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  "writing": "\nQuestions\nBy Dominicus\n\n\nI am losing control of my very soul.\n\nMy hand trembles before my very eyes.\n\nAm I going to die tonight?\n\nAm I a coward? Am I a Monster?\n\nIf only I knew who I'm suppose to be.\n\nSo I wouldn't feel so lost, at any cost.\n\nMy destiny? My truth? What are they?\n\nWhy do I live? Why am I here?\n\nI am losing control of my very soul, and it's all my fault.\n\nBut why? Why do I feel this way? As if my body will blow up.\n\nBlow up and reveal something dark inside.\n\nI am no Hero, I am the villain.\n\nAs much as I want to believe.. In the story of my own life.\n\nWhy, Why can't I be the strong hero.\n\nWhy can't I solve everything that is wrong. Why do I create problems?\n\nWhy can't I make others believe what I know? Before it's to late.\n\nI'm just as bad aren't I? I need to save myself from the unknown.\n\nWhy does it matter to me so? why can't I be content?\n\nWhy can't I just be me and why do I have to keep going.\n\nI don't want the spotlight and I don't want the pity.\n\nI just want to do right and to destroy the wrong.\n\nMaybe that's what's wrong with me...\n\nBecause nobody knows what's right and wrong.\n\nWe are all mysteries to be solved.\n\nBut who is suppose to solve us?",
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