9 months ago I began the long journey of becoming a parent, something that filled me with excitement and terror at the same time. I read the books three times over, went to baby classes with my wife and worked hard at my at home job to get the promotion I needed to support us. I did everything right, I was prepared to start this new chapter of my life. Now I was here, holding the love of my life’s hand while she gave birth to our precious little angel. My eyes were blurred with tears as panic swept through me. One push later and you were released into this world, crying as you were toweled off. The panic disappeared as joy filled my body, the worst part was over, our family could begin. Pure joy turned to horror as I felt your mother’s grip on my hand go limp and heard the rapid beeping of medical machinery. An hour later I was sitting in a quiet room, shaking while staring blankly at a wall, my hand still gripping onto nothing as my nerves refused to accept that my wife’s hand was no longer in mine. I did not cry or break down when the doctor told me what happened. Honestly, I was just numb, only reentering reality when your small body was handed into my arms. 
  
I blinked and stared down at you, the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. My baby girl, the love of my life, all kinds of names and titles rushed through my mind before I spoke. “Sarah,” the name of your mother. The numbness that made me shiver was replaced with a warmth that calmed me. That same warmth radiated through my body, spreading down to my stomach, and then even lower. In the few minutes that I looked at your sleeping face, a war was happening in my brain. Battles were fought as the trauma from what happened blurred the lines between my wife and my newborn daughter. I…did…everything…right. She could not be gone, she was not gone, she was right here. 
  
Finally something snapped, I looked around to see the room was now empty besides the two of us. A grin spread across my face as my cock began to throb in my pants. I moved us over to a changing table, placing you on it as saliva began to drool from my maw. Never had I felt so connected to my feral roots, it felt as if something was just tearing through me with each beat of my heart. Low growls began radiating up my throat, my hands moved to unwrap your furry little body from your pink baby blanket. My eyes went wide as I saw you in your naked glory, your fuzzy baby coat covering every inch of your squishy body. My hands could not move quick enough as I pulled down my zipper, quickly fishing my cock out from my underwear. 10 inches of thick hot wolf meat sprung up from its confines, sweaty from being kept in my jeans and unwashed. For the first of many times to come, I slapped my fat musky cock onto your soft little face. It felt like electricity was shooting through me, the sensitive nerves of my flesh stimulating me in ways I had not thought were possible. This felt…so fucking right! 
  
I surged forward, pushing your tiny head into the warm stinky embrace of my sweaty genitals, already humping myself ferally against you as you whined underneath me. Your mother always found my scent arousing but also overwhelming at times. For you, it burned, it filled your barely conscious mind with a thick fog, irritating your senses while giving me pleasure. I was big, both in stature and in length. My thick coat and slight chubbiness caused me to radiate large amounts of heat, especially when doing something active. All throughout the day it took to deliver you, I had been collecting up all that sweat and musk in the hot crotch of my jeans, now it was smushed up against you~. The thought of how nasty the taste must have been for you only fueled my lust, my hand grabbing onto the base of my cock as I pulled back my thick foreskin. All the pre that had been stewing away inside of it splattered onto your plump little lips, causing you to cry out. I took the opportunity to push in the head of my thick throbbing member before you could alert anyone to the sick depravity that was happening between a father and his newborn. Your fur was soft, but your mouth was something else completely. It was the hottest, squishiest, juiciest thing that I had ever felt. I looked down to see what you looked like, nearly cumming from the view. With just the first few inches of my cock, I was already bulging the beginning of your throat, I could even see it throb as you tried to expel the foreign object blocking your airways. Your toothless gums pressed down on my cock, only making your mouth tighter as I began to move myself back and forth inside of you. I tried my best to hold back, to not give in to the voices telling me to fuck the little flesh toy beneath me, to fuck the last thing my wife brought into this world. I closed my eyes, my mind floating away from the world and all the pain in it. At this moment, I felt nothing but pure pleasure and relief, in this moment I had nothing to worry about. You gave me the ability to feel again, and to take away the pain of the world. 
  
My hips started to pump faster, shoving my cock further into your tight little throat. Inch after inch slid in until my balls started slapping against your eyes and forehead. I held you tighter, fucking your squishy fleshlight of a body into the metal table beneath you. At any moment a nurse could come in and see what I was doing, at any moment my whole life could end and the only thing I had left in the world would be taken away from me. But at this point, I did not fucking care! I needed to feel your baby slut throat choke on the cum that made you, needed to watch my seed dribble down your face as I unloaded onto you. 
  
My balls clenched against my body, my ears started ringing as my vision went completely dark. Shot after shot of hot wolf cum began filling up your little infant tummy, the same cum that put you in your mother’s womb now became your first piece of nourishment. My heartbeat, your soft hair, puppy whines, warmth. My brain restarted as I basked in the afterglow of the greatest sin I had ever committed. Still lodged in your throat as you squirmed and batted your little hands against mine to get me off you. I finally let go of your body and stepped back, my cock unsheathing from you with a sloppy pop followed by a cup of thick creamy cum that had been lodged into your infant throat. I looked down to see my last few ropes splatter onto your little face, little coughs echoing throughout the room as you cleared your throat from the first meal you had ever had. 
  
I went into autopilot mode after that, tucking my cock back into my pants, cleaning up the place, and wiping my pearly jizz off you as you cried silently, unable to fully use your developing vocal cords after being rubbed raw. I wrapped you back up in your blanket, covering your face with my chest to avoid the doctors seeing my cum stains on your fur. Soon we were on the road, you in a basket at the front seat next to me. I looked over at you, shifting ever so often, giving me a glimpse of your perfect puppy face. I could hear your whines, the cutest little things I ever heard. I knew they were caused by how full your tummy was, my pent up load sloshing around inside of you as the stray shots dried on your velvety fur. My cock throbbed the entire way home, up until we parked in the driveway. I sighed and picked you up again, not sure what to think about myself. Just then you kicked your leg, moving your blanket off you and revealing your puffy little puppy pussy. I could feel my cock become even more hard than before, my guilt melting away as pre began to leak through my pants. I had lost everything and gained everything at the same time, I did not know what was going to happen, but I was not going to stop it.