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  "description_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>Well, back to sad times. Just so you know, we&rsquo;re nearing the end of what I&rsquo;m calling season 1 of Driftwood. So don&rsquo;t expect for it to let up soon. Some of you might even be able to guess how heavy the next one will be from that last line. XD<br /><br />Support my art at my Subscribe Star, there are High Res Iron pages there, as well as the 1080p version of my Driftwood animation(s). A new Driftwood animated is going to drop later this week, and I&rsquo;ll put it up there too!<br /><a href=\"https://subscribestar.adult/infinitydoom\" rel=\"nofollow\">https://subscribestar.adult/infinitydoom</a><br /><br />Thanks to the new subscriber Michael D Crouch II</span>",
  "writing": "  “I’m really surprised to see you back at The Driftwood, but hey! I’ll give you a free drink if you tell me your name!” Ferro jokes.\n\n  “Go fuck yourself, Ferro.” Their joke was not appreciated by their cute Verling ex casual lover.\n\n  “So why are you here, I thought after I forgot your name you’d never want to talk to me again,” Ferro asked.\n\n  “Well, I didn’t, but I just got dumped… Abandoned, really. I just need a rebound right now,” The guy says.\n\n  Ferro is shocked, “Are you sure you want to do it with me, of all people!”\n\n  The boy was already heading down to Ferro’s room, “Just shut up and fuck me already,” Ferro had to admit, this guy really knew how to speak their language.\n\n  Their ex’s animosity seemed to dissipate quickly during sex. Ferro didn’t think they were a very good top, but the boy under them didn’t seem to notice. Every time the two of them ever had sex, it was pretty good. And this was no exception, awkwardness and all.\n\n  In the middle of it, Ferro was asked if they could kiss him like they used too. They realized they had been avoiding that. But they liked kissing, and it didn’t have to mean anything.\n\n  What started out as slow passionate kissing quickly turned into a grasping, groping affair of hands and tongue. Ferro was pulled in closer, and they went deep as their hands groped every inch of his body. Eventually Ferro’s hand found their partner’s dick, throbbing hard and ready. With just a little attention, it began twitching and spurting. This guy really had a hair trigger.\n\n  Ferro pulled out, just fondling their partner as he finished his orgasm. When he was done, he opened his eyes. So content in the post orgasm afterglow, so filled with affection. And those familiar love filled eyes were pointed at Ferro, again. He was quick and eagar to start the post sex cuddle. His arms wrapped around Ferro like they were the last person on Orwin. “You know, Ferro…” His arms felt like seaweed tangled around them, keeping them underwater. “I never stop loving someone after I fall for them.” \n\n  Ferro felt uncomfortable, they had a hard time breathing. They kicked out of the cuddle and got out of bed.\n\n  “Where are you going, Ferro?” Their bedfellow asked.\n\n  “I’m getting a coal to light my hookah,” Ferro replied.\n\n  “You seriously broke our cuddle to go do drugs!” Ferro places the coal into place. “Why are you so cruel to me, Ferro!”\n\n  Ferro inhales Hashnip smoke and blows it out before responding, “I’m not sure, there’s probably something wrong with me.” They take another hit before speaking again, “Do you want some?”\n\n  “Unbelievable,” The cute Verling responds, “And yes, give me that shit.”\n\n  As the boy inhales, Ferro speaks, “You know I never really had any friends before...”\n\n  “Considering the way you treat people. That isn’t a surprise to me.”\n\n  Ferro laughs, it wasn’t funny to them. They’ve just learned to laugh at that kind of thing. And then they take another hit. “That’s fair, I guess, what I’m trying to say is…” Ferro reconsiders letting themselves be this vulnerable. But they probably wouldn’t remember much of this night, so they talk about a feeling they’ve never been able to put into words…\n\n  “It feels like… everyone is far apart, even when they're next to me...”\n \n  With Hashnip’s assistance, Ferro falls asleep in the boy's arms. And they wake up with him still next to them. Already awake and eyes open, staring at them in the undeserving way he often stared at Ferro.\n\n  “I was thinking about the stuff you said last night. I think I can help you, Ferro.” Ferro was confused, they didn’t really remember what they said last night. “I think as your boyfriend I could help steer you-”\n\n  Ferro interrupts their partner, “Wait boyfriend! I didn’t agree to that last night, did I?”\n\n  “No, but I care about you, and you said you’ve been so broken up ever since Sterling so I thought-” The boy tries to explain, but is interrupted once again.\n\n  “Have some respect for yourself, guy! I can’t even remember your name, you don’t want to date me, I’m not a good person!” Ferro says it almost like a desperate plea.\n\n  The boy gives Ferro a deep embrace, giving them pause for a moment. “How do you feel with me right now, Ferro?”\n\n  Ferro tries to take a breath, then more desperately, another. They find no air in their lungs, only water. They are sinking, drowning. Drowning in him. In the fear that someone could so easily hurt them. This was, this is…\n\n  This is what love felt like…\n\n  It was what love had always felt like to Ferro. It’s what it felt like when Sterling and them decided to make a life together. It’s what it felt like when their mother begged them not to leave. They didn’t want to be loved anymore. Didn’t want to be in this embrace. They pushed the guy away. Panicking, they pushed him far too hard. He went tumbling off the bed.\n\n  Ferro was aghast at themselves, “Oh dear, are you okay!” They were worried he might have fallen on his tail.\n\n  The boy was crying, though it was clearly not from physical pain. “What’s wrong with you, Ferro! You know what you’re right! You are an awful person! You’re selfish and unlovable, I don’t think you even care that you hurt me!” He gets up and leaves the room. “Goodbye, Ferro…”\n\n  Ferro looks at their reflection in a mirror. They were in tears. And they knew he was right, they really were awful. Selfish, unlovable, and that was just the surface. A pitiful, worthless Anomaly. A used up broken mess. And lest they forget what they did to throw away the one good thing they ever had. They were a cheater, and they would always be one...\n",
  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;I&rsquo;m really surprised to see you back at The Driftwood, but hey! I&rsquo;ll give you a free drink if you tell me your name!&rdquo; Ferro jokes.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Go fuck yourself, Ferro.&rdquo; Their joke was not appreciated by their cute Verling ex casual lover.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;So why are you here, I thought after I forgot your name you&rsquo;d never want to talk to me again,&rdquo; Ferro asked.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Well, I didn&rsquo;t, but I just got dumped&hellip; Abandoned, really. I just need a rebound right now,&rdquo; The guy says.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;Ferro is shocked, &ldquo;Are you sure you want to do it with me, of all people!&rdquo;<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;The boy was already heading down to Ferro&rsquo;s room, &ldquo;Just shut up and fuck me already,&rdquo; Ferro had to admit, this guy really knew how to speak their language.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;Their ex&rsquo;s animosity seemed to dissipate quickly during sex. Ferro didn&rsquo;t think they were a very good top, but the boy under them didn&rsquo;t seem to notice. Every time the two of them ever had sex, it was pretty good. And this was no exception, awkwardness and all.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;In the middle of it, Ferro was asked if they could kiss him like they used too. They realized they had been avoiding that. But they liked kissing, and it didn&rsquo;t have to mean anything.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;What started out as slow passionate kissing quickly turned into a grasping, groping affair of hands and tongue. Ferro was pulled in closer, and they went deep as their hands groped every inch of his body. Eventually Ferro&rsquo;s hand found their partner&rsquo;s dick, throbbing hard and ready. With just a little attention, it began twitching and spurting. This guy really had a hair trigger.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;Ferro pulled out, just fondling their partner as he finished his orgasm. When he was done, he opened his eyes. So content in the post orgasm afterglow, so filled with affection. And those familiar love filled eyes were pointed at Ferro, again. He was quick and eagar to start the post sex cuddle. His arms wrapped around Ferro like they were the last person on Orwin. &ldquo;You know, Ferro&hellip;&rdquo; His arms felt like seaweed tangled around them, keeping them underwater. &ldquo;I never stop loving someone after I fall for them.&rdquo; <br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;Ferro felt uncomfortable, they had a hard time breathing. They kicked out of the cuddle and got out of bed.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Where are you going, Ferro?&rdquo; Their bedfellow asked.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;I&rsquo;m getting a coal to light my hookah,&rdquo; Ferro replied.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;You seriously broke our cuddle to go do drugs!&rdquo; Ferro places the coal into place. &ldquo;Why are you so cruel to me, Ferro!&rdquo;<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;Ferro inhales Hashnip smoke and blows it out before responding, &ldquo;I&rsquo;m not sure, there&rsquo;s probably something wrong with me.&rdquo; They take another hit before speaking again, &ldquo;Do you want some?&rdquo;<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Unbelievable,&rdquo; The cute Verling responds, &ldquo;And yes, give me that shit.&rdquo;<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;As the boy inhales, Ferro speaks, &ldquo;You know I never really had any friends before...&rdquo;<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Considering the way you treat people. That isn&rsquo;t a surprise to me.&rdquo;<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;Ferro laughs, it wasn&rsquo;t funny to them. They&rsquo;ve just learned to laugh at that kind of thing. And then they take another hit. &ldquo;That&rsquo;s fair, I guess, what I&rsquo;m trying to say is&hellip;&rdquo; Ferro reconsiders letting themselves be this vulnerable. But they probably wouldn&rsquo;t remember much of this night, so they talk about a feeling they&rsquo;ve never been able to put into words&hellip;<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;It feels like&hellip; everyone is far apart, even when they&#039;re next to me...&rdquo;<br />&nbsp;<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;With Hashnip&rsquo;s assistance, Ferro falls asleep in the boy&#039;s arms. And they wake up with him still next to them. Already awake and eyes open, staring at them in the undeserving way he often stared at Ferro.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;I was thinking about the stuff you said last night. I think I can help you, Ferro.&rdquo; Ferro was confused, they didn&rsquo;t really remember what they said last night. &ldquo;I think as your boyfriend I could help steer you-&rdquo;<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;Ferro interrupts their partner, &ldquo;Wait boyfriend! I didn&rsquo;t agree to that last night, did I?&rdquo;<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;No, but I care about you, and you said you&rsquo;ve been so broken up ever since Sterling so I thought-&rdquo; The boy tries to explain, but is interrupted once again.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Have some respect for yourself, guy! I can&rsquo;t even remember your name, you don&rsquo;t want to date me, I&rsquo;m not a good person!&rdquo; Ferro says it almost like a desperate plea.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;The boy gives Ferro a deep embrace, giving them pause for a moment. &ldquo;How do you feel with me right now, Ferro?&rdquo;<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;Ferro tries to take a breath, then more desperately, another. They find no air in their lungs, only water. They are sinking, drowning. Drowning in him. In the fear that someone could so easily hurt them. This was, this is&hellip;<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;This is what love felt like&hellip;<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;It was what love had always felt like to Ferro. It&rsquo;s what it felt like when Sterling and them decided to make a life together. It&rsquo;s what it felt like when their mother begged them not to leave. They didn&rsquo;t want to be loved anymore. Didn&rsquo;t want to be in this embrace. They pushed the guy away. Panicking, they pushed him far too hard. He went tumbling off the bed.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;Ferro was aghast at themselves, &ldquo;Oh dear, are you okay!&rdquo; They were worried he might have fallen on his tail.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;The boy was crying, though it was clearly not from physical pain. &ldquo;What&rsquo;s wrong with you, Ferro! You know what you&rsquo;re right! You are an awful person! 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