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Is it me being married to Randal that's bothering you?\" She asks.\n\n\"No. Really it's not, thought it should be.\" I answer her.\n\n\"Then what is it?\" Cathy asked.\n\n\"If I knew, I'd tell you.\" I told her.\n\n\"Is it that you may never see me again that's bothering you?\" She asks.\n\nI sit there for a second thinking about it, and was about answer her when she interrupted me.\n\n\"If you have to think about it, then that must be it.\" She stated.\n\n\"It's more to it than just that.\" I explained.\n\n\"Then mind telling me what it is?\" She asks.\n\n\"No, it's just not being to hold you any more, to kiss you, or even to sit and talk with you like we are doing now. All of that will be gone, and for some reason I cannot help to think that I had something to do with it.\" I explained.\n\n\"Maybe we should have a last make out session, once and for all.\" She said smiling leaning over to me.\n\n\"OK, and if we do, and we get too carried away with ourselves, then what?\" I ask.\n\n\"Then what? It's not like you're going to get my pregnant, I already am...\" She started to say.\n\n\"Cathy...\" I tell her sternly.\n\n\"Alright, alright, I was only joking. Sometimes I swear, you take things a little too seriously.\" She said. For now I remained silent in my own thoughts. \"Besides, this baby might be yours anyway. And when that day comes, I need to know if you will be there for me.\" She then added.\n\n\"I'll be there for you, I will always be there for you. All you got to do is call me...\" I tell her.\n\n\"What if I can't call you, and I need you?\" She asks.\n\n\"I can't call you everyday to see how you are. You need to find way.\" I started to explain.\n\nShe sits there silently for the moment, thinking of a possible way.\n\n\"How about Juanita?\" I asked.\n\n\"I would need to talk to her her first.\" She said.\n\n\"Alright then.\" I said as I leaned back against the lifeguard chair. Once in a more comfortable position, I let out a sigh.\n\nCathy stopped leaning against me as she went for her bag, pulling out her bathingsuit - a two piece light white bikini, where she placed it on my lap.\n\n\"What are you doing?\" I asked her.\n\n\"What does it look like I'm doing?\" She asks semi-sarcastically as she put the bag to the side.\n\n\"Looks like you're going to change into... this...\" I said as I picked up the bikini and looked at it.\n\nShe takes it from my hands, \"Stop manhandling my bathingsuit... you cad!\" She mockingly plays as she holds it to her chest. She holds that pose to see my reaction for a second, then puts them back on my lap when she saw that I was not going to give one. 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She then drapes it her shoulder, \"Come on. I do need some help with this.\" She said as she held out the corners for me to hold for her.\n\nSlowly I reach over and help the towel up to cover her as she changed out of her clothing and into the bikini, putting back her clothes on over it, though she had the blouse remaining unbuttoned through the top 2/3rds. Her bra and panty she had put back into her bag where she had the bikini in, and placed her bag on top of them. She takes the towel from me and rolls it up, placing it on my lap before she rest her head on it as she laid down. She takes my hand and places on her stomach and places her other hand on it.\n\n\"Why you did that for?\" I asked.\n\n\"Sometimes, I swear Fernando.\" She stated.\n\n\"No, seriously, why?\" I asked, again.\n\n\"We're at a beach, I'm hot, We may go into the water together later, Get a sunburn - you know I can't tan, Have a make out session, What ever happens - happens. 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And right now I need THAT Fernando!\" She says as she got up into a sitting position perpendicular to mine, taking off her blouse and putting it away in her bag before placing her hand on my shoulder and drawing herself closer to me.\n\nWe stare into each other's eyes while time stood still around us.\n\n\"Fernando?\" She asked softly.\n\n\"Yes?\" I answered her just as soft.\n\n\"Do the right thing, for me...\" She replied, \"Please?\"\n\nI think for a moment, before asking, \"What is the right thing?\"\n\n\"Anything that would help me and my baby from this nightmare.\" She says.\n\n\"And if I do, what would I get in return?\" I ask.\n\n\"I don't have anything to give you, other than me...\" She said softly, then leaning over to me until our lips touched. ", "description_bbcode_parsed": "In the Summer of '81, Cathy had married Randal to fulfill a family debt. But she does not want to end the relationship we have. Neither did I at the time. So while we went to summer school, and I worked as a lifeguard, she snuck out to see me when her husband was out cheating on her...

Aug, 81...

Cathy puts her arm back around my neck, and increases the pressure on it to bring me down closer to her. I comply to ease the pressure she was creating. Once close enough, she raises her head to press her lips against mine and for a while we kissed.

I break away from her with just a few seconds into the kiss, pushing away from her. She abruptly lets go, allowing me to pounce backwards away from her and return seated against the lifeguard chair. She slowly gets up and looks at me.

"What's wrong?" She asks.

"Nothing is wrong," I started to say, "I don't know, it's me."

"As long as it's not anything with me..." She says.

"No Cathy, it's not you..." I started to say.

"You just made it sould like it is, by the tone in your voice. Is something bothering you, Fernando?" She replies.

"Don't get me wrong. I just don't want to end up in another make out session with you right now." I tell her.

"It's not a make out session, it was just a kiss." She stated.

"One that was turning into a heated work of passion, Cathy..." I tell her, "Look, I'm sorry."

She sits up and leans against me, "No, it's OK. If something is bothering you then we should be discussing it, and not be preoccuppied with ourselves... or our bodies."

"Look Cathy. I just don't know what it is but something is bothering me." I try to explain.

"Lets be honest with each other. Is it me being married to Randal that's bothering you?" She asks.

"No. Really it's not, thought it should be." I answer her.

"Then what is it?" Cathy asked.

"If I knew, I'd tell you." I told her.

"Is it that you may never see me again that's bothering you?" She asks.

I sit there for a second thinking about it, and was about answer her when she interrupted me.

"If you have to think about it, then that must be it." She stated.

"It's more to it than just that." I explained.

"Then mind telling me what it is?" She asks.

"No, it's just not being to hold you any more, to kiss you, or even to sit and talk with you like we are doing now. All of that will be gone, and for some reason I cannot help to think that I had something to do with it." I explained.

"Maybe we should have a last make out session, once and for all." She said smiling leaning over to me.

"OK, and if we do, and we get too carried away with ourselves, then what?" I ask.

"Then what? It's not like you're going to get my pregnant, I already am..." She started to say.

"Cathy..." I tell her sternly.

"Alright, alright, I was only joking. Sometimes I swear, you take things a little too seriously." She said. For now I remained silent in my own thoughts. "Besides, this baby might be yours anyway. And when that day comes, I need to know if you will be there for me." She then added.

"I'll be there for you, I will always be there for you. All you got to do is call me..." I tell her.

"What if I can't call you, and I need you?" She asks.

"I can't call you everyday to see how you are. You need to find way." I started to explain.

She sits there silently for the moment, thinking of a possible way.

"How about Juanita?" I asked.

"I would need to talk to her her first." She said.

"Alright then." I said as I leaned back against the lifeguard chair. Once in a more comfortable position, I let out a sigh.

Cathy stopped leaning against me as she went for her bag, pulling out her bathingsuit - a two piece light white bikini, where she placed it on my lap.

"What are you doing?" I asked her.

"What does it look like I'm doing?" She asks semi-sarcastically as she put the bag to the side.

"Looks like you're going to change into... this..." I said as I picked up the bikini and looked at it.

She takes it from my hands, "Stop manhandling my bathingsuit... you cad!" She mockingly plays as she holds it to her chest. She holds that pose to see my reaction for a second, then puts them back on my lap when she saw that I was not going to give one. This time I leave them alone as they rest on my lap.

"Cathy?” I started to ask for her attention.

"Yes?" She almost sounded annoyed as she was unbuttoning her blouse.

"A bikini?" I asked.

"Yeah." She answered.

"Why?" I asked.

"It's a lot less to carry than that blue 1-piece." She stated.

"Hmm..." As I thought to myself.

"Get those dirty thoughts out of your mind." She turns to me.

"What dirty thoughts?" I asked.

She puts her hands onto the front clasp that held her bra together, unsnapping it she opens her bra quickly and then closes it, giving me a quick flash of her breasts. "Those dirty thoughts." She said as she took action.

I could only stare at her, or at her breasts that are now covered up, from shock more than anything else. I was not expecting her to be so open in public; even though public happens to be a nearly empty beach. She reaches into her bag again and pulls out a small towel and whaps me on the face with it gently. She then drapes it her shoulder, "Come on. I do need some help with this." She said as she held out the corners for me to hold for her.

Slowly I reach over and help the towel up to cover her as she changed out of her clothing and into the bikini, putting back her clothes on over it, though she had the blouse remaining unbuttoned through the top 2/3rds. Her bra and panty she had put back into her bag where she had the bikini in, and placed her  bag on top of them. She takes the towel from me and rolls it up, placing it on my lap before she rest her head on it as she laid down. She takes my hand and places on her stomach and places her other hand on it.

"Why you did that for?" I asked.

"Sometimes, I swear Fernando." She stated.

"No, seriously, why?" I asked, again.

"We're at a beach, I'm hot, We may go into the water together later, Get a sunburn - you know I can't tan, Have a make out session, What ever happens - happens. I'm just wanted to make it easy for us..." She explains.

"I just don't know..." I started to say.

"I hate it when you get like this..." She stated frustratedly.

"What do you mean by that?" I asked.

"You become unbearable when you get indecisive and full of self-doubt, Fernando. I swear." She complained.

"I'm sorry. I just don't know what to do." I tell her.

"The Fernando I fell in love with is not indecisive nor full of self doubt. He's assured of himself, and willing to take any actions he thinks is right, even if others hate him for it. And right now I need THAT Fernando!" She says as she got up into a sitting position perpendicular to mine, taking off her blouse and putting it away in her bag before placing her hand on my shoulder and drawing herself closer to me.

We stare into each other's eyes while time stood still around us.

"Fernando?" She asked softly.

"Yes?" I answered her just as soft.

"Do the right thing, for me..." She replied, "Please?"

I think for a moment, before asking, "What is the right thing?"

"Anything that would help me and my baby from this nightmare." She says.

"And if I do, what would I get in return?" I ask.

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