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It's not my art that's the problem so much as how I use it and my characters.\n\nHitherto, I have failed to look at the evidence: no one has ever complained about my art---closest I've experienced to that are the few instances in which something was mistagged, and that time I brutally trashed my characters when I'd promised them a happy end (both criticisms were deserved AND constructive).\nThe only aggressiveness against my work has come from me: not from God, my watchers or IB/DA/FA staff, but from ME ...and I (should) like my art :(\n\nGod may be opposed to my drawings, or just some individual ones. I cannot say as my Timmy pieces are very niche. Even so, the Bible does say that, in gray areas such as this, if one is going to do them, do them with CONFIDENCE. I have failed there. :(\nThe object is to not do WILLFUL wrong. I do not know that my drawings are evil---in fact, I can see them in the contrary light. So, if I am doing wrong, I don't know it. My duty, then, is to have faith---to TRUST God will deal with it/me fairly (again, so long as I'm not fully convinced I'm doing wrong ...and the evidence says I am not).\n\nWhat IS wrong is to go back and forth on my word: it seems I'm not standing for anything; that I cannot be trusted to uphold what I say---my morals seem to fly with the wind.\nThis is so because I have been basing my morality on fear---I draw something risque, panic, and do an about-face on the matter despite no evidence that such is necessary.\n\nI'm an adult with sexual feelings. I need to learn to accept these, as effectively every person on this earth has them, and they are not inherently wrong. What one chooses to do in response to one's feelings is that which determines one's character---merely having such feelings isn't telling of anything.\n\nThe Bible says to focus on the good. Timmy has done much good for me: I have learned a great deal about myself and my sexuality---I've even found closure in some areas of my childhood through these drawings.\nJust as important (if not more so), I am a much less judgemental person because of my art. I used to look down on others, and even lable them for the art they made. I suppose I thought I was somehow better---I was not.\nSo, I was taught some humility; I've come to be more empathetic and understanding of others---it's MYSELF that I do not extend compassion and understanding to. And what is worse, again, is I've failed to trust GOD to help me manage my feelings and express them in healthy ways.\nPerhaps my means aren't perfect or wholly righteous, but God will take care of that---He is love and mercy incarnate. So long as I'm confident that I'm not willfully doing wrong (and not simply denying it), God will help me (and if my art IS offensive, He'll let me know it).\n\nAnyway, art: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/80062241","description_bbcode_parsed":"Not one word. Not one syllable, not one consonant and not one vowel will I read in protest. ...that said,
I've had revelation and inspiration---indeed, the rollar-coater that is my gallery has reached the apex of yet another hill (hold on tight!), and we must bear with it.
Timmy, in fact, has not yet come to an end, albeit he is coming ever nearer to one (the story in the Pixiv description will explain).
HYPOTHETICALWATCHER: "I thought nudity was of the Devil!"
I hate how wishy-washy I am on this---I have been fearing a caricature of what God is, as opposed to that which is true. It's not my art that's the problem so much as how I use it and my characters.
Hitherto, I have failed to look at the evidence: no one has ever complained about my art---closest I've experienced to that are the few instances in which something was mistagged, and that time I brutally trashed my characters when I'd promised them a happy end (both criticisms were deserved AND constructive).
The only aggressiveness against my work has come from me: not from God, my watchers or IB/DA/FA staff, but from ME ...and I (should) like my art :(
God may be opposed to my drawings, or just some individual ones. I cannot say as my Timmy pieces are very niche. Even so, the Bible does say that, in gray areas such as this, if one is going to do them, do them with CONFIDENCE. I have failed there. :(
The object is to not do WILLFUL wrong. I do not know that my drawings are evil---in fact, I can see them in the contrary light. So, if I am doing wrong, I don't know it. My duty, then, is to have faith---to TRUST God will deal with it/me fairly (again, so long as I'm not fully convinced I'm doing wrong ...and the evidence says I am not).
What IS wrong is to go back and forth on my word: it seems I'm not standing for anything; that I cannot be trusted to uphold what I say---my morals seem to fly with the wind.
This is so because I have been basing my morality on fear---I draw something risque, panic, and do an about-face on the matter despite no evidence that such is necessary.
I'm an adult with sexual feelings. I need to learn to accept these, as effectively every person on this earth has them, and they are not inherently wrong. What one chooses to do in response to one's feelings is that which determines one's character---merely having such feelings isn't telling of anything.
The Bible says to focus on the good. Timmy has done much good for me: I have learned a great deal about myself and my sexuality---I've even found closure in some areas of my childhood through these drawings.
Just as important (if not more so), I am a much less judgemental person because of my art. I used to look down on others, and even lable them for the art they made. I suppose I thought I was somehow better---I was not.
So, I was taught some humility; I've come to be more empathetic and understanding of others---it's MYSELF that I do not extend compassion and understanding to. And what is worse, again, is I've failed to trust GOD to help me manage my feelings and express them in healthy ways.
Perhaps my means aren't perfect or wholly righteous, but God will take care of that---He is love and mercy incarnate. So long as I'm confident that I'm not willfully doing wrong (and not simply denying it), God will help me (and if my art IS offensive, He'll let me know it).
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