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I managed to remodel GingerBubbins and managed to make a Bunny model! Although Bunny is still somewhat off, so at some point I may indeed remodel him like I did GingerBub.\n\nLike I said before, I want to model characters not objects yet. So forcing the idea that I \"Need\" to model objects to get better at modelling is only going to wind me up more. It'll also put me off modelling objects if forced enough. I understand it may help with modelling but I'll do what I'm comfortable with for now. I'll make the objects in my own time when I want, if it was for course work or a job it'll be a different story. However, right now, character modelling is working for me. I'm someone who throws myself into the deep end of creativity sometimes even when I haven't done the basics. I sometimes do the basics but I prefer throwing myself into the hard stuff because the outcome is more satisfying when I pull it off. Also working on something I don't want to do is tedious, stressful and usually makes me want to go looney.\n\nHowever, I hope to make the entire crew! Bunny, Meco, Speedy, Atlas and the others. Maybe even make models that I can use to animate with. To bring these characters to life and make them the characters they are supposed to be and how I envision them.\n\nI guess I'm venting a little in this post due to past events. Someone making out that my characters can live on without me because other people \"Know\" them. Even when I explained that I dictate the characters true selves and fan remembrance isn't the same. Personal preference really, it's not like I want them to not live in the Hearts of people but for me, a true character dies with their creators and or writers. It's a dark, sad and somewhat messed up concept but it's something I truly believe in. I'm working on a lot of stuff really, people I was personally close with devalued and deprecated my ideals and ideas in creative subjects. Putting me down for using deformed and mentally expressive skeleton-like creatures as a sign of mental death and issues. Telling me \"Skeletons aren't scary\", \"Skeletons do not represent death\". Stuff like that, even with the explanation that warning signs have skulls on them to represent the sign that you can be killed, and the literal embodiment of death being a skeleton in dark robes. Guess this guy didn't get the \"Use of Imagery\" memo. However, I think the fact that I'm only now seeing how stupid and ignorant he was when it came to my creative ideas, it's giving me that \" Express this and you won't do the same thing\" vibe. I think it's my way of pushing myself away from toxic habits people have ever nailed into me, or I've made myself.\n\nThis weird vent stuff is all a part of my personal assessment and evaluation. Maybe a bit harsh but that's why I gladly accept criticism that's sent with caring and friendly intent. Not good with Hostility. That's why GingerBubbins is a thing, a Little baby creature thing that can freak out and break down over Hostility and abuse. I feel small and somewhat soft so I represent myself that way. I mean in real life, I may be different depending on how you view me in person. However, personal representation is my self-indulgence that I guess I don't need to be judged for. Unless I personally want to change a thing. I like to blab about self-indulgent projects because I like to present my views on them, over the years that I learned about them.\n\nI say GingerBubbins is a baby thing, but I don't mean a literal baby, she's me, 23 years of age who just acts timid and cuddly. I just wanted to make that perfectly clear, and the idea that a taller, more curvy model is in the works for when I one. Need a taller model and two for when I need to look less cutesy. ̶A̶l̶s̶o̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶r̶e̶e̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶f̶l̶i̶r̶t̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶c̶h̶a̶r̶a̶c̶t̶e̶r̶ ̶c̶r̶u̶s̶h̶e̶s̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶V̶R̶C̶h̶a̶t̶.̶ So this is all just what I get up to when I mentally and physically pull it off. But if you ever want to meet me I go by GingerBub on VRChat, GingerMcFuzzleton on my creative socials and Ginger as a nickname. I may seem quiet and shy at first, but over time I'll get a little louder and more outspoken if I trust you. I love head pats in VR as I'm a touch starved chicken nugget of a human. However, GingerBubbins has no specific creature verification? I've had one person call me, and I quote \"A cute half-robot lemur thing\". But even I, The creator of my own VRChat Persona, have no clue as to what she is. Her concepts were Based on Nanachi and her kind. Hollows from the Made in Abyss anime franchise. Also, the lexichi models that are used in VRChat. She even has elements from the Sumo Digital games Little big planet. So if anyone can give me a clear idea as to what I can make her I would love to hear, also I need to figure out a concept for her ears.", "description_bbcode_parsed": "Been in a model making mood. I managed to remodel GingerBubbins and managed to make a Bunny model! Although Bunny is still somewhat off, so at some point I may indeed remodel him like I did GingerBub.

Like I said before, I want to model characters not objects yet. So forcing the idea that I "Need" to model objects to get better at modelling is only going to wind me up more. It'll also put me off modelling objects if forced enough. I understand it may help with modelling but I'll do what I'm comfortable with for now. I'll make the objects in my own time when I want, if it was for course work or a job it'll be a different story. However, right now, character modelling is working for me. I'm someone who throws myself into the deep end of creativity sometimes even when I haven't done the basics. I sometimes do the basics but I prefer throwing myself into the hard stuff because the outcome is more satisfying when I pull it off. Also working on something I don't want to do is tedious, stressful and usually makes me want to go looney.

However, I hope to make the entire crew! Bunny, Meco, Speedy, Atlas and the others. Maybe even make models that I can use to animate with. To bring these characters to life and make them the characters they are supposed to be and how I envision them.

I guess I'm venting a little in this post due to past events. Someone making out that my characters can live on without me because other people "Know" them. Even when I explained that I dictate the characters true selves and fan remembrance isn't the same. Personal preference really, it's not like I want them to not live in the Hearts of people but for me, a true character dies with their creators and or writers. It's a dark, sad and somewhat messed up concept but it's something I truly believe in. I'm working on a lot of stuff really, people I was personally close with devalued and deprecated my ideals and ideas in creative subjects. Putting me down for using deformed and mentally expressive skeleton-like creatures as a sign of mental death and issues. Telling me "Skeletons aren't scary", "Skeletons do not represent death". Stuff like that, even with the explanation that warning signs have skulls on them to represent the sign that you can be killed, and the literal embodiment of death being a skeleton in dark robes. Guess this guy didn't get the "Use of Imagery" memo. However, I think the fact that I'm only now seeing how stupid and ignorant he was when it came to my creative ideas, it's giving me that " Express this and you won't do the same thing" vibe. I think it's my way of pushing myself away from toxic habits people have ever nailed into me, or I've made myself.

This weird vent stuff is all a part of my personal assessment and evaluation. Maybe a bit harsh but that's why I gladly accept criticism that's sent with caring and friendly intent. Not good with Hostility. That's why GingerBubbins is a thing, a Little baby creature thing that can freak out and break down over Hostility and abuse. I feel small and somewhat soft so I represent myself that way. I mean in real life, I may be different depending on how you view me in person. However, personal representation is my self-indulgence that I guess I don't need to be judged for. Unless I personally want to change a thing. I like to blab about self-indulgent projects because I like to present my views on them, over the years that I learned about them.

I say GingerBubbins is a baby thing, but I don't mean a literal baby, she's me, 23 years of age who just acts timid and cuddly. I just wanted to make that perfectly clear, and the idea that a taller, more curvy model is in the works for when I one. Need a taller model and two for when I need to look less cutesy. ̶A̶l̶s̶o̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶r̶e̶e̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶f̶l̶i̶r̶t̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶c̶h̶a̶r̶a̶c̶t̶e̶r̶ ̶c̶r̶u̶s̶h̶e̶s̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶V̶R̶C̶h̶a̶t̶.̶ So this is all just what I get up to when I mentally and physically pull it off. But if you ever want to meet me I go by GingerBub on VRChat, GingerMcFuzzleton on my creative socials and Ginger as a nickname. I may seem quiet and shy at first, but over time I'll get a little louder and more outspoken if I trust you. I love head pats in VR as I'm a touch starved chicken nugget of a human. However, GingerBubbins has no specific creature verification? I've had one person call me, and I quote "A cute half-robot lemur thing". But even I, The creator of my own VRChat Persona, have no clue as to what she is. Her concepts were Based on Nanachi and her kind. Hollows from the Made in Abyss anime franchise. Also, the lexichi models that are used in VRChat. She even has elements from the Sumo Digital games Little big planet. So if anyone can give me a clear idea as to what I can make her I would love to hear, also I need to figure out a concept for her ears.", "writing": "", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "", "pools_count": 0, "title": "VRChat models and self evaluation", "deleted": "f", "public": "t", "mimetype": "image/png", "pagecount": "1", "rating_id": "0", "rating_name": "General", "ratings": [], "submission_type_id": "1", "type_name": "Picture/Pinup", "guest_block": "f", "friends_only": "f", "comments_count": "0", "views": "12" }