Laius slept soundly cuddling his children in his bed, all were snoring feeling the warmth from each other. Laius was dreaming himself licking, fingering, fucking and fondling kids. He's never seen these kids before but the softness, the innocence and succulent smells were strong. They were all so happy and eager to let him play with them; he was stressing about giving each and every one of them a go as they all giggled together. Laius woke up smiling in content bless, finally a dream that didn't leave him feeling guilty. Or maybe he should feel guilty? He felt too happy to feel guilty and it was only a dream. He stroked the top of Apius's head, hugging him closer and sighing. He softly drew Caetia closer who was on the otherside of Apius, he stroked her belly and felt the softness of her flesh. He could feel Apius move his arms to hold onto his sister as he rested his head on hers, Laius felt so happy and lightly kissed his son's head. Thankfully it didn't wake him as Laius wanted to get up, leave the room to cook breakfast to surprise the two of them. It didn't take long for breakfast to be made and for his kids to wake up to go and eat, both Caetia and Apius dressed themselves this day. Laius was in his own little world feeling fulfilled and calm with the thoughts of fucking his son later on. Caetia was chatting up a storm with Apius not really talking much back, but he listened to Caetia with a feint smile. Laius watched Apius as he ate, Apius finally noticed and saw his father's face and sighed immediately. He knew.
"Really Dad?"
"Yes, come on let's go to my room." Apius nodded in submission, getting up off the chair and walked to his Dad as he got lured off to his father's bedroom. Caetia waved to Apius as he walked off smiling with Apius looking back with sad tired eyes. Laius wasn't wasting any time feeling this good and driven, Apius was highly reluctant but he didn't want to cause any unnecessary conflict. They entered the bedroom once more and Apius sat on the bed while Laius prepped cameras up, he got a request from someone called 'SweetSodomizer' if he could make a soundless porn video fucking Apius in however he wanted; which was something Laius was completely behind with. There was a strange niche on the dark web for this sort of content as some would put it "There's more enjoyment imagining how it all sounds than to hear it all. Let us fantasize inside our heads how dirty it is than hear silence and random moaning." Laius turned the camera on already and explained all that to Apius who sat on the bed just looking up at him, Apius's heart was racing with hopelessness and grief.
"But why now?" Asked Apius, Laius pulled Apius's shirt off and tossed it aside.
"I really need this now, I promise this is the last for the week with you. I promise you."
"But I don't... I don't really want to do this now. Can't we do this later?"
"I'm sorry but I can't wait." Laius pulled Apius's pants off that sleeked off Apius's legs. Apius sat on the bed with his legs tugged in with his arms, looking in a pleading manner at his Dad.
"You told me I can say no. I'm saying no Dad." Laius walked past him to strip in the background,
"I know I know... Apius I promise that as soon as we get this over with thi-"
"You said that I could say no!"
"Apius please!" Laius sat down and embraced Apius who looked away crying and grumbling. "We do this now and that's it for the week, I understand you don't want to do this but I really need this. I don't want to force you, Apius." Apius covered his eyes to cope with his frustration and objections. He groaned in distress and gave up, he looked up at his Dad and nodded.
"Fine!" Apius sobbed. "What do you want me to do?"
"Let me take your undies off, I'm going to grope you first." Laius reached over Apius and stuck his hand in his underwear, grabbing and fondling Apius. After a little bit he pulled the underwear off, smelling it up close and placed it on the bedside table. "Alright, I need you to dress up. Get your fishnets on up your legs and let's get a bit of makeup on you." Apius huffed in affirmation and got off the bed to dress up. The camera watched Apius's every movement as he pulled up fish nets up each of his legs, it really made his privates stand out between his legs. He then started to put some red highlight over his lips, it wasn't quite lipstick but it defined his mouth more. He felt so embarrassed the entire time as he sat there been watched, and every time he tried to look away Laius told him to look back at the camera. What was the point of this? Why is it so important? Why is this happening? Why does this have to happen? Why is he letting this happen? He finished the lipstick, plopped it on the table in distress and to sit back on the bed. Laius sat next to him and stroked across Apius's chest going downwards to feel them tingle past Apius's penis. Laius embraced Apius, who winced in discomfort, and kissed Apius's on the cheek.

"Stand on the bed and make sure to not cover your bits." Directed Laius, he let go of Apius and watched him stand up on the bed with his junk now at Laius's head level. Apius couldn't help but cry a little as the camera zoomed in, he wiped a tear away and shivered as he felt his father once more fell over his body. His chest down to his left leg, then all the way back up to do the same but over his closer right leg to Laius. The fishnet leggings made it feel worse with how entrapped he felt right now. His penis and balls were cupped, squeezed and pulled before being slightly jerked for no more than 5 seconds. He felt his father turning him around to show his buttocks to the camera, Apius didn't feel all that much better but at least wasn't looking at the camera right now. His cheeks were squeezed firmly and spread for the camera to see "his greatest asset", a slight pat followed by a single kiss on his left buttcheek ended that bit. He felt his Dad tug on his arm and knew it was time to sit down.
"What now?" Apius said feeling hollow, he looked up to his Dad but not into his eyes. 
"Alright Api, we're going to do doggy style. We won't be doing any rimming or sensual assplay because I haven't gotten you to get clean so don't worry." Laius got up and walked around to the end of the bed, Apius got on his arms and knees on the bed as his father took control behind him. "Now please look at the camera. I know you don't like that, I'm sorry. But the people love seeing your face, your eyes."
"Ok Dad." Apius sighed softly as he bent over sticking his butt in the air. Laius didn't hesitate and started fucking Apius, he started slow as per usual to make sure that Apius doesn't get hurt. Apius stared into the camera feeling so overwhelmed, so quiet, so still. He hated moments like this, he really, really hated moments like this. So useless and powerless, voiceless and not respected. He didn't give a fuck about the people across whatever website or sector thought about him. Cursing inside his mind that nothing like this would have happened if Mum had lived, if Dad had died then all the better. The feeling of anger, betrayal still strong in his head and heart. Suddenly he felt so emotional like a tide slamming into thin glass, he hated getting angry at his Mum dying, his Dad no longer being his Dad and all the things going wrong. He wants to stay angry but feels like he doesn't have permission, the right to be angry. This feeling of hopelessness has been weighing on him for months and wishes it would just fuck off. He could feel his Dad getting more vigorous so his position got uncomfortable, moving his arms he got in a better position so it wasn't straining him; at least his Dad allowed him to do that. Maybe he will allow him to turn his head to face the other way just so he doesn't get sore, regardless if the camera moves or not.
"Dad my neck and shoulder is sore, can I look the otherway?" Apius whined.
"Of course, Api. The camera will automatically adjust, I'm sorry about that."
"Whatever." As soon as he turned his head the feeling of moving to a even more comfortable spot, in a very uncomfortable situation, he sighed in bitter bliss. The camera crawled across the roof to the other side of the bed to film Apius's face once more. Apius stared into the cupboard mirror that was next to the door, staring into it like a void. He stopped recognizing anything in the room but his Dad fucking him on the bed. His heart sank and gone cold and his eyes diluted, he stretched his arms flat on the bed in front of him. After a while Laius pulled out and patted Apius at the back of his head,
"Roll over, son. Lie on your back and I'll push your legs gently inward." Apius rolled over to his back as he was pulled towards his Dad, his legs extending up to the roof just moments before been pushed towards his chest. He kept staring into the mirror and sighed as he rested his left hand on his chest and his right at his lower torso. When Laius eventually finished and cummed inside Apius, Laius backed off leading a cum trail and string from Apius's gaping anus. The camera finally stopped looking at Apius's turned head and went to where Laius was to check out what he had done. Laius groaned and moaned in ecstasy and rubbed Apius's buttocks before standing back to clean himself off. The filming ended not long after, Laius's senses had finally caught up to him, dread, fear and shame took over. He went around to kneel before Apius to look into his eyes.
"Is it over?" Apius said impassively feeling tired, emotionally drained and fed up.
"Yes... it's over." Laius's heart sank as he sat down before his son lying on the bed. "Is there anything I can do you, Apius?"
"Leave me alone, don't touch me." Apius started crying and covered his face. 
"Do you want me to bring your sister in?"
"I want to be alone. I don't want to be touched, I don't want to be seen. I just want to die!" Apius started wailing and bawling his eyes out into a pillow, Laius stood up and walked out quietly. His heart aching and panicking as he walked down the hallway to the veranda to be alone. He stopped calling himself a monster, he stopped seeing himself as a threat, a horrible creature and an abomination. Now... now he's afraid to see Apius. Feeling so afraid to talk to Apius in fear of making it worse, he slapped his own face and punched his gut in panicked fury. He stood up and walked back inside to the bathroom to sit under the shower heads in isolation with running water. Lying his head to the side on the floor he could feel the water eventually pool inside his mouth. He closed his eyes. He thumped watery floor and coughed as he could feel himself choke a bit before sitting upright in the corner still being hit by the 3 shower heads.

An hour passed before Laius stopped the water flow and sat in his corner in silence. Apius had stopped crying and sat up to look himself in the mirror once more still feeling overwhelmed from his outburst and everything before. He started feeling insecure and worried about tipping his Dad over the edge but hadn't decided to go and check on him. Still feeling the sting of betrayal in his gut. 
"Api?" Caetia's voice came from behind the door. Apius looked towards the door jumped off the bed and opened it. "Are you ok, Api?" Apius squeezed his sister as tight as he could into him quivering and shuddering which came from a delayed reaction from everything. 
"My god Cae, my god Caeti I'm glad you are here!" Apius kissed his sister on the cheek several time and lifted her to the cum-stained bed.
"Api?" Caetia was noticeably worried and confused to which started crying because her brother was crying. "Too tight, Api!" Apius didn't even notice her saying that. "Api that's too tight!"
"Oh!" Apius panicked and relaxed his grip and rubbed his head on Caetia's. He didn't know what to say, he couldn't find the right words of what to say to Caetia. All that mattered right now was Caetia being here for him right now. 
"Why are you crying?" Caetia asked getting worried and upset.
"I..." Apius desperately hesitated. He really didn't want to upset Caetia, he didn't want her to see how totally fucked everything was. But he wanted to tell her so bad, just so she can understand and maybe... maybe help him through all of this. "I-I miss mum, and I wish Dad would listen to me." He wasn't entirely lying.
"Dad listens to me though! We should yell at him!" Caetia said pushing her arms in Apius's chest to get off him.
"No! I don't want to upset Dad, I'll feel better with you here with me."
"Ok Api!" Caetia stopping pushing against Apius and wrapped her arms around him. "Api?"
"Yes Cae?"
"You look pretty!"
"Thank you." Apius wept feeling at least bit happier while Caetia rubbed her face into Apius's upper chest. Laius in the bathroom rubbed his forehead with one hand sighing and muttering nonsense to himself while clawing his legs with the other. A little bit later he decided to get up to dry and get dressed. No way was he going to go to his room with, probably, both his kids in there; he couldn't bare to be seen by his son. Thankfully the washroom had clean clothes so he could avoid being confronted by his children. Inside of him, his heart and all over, felt deadly cold from the fear and shame he felt. Even as he got dressed the feeling never wavered and that left him feeling more remorseful. He had to get his mind off of this, which meant he was going to watch the TV in the living room. He sat down and turned on the TV to drown his mind out of everything that just happened, suddenly he heard a knock on the front door. Groaning he got up to answer it, who the hell could this be anyway? As he opened a door a Turian stood there waving with a cheery smile,
"Hello there! I just moved down into this residential sector, about 4 doors down and I thought I'd greet people around." He laughed with a hint of nervousness and tiredness. He wore human clothing, to which surprised Laius since many turians don't care for it. A white shirt saying 'I <3 Canada' with a red jacket over it and blue jeans. He looked rather appealing for sure.
"Oh, I see." Laius paused trying to collect his thoughts, "Greeting neighbours aren't a part in our society and such, but I greet you all the same."
"Thanks! I know it's weird, I just wanted to." He paused and smiled warmly, "My name is Aulus, it is a pleasure to meet you." He reached his hand out for a handshake, Laius felt slightly uneasy to shake hands knowing what he's been doing with them and this guy is being friendly. He shook hands with Aulus and forced a tired smile, 
"My name is Laius. I hope your stay is pleasant." He paused and sighed to rub his forehead and took a stab back to lean against the doorframe. "I'm sorry I'm not feeling that well so I'm going to have to go."
"Oh I'm sorry to hear that. Well it was a real nice pleasure in seeing you, maybe we'll see each other around." Aulus waved as he walked away smiling and leaving Laius to go back inside. Laius laid down on the lounge and watched the TV like he planned to do, he felt himself sink in the lounge as he sighed feeling miserable. As nice as Aulus was he didn't want to get any more people caught up in his web. His mind went back to Apius, he so desperately wanted to see him to say how sorry he is and to make him feel better. But he couldn't bring himself, fearing he will make it worse as always. Closing his eyes his drifted off listening to the TV and remained doing nothing.

Apius took Caetia to the shower to finally get clean, he could still feel everything in and around him and that was driving him nuts. He tried to focus in on looking after his sister by helping her clean but it couldn't stop him thinking about before. At least he wasn't wearing the fishnets and getting the makeup cleaned off him. He was still feeling sore and numb from his buttocks, his movements were stiff making it hard to bend over to wash his sister's legs from behind. When it came to himself he kept using more soap as he went but none of it could get rid of this feeling of molestation and humiliation. It was like every time he scrubbed it never washed off causing him to get frustrated and flustered. Apius called it quits after the forth try and went to dry his sister, kneeling down was a pain but he wanted to do this for her. Drying her all over he accidentally rubbed across Caetia's pussy causing him to flinch, Caetia didn't notice however. When it came to drying himself it was just too hard to get the right areas, his aching lower body making it hard to do a good enough job. 
"Can I help, Api?" Caetia asked,
"S-Sure Cae, sorry I'm just..." Apius paused to wipe his nostrils, "I'm just feeling stiff and sore. Be careful alright."
"Oki!" Caetia got his towel and dried down Apius's legs but halted with a gasp. "Api! Your butt is bleeding!" Caetia was spooked and highly concerned. Apius was terrified, he felt like it was a while ago but didn't know it actually was. Why wasn't it so noticeable until now? He waved his hand behind him to beckon Caetia to continue.
"I-It's alright Cae, just keep drying me."
"We gotta get daddy!"
"N-no! We don't, just dry me please. It hurts..." Caetia started to sniff and resumed to dry Apius, the blue blood staining the towel. Apius winced and gasped suddenly whenever Caetia rubbed the towel around Apius's anus to soak up all the blood. Finally Apius was done drying but when he turned to hug and thank his sister she stormed out of the bathroom crying. Feeling panicked he chased after her fearing that everything was going to come crashing down. "Caetia!"
"Daddy!!" Cried Caetia and rushed down the corridor to the living room, seemingly knowing that he was there. She found him lying on the couch and started hitting him on his face. "You hurt Api!!" She continued to cry, Laius flinched from being woken up by Caetia hitting him and sat up, Caetia continued to hit him on his legs.
"Cae please! Stop! Don't upset or anger Dad!" Apius rushed and grabbed Caetia and held her close to stop her hitting him, he didn't know why he was protecting his Dad.
"He hurt you!" Caetia getting more upset by the second.
"I didn't mean to baby girl! I really didn't mean to." Laius pleaded to Caetia, she kept hitting. "I never want to hurt you two, I don't ever mean to. Daddy failed you..." Apius looked up at his Dad with frightening and angry eyes before turning to emotional. "I'm so sorry you two." 
"Don't hurt Api! Don't hurt Api again!" Caetia cried and demanded with tears pouring down her face, Apius had finally stopped Caetia from hitting. Laius got off the lounge and laid down on the floor and looked up at his kids.
"No I deserve this, Api. Hit me as well, hurt me back. You two have the right to be upset and hurt."
"I don't want to hit you Dad!" Apius cried, "I just-"
"I know... I know..." Apius let go of his sister who slapped and hit Laius across his face before stopping to cry. Laius covered his eyes, "I don't deserve to be your father, I didn't mean to hurt you and I fucked it up." Caetia paused to whine and cry more, sitting down. 
"I'm sorry Dad!" Caetia whinged feeling all too overwhelmed by everything, "I'm sorry for hitting you! Daddy!" Laius reached his arms to Caetia and drew her in an embrace.
"You have done nothing wrong. If anything you did what was right, you stand up for your brother."
"I'm sorry I hit you though!"
"It was the right thing to do, you gained wisdom and strength Caetia. My beloved MechaKnight, guardian of the purest healer of the galaxy." Laius used those analogies from a game the two have played together, he sat up and stood Caetia up passing her to Apius. "Purest Healer Api!" Caetia hugged Apius once more. Apius looked at his father momentarily before looking down at his sister. 
"I'm going to order pizza, we don't have to see each other for the rest of the day. Apius?" Apius looked at his Dad once more, "You're in charge." Laius walked off in a state of shame leaving the two in the living room together, Apius quivered in shock and pain while his sister sobbed into him. 

In the late hours of the night Laius stayed awake staring at the TV once more, this time it was off. Most of the lights were off except for one light down the hallway. Caetia and Apius had cleared off after eating pizza, playing video games to calm down; they were probably sleeping together. Laius covered his eyes and thought of Alnia, how much that she would kick his ass and to shoot him for everything. He thought of all the things he could say to her, it wouldn't make anything right or better but he wanted to say so much. Like that he's sorry for failing her, for letting her disappearance to effect him so, that hurting Apius is the worst crime yet. Despite these thoughts all he could think of is the next time he could spend having fun with his kids. He grumbled and sighed to himself in disappointment.
"Daddy?" Caetia's voice whispered in the dark, Laius twitched in shock as he looked to his right and saw Caetia next to him.
"Hey what's up? Shouldn't you be asleep?"
"I still want to play with you." Laius was still stunned, cautiously he smiled back feeling gladness. 
"I'm glad. I'm really glad."
"Good." Caetia smiled and kissed Laius on his nose. "Goodnight daddy." Caetia turned to go back to her room,
"Hey hold on, Cae. All you wanted to say was that?"
"Yep."
"Well, alright Cae. Sleep well baby girl, I love you."
"I love you too." Caetia waddled back to her room. Laius resumed his thinking feeling like nothing has changed, it worried him despite making him feel glad he still has his little girl for releasing his tendencies. He mustn't ever hurt his kids like that again, even if he didn't know if it was possible. He just wanted to make everything better again, he wanted to do everything right for Apius and Caetia AND be able to fuck them. Alas it wasn't possible. 
"Hey Dad?" Laius twitched and looked to his right to see Apius looking at him, the lack of light making his eyes look darker than normal.
"Hey! I mean... what's up?"
"Don't kill yourself, please." The sudden notion caught Laius off guard.
"I... I won't." Laius hesitated. "Api... I'm still so sorry about before. I didn't mean to go against your wishes, I didn't mean to ignore your requests."
"But you did, I guess I should be use to it." Apius sounded defeated and exhausted.
"No! I don't want that to happen, I.. I can't let that happen again. I fucked up so badly this time and I need to stop this from happening again."
"It's going to happen again anyway." Apius rubbed his right eye and yawned,
"I... don't. I really don't want to hurt you again, I'd rather stab myself than to let that happen again."
"At least you won't kill yourself." Apius looked away, sighing before trying to hug Laius. Laius allowed and assisted in their embrace, both holding back shivers and tears. Apius walked off without saying anymore leaving Laius alone. Today felt like the worst combined with the best, Laius and Apius dreaded the future for what it may or will bring.