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The situation with Geraldine persuading Rachel, Debbie and Stephanie to leave my protective wing because I was some sort of pervert was very trying. But yet somehow she got them into a situation where I would never have taken them and I had to get them out of the situation by showing all involved a side of me few survive to see. My cousins Sophie and Maria have ended what sexual relationship we had because their family moved out of the city, leaving just Tonya and I to ourselves for the summer. In all this time we shared together in dates and sex, she never wanted me to refer to her as a girlfriend, in fear that her drug-dealing brothers would cause me harm. Yet that is what we were – very intimate and close boyfriend and girlfriend even if it was unofficial without its labels.\n\nGrace and I have had our ups and down, but like Tonya, despite what we had, she wanted us to be boyfriend and girlfriend without its labels. But during the summer, her job kept her away from me. At least Tonya was still around that lonely summer. I continued my job as a lifeguard and on my time off I spent with her. Most of the time it was her place or secluded areas of the park having sex like there was no tomorrow. Sometimes it is just to fuck each other’s brains out, other times it was emotionally involved, despite what had happened to her in the past with her rapes she was still a loving person, at least with me. For those few short years I was the target of that emotion she had and I did for her what I could to help her. She was a girl with a lot of problems thanks to her drug-dealing brothers; problems that I had helped her out of.\n\nEarlier in the year Tonya’s mother died, though Tonya was not living with her mom at the time. This did put a massive strain on her as the city wanted her to be in foster care and she did not want to go. At 15, she thought she was woman enough to handle what life threw her, though her brothers had forced her into a life of prostitution for a short while which I got her out of. She would be very grateful to me for that and many other things I did for her. Perhaps it was the constant rescuing that she allowed a relationship that she was not supposed to have with me. If her brothers were to have ever found out about me, according to her I would be a “dead boy.”\n\nThat summer we were pretty regular with our dates, the pay at the job was improved with a city-pay raise to summer workers like myself along with a title increase with another pay raise for the 3 years I worked as a lifeguard before. A few times back then I spent for hotel room for us to spend the night together. But back in streets of the neighborhood we acted as normally as we could. I sat around the local hang out spots reading science magazines or riding my bike and she went out to play sports. Occasionally she would get me to play a few games of handball, which I was good at but I did not like to play. For me I was always in training for the job, thus the bicycle, swimming and bike riding uses the same muscle groups.\n\nJune slid into July with the start of summer and the end of school. July went into August as the summer went on. Then August became September and the start of school. The pool closed in on the Friday before Labor Day, but the way the pay was stacked, I had two more checks coming to the end of the month, money that I would spend on Tonya if she would like. Little did we know that life’s twists and turns had something for her.\n\nOn their brothers’ demands, members of the family living in Pennsylvania came to NYC looking for Tonya and to take her home with them. That morning she was told that they were going to pick her up and take her to her new home. Unknowing as to what was going on, I noticed that Tonya was not as playful as she normally was. It was when she took me by the hand and said that she had something to tell me was where I knew something was wrong. But in my mind, I thought she was going to tell me that she was pregnant, to which I would have supported her every need.\n\nWe walked our usual trek down the Pedestrian Path of the FDR Drive Highway towards the Ward’s Island Pedestrian Bridge and kept going for another 1/2 mile to the 96th FDR Highway traffic entrance. For the most part, it was a very cloudy morning, with a chance of rain. She stops by the On-Ramp of the highway, looking at the pedestrian bridge where we would sometimes go and fool around in the mostly dessert park. It was deserted because of legends of freaks and murderers living at the Ward’s Island Mental Lock Up Institution that shares the island park, very few people went there (during the 70’s and 80’s) and we were one of the few brave enough to go. Because of the seclusion, we engaged in a lot of outdoor sex in that park. (After 9/11 was the reputation of the island park cleaned up and things became popular.)\n\nI stood in front of her as we held hands for the moment. After staring at the bridge for a long moment, she shifts her attention to me.\n\n“Fernando... I have something to tell you...” Tonya says to me and she looks at the ground.\n\n“Everything OK?” I ask.\n\n“No...” She answers.\n\n“Anything I can do to help?” I ask.\n\n“Unless I move in an live with you, no.” She says.\n\n“Are you pregnant?” I finally ask.\n\nShe looks up at me and smiles, “I wish.”\n\n“So you’re not pregnant?” I ask.\n\n“No, I’m not. Sorry.” She answers.\n\nIn both our minds but for different reasons, if she was pregnant, it would have saved her from the situation she was going through. And in my mind I would have done anything for her.\n\nShe continues, “You know that my mother died back in May...”\n\n“Yeah, and you moved in with your grown up brothers...” I add.\n\n“And I ran away to the Madam’s place (a local whore house) and you saved me from selling myself... again. Fernando... I really do love you even if I don’t show it.” She says.\n\n“You do. It is I that don’t show it.” I tell her.\n\nShe grabs at my groin, squeezing my penis gently, “You show it, just like all other guys... with this. But you take it further than most guys do. That’s how I know you do. And thank you for showing it to me.” She bites on her lower lip for a second, “Fernando. I wont be seeing you anymore.” She puts her fingers to my lips to keep me quiet, “My brothers called our aunt and uncle from Philadelphia and they are taking me to their place over there.”\n\nI let out a pent up sigh before saying, “I see. Can I ask when?”\n\n“Today, right now, they are waiting for me to get home and pack my things and then take me away.” She answers. “I don’t want to go.” She adds, “But my brothers will kill me if I don’t.\n\nHer drug-dealing brothers were part of several murders in the neighborhood, but police could not arrest them, because of not enough evidence to convict them. But those in the neighborhood know that they were involved. It is rumored that they had killed their mother because she would not pay them protection or drug money, and in gang raping their only sister, they would do the same to her if it were not for me saving her as I did.\n\nIf it were not for my family, I would have taken Tonya in. My grandmother would have allowed it but that would have driven a schism with my mother and brother even though she had done the same for them.\n\n“I know.” I began to say, “Let me take you home.”\n\nI turn to walk her home, giving her hands a slight tug, but she would not budge. I turn to face her. She pulls me back and gets on her tiptoes, planning her lips against mine. Though at times we could be intimate, this was one of the most emotional kisses we had ever had. After a few seconds, it became intimate with a few groping which she started. We broke it off after a couple of minutes of lip locking, finding she had put her hand into my pants through the zipper and was massaging my erect penis, while I had one hand at her large left breast and the other up her skirt feeling her damp panty crotch from behind. We just look at each other for a moment.\n\nTonya leads the way as we started to head back towards her place but gets on the pedestrian bridge. I do not argue as I follow her along the long trek to Ward’s Island Park. With her taking the lead, we quietly walked about for a few minutes. We walked to the rear of the park, where there was some picnic tables by a children’s playground that has seen better days. She hopped up and sat upon the picnic table, opening her legs for me to get close to her and continue where we left off at the highway’s pedestrian walkway.\n\nIn no time of kissing and feeling each other up Tonya was shimmying her panty crotch panel to the side and was guiding my hard stiff penis inside her hot wet tight vagina. And though we could have left for home after we both came, Tonya did not want to leave for obvious reasons. But eventually she would have to go home and face her family. Until then we continued to have sex in what various positions we could manage. Though I came inside her many times, she came herself twice as much, trying to hold back as much as possible and only making it worse for her as her orgasm was more intense when she did. In her words, if she was going to leave, she would leave pregnant with my child or at least try doing so. It was getting late some seven hours later when we decided that I should walk her home.\n\nAlong the way to her home, I gave her what I had of my work and spending money: $50; and a slip of paper with my name, address and phone number on it so she would call when she could. Our last kiss would in an alley a 1/2 block from her home, in the same building that houses Patsy’s Pizzera. We both knew that if her brothers were to have found us that I would be killed for holding her back from coming home. She steps out of the alley first to go into her building and I watched her walk down the block and into her building for the last time. As I walked home, I did not know she stuck her head out of her window to see me walk away. Maybe she wanted to call me one last time or something, but that is an answer I will never know.\n", "description_bbcode_parsed": "The Summer of ’79 was with its ups and downs. The situation with Geraldine persuading Rachel, Debbie and Stephanie to leave my protective wing because I was some sort of pervert was very trying. But yet somehow she got them into a situation where I would never have taken them and I had to get them out of the situation by showing all involved a side of me few survive to see. My cousins Sophie and Maria have ended what sexual relationship we had because their family moved out of the city, leaving just Tonya and I to ourselves for the summer. In all this time we shared together in dates and sex, she never wanted me to refer to her as a girlfriend, in fear that her drug-dealing brothers would cause me harm. Yet that is what we were – very intimate and close boyfriend and girlfriend even if it was unofficial without its labels.

Grace and I have had our ups and down, but like Tonya, despite what we had, she wanted us to be boyfriend and girlfriend without its labels. But during the summer, her job kept her away from me. At least Tonya was still around that lonely summer. I continued my job as a lifeguard and on my time off I spent with her. Most of the time it was her place or secluded areas of the park having sex like there was no tomorrow. Sometimes it is just to fuck each other’s brains out, other times it was emotionally involved, despite what had happened to her in the past with her rapes she was still a loving person, at least with me. For those few short years I was the target of that emotion she had and I did for her what I could to help her. She was a girl with a lot of problems thanks to her drug-dealing brothers; problems that I had helped her out of.

Earlier in the year Tonya’s mother died, though Tonya was not living with her mom at the time. This did put a massive strain on her as the city wanted her to be in foster care and she did not want to go. At 15, she thought she was woman enough to handle what life threw her, though her brothers had forced her into a life of prostitution for a short while which I got her out of. She would be very grateful to me for that and many other things I did for her. Perhaps it was the constant rescuing that she allowed a relationship that she was not supposed to have with me. If her brothers were to have ever found out about me, according to her I would be a “dead boy.”

That summer we were pretty regular with our dates, the pay at the job was improved with a city-pay raise to summer workers like myself along with a title increase with another pay raise for the 3 years I worked as a lifeguard before. A few times back then I spent for hotel room for us to spend the night together. But back in streets of the neighborhood we acted as normally as we could. I sat around the local hang out spots reading science magazines or riding my bike and she went out to play sports. Occasionally she would get me to play a few games of handball, which I was good at but I did not like to play. For me I was always in training for the job, thus the bicycle, swimming and bike riding uses the same muscle groups.

June slid into July with the start of summer and the end of school. July went into August as the summer went on. Then August became September and the start of school. The pool closed in on the Friday before Labor Day, but the way the pay was stacked, I had two more checks coming to the end of the month, money that I would spend on Tonya if she would like. Little did we know that life’s twists and turns had something for her.

On their brothers’ demands, members of the family living in Pennsylvania came to NYC looking for Tonya and to take her home with them. That morning she was told that they were going to pick her up and take her to her new home. Unknowing as to what was going on, I noticed that Tonya was not as playful as she normally was. It was when she took me by the hand and said that she had something to tell me was where I knew something was wrong. But in my mind, I thought she was going to tell me that she was pregnant, to which I would have supported her every need.

We walked our usual trek down the Pedestrian Path of the FDR Drive Highway towards the Ward’s Island Pedestrian Bridge and kept going for another 1/2 mile to the 96th FDR Highway traffic entrance. For the most part, it was a very cloudy morning, with a chance of rain. She stops by the On-Ramp of the highway, looking at the pedestrian bridge where we would sometimes go and fool around in the mostly dessert park. It was deserted because of legends of freaks and murderers living at the Ward’s Island Mental Lock Up Institution that shares the island park, very few people went there (during the 70’s and 80’s) and we were one of the few brave enough to go. Because of the seclusion, we engaged in a lot of outdoor sex in that park. (After 9/11 was the reputation of the island park cleaned up and things became popular.)

I stood in front of her as we held hands for the moment. After staring at the bridge for a long moment, she shifts her attention to me.

“Fernando... I have something to tell you...” Tonya says to me and she looks at the ground.

“Everything OK?” I ask.

“No...” She answers.

“Anything I can do to help?” I ask.

“Unless I move in an live with you, no.” She says.

“Are you pregnant?” I finally ask.

She looks up at me and smiles, “I wish.”

“So you’re not pregnant?” I ask.

“No, I’m not. Sorry.” She answers.

In both our minds but for different reasons, if she was pregnant, it would have saved her from the situation she was going through. And in my mind I would have done anything for her.

She continues, “You know that my mother died back in May...”

“Yeah, and you moved in with your grown up brothers...” I add.

“And I ran away to the Madam’s place (a local whore house) and you saved me from selling myself... again. Fernando... I really do love you even if I don’t show it.” She says.

“You do. It is I that don’t show it.” I tell her.

She grabs at my groin, squeezing my penis gently, “You show it, just like all other guys... with this. But you take it further than most guys do. That’s how I know you do. And thank you for showing it to me.” She bites on her lower lip for a second, “Fernando. I wont be seeing you anymore.” She puts her fingers to my lips to keep me quiet, “My brothers called our aunt and uncle from Philadelphia and they are taking me to their place over there.”

I let out a pent up sigh before saying, “I see. Can I ask when?”

“Today, right now, they are waiting for me to get home and pack my things and then take me away.” She answers. “I don’t want to go.” She adds, “But my brothers will kill me if I don’t.

Her drug-dealing brothers were part of several murders in the neighborhood, but police could not arrest them, because of not enough evidence to convict them. But those in the neighborhood know that they were involved. It is rumored that they had killed their mother because she would not pay them protection or drug money, and in gang raping their only sister, they would do the same to her if it were not for me saving her as I did.

If it were not for my family, I would have taken Tonya in. My grandmother would have allowed it but that would have driven a schism with my mother and brother even though she had done the same for them.

“I know.” I began to say, “Let me take you home.”

I turn to walk her home, giving her hands a slight tug, but she would not budge. I turn to face her. She pulls me back and gets on her tiptoes, planning her lips against mine. Though at times we could be intimate, this was one of the most emotional kisses we had ever had. After a few seconds, it became intimate with a few groping which she started. We broke it off after a couple of minutes of lip locking, finding she had put her hand into my pants through the zipper and was massaging my erect penis, while I had one hand at her large left breast and the other up her skirt feeling her damp panty crotch from behind. We just look at each other for a moment.

Tonya leads the way as we started to head back towards her place but gets on the pedestrian bridge. I do not argue as I follow her along the long trek to Ward’s Island Park. With her taking the lead, we quietly walked about for a few minutes. We walked to the rear of the park, where there was some picnic tables by a children’s playground that has seen better days. She hopped up and sat upon the picnic table, opening her legs for me to get close to her and continue where we left off at the highway’s pedestrian walkway.

In no time of kissing and feeling each other up Tonya was shimmying her panty crotch panel to the side and was guiding my hard stiff penis inside her hot wet tight vagina. And though we could have left for home after we both came, Tonya did not want to leave for obvious reasons. But eventually she would have to go home and face her family. Until then we continued to have sex in what various positions we could manage. Though I came inside her many times, she came herself twice as much, trying to hold back as much as possible and only making it worse for her as her orgasm was more intense when she did. In her words, if she was going to leave, she would leave pregnant with my child or at least try doing so. It was getting late some seven hours later when we decided that I should walk her home.

Along the way to her home, I gave her what I had of my work and spending money: $50; and a slip of paper with my name, address and phone number on it so she would call when she could. Our last kiss would in an alley a 1/2 block from her home, in the same building that houses Patsy’s Pizzera. We both knew that if her brothers were to have found us that I would be killed for holding her back from coming home. She steps out of the alley first to go into her building and I watched her walk down the block and into her building for the last time. As I walked home, I did not know she stuck her head out of her window to see me walk away. Maybe she wanted to call me one last time or something, but that is an answer I will never know.
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