THE DESIRED MATE
       
                                              CHAPTER ONE                                              


       There are not to meany things that work out when it comes to life. Taking things in stride is something I have come to accept. I am 29 years old with no experience with men. This is why when he came into my life i was struck with awe and fear at the prospect of having a man as strong as Rafe McConnel. My name is Jane Langster seems to me i am nothing special. Yes i have big boobs but I’m also a thick woman with what most would call no ass at all disease. Brown hair with light blue eyes and not perfect freckled skin. It was a lonely day as meany days are in the ways of my life. Perhaps having worn a dress the cold day made my choice a bad one as usual. On my way to work the cold air bit at my skin causing a shiver all over my body. The sun held little to no comfort as i walked up to the front of the office building. Knowing my meeting would include seeing a gorgeous Rafe IE my boss i wore a pink but light shirt with a small crumb catcher at the top. The shirt hugged my breasts that were arranged in such a way to pronounce yes i am single and waiting. the shirt was held by a bright red belt just below the bust causing the rest of the shirt to have shape but to float away from the problem areas. Followed by a wonderful faded blue gene pencil skirt. I pulled out all of the stops with a red necklace and bright yellow heals to off set the valentine look. Before going into the  conference room i stopped by the bathroom to inspect my work. Looking in the mirror it was perfection until i realized my hair had blown lose. Knowing there was nothing i can do at this moment i removed my glasses and placed my hair in the best loose bun i could using my pencil to secure the bun. Running out of the ladies room i took the short cut skipped the busy elevator and went right up the stairs. Book bag in hand i barreled through the doors and bam you guessed it straight into the man of my  dreams Rafe. Paper exploded and we both hit the floor. He looked Great I looked a hot mess. two buttons on my shirt gone and a giant rip right up the front of my dress one shoe gone and a missing pair of glasses.
       Man did i know how to make a great impression. I could hear chuckles in the back ground probably Leann the bitch who always took credit for all of my hard work. That would include breaking into my office and stealing my best accounts. The  entire room was staring and chuckling i paid no attention to the beautiful Rafe the sex god, in front of me. I concentrated on the ready to explode volcano burning in my face. I'm pretty sure not too long from now i will get The big your fired talk in my bosses office. When i felt like i had enough courage to look up i was not expecting to see what i saw. My boss had a huge smile and yes was looking straight between my legs at the huge tare in my skirt. This was not the day to forget to put panties on and you guessed it there i was in all my glory. spread wide for his accidental viewing pleasures. Waiting for Rafe to say something anything would be great I realized that yes I should be mortified but oddly he was the only one in the room at that point. All the laughter dissipated all the glares didn't matter. It was just Rafe and I not me and my boss but the real Rafe. A man I had seen before but was seeing for the first time. It made no sense none and I was oddly comforted with this man looking at her in such a primal but almost loving way. Tears had made there way down my cheeks I'm not sure why. the Fear of losing my job seemed so small looking at him in this way and still he said nothing. He casually pointed his finger to the door causing every employee to scramble out. No doubt afraid to lose there jobs. As angry as he looked  while each employee walked out the door it was very possible he would not forgive the infraction shown today.
          Afraid his anger would indeed find the only target in the room left i rose and did a mental check to asses the damage done. The meeting was indeed not going to happen. Months of work were all over the place and worse it may not be necessary at this point. Feeling the heat return to my face i just stood and waited . Mostly because holding more tears at bay was getting harder by the moment. Reaching to grab my papers back now turned toward him to hide what shame i was feeling i heard " ehhemm." Time to face the music. Time to lose my job ive worked my entire life to get.
                  "miss Danualli, you seriously need to be more careful. Are you trying to hurt your self. A woman of great Stature should hold herself at a higher decorum and walk with grace. I expect better from you. I had better never see you bow your head in shame or i swear i will treat you like the child in witch you are acting. As for the office slut i will deal with her shortly. Now get you things gathered. What size to you wear Never wind i can guess." He spoke to me in a way that sounded more like a thunderous growl to get the point across. instantly feeling regret. Looking as though i might will cry at any moment.'

                   "man do i know how to make an impression". I did not dare move or cry for that matter. Guessing it was a better choice to remain in the conference room. No way was i going to changeling Rafe in any way as he clearly was the man not to be questioned or disobeyed. Standing in awe at what just happened. She gently touched the tear in her skirt saying to her self that he reacted simply as a scorned boss and not as a man in want. A man she desperately wanted to want her. or did she want to be wanted by a man that no less than put her in her place. or did she want to be put in her place? Was she upset at the situation or merely that she was disappointed in the fact that like a scolded child she wanted to be spanked. The thought came so fast and unexpected that she did not have time to make sense of the things that transpired. she felt a shiver and quickly realized she was not upset but enthralled in a sensual state of wanting. she thought back to the time when he held her gaze the moment her sex was exposed for all to see. Was she seriously wet. The sticky reminder of Rafe Mcconnel staring her down like a sweet dear about to be eaten by a beast sprung to life as her memories danced in her mind.
                For sex appeal he had it. He was tall skinny slightly kissed by the sun with luxurious long gray licked brown hair. business attire hid his very toned body and tight ass. thick looking thighs had her heart and her sex screaming go get it hes yours. He had impossible blue beautiful eyes. All he would have to do was look at her and she'd be his slave. Reality soon set in remembering he was a player of sorts. Women in the office spoke often as though he was the cats meow. She tried to block out the conversations about who he had been with or what a sex god he really was. Jane did not understand men and had little to no experience with them. Her first relationship was short and sweet. Blew up on the launch pad to be precise. They had dated for one year and when she refused to move in without marriage he simply took her to the jewelry store and very gruffly told her to fix it and be quick about it. She knew he was abrasive and that had never been that bad until he didn't get his way. So she picked a small band and received a quick disapproval from the man she was considering on marrying. 
            "He walked to he counter looked at the jeweler, she will get a ring that suits my taste her opinion will not be accepted and i will not allow her to embarrass me in this area." The jeweler looked at the section and handed him the ring that fit his financial liking. She had been so scared to say no she simply said OK thank you sir. Excepting her fate. Her ex didn't pay no mind to her at all and practically screamed you have two hours to have it ready while shoving cash in the mans face. The memory so fresh in her mind and caused a ting of fear when she realized she was no longer alone in her hall of shame.
                Was that fear he smelled. She was scared him and he hated it. Well if he thought he was out of her curvaceous league he would never have the gnaw to ask her to accompany him in any way now. was that arousal too? The sudden thought of her laying naked under his scorching body was enough to drive him insane. The wolf within screaming mine and the sudden urge to strip what he knew was his from the moment he laid eyes on her came crashing down on him in an instant. He wanted her more importantly he wanted her to want him. To beg him for entrance. He mumbled and tossed the clothes so hard he heard her gasp. The clothes he did not mean to throw, but his beast had him roaring on the inside as he took one precious deep and long sent. He had to play this cool or she'd never agree to take him as her mate and he knew this to be true. The woman in front of him did not know the way it made him feel seeing her bow in shame. There would be no shaming his mate and he vowed to show her exactly what he had to give her without her knowing what he truly was. A wolf not just any wolf an alpha by all birth right. Now it was time to secure his mate to produce him cubs. He smiled content seeing this woman thick with his cubs. the mental image Made her even more desirable to him. She would never know want or sadness again she would only ever have her hearts content. She would be his and the alpha female revered and cherished but now was not the time to do anything about his hard on. This was time to comfort.
               "miss Dunalli, I am sorry to have scared you I've brought you clothes i had help but im sure they will fit if you please go the bathroom and change."

                She started to cry and very silently bowed her head already walking to the bathroom. When she emerged into the bathroom she realized he did know her size. He picked out a red skirt suit nothing fancy and that was just the way she loved to live her life. Simple and out of the way. she put the suit on and loved it instantly. It had been so long sense she had last had new clothes she marveled at the most perfect outfit ever. She'd wear it to the office not to look sexy to seek the approval of Rafe and she knew he'd be pleased. Only thing missing was her favorite yellow shoes clearly shed forgotten to grab them. oh well she guessed. She stepped out of the ladies room and there he was looking through her reports and ideas all smiles. She hesitated but lost all resolve as he looked straight in her direction. He did not say a word but pointed in the direction of the chair by his side. He wasn't the type to just share company with anyone and that had her smiling from ear to ear. Just knowing she had put that devilish smile on his face sent feelings of desire and accomplishment through her body. With the smile he had given her she knew her job for now was safe.