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I'll be taking that back, now get the fuck out of my head and leave me alone until you're ready to accept some accountability for your disgusting negligence.
It was never about being "casual." It was about you being too insecure to be seen with a freak like me. I would have smeared your reputation. And, God forbid, if I killed myself, people might blame you for it.
Wouldn't that just be such a bummer, dude?
Sorry, though. If World of Warcraft was more important to you than my mental health, then your feelings are no longer important to me. Nor is your reputation. The captain will sink with his ship. I hope you like water, because you took our ship into the Bermuda Fucking Triangle, unaware that it's far more than just a place you get to brag about coming back from.
You're never coming back. Not if I can help it.
You were scared I would freak out if you said the wrong thing. Then you thought it was okay to call me a stalker to all of your friends, like that wouldn't hurt my feelings. I was never stalking you. Now I kind of want you to be afraid of me. You hurt me. I don't know if you wanted to, but you've been hiding from that for too long for me to think you ever gave a shit about anything other than the fact that you liked the music I made.
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