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He shut the door and sat down on the cheap leather. The young fox kept his head down, wanting to avoid Etheo's stare.\n“Is something wrong?” Etheo asked.\n“No,” Erick whispered, he continued to avoid the taller fox’s glances, almost too afraid to say anything. The speakers above continued to buzz, and the announcements soon followed. “It's just I was thinking in class and-”\n“And you were staring,” Etheo laughed. “You were staring a lot.” Erick nodded, he was once again too embarrassed to utter a single word.\n“I know,” Erick mumbled, “I don’t know why.” \n“There has to be a reason why, doesn't there?” Etheo asked. Erick forced himself to stand, his head spun, and he began to pant.\n“It’s about yesterday,” Erick whispered, he turned and was almost relieved to see the empty halls. \n“Oh?” Etheo asked.\n“It was about…” Erick began, he paced through the empty hall. Etheo sat down on the old carpet, his eyes glancing at his friend and at the door which had been shut to give them privacy.\n“I…” Erick began, he felt his heart race, the halls were empty, the light above flickered as they always did. Etheo smiled, too amused seeing his friend's nervous face.\n“Are you alright?” Etheo asked again. Erick looked away, once again too afraid to say a single word. “Erick?”\n“You know that stupid feeling?” Erick asked, he forced a smile and chuckled in fear. One… Two… Three…. He said to himself. Now that he was there, in front of Etheo, he felt sickened to his stomach, he knew what he wanted to say, but he didn't know how to even begin. “It’s that stupid feeling, you know?”\n“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” the taller fox answered. Erick sighed and walked to his friend, Etheo was all he could stare at. When Erick sat beside his friend, he felt his head spin once again, What am I doing? 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“I need to tell you something,” Erick whispered. Etheo nodded and the two pushed their way past the foxes in front of them, some yelled, while others shoved back.
“Seriously, Erick!” One fox yelled, she cursed at him and at Etheo, but the two ignored her and continued to walk through the crowded halls.
“We shouldn't keep pushing past them,” Etheo laughed.
“Probably,” Erick nodded. When the two were outside the empty room, they waited for everyone else to walk inside their classes just to avoid their judgemental gazes. As the bell above them rang, Erick walked inside the dark room and Etheo followed behind him.
Erick turned the switch by the door and the lights above revealed his lonesome face and his trembling snout. He shut the door and sat down on the cheap leather. The young fox kept his head down, wanting to avoid Etheo's stare.
“Is something wrong?” Etheo asked.
“No,” Erick whispered, he continued to avoid the taller fox’s glances, almost too afraid to say anything. The speakers above continued to buzz, and the announcements soon followed. “It's just I was thinking in class and-”
“And you were staring,” Etheo laughed. “You were staring a lot.” Erick nodded, he was once again too embarrassed to utter a single word.
“I know,” Erick mumbled, “I don’t know why.”
“There has to be a reason why, doesn't there?” Etheo asked. Erick forced himself to stand, his head spun, and he began to pant.
“It’s about yesterday,” Erick whispered, he turned and was almost relieved to see the empty halls.
“Oh?” Etheo asked.
“It was about…” Erick began, he paced through the empty hall. Etheo sat down on the  old carpet, his eyes glancing at his friend and at the door which had been shut to give them privacy.
“I…” Erick began, he felt his heart race, the halls were empty, the light above flickered as they always did. Etheo smiled, too amused seeing his friend's nervous face.
“Are you alright?” Etheo asked again. Erick looked away, once again too afraid to say a single word. “Erick?”
“You know that stupid feeling?” Erick asked, he forced a smile and chuckled in fear. One… Two… Three…. He said to himself. Now that he was there, in front of Etheo, he felt sickened to his stomach, he knew what he wanted to say, but he didn't know how to even begin. “It’s that stupid feeling, you know?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” the taller fox answered. Erick sighed and walked to his friend, Etheo was all he could stare at. When Erick sat beside his friend, he felt his head spin once again, What am I doing? Erick thought.
“I…” Erick whispered. “I know it’s wrong, but it feels right.” He reached for his friend’s paw, closed his eyes, and when Erick pressed his snout against his friend’s, he felt comfort, safety, and he felt loved. However, when Erick pulled away he hoped that everything would change, that he would smile and finally admit his feelings, but he didn't. The two young foxes stared at one another, too afraid to say a single word. “I… I should.” Erick quietly said before walking away.
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