, but I had to. You’ll understand someday…  I promise.” He tries to comfort him with those words. “Daddy had to cut your special place, but he did it because he loves you, and he wants what's best. And what's best for rooey was the snip snip, just like you promised.” He says, calling him by his nickname as he explained as best he could, taking on that soft tone of voice as he leans in close and gently pets his head.

As Sebastian began to ball his eyes out again, he cupped his paw under that cute little chin of his. “Hey, look at me buddy.” He tells him softly. Sebastian struggles to open his eyes to look at his dad through all the tears, but does get to see his father’s warm smile.

“Whats that thing daddy always tells you when you feel bad, hm?” He asks. “Im big-”

“Im big…” repeats the little roo, wiping his nose and face with his arm.

“I'm brave.”

“I'm bwave’.” He slurs through his very emotional state.

“I'm beautiful.”

“Im bwootiful…”

“Yah, there's my little man~ Come here, give me huggies.” He cooes in the baby voice as he scoops up the little roo, holding him so close and rocking him as he gently pat his back. “Its okay Sebby, it's over now, shh~. Shh~”

“D…aa…ad…”

“I know big boy, I know. I'm sorry I had to cut your special place, but its over now, shhh.”  He carried his little man into the kitchen, opening the fridge to grab a bottle that was already prepared. He shook it up, covering the nipple as he did so just out of habit even though it didnt need to be shaken. “Here we go, here we go little man.” He handed it to the little guy, who happily scooped it up without thinking about it.

He may have been 8, but there wasnt anything wrong with having a comfort mechanism like this. Sharing a bottle in the warming comfort of your dad’s arms. “There we go~ You may have become daddys little man today, but you’re never too old for this. Yah~ You earned yourself some mandatory cuddle time, yes you did~ Come on my little man~.” Jasper cooes at his little cub as he carries him back towards the living room.

“Dont look. Okay? Dont look at your nasties.” He cooes at him, trying to shield the little roo from seeing his snipped testies laying there on the table. But he didn't close his eyes, lowering his ears as he watched his boy berries get further and further away. Just left there, discarded like little more than trash. The thought of what his dad mentioned before crossed his mind. Imagining them as brothers and that they were hugging each other. He felt a bit glad they wouldnt be alone and separated, but was still sad they had to leave his sac.

Jasper sat back down on the couch, moving his little man in such a way that he could drink his bottle while resting his head in that spot in his neck. “I love you Sebby, and I always will. One day you’ll understand why I had to do that. One day you’ll understand.” He tell him softly, leaning in to kiss his head. “Daddys handsome little man~.”

Sebby looked at his dad, eyes still red from all the crying. Despite feeling violated and nasty right now, he still knew this was where he belonged. He knew that his dad wouldnt have made him do something if it wasnt necessary, even if he didnt like it. This was his dad, the man that made him feel so complete. The only man in his life to ever make him feel this way in so long. He closed his eyes and just rested his head against his dad’s white chest, listening to that strong heartbeat as he suckled on his bottle.

This was where he belonged, and nothing was gonna change that. He chose the right one, finally after so many years of abandonment and heartbreak…. He found the one he could call daddy~
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