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when it comes to you
i never know what's true
\t
you're making me go crazy
my memories are hazy
do you really want me gone?
after everything i've done?
\t
what did i
do to you?
i never meant to hurt you
you know i'm an introvert, too
\t
when it comes to you
i don't know what to do
\t
oh darling we're so so similar
the way you speak is so familiar
but you don't want me to hear it
just because i revere it
\t
is it so
wrong that
you're so deeply missed
and now it's like you don't exist
\t
i miss the
way you talk
you were so honest
now you don't respond, it's
\t
killing me, i miss you
what the hell could i do
to restore the bridge between us
i don't need you, i need us

when it comes to you\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t
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