Treading through the usual path I do every other day (its my turn to pick the wild fruits we can't quite grow in this season) I can't help but be taken aback by the same beauty we see every year, leaves growing, wildlife skittering about, quiet but somewhat constant calls of various fawn and other baby animal mix into the sounds of nature...and the thought of sinking my teeth into them, fresh sweet meat so plentiful and belonging to those who can't put up a fight, such a cruel thing to even think about. In such an environment though I can also think far more clearly, I have a lot of anxieties and doubts about myself, me, one who is supposed to become something great but when every day is about the same routine, going nowhere and meeting no one you can't really build anything up, whatever, things will change one day I am sure of it. I finally arrived at a stream, today many fish are hopping up and down, a nice little bonus but I am here to clean and collect more water and yet my hands stay still, I just sit there and ponder on how I'm gonna change things, the thoughts I've had bring me much shame, really its something I'd never even considered but with how Isol- "Azuliiiiiin~" oh great, just what I needed "Azuuliiiiiiiiiiiiiin~" "...What?" I made my disdain VERY clear "Oh you know whaaaaat~" my pathetic fatass faggot 'brother' saunters over and grabs my shoulders, massaging them "Oh Azulin~" he coos, in the usual faggoty way "Look at you overdoing the food and wood collecting again, aww resting up? Want me to wash the clothes? That's it just relax sweet pie! My special lovely Azuliiiiin~" I had the biggest fucking hard on, every day its like this and in my mind I am sick of it, my body, however, can't get enough. He sets down the washboard and looks at me expectedly "Well, dear brother? Your clothes won't clean themselves~" he let out a little giggle after that, God that laugh, its so sugary and innocent "Yeah uh, here" I strip off my vest and shorts (today was very warm) again he let out that giggle, that small laugh "You're almost there..." God he was drooling, but its not like I was going to turn him down, no way so I do it; I take off my tighty whitey with a flower pattern on both sides "Now I can start-oh! What have we here?" He puts his face real close to my stiffy, he's loving this "Have a 'little' problem there?" and there it was, that goddamned laugh again. He lets out a little greedy lick against my tip, making sure to KNOW he is tasting the pre, sampling it in front of me with appreciative little moans, like its his first time sucking me off again "We can't go back with you like this!" "Or you like that either, stand up Gordi lets both clean our clothes" I carefully stripped his vest, his bouncing gelatinous tits and belly sloshing back into place when its off, fuck that's so hot I want to rut his bitch tits right now "Hehe, don't look at me like that!" Why must he be like this? Either way I then unzipped and pulled his shorts and undies down at the same time, his own dick was hard but was quite a bit smaller, it was actually pretty cute I liked it. I leaned in and gave him a kiss right on the mouth, it was quite a few years back when we did this; he had a crush on a boy and wanted to practice his kissing skills so he chose me and I'd never kissed anyone by that point but bragged I did with many girls to impress him, but on that day he was my first kiss, I still think about that day and how afterwards I confessed I'd never done it before, then he confessed I was the boy he had a crush on, ever since we were secret boyfriends and as the years passed it never changed, if anything we took things further. I fondled his soft tits and belly, feeling under his belly at times and massaged his cute little dick, he did the same but jerked mine a little, making sure to pinch the tip of my foreskin, he knows I like that. After a minute of slight foreplay he bent down and started suckling on me, those greedy slurps and sucks making loud lewd noises barely covered up by the running stream. He stopped and jerked my dick while sitting me back down "Ah I'm hot I'm hot down there!" he was panting, I settled him above my dick and lowered him onto it, his entrance was so sweaty and steamy and it slipped right in "Playing with your ass were you?" I smacked his big, jiggly cheek, his hole was already moist and I laid backwards "If you want it you're going to work for it" I closed my eyes and relaxed. Yet again, as we do everyday we fuck, usually its me penetrating his slutty fat ass and filling him up or staining his stretched cheeks but sometimes I let him do the work and milk me himself. Soon the sounds of the forest, the stream, the occasional calls of wildlife in the distance were tuned out by my brothers, my cute, precious, adorably chubby, sexy, loyal, beautiful Gordi's sensual moans, as he picked up the pace they went from from lovely small squeaks and grunts to more laboured breathy screams, the sound of his ass slapping down on me getting louder, it was pure heaven and I didn't want it to end. "Azulin...please" he was so out of breath and I was so close...great,I pinned him down and kept it going, now I was the one aggressively fucking him, his moans and screams kept up as the slaps got louder and wetter. He dug his claws into me "Fucks sake!" I pulled out and shoved his arms off me and rapidly jerked myself off until I exploded all over his tits taking a moment to appreciate the sight "Thanks Gordi, but keeps yourself in check next time...you know I hate it when you do that" "Oh nooo Azuliiiin I-I'm so sorry please I'm sorry PLEASE FINISH ME!" he tried rutting my thigh with his tiny dick "Okay, fine" truthfully I was thrilled to not have to work extra hard and hold back on cumming to make him cum at the same time. I was able to put both his balls and dick in my mouth at once, I swirled them around and suckled on them pretty greedily myself, I do like the spicy and sweet taste of pre but never get to really taste it due to Gordi being suck a slut who always wants his ass played with. His belly sags down to the top of my nose and the smell is fucking exquisite. I let out a genuine moan of pleasure, it tastes real good and the sweat that built up from our hard fucking session makes it even better, shit I'm getting hard again, but we really need to head back. He lets out another cute moan and holds my head down, cumming a pretty good amount in my mouth and it shoots right down my throat "Eh heh, what a good little brother~" he pets me on the head and rubs my cheeks, bring me up to his face and kisses me deeply, snaking his tongue into my mouth, I feel so weak, so pathetic not being able to fight back, this is what I love about being here its him, he loves me unconditionally and is so fucking forward with it. I signal him to back off after a minute "Hey, we should clean ourselves and our clothes like we were meant to, around 20 minutes or so ago" Gordi looked down at himself, his fat form covered in my thick cum and yet again, as he always does, giggles that adorable gay laugh. After washing and bringing the days supplies back to our tiny farm I went right to bed and laid down, staring at the ceiling I began to day dream about what's ahead, the drama it would cause and if things could really be the same afterwards. I felt a nudge and a sweet voice calling me "Oh Azulin~ your dinner is ready!" he grabbed my hand and lead me out of bed. Groggily I went downstairs and sat at the kitchen table, dad was there "Hey boys how was today's hunt?" Gordi happily sat down the pot of vegetables and meats mixed together in a stew, he was not a great cook and his meals always looked kind of bad, but they tasted alright and always filled you up although...he was a fat fuck so big portions are not a surprise, dad made sure to give smaller amounts to him when it was his turn to cook. "Sooooooooo papa how was your day?" still baby talking your parents in your 20's? I got a little hard "Well Gordi...I was out meeting with an old friend and as it turns out he has some opening for a new career I hadn't considered before, could even do you boys some good" "What is it?" I asked, hope its not another landscaping company, I like using my hands but I'm more comfortable doing things at home. "I never though I would ever consider such a thing but...how do you feel...about the military" "You've got to be fucking kidding" "HEY! Watch your language around me!" its not often father raises his voice, just like Gordi he's a pretty sensitive soul "There is no way we are going to do something like that!" he looked over at my brother "Are you really going to decide for your own brother? I think he should choose what he wa-" "Are you delusional? Every day I get to see what he is like the thought of him going out and fighting is laughable! He'd sooner become a bitch for somebody than fight them!" he got up and punched me in the face "No! Every time I try to get him out there to put him somewhere that isn't here you always stop me! He is a grown man and can do what he wants!" I don't believe this, is the old man really gonna kick us out and have us join some kind of meat grinder? I've heard the many pointless stories of trying to take back a magical forest or some shit like that, the many, many who pointlessly got slaughtered for a conflict that seems to have no end isn't the place for my sweet, delicate brother wife, he should not get into that and I won't either. "Dad you've lost friends to war, why would you want your sons to face a similar fate?" But he just HAD to cut in "Actually Azulin, me and papa have been talking about this for a while now and how it would be a good way for me to lose weight!" this fucking fag, this complete squishy cuddly giggly homo wanted to join the army? Unbelievable. I ran upstairs and started panicking, I needed to rest on our bed for a moment. Was it true? Was he just saying that to make dad happy? Or was he serious and really wanted to go to such an environment, it was a truly terrifying thought. The people, the attitudes...he would not last one day. Some time had passed as it was pitch black, did I sleep again? I lit a lamp and got up but felt a hand grab the back of my vest, of course. "Azuliiiiiin~ you aren't thinking of just ge-" I got up and went downstairs, I needed some water and something to eat, I didn;t touch any of my dinner earlier but there should be leftovers provided he didn't-he fucking did of course he did, fat fuck. "GORDIIIIII GET DOWN HERE, NOW!" he scampered and bounced down, wearing absolutely nothing so I got to see him jiggle all about "Where is the food?" he giggled and walked over "Oh brother, we have leftovers! They're just in here now!" he playfully clapped and smacked and rubbed and fondled his body, it was hot but I couldn't believe he ate everything "What about father? Won't he be upset there is no food left?" again he giggled "Papa is staying at a friends place. said it would be best if we were alone...together~" "I'm hungry you idiot, I'm starving!" he looked away, rejected "Okay fine, there is food in the cupboard, I dried some fish and fruits" I rushed to them and started wolfing them down, I loved eating food that way it felt good. He looked at me with a smile "Eh hehe do you wanna eat me like that?" he turned around and bent over, grabbing the edge of the dinner table he wiggled his huge ass, the cheeks again jiggling together and I could see his hole, but this time I held back "Gordi can you stop? I want to discuss what you said earlier" he again looked sad but he did as I said and took a seat "About what? The thing at dinner? Papa said he already forgave you and is looking forward to seeing us again tomorrow!" so simple minded "No Gordi, about what you said when he talked about the military, about joining: that you even considered it" he looked down shamefully "You know I enjoy what we have, what we do with each other, but he is right it would be a good way to lose weight and slim down, and we could go together! We could be heroes and be loved by everyone!" "What are you even talking about? Its pointless Gordi, my sweet little Gordi, you know I'm right..." I walk over and pinch his chubby cheeks and kiss him on the head "Come on, lets make love and forget about this!" I cup his balls and rub them, he giggles and we go back upstairs. I pushed him onto the bed and took my underwear off, he was giggling and moaning at the sight of my dick again, I lifted his legs and began eating him out, despite washing he was already musky and the sweat was plentiful too "Ohh that's it Azulin~ dig deeper!" he wrapped his legs around my head and pushes me down, the taste and smell are overwhelming and I can't get enough. After a few minutes of slurping and licking away he tenses up around my tongue "Ah! Azuliiiin~ Oh!" he's going to cum soon, I stop eating him out and start sucking him off making sure to fingerfuck him and fondle his balls, after not even a minute he lets out the biggest load in a while I couldn't swallow it all, it dribbled down my chin and he let out a very satisfied sound. I rub my dick against his hole and kiss him on the lips "Try to keep the claws retracted this time?" "O-Of course! now please put it in!" so greedy, I slip it in and start thrusting, this feeling never gets old his tight hole hugging me, shit its so good and as usual the lewd sounds our fucking session has starts loudly reverberating throughout the house. Our screams and moans getting louder and more passionate as the minutes pass, all of the worries and thoughts just go away as we make love, usually when we argue we end it by making up like this. "Mmm that's it you're getting there!" "Aah Gordi, Gordi...I love you please don't go, please don't leave me" His mind was clearly scrambled from being plowed so hard "I won't go Azulin I promise! I just told papa that to make him happy" he wrapped his arms around me "I'm sorry for making you worry" thank God "Don't stop Azulin, oh my Azuliiiin~ Azuliiiiiin" "What the fuck are you two doing?!?" I looked back, my cock slipping out and making a loud wet pop sound "P-Papa?" he had a look of sheer horror on his face "Look I can explain, we-" "No, stop" he took a step back "Now I already knew that Gordi was gay, I knew he was not going to meet a girl he'd spend his life with...but you and him...you're brothers!" he took another step back and dry heaved "You two...are fucking sick! What would your mother think if she saw you two...Uh, fuck" he ran downstairs and out of the house "PAPA! No wait!" Gordi started to get off the bed but I pinned him back down "First I cum, then you go after him" he tried pushing me away but I smacked him across the face "Remember Gordi I am all yours and you are mine, it doesn't matter what he thinks or says, we are lovers and nothing will change that!" I pull him into a deep, passionate kiss and shove myself back in, he moans in my mouth and I start jackhammer fucking him again, fondling his lovely tits and pounding balls deep every time. This time I made sure to cum inside and when I felt the seed shooting out I bit down on Gordi's neck drawing blood "Remember, you're mine Gordi, you are all mine~" he gasped in confusion but seemed too tired to fight back. U pulled out and another loud pop rang through the house and my cum was streaming out of his hole, I think I saw a bit of blood there to "I'm uh gonna clean myself Gordi, you should do the same" I wiped the cum from my dick and put some clothes on "Might get some air too, don't worry I'm not going anywhere, I'll be back in 5, I love you" he panted from the hard fucking and laid back down, seems he is too tired. After exiting I looked around if father was still around, he couldn't have gone far, those feelings of fear and hopelessness I fucked away came back hard I could NOT let him tell anyone about this. I walked down the usual route to the river we drew water from, to both clean myself and to clear my head, even at night nature was still very much alive and the noises helped sooth me, but that would not last. Down by the usual collection spot I saw him, crying into his hands, pathetic, simply pathetic. "Hey...papa...is it okay if I sit here?" I sat next to him on a log that I use as a seat when I need to relax "What you saw back there...I can explain it" there it was, that uneasiness, that anxiety, it was welling up again. It was not supposed to be like this; I was going to tell him that me and Gordi were in a happy, healthy relationship that yes did involve sex; that we both were not complete without each other in a situation where things were just normal, ideally around dinner time. "Azulin...no, son? This is not what siblings do, this is not what BROTHERS do! Look I get it, Gordi is a very sensitive soul and that's okay, I have no problem with that, or even you being one I would have no problem. Being into other boys? Sure I don't think its wrong for you to love who you want to. But being in that kind of love with a sibling? Having sex with your sibling, your brother? What did I do wrong? Tell me Azulin, what did I do wrong?" I looked down, the anxiety stayed but I felt no guilt even when seeing my father who I loved deeply weep in front of me "This is just normal to me. Years ago that boy Gordi had a crush on? It was me and let me tell you; ever since that day I've loved him back. We have been fucking sin-" "STOP! Why are you saying it like that? See what I mean? Its not love its not caring its lust! If I had cared for you better, let you see more places meet more people you might be with someone else, a nice girl or again a nice boy; I really wouldn't mind. But he is your flesh and blood, you two came fromt he same place and the same people, you are beyond sick for even saying that, for cursing in front of your own father and then saying you LIKED doing this with your brother?" I was staring him right in the eyes "Yes, we make sweet passionate love every day, its not at home, usually its either out here or when we are out fishing. Every day its the same, he comes to me horny needing me to play around with and fuck his ass and it happens, sometimes we suck each other off, though predictably he sucks me off way more and then we cum together. Every day its the same thing over and over and yes it can seem tedious and samey, but it feels great and Gordi is mine. If it was allowed he would be my husband, my life partner, no wait fuck it, he is! I will NEVER lose him and we will always be the same. I had plans to move away with him and I'll still do it! We will run away as husbands joined in our own union!" at this point my dad got up and hard kicked me in the face. I could taste blood, now I was fucking done. "Dad? Don't do this...I love you, but you need t-" this time he punched me hard, winding me. Another blow, another hit, more of them. Soon he was raining down blows and kicks as I huddled up, I wanted to cry, I wanted to beg for mercy. I so badly wanted to let him know that I was sick and that I needed to change and after another minute of his blows he would hug me and tell me we can get help, both me and Gordi. This was not that day. "Need to what huh? Need to what" he stopped and circled around me "Need to get fucked or fuck you next? Huh? What do I need to do?" I eyed a bag he had placed nearby, there was a paper with my name on it. "You need to learn...that me and Gordi will never stop being lovers. We will love each other always" then I leapt forward to grab the bag and backed away, my blood leaving a small trail as I backed myself into a tree. Like a thief I tore the bag apart with my claws and various trinkets and food fell to the ground, along with a kitchen knife. I read what was on the paper "Are you kidding? You're still on this army stuff?" he looked down and sighed "It was to get you two or at least you out there Azulin, to see the world and meet more people and I don't know. Not have sex with your brother?!?" he started getting angry again "Listen; I love you dearly father, but this time I won't let you take your anger out on me, and why me anyway? Why do you have no such disdain for Gordi? He is the one who wanted me in the first place!" He stepped close, I picked up the knife "Oh isn't that nice? Thinking of using it are you? On your own dad? And don't you worry, I may treat Gordi a bit more gently than I do with you, but he too will get a beating" I stepped forward and held it up "If you were anyone else I'd gut you for making such a vile threat. But we can stop right now, I can get cleaned up, we can go back and pretend none of this happened. We can go back to how things were and no, I won't stop my passionate, loving relationship with Gordi, he means so much to me and gives me reason to live" "You two have nothing, its a sick perversion. You both just like the sex but there is nothing underneath" with that he charged at me but I held the knife out in front. I dodged his punch and stabbed him right in the arm "Huh? Azulin?" He looked so dumbfounded "You couldn't pick up I was going to defend myself?" blood trickled down, I pulled it down and kicked him back, blood started spraying out. "A-Azulin! Help me son! Help me!" I don't know what's going on but I feel much...safer? I readied the knife and stabbed his chest "Ah! Azulin?" I ripped it out and kicked him back into the river stream, shallow enough he wouldn't be swept away, but the water was flooding his chest wound. I walked over and looked him in the eyes, I could see tears forming in his "I love you dad" I grabbed his hand "It did not have to be like this" I threw the knife into the running stream and stepped back to the log and sat down waiting for him to die, ignoring his choked cries, I could hear him gurgling after a few seconds, but that got quieter. FInally when he stopped moving I dragged him to the deper part of the stream and after much struggling I pushed him in, he soon disappeared into the night stream. I cleaned up and went back home, checked to see if Gordi was sleeping, he was. I foraged for some food and put them in the fridge to make it seem like dad went out early again. I woke up pretty late the next day but that's fine, Gordi was busy doing his rounds of gathering stuff. I ate some of the left overs and rested a bit more. The sun started to set and Gordi came back "You're awfully late today! How did it go!" he looked at me with no expression, just blankly stared at me, basket full and some clean clothes, he threw them on the ground. "Azulin...papa...papa is...he" "Is dead? Yes I know. Do not worry my dear Gordi, no one will come between us now" he took a few steps back and opened the front door behind him "Azulin...You didn't..." he ran off, I gave chase but tis not like he will get far. He ran to our boat and started pushing it out but I caught up quick "Stop Gordi! You know what I did was the right thing! I loved him but he was going to split us up!" "And it would've been for the best! Azulin he was not wrong, we were spending too much time here, we could be meeting more people and the army would be a great pla-" I smack him across the face, he swings back with a knife. "Gordi, you're gonna hurt yourself, stop that" he swung again and again, crying as he did so "Murderer! Killer!" "Gordi, I did nothing wrong, I saved us! We are now really gonna be together forever!" he stopped and spat at me "I don't want that, I want us to have sex of course, I love the way you make love to me, but romantically we should see other people, I've told you this so many times before and you just ignore me!" Now he was stepping over a line. "What we have is solid, we have a good home, beautiful nature all around us and when we go to town the locals love us! We are perfect together!" at this point he charges me and swings the knife wildly again, I slap him across the face as he runs by me "Listen, bitch, you are mine! You will put that knife down and come back home with me. I will make us a nice dinner, we will eat and then after a while we will make love as we usually do. Okay?" he stared indignantly "I'm so sorry Azulin, I really am but I can't even be near you... what you did was sick!" I go up to him and slap the blade away and hug him "Sorry Gordi, my lovely sweet innocent brother. You will be mine" "Stop it! This talk of me being yours! I'm not yours! I am myself! I don't NEED you I just like that you make me feel good but that's it! I used to have real feelings for you but they went away as we grew older but I kept having sex with you because it felt great and it made you happy! That's it. Now I'm going to leave and I'm going to send the police your way!" "Oh gordi, why did you do say that?" I grabbed his shoulder but he drew his claws and swing more at me, I drew my own and swiped across his face hoping it would stop him and shut him up. After dragging him back in and closing the door I just noticed all the blood that trailed along "Gordi?" he looked pale and couldn't make a sound, I had slit his throat when I hit him. I sat him down as he was becoming less conscious and tried to close the wound but nothing worked "Azu-Azuliiiin" he coughed "I hate you...I hate you..." I swiped at him in anger cutting his cheek, I was supposed to be healing him but if this is what I get then maybe I should let him bleed. I wanted to say that but I was so upset, I couldn't see him dying due to the tears, it was unbearable, this feeling of pure deep terror, this unending anxiety was killing me. I laid him down on the table and stuffed his neck with cloth and tried to think of a way out of this but I couldn't, I could call no one as he would tell them what I did, he would never make love or show affection after what I did today and most of all; I was hard as a rock. I brought him up to the bedroom and began stripping him, the blood was drying but every time his head moved it made a strange wet sound "It'll be okay Gordi, things will get better!" I reassured him, or myself. After a few moments I life his chubby legs and stare him in the eyes, he blinks, good enough. I slicking up his entrance and gently push myself in, he makes a soft whine "A-aaa-Azullliiiinn?" I start fucking him as I do every single day slapping our thighs together "Hah! We don't need to worry about dad any more!" he sheds a few tears when I say that but doesn't put up a fight or try to stop me. It was a strange fuck but after a few minutes I cum all over his belly which still has a bit of blood but its okay, I suck him off and he lets out a very thick and voluminous load; just how I like it. Since that day quite a few months have passed and a few days have passed since our wedding. Things have been wonderful in our new home, far aways from the cabin and tiny farm we used to live at. We have since adapted to Gordi's new disability, he can barely speak and needs help asking for things which I of course help with now, but I'm okay with that, he is my wife after all! My cute, adorable, sexy, chubby, loyal boy wife! My heart flutters as I think about the date we will have later and I open the front door, there he is watching tv happily snacking on a blueberry pie I made yesterday "Did you eat it all again? Oh Gordi my silly fatass Gordi~" I walk over and grope his tits, he lets out a quiet giggle and follows me to bed, looking down as he undresses. "Remember my love: my lovely, sweet, sexy wife! You are mine and always will be~"