Yet again the windows are rattled with the heavy rain fall, preferable to the light of the sun unavoidably shining upon his face but still quite annoying. There was no longer a need for the hardships of days past but now an even greater obstacle was in the way, one that could not be fought past or ran away from, permanent markings of haste and blood thirst.
The mind-numbing routine of wake up, try to walk for more than a few seconds, get used to life with 1 hand, eat, sleep, with help be lifted and have sheets cleaned (excusing the urine as trauma to lower regions) was one he hated; there was a much greater calling but for now? This is life.

"Hey..."

Oh yeah, there was that too.

Gordi.

Every day he would visit when the sun had set, after the severe attack that was made on Azulin both of them were given the choice to either go back home or stay and fight some more, naturally Gordi chose to go back home but was allowed to come back at any time and there were no restrictions on visiting relatives who were either at camp or resting in their hospitals.

He closed the door behind him and walked over to Azulin, placing down a container of candies on his night stand. He hugged him tightly but Azulin pushed him back "I'm still sore all over." Gordi looked sad and sat on the bed "Is it any better?" his bed bound brother looked away "Somewhat, I can move my arm fine now and I can eat without my jaw hurting. How was your day?" "Good! I was nervous but my first week of work has been great! I made some new friends and the hours are great so I can go home before it's night and we even get weekends off!" the injured one shuffled in place and looked back to him "That's nice Gordi, very nice..." the room fell silent except for the heavy rainfall.

"So how is the food? Good?" "Better than what we had before, but what you bring me is better." Gordi giggled and leaned over to the candy box "You want one now? Hold on, have you had dinner yet?" "About an hour ago" he sighed, relieved he wasn't spoiling his younger brothers appetite "Good, good...but how much do you want it?" Azulin sighed "Yes; I really want it, please."
Gordi teased again "Are you suuuuure?" he sighed "Yes, can I please have a...what did you even get?" Gordi let his act down and explained he bought a honeycomb chocolate bar with some hard candy mints individually wrapped, the chocolate bar was pretty big.
"Azulin...you can't sit up and eat it, right? Want me to feed it to you?" again he sighed and got annoyed "Yes I would like to have some chocolate." Gordi giggled and sat back down on the bed, he opened the packaging and broke off a small piece and then exaggeratedly gasped "Oh no! Azulin! How will you eat?" "What do you mean, I can just lift the bandages and-" "Huh? Is that you Azulin? Where are you?" he lifted a hand to his forehead and mocked looking to the distance to see where he was at.

Azulin started to get really annoyed now "What are you even doing? I'm right here!" again Gordi let a mock gasp escape his mouth "Oh! There you are! But I still can't see you..." "What the fuck are you talking about!?!" Gordi let out another giggle "No need to yell, dear brother...but it does help in finding you." Azulin was starting to lose it "Are you gonna give me the fucking chocolate or not?" "I would love to, little brother, but I still can't see you..." he finally caught on "...Is it...is it the mask? Are you talking about the mask?" he nodded "It looks terrible on you and hides your beauty." "BEAUTY? You..." Azulin started to choke "I have none left! That...you know what happened..." Gordi pat Azulin on the head "I know, brother, I know. I want to look into your beautiful eye, I want to see the waves slowly rise and fall, to see the beauty that is supposed to be in front of me." Azulin looked to his side and saw some nurses looking over, gossiping and giggling "Gordi you didn't close the door properly..." "I did. They just heard you yelling." he giggled again.
He got up and walked over to the door, he gave them a wink and closed it, he could hear them laugh and walk away.

"Now Azulin; please take that off and you will get your chocolates." despite feeling a deep sense of dread he did so, when it was down halfway tears were forming "You are so cruel, Gordi!" that usual arrogance, the confidence was gone and in place was a pathetic hiccup. Gordi was wise to how Azulin was, he always was, this was not a genuine show of hurt but a front to preserve his image, damaged as it was.

"Now, now. No need to be dramatic little brother, you will get your chocolates." he walked back over and took the piece of broken chocolate and held it in front of his needy brother. "Soooo...how much do you really want it?" "I-I would really appreciate it if you gave me something sweet, Gordi. I would really love that..." he almost had him, but had to fish a little more. "Hmm...the lack of exercise and junk food probably isn't a good mix though..." Azulin reached forward and let out a pained groan "How about you lose some weight fatass! I know you've been stuffing yourself since you ran back home! Give me my chocolate!" Gordi got up and placed it back in its packaging, his hand stained in some of it. "Okay Azulin, I have been a bit too mean to you. Here, you can have some now..." he placed his sweet covered fingers in front of his face.
Azulin could feel sheer hate forming, he was so close to strangling his bastard of a brother but knew he'd hurt himself...but he really wanted something that was sugary for once!

Azulin looked at him then back to his chocolate fingers "Please Gordi...please don't do this..." he giggled but let more of his real self slip through "You know you want this, brother. Lick it." the blue bear could not believe what was happening "Ah haha, pretty good Gordi! You almost had me fooled that you were being a weirdo for a second! Now why don't you give me a piece already." Gordi stopped smiling "Lick it already, do it. Do I have to wipe it on my cock?" Azulin could feel a heavy pit form in his stomach, his heart started racing "W-What did you just say?" he moved the bandages away from his mouth and pinched his nose "My dick or my fingers, choose." He opened his mouth and Gordi shoved them in "That's right, eat it all baby brother. Take your time..." Azulin's saliva and tears were staining his hands now, he gave his brother a look of pure hate "Such a pretty eye, you are so beautiful Azulin, you always have been..." he pulled his fingers out and let go of his nose, licking the saliva off his own hand.

"What was that? What in the hell was that? How could you even think of doing something like that? You-" "Don't be so upset brother. I now have you where I want you; if you want me to be more pleasant then perhaps you should obey me from now on." "I could scream and you would be taken away instantly!" Gordi frowned "Kick me out and you will have nothing to return to. None of the guys liked you much anyway, I can say some real nasty things and they will believe me. I have you right where I want you and you will do as I say or you will be on the streets when you're out of here!" Azulin was shocked, what happened to his usually gentle and sensitive sibling?

"Oh Azulin; oh my sweet little Azulin. When I saw you here for the first time, still unconscious and barely holding on to life I realized how fragile you really were. That insatiable vulnerability, the feeling I had were overwhelming. You will no longer get hurt under my protection. Protection from your older brother! I will keep you safe from now on...and until you can do things yourself I will take care of all your needs...hehe~" he walked over to the broken piece of the bar and shattered it into smaller ones, he put a piece in his mouth and walked back over "Mmm...go on, have some more!" Azulin spit at him, some landing on his cheek. Gordi grabbed him by the back of his head and forced their mouths together, his tongue invaded Azulin's mouth and he swirled it all around, coating his mouth in the sugary, sticky mess. He let out small moans and rubbed his crotch, he leaned in and climbed on the bed, breaking the kiss to unzip his pants "Stop it, stop!" he giggled again and breathed heavily "I want you to enjoy this as well, just wait a minute!"

Gordi started to drool and yanked the sheets down, the sudden pull forced a pained yelp out of his mouth "Oh! I'm so sorry little brother! I did not mean to hurt you! Here let me make it better!" he crawled up and kissed him on the face to the neck "You taste so familiar! I have missed this so much my dear brother!" "W-What are you talking about? We...we have never done this before!" Gordi stopped licking and slobbering for a second "Back in our teenage years I had a huge crush on you; when I could I would sneak in small kisses and stuff when you were asleep. I would always steal your underwear and inhale it when it was time to clean them! I never really stopped doing those things but I got better at hiding it. Now...now I don't need to hide it any more!"
He went down to his body and placed gentle kisses in areas not hidden by his dressings, taking long slurps and licks taking in the taste of his trapped sibling. He moved down to his belly button and licked around it then inside of it, Azulin let out a loud gasp and kept squirming "Feels good, right? Told you you'd like it!" he kept lapping away while running his hands down his body.

After a few minutes of taking in his little brothers taste he finally got down to his lower parts. Gordi giggled and lifted his gown, as expected nothing was covering the goods "You ever done this before?" Azulin gave a pleading look "I have not...Gordi, this is so, so wrong. We shouldn't even think of doing something like this!" Gordi giggled and started sucking him. The sensation was so great he came almost instantly "Wow, you're really a virgin? I'm looking forward to what comes next~" he sat up and took off his pants and lifted his shirt off "Don't want to get my clothes messy!" he giggled again and climbed on top "Look at me, Azulin. Look at my body, do you like it?"

What could he possibly say? His sagging man-well, bear man tits and jiggling belly was covering his small...what would you even call it? Definitely not big enough for him to be a top. Azulin had no taste for those who were overweight "I think you look disgusting. I don't hate fat people but I would never have sex with one! Get off me and leave you pig!" again Gordi dropped his usual demeanour "You can insult me all you want. My body was made for you and your love. I am yours to breed whenever and wherever you want. Until you leave this place I will help lighten that heavy load for you~"
He went back to his usual self and pulled a bottle of lube from the same bag he brought the sweets in, he liberally applied it to his entrance and some to Azulin's member, he shuddered and moaned a little "That's right, Azulin! I'm going to make you feel amazing!" he carefully lowered himself to his erect cock and looked him in the eye "I did not mean to be rude earlier, I too am a virgin but that's because I was saving myself for you!" he finally let him in and squeaked. Azulin tried to hold back his moans but couldn't, the sensation was nothing like he'd felt before "Too late now! We're both our firsts!" he laughed at Azulin and began riding him, his fat body bouncing and jiggling while he rode him, making sure to take his dick out every few thrusts and lowered himself back down, trying to drag out the first bout of their love making.

For what seemed like forever Gordi would pull out, tease, kiss him on the lips and then put his dick back in over and over, not letting him cum until he was satisfied; this went on for half an hour and when it was too much Azulin released again, staining his big brothers hindquarters "You let out quite a lot, eh? Let's clean each other!" he turned around and planted his ass on Azulin's face "You've got to be kidding me..." Gordi slurped up any seed that escaped and carefully licked down the area of sweat too. His brother started to lick his behind clean but gagged after the first 2 licks "What is that taste? Is that what semen tastes like?" at first Gordi was pissed but realized what it was "I couldn't find any flavoured lube, sorry! Now clean me out good, Azzy!" "I refuse! Get your pig ass out of my fa-" Gordi slammed himself down on Azulin and rubbed it on his face "Alright, if you're not gonna eat me out, then you'll drain my balls with your mouth." he could hear him growl "You are sick! You already got what you want why don't you leave me alone?"
Gordi sat up and crushed his face beneath his wide ass "Because, little brother; I'm losing my virginity tonight as well and I want to prepare you." Azulin could not comprehend what was just said to him.

A loud knocking came from the door behind them, Gordi quickly got dressed and covered Azulin back up "Just a minute!" he wiped and locked if any remnants of seed and saliva. He opened the door and a nurse came in to check how Azulin's bandages were, as she was going to change them Gordi interrupted "Oh! I can do it! I was in the same platoon as my boyfriend here!" "B=BOYFRIEND?!?" the pink bear giggled "He gets a little shy when I bring it up!" she nodded and laughed handing them over "I heard you two were close! Thank you for your service and I'll make sure you two get more alone time." Azulin sighed and realized this was not going to end soon.

When she left the room Gordi greedily pulled the covers back down and undressed again "Oh brother! Oh Azulin! I'm going to do it! I'm going to become a man!" Azulin wanted to scream but knew it wouldn't pan out well. Gordi was, right now at least, far stronger and far heavier, he could just gag him with the extra cloth and do god knows what. Gordi lifted up his legs and parted them, revealing his privates again, still stained with his drool. He stroked himself hard and got the lube out again "Actually...I should taste your pussy first!"
Azulin tried to kick him away but his legs were trapped in his stronger brothers arms. Gordi bent down and held his legs over his head and started lapping away, lubricating the boy pussy with his own tongue. Every lick got longer and dragged further around the rim then into the hole, with each time Azulin could not help but let moans escape him; despite everything it felt really good.

Finally slicked up Gordi pushed his small member against his hole and shoved it in, a wave of pleasure came over him and in just a few seconds he let out the first load, Azulin though feeling pain did not get much time to process it, but felt the need to speak up "Was...was that it? Least your baby dick didn't hurt that much..." Gordi slapped him across the face "Shut up! I'll make you quiver with love whether it takes me a few minutes or a few hours!" "Fucking rapist! Even when you fuck someone against their will you're pathetic! Oh Gordi, when this is over and I'm walking again you are done for!" he laughed at him "Face it: I'd easily overpower you and you would beg me to stop! You talk big now but when you can walk again I will pin you down every single time and make sweet love and you will enjoy it like the bitch you are!" Azulin screamed and started cursing him.

Gordi held his legs up and began thrusting again, this time he took a minute, with how sudden the penetration was it cut off Azulin's tirade, he gasped at how sharp the pain the was. When Gordi came again he looked at his handiwork and along with the expected white there was some red too "Looks like I was a bit rough! Hehe~" he went back to his usual demeanor and leaned over to Azulins face, kissing him on the cheek and mouth, he started to sob "Please Gordi, please...you got what you wanted, I can't stop you with how I am right now just...please...stop..." Gordi stood up and looked down at the mess he caused, this wasn't good and the screaming probably got someone's attention.

Gordi cleaned off as many of the fluids as he could and got dressed again, he wiped down his brothers buttocks and legs until no stains were visible. Once he put his bed covers on he handed over the sweets "You're right: I got exactly what I wanted from you, Azulin. I suppose there is no chance of us ever having a real, normal relationship now is there?" he looked at him, the tears loosening some of the bandage work "Normal? Brothers aren't supposed to do these...these 'things' with each other! What made you so twisted?" Gordi had a blank expression but soon smiled again "I told you earlier, I had a crush on you for a long time. However I knew you would reject me...and seeing you like this...I thought I would finally make my move." Azulin looked down at the candies and picked up one of them "You decided to rape me because I could not fight back. That is completely fucked up." Gordi kept his smile "Really when it comes to how you feel I do care. But I know what is right for us. We were made for each other, Azulin! I've ruined our chances now but I know you won't oppose more love making in the future!" "I will too! You really hurt me when you...god, you are so fucked up. As for us being together, it would be such a bizarre thing to propose I don't know if I would ever say yes but you...you didn't have to hurt me like you did, Gordi. I loved you before, but this? This has betrayed that. You hurt me so much."

Gordi leaned down again and hugged him "I love you soooooo much! In the future, I won't do anything to you down there unless you ask...well I'll still play around with your cock but I'll leave your pussy alone!" he giggled and pat him on the head, then leaned down to kiss him, Azulin began to cry again "I loved you Gordi, I really did. I can't...I can't look at you as my brother any-more after what you did tonight...brothers don't do these things!" Gordi kept smiling "Exactly. We are no longer brothers. We are now lovers, boyfriends!" when a few silent minutes passed as Azulin wiped his tears and ate some chocolate. He knew there was no way he could escape this situation so he gave in "Obviously you won't stop doing this so...can you...are you going to do this with every visit?" Gordi shook his head "No, I know it's not safe to do this in a public place. So I will do this maybe once or twice a week." Azulin sighed "On the days you do plan to do these...things to me...can you bring me something to eat then?" Gordi laughed "Even if you didn't want anything else to eat I would still bring it! I truly love you Azulin, if you can never love me, a least you're getting free blowjobs and stuff!" Azulin, for the first time in a while laughed.

"This is so, so, so, soooo fucked up...but I guess it would be an easy way to relieve myself instead of awkwardly rubbing myself on the sheets for an hour." Gordi giggled and leaned down again, kissing him on the lips "I'm not too comfortable doing...lip stuff...we've known each other for as long as we've lived...I find it kind of awkward." Gordi nodded and gave him a hug "You may not think it but I know exactly what you've been feeling. I was under no delusions that you'd accept our relationship to go beyond a sibling kind. Fine, I won't force you to kiss me any more, but I will still suck you off and take you inside me. I took both of your virginities as a sign of our communion." he looked at the clock and sae it was nearing midnight "We were really busy huh? I'll come back tomorrow okay? We don't have to do those things for the time being if you don't want to." Azulin waved at him "Gordi? G-Goodbye. All of this is still very strange to me. I need...I need some time to process the change in our relationship. Our whole lives we've known each other a certain way so changing it like this...I'll need a while." Gordi smiled "If you hate me for this, I fully accept it. These feelings are very real Azulin, I love you. Shall I turn your lights off for the night?" "I...I want to say I love you back. Look we'll talk about this more tomorrow okay? Um, leave the lamp on, I can reach over to it fine, thanks for the sweet still..."

When the door was closed Azulin did not know what to think, he ate all of the sweets and contemplated what he would say to his father, or to Gordi. Should someone else know about this? He might try and penetrate him forcefully again, or he might just pleasure him...for now he tried to sleep as the rain kept pouring down