Giving up

All his life Mark wanted a specific kind of love and support, he wanted to wear diapers, he wanted to be coddled a little once in a while. 
But instead he grew up getting in trouble every time he got caught with diapers he was told no and that it was wrong or gross. Even when he bought his own diapers he’d still get in trouble as he was forbidden them. 
Why? Why couldn’t his parents see and understand or at least try to understand that diapers made him happy.Mark was to shy and introverted and had no friends so its not like his parents had to worry how it would effect him socially,though he would have liked at least one like minded friend to share his interests with.
All through puberty he wanted a friend to share diapers with and maybe even something a little more
Now he was in his 20s. and do to poor choices on his mothers part,and a couple on his own, he was stuck living with her again to help keep a roof over her head. Money was tight and getting tighter with each new medical bill for one thing or another. And she was becoming stressed and depressed and losing self confidence do to things going wrong at work multiple times and her boss giving her a hard time. On night she came home crying witch was not too unusual. But now she was on the verge of loosing her job. He wanted to comfort her he wanted to say something anything to make her feel better but he could not. He went cold in his chest trembled slightly but not visibly wanting to let out all his pent up feelings but he new venting to his mother just how miserable he was might very well push her to suicide.
So he waited till she was in bed. Feeling kind of numb and dead inside he got himself thickly diapered up hopping the diapers would help him calm down like they always did and sat in just his shirt and thick childish looking printed diapers and played games for a bit. Aster a couple of hours his diaper was full he was bored and still felt numb.Mark soon found himself aimlessly walking down the streets in just his shirt and still full diaper. It was late and no one was around anyways. He half hoped he’d get picked up by the cops but it did not happen.
Eventuality he found himself at the local Zoo and he looked up at the sign for a few moments. Then without a single thought claimed a fence and snuck in.He wandered to the big cats habitats and found the habitat his favorite lion lived in, the gorgeous white lion was laying out in the moonlight awake and looking at him being Mark was the only other being their.Mark watched the lion for a while and the lion watched him,and gave a big yawn and stood up to move closer to the young man and sat at the edge of the mote that helped prevent the lion from escaping his habitat.
Before Mark new it he was sitting on the edge ready to jump into the mote and be closer to the lion. And then he did after removing his shirt,he did not know why he did not bother to remove his diaper, but it would not matter much longer anyways.
Mark swam to the spat he could climb out and there was the lion, Mark was face to face with him and felt no fear as he reached out and put his arms around the beast. Fact is this lion was always a very gentile one and he could not be in the pen with the other lions as they did not accept him. The lion sensing the young mans emotions gave a deep purr and leaned into the hug and then mark broke down crying standing there hugging such a gentile beast in nothing but his full diaper. After calming down mark let go and the lion gave him a lick.
Mark got a dark tearful smile at this. “yes I’m food, pleas you have to eat me my life is so miserable and im pathetic and id rather become a part of you my favorite lion than suffer any longer.”
Now this was an intelligent lion, even more so yet unknown to anyone he could speak. And was actually the avatar of the celestial lion Leo
“ young man child I see and feel you are in deep pain and I’ve seen you here before many times when you have visited. If this is what you truly wish I will grant it to you” he said looking right into Marks wide eyes. Mark simply nodded without hesitation, yes this is what I want, to be a part of something much grater than myself. “Then I Leo the celestial lion shale honer your wish. Fear not for you will feel no pain only my love and warmth and pleasure.”
Leo then nuzzled Mark “Be at peace my son born under my sign” and then mark felt all the stress and misery melt away and felt only the warmth of the celestial lions eternal love. Leo then lifted his head and opened wide before coming down on Mark taking his head and shoulders into his maw. Mark felt no regrets and even sprung a boner in his full diaper as he was being swallowed he began to rub at himself. Leo took more of Mark in down to his waste before lifting his head up skyward and Mark slipped in more he could now feel the grate beasts tung rubbing at the front of his diaper and Leo hailed him there pleasuring Mark tung between hid legs pressing into and messaging his diaper. It was not long before Mark came and went limp in the afterglow of the biggest and best orgasm he had ever had in his life. Now fully relaxed mark slid effortlessly the rest of the way to Leos stomach where he curled up sucking his thumb and fell asleep in the warm loving embrace of his birth sign.
Mark melted away but he did not die. Leo instead made Mark his cub and thus a new celestial constellation was born. Leo minor if you will, the lion cub constellation. And the next day the Zoo had quite the panic when their white lion was missing as Leo left the mortal world to care for his new cub amunkst the stars.Mark now had the love and support he had wanted all his life and opted to be diaper forever, why it even showed in his new star sign a lion cub in a diaper.