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There's still empty, and disconnected.
Missed my head while I was running my oxygen out.
I've lost my head, and still my head goes around,
about thinking on it, why so empty and unfeeling
where I got lost and misunderstood others.
I've got the chains still on my paws of the daily life,
the though broke my mind. They told me it was forever.
My body is answering good to my life impulses, smiles and feels good.
My mind still wonders how to finish. And feels good when explicit vivid pictures appear.
Why it feels so good that explicity? Why that gore and words are still there?
Cut me, play me. Kill me. I will feel the darkness still inside, hunting me.
I will have fun of suffering. Of being an experiment. Of being forever slicced.
Body and mind, forever sepparatedly. At least, both parts can finally be happy.
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