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The story behind her is a sultry one in six parts.\n\n\nPart One: Cathy and Kristen.\n\nA month into our Senior Year, Cathy befriends a little sophomore girl ho had recently joined the Book Room squad. This girl has heard stories of a blind squirrel that did things to stop the bullying that went on in the school. With Cathy’s story telling her details of my deeds, Kristen had basically fallen in Love with legend who I was and not the person I am. Furthering this was Cathy telling her that she knew who I was and exaggerated my abilities to the point of Folk Lore. But she did not tell Kristen that we were going out with each other.\n\nI would not know who Kristen was for another three months, this despite meeting her a few times in the book room with Cathy. Every time I would hug up and/or kiss Cathy with Kristen to witness it, Cathy would put up an act of being annoyed, bothered and at times downright defensive of me touching her. Though at the time Cathy was putting me through a hard time, it was to see if I was really serious about what we had even though all that we had and shared would be gone by the end of the school year when Cathy marries Randal. In truth she was scared of marrying Randal and I was the only thing keeping her world from shattering about her. But during this time, Cathy thought that if all things failed, that Kristen could replace her as a girlfriend for me. That was a mistake on Cathy’s behalf.\n\n\nPart Two: Kristen and I\n\nAs a couple Kristen and I would not hook up with each other for another 8 months, shortly after my birthday. I remained in school for another year because of a court case against the school held back my graduation. Technically I was to report to school for attendance but have no classes for that year. Despite this court case, I was hired by the school’s Physics Department for their record keeping. Outside of that I stayed in the Physics Department computer room all day and either play games or try to figure out their programs. From that I became the number one programmer/hacker I am today. Later on in that school year I would be hired as the school Lifeguard as well. Soon after I signed up for college as a non-matriculated student because I did not have my high school diploma.\n\nKristen would try to seek me out until she eventually finds me in the computer room, and then makes herself as part of the furniture there. Eventually she would take to Computer programming but not a serious as I would.\n\nAt the time I did not take Kristen seriously, she was for the most part a little girl, but a little girl who was growing up. To her relationships were still stars, fireworks and fairy dust. One can throw in White knights and horses in for good measure. But she was learning fast; and with the advent of the VHS, porn tapes and self-exploration, she was learning things faster than those of her peers her age. Trying to force the equation of male and female connections was her problem I was trying to avoid. Though she was married to somebody else, Cathy and I occasionally met during time of needs and trouble, which I was more than happy to oblige to help her. By this time, her husband had abandoned her for her career in the air force and was not supporting her by any means. This forced Cathy to go on Welfare while raising her husband’s child. Though I supported Cathy with what money I made, it was not enough for her though it did helped out. But one day Cathy sat me down and told me, “We can never have what we once had. I’m married to somebody else with his baby, and you can never afford to support me if I were to marry you. Go back to Kristen and do right by her.” In truth, I could have afforded to support her, but only gave her what she asked and not more; with life guarding and record keeping jobs, I was making as much as some teachers. There were times when Cathy was scared of not being able to pay a rent or utility bill, and all of the sudden it was paid in secret by me.\n\nBut through Kristen I was able to get a few more friends, particularly a girl named Estelle, who was a life long friend of Kristen. Kristen would find a friend I had named Dwight and started cheating relationship with him though at the time he wanted to go out with Estelle. Because of Dwight’s past of being in a gang, he became a target of that gang and was attacked on numerous times. Several of those times we became targets because of him, but I was not going to allow any of us to get hurt and acted accordingly to the legend I was in school – the blind kid who did not take shit from anyone and those who would try to hurt him ended up in the hospital. One such time was on the G-Train when we were going to Estelle’s house for some alone time. Dwight’s former gang buddies found us and surrounded us, picking on Dwight first and then me. When the gang member pulled out a knife to put to my face as a threat, I grabbed his wrist and smashed the back of his elbow against one of the standing poles of the train, breaking his arm. His friends would try to jump in but each one had to face me individually as the size and shape of the interior of the train car only allowed a couple of people to walk through it at a time. Taking this to my advantage I had smashed several more heads, throats, elbows and knees against the pole. In the end there were eight incapacitated and severely injured gang members. Taking the least hurt of them, I told him that if they ever crossed our paths again that I would kill each and every gang member. We were not bothered by them again. \n\n\nPart Three: Cathy and I again\n\nKristen found out that I was seeing Cathy on the side, not knowing that I was helping her out with her problems. Nor did she care, for all she believed was that Cathy and I were having sex. There were times in which we did but they were of no concern of Kristen. But in knowing this fact, Kristen forced the issue of sex and relationship on me. At least in her mind from there it official that we were a couple.\n\nI tried to be nice to her and did what I could, there was times where it was not good enough for her. The fact that I was taking care of Rachel and her sister, which I have for many years before, was another thorn on her side that she wanted removed. Because of this we broke up for the summer. It was one of my walks with Rachel where she told me that Kristen was not good enough for me and that she would cause me a great deal of pain if I were to continue such a relationship with her. It was then when we literally crashed into Cathy, who at the time signing up for college at Baruch College in Downtown NYC. Like the New Yorkers we were, we screamed and argued at each other about who was wrong and who’s fault it was. It only took us a few seconds as to realize who the other was. In realizing that I had met Cathy once again, I decided that what we had, had to be restarted no matter the cost. This was the time when I was making money had over fist as a video game programmer and as a government agent who broke into corporate systems for the government.\n\nIt was then I found out the truth: though I knew that Cathy’s husband abandoned her, it finally went into an ugly divorce. She found out about the problems Kristen and I had though Cathy cited that much of it was my fault. We continued for a couple of days seeing each other as Cathy registered for classes. Cathy argued about me giving her money, until I showed her my bankbook and showed her a figure with some 6 digits after the lead number. I told her that “Its not about the money, without you my world is empty.”\n\nThough it as difficult, because of her baby boy and her former in-laws bothering her, we restarted what we had. I forced the point of marrying her 6 weeks later, with the promise of having a grand gala affair for our first anniversary, though to our friends and family, they were to believe we were getting married. It was a grand plan at best.\n\nKristen found out that I married Cathy and was royally pissed by it. She was more pissed off that I had a huge amount of money and did not told her about it. In my mind, “What for? A relationship is more than just money. Its what we shared.”\n\nMy marriage to Cathy would be short, though happy one, as she was killed by her first husband who came back to New York looking for her. I would live in a tormented hell of a life because of this. Strangely enough Kristen was there to accept me back. But there was one thing in the way – I was hunting for Cathy’s murderer.\n\n\nPart Four: Kristen and I again\n\nThough Kristen tried to give me an ultimatum of our renewed relationship, I told her, “You will never have the place in my heart that Cathy once and forever held, so don’t try it.” In all these years, Kristen thought she was in competition with Cathy when she was not. She believed that if she could replace Cathy, that we could have an honest relationship. That was the problem. I would find out that she was cheating behind my back with Dwight before I was cheating on her with Cathy. It was her belief that if I caught her cheating then, that I would step up to the plate and put an end to it. She learnt the hard way that at the time I did not give a fuck as to what she did.\n\nOur relationship would end six years later, shortly before the death of another friend, the one who called me as her brother, Denise. Like Rachel, Denise always thought that the relationship I had with Kristen was wrong for some reason. In her words, “Kristen does not love you. She loves what you are and what you have (your money and things). She never loved you for who you are.” Then again, Denise thought that Cathy was wrong for me as well; though it was argued that her dislike for Cathy was illogical in its form, Denise had a ‘friends relationship’ with Kristen and was able to get an insight on her and our relationship that we had. It was this insight that told her Kristen was in this relationship for herself and did not care if I was hurt or not.\n\nDenise was killed in an auto accident at the age of 22, the same age as Kristen at the time, and it forced much of us who were friends to rethink a lot of what we were doing with our lives. Many of us lived with our lovers, and not many were in school. Some of us were in military careers, like I was with the government, but none of us were happy. Then there was Kristen. Though at the time we were still a couple, she showed up with a date to Denise’s funeral.\n\nShortly after that she tries to hang me with accusations of rape and abuse, trying to sue me for all that I had for she had discovered that I had amassed a large sum of money with my previous jobs. This was put to a stop by my friends who showed up to court and testified that Kristen was doing this for one thing: to get even. Even against me for the marriage I had with Cathy and get the money I saved.\n\n\nPart Five: Aftermath and Conclusion\n\nI would eventually continue to give Kristen financial assistance in her college studies to where she graduated as a medical doctor. But what we had as a relationship was no more. At the trial I told her, “You have the choice of continuing to be my friend or to leave me alone forever.” Though she chose the latter, through out the years we continue to clash with each other through out the years and one day I would eventually find out the daughter she had was genetically mine. Upon that discovery, I did the right thing and in time took her away from Kristen, raising her as my own that she was.\n\n\nPart Six: Kristen\n\nKristen could have been my girlfriend if she did not allow her inner demons of greed and power hunger get to her. She was an honest, caring and pretty girl who was somehow poisoned to allow greed to take over within her at times. In seeing her father, who was down right evil, I can see where this came from.\n\nSexually I seen Kristen grow from an innocent virgin who blushed at every mention of sexual words she heard to a female who wanted it all the time but I did not fully understand why until Denise explained it to me: Kristen somehow ended up believing that the act of sex itself empowered her over her partner. Though this might be true for some of the time, it was not for all of the time, as Denise admits to believing the same thing but realizing that it was not always true. As one who thought of me as her older brother, Denise gave me a lot of insights on females many males did not know. For whatever reason she did this for me, it sums up to she not wanting to see me get hurt because of a girl and her actions. The Evil Ex Kristen had become was something that would have hurt me if it were not this insight Denise gave me. Years later, like Denise but unlike her, Kristen would learn that the act of sex itself was not always empowering and at times very lacking and hurtful when she did not get the things she thought she would get from it. It was not that Kristen was a whore or acted like one, she just believed in something that was wrong.\n\nLike Denise, Rachel also said the same things about Kristen, adding that she would hurt me if given the chance to do so. According to Rachel, in the beginning of the relationship I had with Kristen, Kristen was somebody who could have been an excellent girlfriend for me. But Rachel stated that Kristen wanted the one thing she could never get – the spot in my heart that Cathy has. For Kristen, according to Rachel, it was that she had my heart entirely or not at all. Thus the problem became apparent, no matter what I did for her, we would never have a true relationship because she would never have what she wanted because I would not gave it to her totally. Kristen had a place in my heart at the time, and to some extent still does. But she wanted it all and could not get it because she thought what little she had was not good enough for her. She did not understand that what little she had was a lot bigger than she actually thought it was.\n\nIn a visit to her at Cornell university where she studied to become a doctor, she tried to have me killed of by her friends she had there. It turns out that she joined a little sex group there, and my visit to her, though we planned it, interfered with the group. In their attempt to kill me, I returned the favor in self-defense and had them crash their vehicle off a cliff they were trying to run me over with. With much of the male half of this group terminated, the sex group she was in was over; she tried to get the Ithaca Police after me. They were just as successful in capturing me as her sex pals were in eliminating me. The Ithaca Police paid a heavy price in the loss of all their police cruisers but fortunately for them not a single officer was injured. I would return to her to gather my things and tell her that if she would try anything stupid with me again, that it would be the last thing she ever does. In reminder of the legend I was in high school, I kicked her dorm room door off its hinges and she watched it slide across the hall to opposite side where it tears open the dorm room door there. Though Cornell Student Patrol tried to stop me when I walked out of her room, I grabbed one of them by the throat and lifted her off the floor, giving everyone a warning that if I was to return I was going to burn this place to ashes. I left Cornell, leaving everyone crying. Despite what happened on that night, when Kristen returned from Cornell University, she tried to restart our relationship. She was met with hurtful words from me.\n\nKristen currently has a private medical practice in Brooklyn, though before this she was a department head at Columbia Presbyterian Hospital. She has a problem of falling from grace when things were not good enough for her; and as such with the relationship with me, it happens to her at work as well. Mind you all, she became a department head 2 years after the end of her internship, something that rarely happens. Though she is living with Dwight, she has to support him. He was a vice president for Goldman and Sacks, but was implicated in the firm’s illegal activity in 2008 and was lucky he was not arrested. Fired from his position, he has been leeching from her ever since even though they were together for years before he was fired.\n\nFriends we share have been telling me that she wants to have another chance with me, but as I told them, “Until the day she knocks on my door and asks for that chance, it is not going to happen.”\n", "description_bbcode_parsed": "With Brown spotted Dark Green eyes and an odd greenish hair color she called ‘Strawberry Blonde’, this little Squirrellette is not in the “Summer Days” series but in the “True Stories” for she is what is known as “The Ex From HELL!” Her name was Kristen Alexandra Harbin. The story behind her is a sultry one in six parts.


Part One: Cathy and Kristen.

A month into our Senior Year, Cathy befriends a little sophomore girl ho had recently joined the Book Room squad. This girl has heard stories of a blind squirrel that did things to stop the bullying that went on in the school. With Cathy’s story telling her details of my deeds, Kristen had basically fallen in Love with legend who I was and not the person I am. Furthering this was Cathy telling her that she knew who I was and exaggerated my abilities to the point of Folk Lore. But she did not tell Kristen that we were going out with each other.

I would not know who Kristen was for another three months, this despite meeting her a few times in the book room with Cathy. Every time I would hug up and/or kiss Cathy with Kristen to witness it, Cathy would put up an act of being annoyed, bothered and at times downright defensive of me touching her. Though at the time Cathy was putting me through a hard time, it was to see if I was really serious about what we had even though all that we had and shared would be gone by the end of the school year when Cathy marries Randal. In truth she was scared of marrying Randal and I was the only thing keeping her world from shattering about her. But during this time, Cathy thought that if all things failed, that Kristen could replace her as a girlfriend for me. That was a mistake on Cathy’s behalf.


Part Two: Kristen and I

As a couple Kristen and I would not hook up with each other for another 8 months, shortly after my birthday. I remained in school for another year because of a court case against the school held back my graduation. Technically I was to report to school for attendance but have no classes for that year. Despite this court case, I was hired by the school’s Physics Department for their record keeping. Outside of that I stayed in the Physics Department computer room all day and either play games or try to figure out their programs. From that I became the number one programmer/hacker I am today. Later on in that school year I would be hired as the school Lifeguard as well. Soon after I signed up for college as a non-matriculated student because I did not have my high school diploma.

Kristen would try to seek me out until she eventually finds me in the computer room, and then makes herself as part of the furniture there.  Eventually she would take to Computer programming but not a serious as I would.

At the time I did not take Kristen seriously, she was for the most part a little girl, but a little girl who was growing up. To her relationships were still stars, fireworks and fairy dust. One can throw in White knights and horses in for good measure.  But she was learning fast; and with the advent of the VHS, porn tapes and self-exploration, she was learning things faster than those of her peers her age. Trying to force the equation of male and female connections was her problem I was trying to avoid. Though she was married to somebody else, Cathy and I occasionally met during time of needs and trouble, which I was more than happy to oblige to help her. By this time, her husband had abandoned her for her career in the air force and was not supporting her by any means. This forced Cathy to go on Welfare while raising her husband’s child. Though I supported Cathy with what money I made, it was not enough for her though it did helped out. But one day Cathy sat me down and told me, “We can never have what we once had. I’m married to somebody else with his baby, and you can never afford to support me if I were to marry you. Go back to Kristen and do right by her.” In truth, I could have afforded to support her, but only gave her what she asked and not more; with life guarding and record keeping jobs, I was making as much as some teachers. There were times when Cathy was scared of not being able to pay a rent or utility bill, and all of the sudden it was paid in secret by me.

But through Kristen I was able to get a few more friends, particularly a girl named Estelle, who was a life long friend of Kristen. Kristen would find a friend I had named Dwight and started cheating relationship with him though at the time he wanted to go out with Estelle. Because of Dwight’s past of being in a gang, he became a target of that gang and was attacked on numerous times. Several of those times we became targets because of him, but I was not going to allow any of us to get hurt and acted accordingly to the legend I was in school – the blind kid who did not take shit from anyone and those who would try to hurt him ended up in the hospital. One such time was on the G-Train when we were going to Estelle’s house for some alone time. Dwight’s former gang buddies found us and surrounded us, picking on Dwight first and then me. When the gang member pulled out a knife to put to my face as a threat, I grabbed his wrist and smashed the back of his elbow against one of the standing poles of the train, breaking his arm. His friends would try to jump in but each one had to face me individually as the size and shape of the interior of the train car only allowed a couple of people to walk through it at a time. Taking this to my advantage I had smashed several more heads, throats, elbows and knees against the pole. In the end there were eight incapacitated and severely injured gang members. Taking the least hurt of them, I told him that if they ever crossed our paths again that I would kill each and every gang member. We were not bothered by them again.


Part Three: Cathy and I again

Kristen found out that I was seeing Cathy on the side, not knowing that I was helping her out with her problems. Nor did she care, for all she believed was that Cathy and I were having sex. There were times in which we did but they were of no concern of Kristen. But in knowing this fact, Kristen forced the issue of sex and relationship on me. At least in her mind from there it official that we were a couple.

I tried to be nice to her and did what I could, there was times where it was not good enough for her. The fact that I was taking care of Rachel and her sister, which I have for many years before, was another thorn on her side that she wanted removed. Because of this we broke up for the summer. It was one of my walks with Rachel where she told me that Kristen was not good enough for me and that she would cause me a great deal of pain if I were to continue such a relationship with her. It was then when we literally crashed into Cathy, who at the time signing up for college at Baruch College in Downtown NYC. Like the New Yorkers we were, we screamed and argued at each other about who was wrong and who’s fault it was. It only took us a few seconds as to realize who the other was. In realizing that I had met Cathy once again, I decided that what we had, had to be restarted no matter the cost. This was the time when I was making money had over fist as a video game programmer and as a government agent who broke into corporate systems for the government.

It was then I found out the truth: though I knew that Cathy’s husband abandoned her, it finally went into an ugly divorce.  She found out about the problems Kristen and I had though Cathy cited that much of it was my fault. We continued for a couple of days seeing each other as Cathy registered for classes. Cathy argued about me giving her money, until I showed her my bankbook and showed her a figure with some 6 digits after the lead number. I told her that “Its not about the money, without you my world is empty.”

Though it as difficult, because of her baby boy and her former in-laws bothering her, we restarted what we had. I forced the point of marrying her 6 weeks later, with the promise of having a grand gala affair for our first anniversary, though to our friends and family, they were to believe we were getting married. It was a grand plan at best.

Kristen found out that I married Cathy and was royally pissed by it. She was more pissed off that I had a huge amount of money and did not told her about it. In my mind, “What for? A relationship is more than just money. Its what we shared.”

My marriage to Cathy would be short, though happy one, as she was killed by her first husband who came back to New York looking for her. I would live in a tormented hell of a life because of this. Strangely enough Kristen was there to accept me back. But there was one thing in the way – I was hunting for Cathy’s murderer.


Part Four: Kristen and I again

Though Kristen tried to give me an ultimatum of our renewed relationship, I told her, “You will never have the place in my heart that Cathy once and forever held, so don’t try it.” In all these years, Kristen thought she was in competition with Cathy when she was not. She believed that if she could replace Cathy, that we could have an honest relationship. That was the problem. I would find out that she was cheating behind my back with Dwight before I was cheating on her with Cathy. It was her belief that if I caught her cheating then, that I would step up to the plate and put an end to it. She learnt the hard way that at the time I did not give a fuck as to what she did.

Our relationship would end six years later, shortly before the death of another friend, the one who called me as her brother, Denise. Like Rachel, Denise always thought that the relationship I had with Kristen was wrong for some reason. In her words, “Kristen does not love you. She loves what you are and what you have (your money and things). She never loved you for who you are.” Then again, Denise thought that Cathy was wrong for me as well; though it was argued that her dislike for Cathy was illogical in its form, Denise had a ‘friends relationship’ with Kristen and was able to get an insight on her and our relationship that we had. It was this insight that told her Kristen was in this relationship for herself and did not care if I was hurt or not.

Denise was killed in an auto accident at the age of 22, the same age as Kristen at the time, and it forced much of us who were friends to rethink a lot of what we were doing with our lives. Many of us lived with our lovers, and not many were in school. Some of us were in military careers, like I was with the government, but none of us were happy. Then there was Kristen. Though at the time we were still a couple, she showed up with a date to Denise’s funeral.

Shortly after that she tries to hang me with accusations of rape and abuse, trying to sue me for all that I had for she had discovered that I had amassed a large sum of money with my previous jobs. This was put to a stop by my friends who showed up to court and testified that Kristen was doing this for one thing: to get even. Even against me for the marriage I had with Cathy and get the money I saved.


Part Five: Aftermath and Conclusion

I would eventually continue to give Kristen financial assistance in her college studies to where she graduated as a medical doctor. But what we had as a relationship was no more. At the trial I told her, “You have the choice of continuing to be my friend or to leave me alone forever.” Though she chose the latter, through out the years we continue to clash with each other through out the years and one day I would eventually find out the daughter she had was genetically mine. Upon that discovery, I did the right thing and in time took her away from Kristen, raising her as my own that she was.


Part Six: Kristen

Kristen could have been my girlfriend if she did not allow her inner demons of greed and power hunger get to her. She was an honest, caring and pretty girl who was somehow poisoned to allow greed to take over within her at times. In seeing her father, who was down right evil, I can see where this came from.

Sexually I seen Kristen grow from an innocent virgin who blushed at every mention of sexual words she heard to a female who wanted it all the time but I did not fully understand why until Denise explained it to me: Kristen somehow ended up believing that the act of sex itself empowered her over her partner. Though this might be true for some of the time, it was not for all of the time, as Denise admits to believing the same thing but realizing that it was not always true. As one who thought of me as her older brother, Denise gave me a lot of insights on females many males did not know. For whatever reason she did this for me, it sums up to she not wanting to see me get hurt because of a girl and her actions. The Evil Ex Kristen had become was something that would have hurt me if it were not this insight Denise gave me. Years later, like Denise but unlike her, Kristen would learn that the act of sex itself was not always empowering and at times very lacking and hurtful when she did not get the things she thought she would get from it. It was not that Kristen was a whore or acted like one, she just believed in something that was wrong.

Like Denise, Rachel also said the same things about Kristen, adding that she would hurt me if given the chance to do so. According to Rachel, in the beginning of the relationship I had with Kristen, Kristen was somebody who could have been an excellent girlfriend for me. But Rachel stated that Kristen wanted the one thing she could never get – the spot in my heart that Cathy has. For Kristen, according to Rachel, it was that she had my heart entirely or not at all. Thus the problem became apparent, no matter what I did for her, we would never have a true relationship because she would never have what she wanted because I would not gave it to her totally. Kristen had a place in my heart at the time, and to some extent still does. But she wanted it all and could not get it because she thought what little she had was not good enough for her. She did not understand that what little she had was a lot bigger than she actually thought it was.

In a visit to her at Cornell university where she studied to become a doctor, she tried to have me killed of by her friends she had there. It turns out that she joined a little sex group there, and my visit to her, though we planned it, interfered with the group. In their attempt to kill me, I returned the favor in self-defense and had them crash their vehicle off a cliff they were trying to run me over with. With much of the male half of this group terminated, the sex group she was in was over; she tried to get the Ithaca Police after me. They were just as successful in capturing me as her sex pals were in eliminating me. The Ithaca Police paid a heavy price in the loss of all their police cruisers but fortunately for them not a single officer was injured. I would return to her to gather my things and tell her that if she would try anything stupid with me again, that it would be the last thing she ever does. In reminder of the legend I was in high school, I kicked her dorm room door off its hinges and she watched it slide across the hall to opposite side where it tears open the dorm room door there. Though Cornell Student Patrol tried to stop me when I walked out of her room, I grabbed one of them by the throat and lifted her off the floor, giving everyone a warning that if I was to return I was going to burn this place to ashes. I left Cornell, leaving everyone crying. Despite what happened on that night, when Kristen returned from Cornell University, she tried to restart our relationship. She was met with hurtful words from me.

Kristen currently has a private medical practice in Brooklyn, though before this she was a department head at Columbia Presbyterian Hospital. She has a problem of falling from grace when things were not good enough for her; and as such with the relationship with me, it happens to her at work as well. Mind you all, she became a department head 2 years after the end of her internship, something that rarely happens. Though she is living with Dwight, she has to support him. He was a vice president for Goldman and Sacks, but was implicated in the firm’s illegal activity in 2008 and was lucky he was not arrested. Fired from his position, he has been leeching from her ever since even though they were together for years before he was fired.

Friends we share have been telling me that she wants to have another chance with me, but as I told them, “Until the day she knocks on my door and asks for that chance, it is not going to happen.”
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