Sexual Trauma I wake up, yawning softly as my eyes catch a glimpse of the alarm clock: seven in the morning. It’s early, but once I open my eyes there’s no way for me to fall back asleep. It’s one of the few things I envy about the bundle of fur I’m snuggled with in his bed, back in the room we share in the ARK. My arms tighten softly around his midriff, pushing his back a bit against my torso, purring as I sniff his neck, his smell makes me wag my tail. Never before would I think that I would be sexually attracted to my archrival, but here we are, sleeping together. I feel his hand clench softly on my own hands, crossed right under his chest, while his other hand lays under his right cheek. I smile and peck his left cheek a bit, making him scrunge his nose cutely and smile blissfully as my tenderness makes him open his eyes. -...Morning, angel.- he coos as he sees me. -Heh, I know you are, but what am I?- I chuckle softly. Yet another thing that I would’ve never heard me do: corny jokes. He must be having an impact on me. -Wow, Shads, we’re spending way too much time together. Now you’re starting to sound like me.- Sonic giggles as he turns to his other side, our faces reflected in each other’s eyes. -Is this cringey? Should I stop?- I ask as we hold hands, his hands clenching mine so tightly as if he fears I’m going somewhere. -It is a bit cringey, but not like a bad cringe. It’s adorable cringe.- he giggles again, our noses rubbing which makes me purr. -Heh, is that so?- I ask as our legs begin to intertwine, our eyes shimmering with the need we have for each other. -Gimme some of that cringe, daddy…- he purrs as he lunges forward, our lips press tightly against each other as he swiftly takes charge, rolling on top of me as he holds my wrists. I sigh and let him top me, feeling his tongue slither inside my mouth and wrestle with my own tongue, while he grabs my hands and places them on his chest. My fingers squish his breasts, making him moan as he places his hands on my cheeks, locking me in the kiss. A few months before all this, Sonic had been abducted, after a run in with Eggman, by a runaway project made on the Space Colony ARK. A prototype of the Ultimate Lifeform. MY prototype. This… Proto Shadow, as Sonic called him, had sexually abused Sonic for ten days, during which he had modified certain parts of his body in order to turn him into some sort of broodmother for his eggs. Luckily, my G.U.N. platoon rescued Sonic before the eggs would hatch and before further damage could be done to his body. That said, the modifications done to him, mainly on his chest, were too drastic to be completely removed without major consequences to his organism. We could only reduce the size of his breasts, which went from absurd-size to a more reasonable size. Knowing how much Sonic likes to run I’m sure he’s grateful to just be able to move. Still, having a boyfriend who has female mammaries feels wrong… and in equal terms is what gave me the courage to confess my feelings to him. Somehow, I think they look… good on him. Call me a deviant all you want, but it’s what allowed our relationship to start. We’ve spent the following months doing everything together, which was at first part of a psychological treatment, since the monster raping and ruining Sonic had my face they thought that having me around 24/7 would help take care of his trauma. He’s definitely not scared of me now, though I did receive my fair share of kicks in the face the first weeks of doing this. But honestly, how can I blame him? He’s been waking up with that tentacle monster having my face next to him for ten days. For someone as fast as him, it must’ve felt like an eternity, and I can certainly relate. The monster’s constant sexual assault had also completely scrambled Sonic’s hormones, making him extremely easy to be turned on. The first days of the therapy, after apologizing a hundred times for hitting me, he was basically glued to me. Always kissing and groping me, grinding on my crotch to make me hard and ride my cock whenever he didn’t have it jammed root-deep in his throat, sucking it like a popsicle, or stuck between his breasts, massaging it with them while sucking my tip. A perk of being the Ultimate Lifeform that I never thought I had is that I have a limitless supply of sperm and my boners can last for much longer than any regular being. Today doesn’t feel much different: Sonic smooches me with extreme passion and lust, moaning and purring whenever my hands squish his breasts, which feel like putty in my hands. His skin is so soft and warm and his reaction to whichever part of his breasts I squeeze turns me on insanely. I close my eyes and kiss back, growling softly as my tongue wrestles back with his, making him squeak in the kiss and gleefully moan as I assert myself as the dominant one. We roll again, this time having me on top, and I grind my knee gently on his groin to make him get hard while I continue to kiss and grope him. His turned on moans and massive blush are such a treat for my ears and eyes, then I pinch his nippels and he actually tears up in bliss as I do. They get hard as much as his penis, which was able to be taken back to normal since that too had been modified by Proto, and I grasp and fap it while my other hand pinches and tweaks his nipples, causing him to cry out in bliss in our shared kiss. I pull away from the kiss, licking his lips a bit, before my lips seal tight on his nipple, nibbling and sucking it which had him arch his back as I handle him. They had swollen up a bit in these past months, since somehow Proto’s modifications had seemingly awakened Sonic’s mammary glands, making him capable of producing breast milk. Since the eggs hatched last month, his milk production had started, thus making his breasts gain an entire cup, sitting at an F Cup now. I can already taste the milk trickling in my mouth as I suck his nipple, making him moan and squirm under me as he hugs my head closer with one hand while the other joins my hand on his cock, fapping himself as well as letting me do it. His cock is already throbbing, precum leaking out, and his breasts are lactating, meaning he’s closer to an orgasm. The mere idea of a male lactating somehow makes me hard, the simple sight of my cock being hard and the smell it gives off makes hearts appear in Sonic’s pupils. My cock sits at 11 inches length and 3 inches width, much bigger than average, and judging by how much he’s biting his lips, he’s already imagining it stretching whichever hole I decide to put it in. I pull away from the nipple and snap my fingers, making him shake his head and look at me. -You know the rules: first, you let me make you cum, then I can let you make me cum.- I say, gently but seriously. -I… I know, Shads, I just… N-nevermind…- he gulps, repressing his needs is the biggest obstacle for the treatment. I’m not denying his needs, I’m just making sure he’s able to control them. Can't have him running around, then suddenly drop down to masturbate in front of everyone, can’t we? The first times it was not easy: he’d beg me in tears to fuck him, shouting and insulting me whenever I denied him and one time he even hit me. Granted, it didn’t do anything and he quickly apologized later, but it was pretty severe. Lately, though, he was showing much progress, dropping the times we had sex from five times a day to four, then three. Our record came this month, when he cut them to just two times a day, with him patiently waiting for me to make him cum, then enjoying himself when I penetrated him without making much mess. I smile proudly and resume sucking and pinching his nipples, at which he moans and arches his back, cumming in both his and my hand. His nipples and cock squirt out a lot and he moans loud as he cums, though nowhere near as hard and almost slut-like as he did before. I much prefer him like this than the fumbling mess begging for sex that he used to be. I drink up his milk, licking the nipple a few times before fully pulling away, letting go of his penis as I watch him pant and blush as he catches his breath. -Good job, Sonic. You have improved a lot.- I say, patting his hip and thigh to which he smiles proudly. -Th-Thanks… W-Will I be a-able to… b-be back to n-normal s-soon?- he asks, his chest heaving and falling as he talks. -At this rate, you’ll be discharged soon.- I answer, nodding and petting his cheek, making him all flustered. -G-great…- he coos, purring and leaning on my hand, enjoying its warmth. My smile grows wider as I notice something. -Heh, you may not notice it, but you have improved much more than you think. At this point, you’d usually make remarks on how it'd be my turn to please you, but… You haven’t said a word.- I giggle, making him blink and gasp. -Y-yeah! You’re right! Heh, look at me making progress!- he giggles back confidently, making a victory gesture with his hand. -Yup. And such great progress must be rewarded…- I whisper sensually, making his fur stand up more. -Choose: mouth or ass?- I ask, at which he fiddles his fingers, looking down and blushing. I just love how intimidated he looks when I talk dominantly. -...A-Ass…- he moans softly. I nod and get up from him, allowing Sonic to turn on his belly, presenting me his plump, juicy bottom. Unbelievable that such a lower body-centered person as Sonic could be so bottom heavy. His hips and thighs are nice and wide and his cheeks asùre as big as his chest now, giving him a bit of an hourglass form which drives me insane. I grab and knead his hips and buttcheeks, making him purr and wag his tail as he feels my hands feeling him up. -MMMM… Y-Your touch feels g-great…- he moans, trying his hardest to contain his voice. One rule we have is that, even during sex, he must keep a calm, low speaking tone, or at least keep it for as long as possible. -How did you get so fucking curvy, Sonic? Or… were you always like this and I always failed to notice?- I ask as my hands keep fondling his doughy lower half, wondering at how much my fingers are sinking in his soft fur and skin. -I-I d… don’t k-know…- he moans, he’s getting heated again, that much I can tell. -Well, whatever the case, your body turns me on. A lot. And, unlike you, I don’t have to hold back my urges. I am going to FUCK you thoroughly, I will give in to my basic instincts and ram your ass until I creampie it, and I want you to enjoy it to the fullest. Fuck holding back, fuck control and restraint. Show me how bad you need me.- I whisper as I position myself, my cock already pulsing as I’m really that eager to fuck him. Whenever it’s my turn, that’s when he’s allowed to let go of all the restraint he’s kept during my handling of him, a way for him to vent out all the sexual frustration he’s repressed. The dirty talk was just something he asked me to do to get in the mood, since apparently he’s into it. This makes me smirk more: the pure boy Sonic, unable to curse even when the situation would be okay, turned on by me whispering in his ears all those dirty things. He purrs and puffs up his fur even more as I lay fully on him, pinning him down with my weight, then I raise my hips and spread his legs, opening up his puffy asshole. I don't want him to do anything aside from enjoying himself during my turn. I lick my lips and whisper in his ear: -Thank you for letting me in…- before I plunge my cock inside his asshole, all the way down to the root. He widens his eyes, grits his teeth and arches his back as much as he can with my weight on him, moaning loud as he’s finally allowed to let go of any restraints. -HHHGGGHHH!!! I-IT’S INNNN!!! SH-SHADOW, YOU’RE… YOU’RE INSIDE M-MEEE!!!- he yells out of his lungs. I moan, feeling his inner flesh tighten and tense up around my Ultimate Penis, then I slide my hands under his body groping and kneading his breasts as I begin to fuck him, slapping my meat inside his ass as hard and fast as I can, without hurting him. I have to admit, this feels great for me too. Having to always be the one who has to control himself for the two of us can be rather taxing, so to just be able to consume a sexual act and toss every decency to the wind feels very liberating. In bed, we become real, tried and true animals. Like this, we can fuck for even an hour before I can finally orgasm, which Sonic likes a lot, because he gets to orgasm over and over again while enjoying my dick burrowing inside him all the time. -HAHN! HAHN! HAHN!- -NGH! NGH! NGH!- Our voices mix together as we consume the act, the sounds of our bodies slapping against each other as they, or rather his body, get sweaty makes for one hell of a background noise. My hands are glued to his tits, kneading and squeezing them nonstop as they lactate again, the milk wetting our bed along with his sweat, drool and tears of absolute heavenly bliss. -G-G-GOD, SO GOOD… IT FEELS S-SO F-FUCKING GOOD, SHAAAAADS!! MORE!! MORE!! H-HIT ME H-HARDEEEEERRRRRR!!!- his turned on howl-like scream makes me go even harder, I know he likes it when I’m rough so there’s really not much need for me to worry, aside from going too hard and physically hurting him. I growl in his ear as my hands greedily squeeze his breasts and my dick plows his ass, which clenches like crazy whenever I withdraw, he truly doesn’t want me to leave. Soon, I leave basically no space between us, my dick slapping inside him reaches the deepest point as Sonic gets lost in bliss, moaning loudly how much he loves this, how much he loves me. -UNGH! HGH! RGH! F-FUCK, I LOVE YOU, SONIC! I LOVE YOU AND YOUR CURVY BODY A LOT!!- I growl loud as I feel him shiver under me. His first orgasm of the session. He tries to raise up on his arms, but I wrap my arms around his chest, pinning his arms to his sides and squeezing his breasts, and my legs around his own legs, fully blocking him as we lay to the side and I ram him harder. This makes him go wild, as he has gotten a bit into being restrained too after ten days being coiled by Proto’s tentacles. He moans even louder now, clenching his fists tight as his ass-pussy gets wet. I giggle and bite his neck, another thing that drives him nuts, as I go harder, thanks to his asshole getting wet which allows my cock to go in and out even deeper. -F-F-F-FLYING!! I’M FLYING, SHADOW, I’M F-FLYIIIIING!!!- he yells, whenever he says that it means that he’s feeling great, and it's accompanied by a second orgasm. His sweat smears on my body, his cock keeps shooting out cum until it can’t shoot anymore and his face is overrun with tears and drool as I continue to plow him until we hit the hour, when my cock finally begins pulsing. He’s almost unconscious now, his brian almost fried with how hard I’m going. But don’t worry, he recovers fast and he has actually begged me before to go so hard that he barely blacks out. I grit my teeth and hump him a few more times before completely burying my cock in his ass and unleashing a powerful load inside him. This has him go back from his pleasure-induced trance and moan louder than before, arching his back as much as my body allows him to do as he feels my cum rush inside him, flowing into his belly and shooting out of his ass with the quantity I released inside him. His chest heaves and falls frantically now, drenched in sweat and milk which flows on my arms as I squeeze him perhaps a bit too tight, though he doesn’t seem to mind. His breath is ragged and his body is twitching and shivering in my grasp. I pant too, fucking with Sonic like this always drains me more than running or fighting for some reason, but I can’t pull out yet. Or rather, I don’t want to. I feel so cozy inside him, and he feels so warm pressed against me, shivering in my loving hold as he catches his breath after I almost made him lose his mind with my cock. -Sh… Sh… Sha-ah-ah-dow… I… I n-need…- he moans after a while, struggling weakly in my grip. -...Mnf?- I manage to grunt as I let go of his neck, leaving a hickey on it. -I n-need… I need to s-see you…- he whimpers. I blink softly, then smile and, with a heavy grunt, pull out from him, causing a rush of cum to flow out of his ass (I did tell him that I’d creampie him, didn’t I?) and loosen my grip enough for him to turn within it before I seal him back against me, his chest pressed against mine and our muzzles close, oh so close… -Th-Thank you…- he purrs and nuzzles against my jaw, purring loudly as he snuggles with me. Another first: he’s not trying to forcibly make out with me after sex like he used to do before. I smile and lay my head on his, purring back. -You’re welcome, angel…- I purr and plant tiny kisses on his head. This poor, poor thing has been through a lot, but I can tell that he’s getting better. Once he’ll be fully okay, we’ll leave the ARK and figure out what to do next. Maybe I’ll find a nice house for the both of us to live in, with multiple bedrooms whenever he wants to invite his friends over. And… should it have a nursery? True, we can’t have kids the old fashioned way, but I mean adoption’s always a thing and… I always wanted to start a family. I’ll have to ask him too if he wants to become a dad (mom?), but that can come later. We’re not in a rush, nothing’s coming between us and even Eggman seems to be calm enough to not stress about him. In short, everything is going swimmingly… …Right? The End(?)