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I promise I'll give the story a happy ending, I just needed to write something, and I wanted to make my characters more fleshed out this time around.\n\nAnyway, with that all out of the way, please try to enjoy the next chapter. Hopefully I can work on more this month, and finish the story before it gets too late in the year. Thank you all for being patient with me, and please, criticism and feedback are always welcomed, as I do want to improve. Okay, so...thank you all.","description_bbcode_parsed":"Hello, once again, people. Now...A bit of a an explanation: I have been grappling with..some pretty severe psychological issues this past year. Depression, increased anxiety, even some...suicidal thoughts. As such, it's been damn near impossible to continue my writing, or even consider beginning it again. 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