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This image has been a bit of a staple for us, because its the first image I ever drew that reprisented the love we shared.\n\nThis song was one of the first songs I dedicated to Zeke and its pretty much been our song since then. It tells our story so simply and so perfectly...\n\n\nWhile we have grown and changed over this course of time, what we have and what we want with one another has always remained the same, and its that want to stay together and that drive to grow and change together as one that has kept our bond as unbreakable as day one.\n\nSure, we have our rough spots, but no couple is perfect, and expecting perfection is foolish on its own. Rough spots are a healthy part of a relationship...the sign of a strong bond is not how few problems you have, but how well you resolve those problems together and use them to become better for one another.\n\nMy journey with depression has been a rough one at best...but even through those dark times, even through my mood swings and horrible breakdowns, He was still there. He could have left at any time, he could have given up on me and decided my issues werent worth it, but he diddnt, and my progress now is all thanks to him and his love, his patience, and his desire to take care of me and make me happy. \n\nWhen I first drew this picture 3 years ago, It was symbolic of Zekes guardianship over me...even from 1000 miles away, he made it a point to be there for me, to dry my tears, and take away all the hurt that I was dealing with at the time. He was my protector and my guardian angel...\n\nThis picture is still symbolic of that fact to this day, and always will be~\n\nWe may change over time, but what you see depicted in this image never will~", "description_bbcode_parsed": "Remembering everything
about my world and when you came.
Wondering if the change you’d bring,
means nothing else would be the same.
Did you know, what you were doing, did you know?
Did you know how you would move me?
Well, I don’t really think so...
but the night came down and swept us away.
and the stars they seemed
to paint the most elaborate scene to date.

How could we know? that song, this show,
we'd learn so much about ourselves.
From Toledo, to Tokyo,
the words were scribed on every page,
and now there’s books up on our shelves.
Did you know how you would move us, did you know?
When the lights first came upon us,
and we saw The Everglow.
and the moment's magic swept us away,
and the young mans dream was almost seen so plain.

When was the night that showed us the sign
Revealed in the sky, to leave all behind?
But where to begin? Throwing caution to the wind,
We reached for the stars, everything was now ours.

Did you know how you would move me, did you know?
Did you know how you would move me?
well, I don’t even think so.
but the moment's magic swept us away.
and it’s so close, but we’re so far away.
It’s so close, but we’re so far away.

~"Were so Far Away" by Mae

Click to listen



Those of you who have been with me for a long time remember This picture that I made for Zeke back in 2011 shortly after we grew close....I've made it a point to try to recreate it every year around our anniversary, and while 2012 held alot of issues for both of us, I was able to remake it once again in 2013 as seen Here. This image has been a bit of a staple for us, because its the first image I ever drew that reprisented the love we shared.

This song was one of the first songs I dedicated to Zeke and its pretty much been our song since then. It tells our story so simply and so perfectly...


While we have grown and changed over this course of time, what we have and what we want with one another has always remained the same, and its that want to stay together and that drive to grow and change together as one that has kept our bond as unbreakable as day one.

Sure, we have our rough spots, but no couple is perfect, and expecting perfection is foolish on its own. Rough spots are a healthy part of a relationship...the sign of a strong bond is not how few problems you have, but how well you resolve those problems together and use them to become better for one another.

My journey with depression has been a rough one at best...but even through those dark times, even through my mood swings and horrible breakdowns, He was still there. He could have left at any time, he could have given up on me and decided my issues werent worth it, but he diddnt, and my progress now is all thanks to him and his love, his patience, and his desire to take care of me and make me happy.

When I first drew this picture 3 years ago, It was symbolic of Zekes guardianship over me...even from 1000 miles away, he made it a point to be there for me, to dry my tears, and take away all the hurt that I was dealing with at the time. He was my protector and my guardian angel...

This picture is still symbolic of that fact to this day, and always will be~

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