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intimate spot between her legs growing warmer with every moan that came from the equine.\n\nShe didn’t remember what had led to this. She only knew she was enjoying it, truly, for everything that it was. And after all the emotional stress she had endured these past few months, she wanted it.\n\nNo, she needed it, she realized. The moment she had pressed her lips against Ellen’s, she realized that.\n\nJuno exhaled a shuttering breath through her nose as Ellen cupped her breast from underneath, her back arching in as the zebra stroked her thigh over her soaked lips, so close to the small bundle of nerves right above, already swollen and throbbing with arousal. She squirmed when Ellen shifted the weight of her thigh, positioning it right in between her legs, the equine’s every movement causing the damp fabric of her panties to brush against that sensitive spot, a whine slipping from her.\n\nShe ran her clawed-tipped fingers through Ellen’s long, beautiful mane, deepening the kiss, her tail wagging beneath her as she moaned into her throat. She bent her knee in, arching it high, allowing the zebra to grind herself on her.\n\nAnd that she did, the zebra’s soft whimpers filled with pure, female meekness. And Juno’s toes curled in her shoes when she felt the dampness of Ellen’s shorts against her bare thigh, her knee arching higher in response.\n\nShe could feel Ellen smiling into the kiss at that, the equine tilting her head as her tongue stroked over the palate of her mouth, over her sharp, canine teeth, a chill running up her spine as the weight of the zebra’s thigh shifted between her legs once more, pressing directly into her swollen bud—\n\n Juno came just a little, thrusting her hips into the zebra’s thigh as she whimpered with as much meekness as Ellen had.\n\nEllen then gently broke the kiss, a tender smack sounding from between their lips.\n\nAnd Juno opened her eyes as soon as their lips departed, her fingers still gliding through the delicate tendrils of Ellen’s mane, her legs still clenched around her thigh.\n\nShe stared into the stone-gray of the zebra’s eyes, her hand stroking the side of her face as a full, beaming smile grew on her muzzle—a smile she hadn’t worn in ages. She pecked her on the lips once and something in her chest fluttered when she saw Ellen return that smile and breathe out in a sweet voice, “you’re so beautiful, Juno…”\n\nTears stung at Juno’s eyes, and she pulled Ellen into another kiss, rolling them onto their sides as she lifted her thigh high in between Ellen’s legs. She smiled into the kiss when she felt Ellen riding her thigh, the zebra fully pressing her bud into the arched muscle there, her breathing growing deeper, heavier.\n\nAnd only a moment later, Juno felt, more than heard, Ellen cum. The quick, desperate movement of her hips and the pleading whimpers that cracked from her throat and reverberated down her own, as well as the quivering of her body made it all very obvious that she had came.\n\nJuno’s tail wagged in pure canine ecstasy at that, at knowing that she had been able to return the pleasure Ellen had given her. Though, it’d always been something that had brought joy to her heart, being able to return the favors that others would do for her.\n\nEver since she could remember, she would always strive to return an act of kindness. Whether it was being helped with her homework or being given a gift at her birthday party, she’d hold it to herself to repay other’s kindness.\n\nShe didn’t necessarily know if that was a good thing or not, but… it satisfied her and it made her happy, that’s all that mattered, she supposed.\n\nShe’d once dreamed of doing that with Louis, being able to satisfy him in bed after he’d, no doubt, have her a pleading, whimpering mess in his arms. She always imagined herself sucking on his length, making him grunt and groan while her own sex was already swollen and aching from his cunnilingus.\n\nThere were many nights where that dream would have her waking up at the latest hours with soaked panties. She’d spend a long time afterwards pleasuring herself to the thought of him taking her on a date, to the thought of him making love to her as he gazed into her eyes and thrusted himself into her, soothing her pleading whimpers with soft, loving kisses and a promise that he would always be there for her—\n\nIt’d always be that last part that sent her over the edge, her body quivering and her hips thrusting up just slightly. And then she’d lay silently in her bunk bed, staring longingly at her bright phone screen, praying that Louis would one day send her a text message asking her to go on that date with him.\n\nThough, a part of her, a small, doubtful part of her, wanted to simply believe that Louis would never send her that text message. That he cared for the Horns Conglomerates a thousand times more than he loved her, but she learned to silence those doubtful, untrue thoughts. Louis loved her, cared for her, she knew that with certainty (his occasional protectiveness of her and the way he looked at her at times made that obvious).\n\nThen, one day, that text finally came to her, and Juno had nearly shouted for joy whilst taking notes in the lecture hall.\n\nShe spent days readying herself for the date, and when she rounded the corner of the city block and saw him for the first time in months…\n\nHer hopes and dreams were shattered. For when she saw his saddened, grim expression, she knew that he had only wanted to go on this date with her so that he could end things between them… permanently.\n\nIn that moment, she had thought about just turning and running away, not wanting him to see her break down like some little pup.\n\nBut her tail kept wagging and that canine excitement of seeing him again wouldn’t stop bubbling within her, so she chose to simply enjoy the time she had left with him—hoping that he would somehow reconsider his choice.\n\nSeeing Louis being secluded to a life so empty and devoid of happiness… it truly hurt her just to think about it. She didn’t want that for him, she didn’t want that for anyone in her life. She just prayed that Louis would choose to have happiness in his life, even if that meant she could no longer be in it, she would rather see him happy above all else.\n\nThe date had been nice, she enjoyed riding with Louis on the subway, talking and laughing and joking with him. It’d be a memory she wouldn’t soon forget. But at the end of it all, when the clouds outside began to darken, Louis made his final choice and ended things with her, saying that he would never see her again.\n\nAnd it took all her might not to fall apart before him, to not rage at him and beg him to reconsider his choice of binding himself to a loveless marriage.\n\nBut…\n\nShe… she stopped herself. Stopped herself from expressing her emotions, her thoughts and her feelings, as she had always done when she was frustrated with Louis. Because she knew that there would be no point in doing so.\n\nAfter all they’ve been through—all he’d been through—in the end, he still chose to live a miserable life that was acceptable by the standards of their broken society.\n\nThat was his choice and there was likely no talking him back from it.\n\nAnd perhaps a part of herself truly hated him for that, hated that he would allow himself to suffer in such a way, despite all the animals that cared for him so dearly.\n\nSo, she only bid him farewell and left, though not without leaving him with the cute curse of a wolf.\n\nRegardless, she spent many, many nights after that silently crying herself to sleep, faced with the painful truth that Louis did love the Horns Conglomerates a thousand times more than he could ever love her.\n\nAnd that fact alone broke something deep inside of her. Though, perhaps this was what she deserved for, once again, being too sure about a male’s true feelings for her.\n\nAnd suddenly, Juno remembered what had led to her kissing Ellen on the floor of the female locker room.\n\nA conversation.\n\nIt’d all started with a simple, casual conversation that eventually turned into her telling Ellen everything that had happened between her and Louis.\n\nThe love she had for him.\n\nTheir first kiss together.\n\nThe heartbreak he had given her.\n\nAnd the guilt she felt from not being able to save him from his own choices. \n\nShe told her everything.\n\nIt was the first time she had ever spoken about it to anyone.\n\nAnd she broke down completely, falling to her tail against her locker as she began sobbing uncontrollably, her arms crossed over her knees.\n\nEllen came beside her and comforted her, taking her in her arms.\n\nAnd for a long while, they sat there in silence, her own sniffling and quiet sobs being the only sound that filled the locker room.\n\nAnd it wasn’t until then that she finally embraced Ellen back, resting her head against the equine’s chest as her tears stained her gym shirt. And as she felt Ellen gingerly stroke her fingers through the fur on her cheek, Juno found herself cuddling her body closer to the zebra’s, a faint smile growing on her lips.\n\nShe was glad that she had told everything that she did to Ellen. That emotional release… she needed it. And she trusted the zebra, knew that she wouldn’t tell anyone else about this, even Els. And she was grateful for that.\n\nBut when she heard Ellen breathe out “Juno, I understand how you feel. There’s something about myself that I’ve only told a very few animals about, something I think you deserve to know … I’m… I’m more attracted to carnivores than I am herbivores, particularly… particularly canines” in a low, careful tone, as if she were afraid that someone would hear her, she began to realize that she wasn’t the only one who needed this release.\n\nAnd Ellen began to tell Juno about her carnivore ex-boyfriend, a gray wolf who was quickly rising in the ranks as a young athlete. She’d dated him in her middle school years and she loved him deeply, and he did her. They promised each other that they would stand strong as a couple, side-by-side, not caring what society would think of them for it.\n\nBut before their first year in high school, when her boyfriend realized that he had the chance to become a big-time athlete, he broke up with her through a single, short text message. And he hadn’t bothered to contact her since.\n\nTears were lining Ellen’s eyelids as she said, “it was just a situation where he chose his social status over a worthless relationship that could destroy it. And honestly, as much as his decision hurt me, I couldn’t blame him for it. Who wouldn’t want to secure a successful future for themselves.” Ellen then paused and Juno’s eyes softened when she saw the zebra’s lips curl into a quivering frown—and a tear slip down her cheek.\n\nLifting herself from Ellen’s chest, she wiped away one of those tears with her finger, being very cautious of her claw, and kissed the equine on the cheek, saying, “no, he was an idiot to not stay with you, Ellen. You’re loyal, caring, strong-willed and you’re one of the most beautiful female herbivores I’ve ever seen. If he was willing to throw that all away for fame and glory, then he wasn’t worth another second of your time.”\n\nEllen blushed heavily and lowered her eyes, a warm smile spreading on her lips. “Thank you… Juno.”\n\nJuno only responded by giving the zebra another kiss on the cheek before cuddling into her neck.\n\nSilence lingered only for a moment before Ellen said, “I wanted to tell you that story, Juno, because I don’t want you to feel alone. It’s going to be harder for us to find that animal that we can spend the rest of our lives with, because our choice in males are significantly more different than the usual female’s. But that doesn’t mean that we should stop trying and give into the norms of our society. We have to keep trying.”\n\nJuno nodded into the zebra’s neck, a frown pulling at her lips as a tear slipped down her cheek. “Yeah,” was all she said—it was all she could think to say as those emotional wounds in her heart reopened.\n\nAnd she could feel herself bleeding out again, the memory of the heartbreak Louis had given her that night being too much to bare.\n\nBut she began to feel Ellen’s body shift beneath hers, the zebra’s hand now resting on her back. Her ear perked up when she heard Ellen say, “but I think you should give Louis another chance, Juno.”\n\nA sob broke from Juno at that and she clutched onto Ellen tighter. It was all she ever dreamed of doing, giving Louis another chance, hoping that he would reach out to her again. But she denied herself of that by blocking his contact. She didn’t want to have her heart ripped out of her chest all over again.\n\nEllen continued, “Louis’s different, he cares for the mammals around him, truly. I’ve seen him show that side of himself time and time again. And I’m sure that he made the choice that he did with his company for your sake—not his. With him owning the Horns Conglomerates, he probably wanted to keep you safe from being nationally mocked by the public for being in an interspecies relationship. If he truly loves you as much as you say he does, then I think he’ll eventually come to his senses and reach out to you again.”\n\nJuno shook her head. “No, why would he ever want some sheltered school girl standing by his side? What could I possibly offer him that his soon-to-be-wife couldn’t?”\n\n“Juno, look at me,” Ellen said, softly. Juno lifted her head from Ellen’s neck and met the zebra’s stone-gray eyes with her own, another tear slipping down her cheek, her ears flat against her head. “You’re one of the greatest females, I know, Juno. You’re so loving, you’re caring and compassionate, you inspire others and you inspire me.” Ellen then placed a kiss on Juno’s forehead, right between her eyes. “And you’re beautiful, Juno. You’re so, so beautiful and—“\n\nMaybe it was because of the old wounds in her heart that had been reopened or maybe it was because she’d been so emotionally lonely these past few months, but Juno pecked Ellen on the lips just once, silencing the zebra mid-sentence.\n\nEllen gasped at that kiss, lurching away.\n\nAnd Juno’s expression became one of horror, her mouth gaping open just slightly. “Ellen… I’m so sorry… I don’t know what… I don’t—“\n\nEllen kissed her back, a quick peck on the lips.\n\nAnd both females stared at each other, silent, their lips only inches apart, their breaths intertwining.\n\nAnd that’s what had led to them making out on the floor of the female locker room, so passionately, so lovingly, moaning into each other’s throats.\n\nAnd grinding into each other’s thighs.\n\nAnd twenty minutes later, they laid on their sides, cuddled against each other as they enjoyed the after glow of the moment.\n\nHer tail still wagging behind her, Juno said, smiling wide, “thank you, Ellen, I really needed this.”\n\nEllen giggled. “Me too. And you’re welcome, Juno.”\n\nJuno twirled her fingers in the tendrils of Ellen’s mane, staring out blankly as she asked, “do you… do you think Louis would really want to have me in his life again… as his lover.”\n\nEllen smiled and stroked her fingers down Juno’s back, saying, “it’s likely, he just needs to be giving time, I think. He probably thinks about you everyday, Juno, you’re everything anyone could ask for.”\n\nJuno blushed heavily at that and she tucked her muzzle into Ellen’s neck, whispering, “thank you, Ellen.” Her voice cracked on the zebra’s name, her eyes watering once more. She added, “and I know you’ll find the male of your dreams someday, someone who truly values you and loves you for who you are.”\n\n“Yeah…” Ellen sighed, her lips forming a flat line. “ I hope so.”\n\n“I know so.” Juno countered.\n\nAnd stone-gray eyes met deep blue and Ellen grinned warmly, pecking Juno on the lips. “We should get back to our dorms, my Dorm Mother’s probably going to tear me apart if I stay out any later.”\n\nJuno chuckled. “Yeah, same here.”\n\n“But…” Ellen said, her eyes looking downward, “I think we should probably change our clothes first.”\n\nJuno raised a brow and followed her gaze, a blush forming on her cheeks when she saw the damp spots that had formed in between their legs. “And maybe a shower, too, just so nobody in the club questions why we’re covered in each other’s fur.”\n\nEllen huffed. “I bet Bill would have a field day with that one.”\n\nJuno laughed, truly laughed, for the first time in months. “He’d never let us hear the end of it. Besides,” she blushed again, her eyes lowering, “I wouldn’t mind practicing making out with you a little bit more—I’m not really experienced all.”\n\nEllen blinked in surprise. “Really? I certainly couldn’t tell.”\n\n“Yeah, the only other animals I’ve really kissed was Louis.” Her heart ached at that memory but she casted it into the deepest depths of her mind for now.\n\n“Well, other than a few times where you nicked me with your fangs and claws, you did absolutely phenomenal, Juno.”\n\nJuno’s nervous smile was her only answer.\n\nEllen then took her by the hand, standing them both to their feet as she said, “me and ex used to make out a lot, I can show a few tips on how to kiss an herbivore, if you want.”\n\nJuno expression lit up and her tail began wagging behind her, the agony of her broken heart beginning to subdue. 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She didn’t remember what had led to this. She only knew she was enjoying it, truly, for everything that it was. And after all the emotional stress she had endured these past few months, she wanted it.

No, she needed it, she realized. The moment she had pressed her lips against Ellen’s, she realized that.

Juno exhaled a shuttering breath through her nose as Ellen cupped her breast from underneath, her back arching in as the zebra stroked her thigh over her soaked lips, so close to the small bundle of nerves right above, already swollen and throbbing with arousal. She squirmed when Ellen shifted the weight of her thigh, positioning it right in between her legs, the equine’s every movement causing the damp fabric of her panties to brush against that sensitive spot, a whine slipping from her.

She ran her clawed-tipped fingers through Ellen’s long, beautiful mane, deepening the kiss, her tail wagging beneath her as she moaned into her throat. She bent her knee in, arching it high, allowing the zebra to grind herself on her.

And that she did, the zebra’s soft whimpers filled with pure, female meekness. And Juno’s toes curled in her shoes when she felt the dampness of Ellen’s shorts against her bare thigh, her knee arching higher in response.

She could feel Ellen smiling into the kiss at that, the equine tilting her head as her tongue stroked over the palate of her mouth, over her sharp, canine teeth, a chill running up her spine as the weight of the zebra’s thigh shifted between her legs once more, pressing directly into her swollen bud—

 Juno came just a little, thrusting her hips into the zebra’s thigh as she whimpered with as much meekness as Ellen had.

Ellen then gently broke the kiss, a tender smack sounding from between their lips.

And Juno opened her eyes as soon as their lips departed, her fingers still gliding through the delicate tendrils of Ellen’s mane, her legs still clenched around her thigh.

She stared into the stone-gray of the zebra’s eyes, her hand stroking the side of her face as a full, beaming smile grew on her muzzle—a smile she hadn’t worn in ages. She pecked her on the lips once and something in her chest fluttered when she saw Ellen return that smile and breathe out in a sweet voice, “you’re so beautiful, Juno…”

Tears stung at Juno’s eyes, and she pulled Ellen into another kiss, rolling them onto their sides as she lifted her thigh high in between Ellen’s legs. She smiled into the kiss when she felt Ellen riding her thigh, the zebra fully pressing her bud into the arched muscle there, her breathing growing deeper, heavier.

And only a moment later, Juno felt, more than heard, Ellen cum. The quick, desperate movement of her hips and the pleading whimpers that cracked from her throat and reverberated down her own, as well as the quivering of her body made it all very obvious that she had came.

Juno’s tail wagged in pure canine ecstasy at that, at knowing that she had been able to return the pleasure Ellen had given her. Though, it’d always been something that had brought joy to her heart, being able to return the favors that others would do for her.

Ever since she could remember, she would always strive to return an act of kindness. Whether it was being helped with her homework or being given a gift at her birthday party, she’d hold it to herself to repay other’s kindness.

She didn’t necessarily know if that was a good thing or not, but… it satisfied her and it made her happy, that’s all that mattered, she supposed.

She’d once dreamed of doing that with Louis, being able to satisfy him in bed after he’d, no doubt, have her a pleading, whimpering mess in his arms. She always imagined herself sucking on his length, making him grunt and groan while her own sex was already swollen and aching from his cunnilingus.

There were many nights where that dream would have her waking up at the latest hours with soaked panties. She’d spend a long time afterwards pleasuring herself to the thought of him taking her on a date, to the thought of him making love to her as he gazed into her eyes and thrusted himself into her, soothing her pleading whimpers with soft, loving kisses and a promise that he would always be there for her—

It’d always be that last part that sent her over the edge, her body quivering and her hips thrusting up just slightly. And then she’d lay silently in her bunk bed, staring longingly at her bright phone screen, praying that Louis would one day send her a text message asking her to go on that date with him.

Though, a part of her, a small, doubtful part of her, wanted to simply believe that Louis would never send her that text message. That he cared for the Horns Conglomerates a thousand times more than he loved her, but she learned to silence those doubtful, untrue thoughts. Louis loved her, cared for her, she knew that with certainty (his occasional protectiveness of her and the way he looked at her at times made that obvious).

Then, one day, that text finally came to her, and Juno had nearly shouted for joy whilst taking notes in the lecture hall.

She spent days readying herself for the date, and when she rounded the corner of the city block and saw him for the first time in months…

Her hopes and dreams were shattered. For when she saw his saddened, grim expression, she knew that he had only wanted to go on this date with her so that he could end things between them… permanently.

In that moment, she had thought about just turning and running away, not wanting him to see her break down like some little pup.

But her tail kept wagging and that canine excitement of seeing him again wouldn’t stop bubbling within her, so she chose to simply enjoy the time she had left with him—hoping that he would somehow reconsider his choice.

Seeing Louis being secluded to a life so empty and devoid of happiness… it truly hurt her just to think about it. She didn’t want that for him, she didn’t want that for anyone in her life. She just prayed that Louis would choose to have happiness in his life, even if that meant she could no longer be in it, she would rather see him happy above all else.

The date had been nice, she enjoyed riding with Louis on the subway, talking and laughing and joking with him. It’d be a memory she wouldn’t soon forget. But at the end of it all, when the clouds outside began to darken, Louis made his final choice and ended things with her, saying that he would never see her again.

And it took all her might not to fall apart before him, to not rage at him and beg him to reconsider his choice of binding himself to a loveless marriage.

But…

She… she stopped herself. Stopped herself from expressing her emotions, her thoughts and her feelings, as she had always done when she was frustrated with Louis. Because she knew that there would be no point in doing so.

After all they’ve been through—all he’d been through—in the end, he still chose to live a miserable life that was acceptable by the standards of their broken society.

That was his choice and there was likely no talking him back from it.

And perhaps a part of herself truly hated him for that, hated that he would allow himself to suffer in such a way, despite all the animals that cared for him so dearly.

So, she only bid him farewell and left, though not without leaving him with the cute curse of a wolf.

Regardless, she spent many, many nights after that silently crying herself to sleep, faced with the painful truth that Louis did love the Horns Conglomerates a thousand times more than he could ever love her.

And that fact alone broke something deep inside of her. Though, perhaps this was what she deserved for, once again, being too sure about a male’s true feelings for her.

And suddenly, Juno remembered what had led to her kissing Ellen on the floor of the female locker room.

A conversation.

It’d all started with a simple, casual conversation that eventually turned into her telling Ellen everything that had happened between her and Louis.

The love she had for him.

Their first kiss together.

The heartbreak he had given her.

And the guilt she felt from not being able to save him from his own choices.  

She told her everything.

It was the first time she had ever spoken about it to anyone.

And she broke down completely, falling to her tail against her locker as she began sobbing uncontrollably, her arms crossed over her knees.

Ellen came beside her and comforted her, taking her in her arms.

And for a long while, they sat there in silence, her own sniffling and quiet sobs being the only sound that filled the locker room.

And it wasn’t until then that she finally embraced Ellen back, resting her head against the equine’s chest as her tears stained her gym shirt. And as she felt Ellen gingerly stroke her fingers through the fur on her cheek, Juno found herself cuddling her body closer to the zebra’s, a faint smile growing on her lips.

She was glad that she had told everything that she did to Ellen. That emotional release… she needed it. And she trusted the zebra, knew that she wouldn’t tell anyone else about this, even Els. And she was grateful for that.

But when she heard Ellen breathe out “Juno, I understand how you feel. There’s something about myself that I’ve only told a very few animals about, something I think you deserve to know … I’m… I’m more attracted to carnivores than I am herbivores, particularly… particularly canines” in a low, careful tone, as if she were afraid that someone would hear her, she began to realize that she wasn’t the only one who needed this release.

And Ellen began to tell Juno about her carnivore ex-boyfriend, a gray wolf who was quickly rising in the ranks as a young athlete. She’d dated him in her middle school years and she loved him deeply, and he did her. They promised each other that they would stand strong as a couple, side-by-side, not caring what society would think of them for it.

But before their first year in high school, when her boyfriend realized that he had the chance to become a big-time athlete, he broke up with her through a single, short text message. And he hadn’t bothered to contact her since.

Tears were lining Ellen’s eyelids as she said, “it was just a situation where he chose his social status over a worthless relationship that could destroy it. And honestly, as much as his decision hurt me, I couldn’t blame him for it. Who wouldn’t want to secure a successful future for themselves.” Ellen then paused and Juno’s eyes softened when she saw the zebra’s lips curl into a quivering frown—and a tear slip down her cheek.

Lifting herself from Ellen’s chest, she wiped away one of those tears with her finger, being very cautious of her claw, and kissed the equine on the cheek, saying, “no, he was an idiot to not stay with you, Ellen. You’re loyal, caring, strong-willed and you’re one of the most beautiful female herbivores I’ve ever seen. If he was willing to throw that all away for fame and glory, then he wasn’t worth another second of your time.”

Ellen blushed heavily and lowered her eyes, a warm smile spreading on her lips. “Thank you… Juno.”

Juno only responded by giving the zebra another kiss on the cheek before cuddling into her neck.

Silence lingered only for a moment before Ellen said, “I wanted to tell you that story, Juno, because I don’t want you to feel alone. It’s going to be harder for us to find that animal that we can spend the rest of our lives with, because our choice in males are significantly more different than the usual female’s. But that doesn’t mean that we should stop trying and give into the norms of our society. We have to keep trying.”

Juno nodded into the zebra’s neck, a frown pulling at her lips as a tear slipped down her cheek. “Yeah,” was all she said—it was all she could think to say as those emotional wounds in her heart reopened.

And she could feel herself bleeding out again, the memory of the heartbreak Louis had given her that night being too much to bare.

But she began to feel Ellen’s body shift beneath hers, the zebra’s hand now resting on her back. Her ear perked up when she heard Ellen say, “but I think you should give Louis another chance, Juno.”

A sob broke from Juno at that and she clutched onto Ellen tighter. It was all she ever dreamed of doing, giving Louis another chance, hoping that he would reach out to her again. But she denied herself of that by blocking his contact. She didn’t want to have her heart ripped out of her chest all over again.

Ellen continued, “Louis’s different, he cares for the mammals around him, truly. I’ve seen him show that side of himself time and time again. And I’m sure that he made the choice that he did with his company for your sake—not his. With him owning the Horns Conglomerates, he probably wanted to keep you safe from being nationally mocked by the public for being in an interspecies relationship. If he truly loves you as much as you say he does, then I think he’ll eventually come to his senses and reach out to you again.”

Juno shook her head. “No, why would he ever want some sheltered school girl standing by his side?  What could I possibly offer him that his soon-to-be-wife couldn’t?”

“Juno, look at me,” Ellen said, softly. Juno lifted her head from Ellen’s neck and met the zebra’s stone-gray eyes with her own, another tear slipping down her cheek, her ears flat against her head. “You’re one of the greatest females, I know, Juno. You’re so loving, you’re caring and compassionate, you inspire others and you inspire me.” Ellen then placed a kiss on Juno’s forehead, right between her eyes. “And you’re beautiful, Juno. You’re so, so beautiful and—“

Maybe it was because of the old wounds in her heart that had been reopened or maybe it was because she’d been so emotionally lonely these past few months, but Juno pecked Ellen on the lips just once, silencing the zebra mid-sentence.

Ellen gasped at that kiss, lurching away.

And Juno’s expression became one of horror, her mouth gaping open just slightly. “Ellen… I’m so sorry… I don’t know what… I don’t—“

Ellen kissed her back, a quick peck on the lips.

And both females stared at each other, silent, their lips only inches apart, their breaths intertwining.

And that’s what had led to them making out on the floor of the female locker room, so passionately, so lovingly, moaning into each other’s throats.

And grinding into each other’s thighs.

And twenty minutes later, they laid on their sides, cuddled against each other as they enjoyed the after glow of the moment.

Her tail still wagging behind her, Juno said, smiling wide, “thank you, Ellen, I really needed this.”

Ellen giggled. “Me too. And you’re welcome, Juno.”

Juno twirled her fingers in the tendrils of Ellen’s mane, staring out blankly as she asked, “do you… do you think Louis would really want to have me in his life again… as his lover.”

Ellen smiled and stroked her fingers down Juno’s back, saying, “it’s likely, he just needs to be giving time, I think. He probably thinks about you everyday, Juno, you’re everything anyone could ask for.”

Juno blushed heavily at that and she tucked her muzzle into Ellen’s neck, whispering, “thank you, Ellen.” Her voice cracked on the zebra’s name, her eyes watering once more. She added, “and I know you’ll find the male of your dreams someday, someone who truly values you and loves you for who you are.”

“Yeah…” Ellen sighed, her lips forming a flat line. “ I hope so.”

“I know so.” Juno countered.

And stone-gray eyes met deep blue and Ellen grinned warmly, pecking Juno on the lips. “We should get back to our dorms, my Dorm Mother’s probably going to tear me apart if I stay out any later.”

Juno chuckled. “Yeah, same here.”

“But…” Ellen said, her eyes looking downward, “I think we should probably change our clothes first.”

Juno raised a brow and followed her gaze, a blush forming on her cheeks when she saw the damp spots that had formed in between their legs. “And maybe a shower, too, just so nobody in the club questions why we’re covered in each other’s fur.”

Ellen huffed. “I bet Bill would have a field day with that one.”

Juno laughed, truly laughed, for the first time in months. “He’d never let us hear the end of it. Besides,” she blushed again, her eyes lowering, “I wouldn’t mind practicing making out with you a little bit more—I’m not really experienced all.”

Ellen blinked in surprise. “Really? I certainly couldn’t tell.”

“Yeah, the only other animals I’ve really kissed was Louis.” Her heart ached at that memory but she casted it into the deepest depths of her mind for now.

“Well, other than a few times where you nicked me with your fangs and claws, you did absolutely phenomenal, Juno.”

Juno’s nervous smile was her only answer.

Ellen then took her by the hand, standing them both to their feet as she said, “me and ex used to make out a lot, I can show a few tips on how to kiss an herbivore, if you want.”

Juno expression lit up and her tail began wagging behind her, the agony of her broken heart beginning to subdue. She said, following Ellen to the female showers, “I’d like that.”


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