Laius spent the whole early morning pacing his room with indecision. He's been trying to not have sex with either of his kids; the constant struggle to keep himself sane and satisfied was like walking on a knife's edge. He wanted to, but he didn't want to. Especially with how he has been getting Apius to wear girlie clothing and lingerie, despite how much he adores and loves seeing his son wear such attire he couldn't prevent feeling guilty and horrible. Just to see his slim, young body with laces, panties and fishnets just screamed "Fuck me daddy." But like every bit of his conscience and connection to reality it was nothing more than a sham. He can't have sex with his son dressing up like a child prostitute, nor was he wanting to humiliate Apius anymore than he already has. With all of that, along with his surprisingly well concise thinking at the time, was the reason he hasn't been fucking his son. For that he couldn't allow himself to have sex with his little girl either; she doesn't complain, rather that she loves the playing and the attention she gets. But Apius, he couldn't do that in front of him or in secrecy. At one point when Crius was over asking about what his plans were of the late, Laius locked eyes with Apius's tired, depleted and shattered eyes. He gulped, his throat getting dry with shame clogging his speech up. Replied,
"I think Apius needs a break. I don't want to put him through more, for a while at least." Crius nodded and agreed, turning to Apius with a calming smile. Thus his decision was made. Laius however still struggles and yearns for something, anything. But can't bring himself to seek others, the constant reminder of what he does in his own home and the loss of Alnia prevents him wanting to seek anyone else for sex. His three friends have often suggested they all could do something, or two of them with him, or one of them with him. He always apologized with saying no, just unable to do it. Because of this Laius relies on dark web content, seeking just about anything he can get his jollies on. The dangers of going through it is always present, but he does his best to keep himself safe and untraceable. The last time anything went wrong was when he stumbled upon a horrifying porn video of a turian boy who was abducted, the sick part inside him wanted to find it again. He sat down, sighing as he relented his pathetic attempt to stop himself. The thought of how the boy was handled, forced, him screaming. It got him so very excited. Yet, he couldn't find it where he last saw it. So off he went trying to find it. After an hour of looking, searching, and even more searching he only came up with nothing. He rubbed his forehead in frustration, feeling defeated and tired. The sector he was looking for often has new stuff every fortnight, he guessed they removed the older stuff to bring in new content. But he couldn't just stop now, even if the one video he was looking for is gone he could try to find something new. It needed a certain level of awfulness for it to do it for him; acknowledging that was something he outright hated.

After 10 minutes of searching he finally found something new that caught his eye, a video titled "Selio's big day." As Laius read the comments it came quite clear what sort of video it was as the users posted amongst themselves. 
"FUUUUCK what the fuck was that!? I came here to see boys getting huge dicks shoved in them not this beastiality snuff crap." - Duct_tape
"That was the sexiest thing I've seen in ages! Shame there won't be more of the kid, he was pretty cute but that video is a masterpiece. I loved how he screamed at the end!" - Nevilator 
"Poor baby, at least he'll live in our memories." - Penetrator
"Damn that kid had such a nice ass! I'm not for snuff though, I wanted to see more of him." - RimmerGalore
"What's the story behind this kid? That was good shit but fuck I feel bad for him." - Mr_Boyhole_vacuum
"Daaaaamn that snap and crunch!" - Boy_Pedometer
"Selio Decgius 'was' a 8 year old Turian. His father and uncle filmed several clips prior the engagement talking to Hurtzone (popular snuff, pedophilia and rape forum) and was asking of what they could do with Selio. Selio didn't get along with either of them, maybe he suspected that they were boylovers, doesn't matter now that he's dead unfortunately. They managed to get a tame Varren and taught it to hump and eat it's food, then it got the taste for it all to want to have sex with the carcasses they fed it. The forum has been taken over as we know it so unlikely we get to see most of those poor bastards anymore. As for the father and uncle, they're still out there but in hiding. I'll be honest, I hate them tarnishing my race." - Ass_whisperer
"And yet you love seeing boys getting fucked? Fucking hypocrite." - Duct_tape
"I love when boys crave and beg for their daddies and new daddy's cock. I don't like them to be forced into sex with a Varren and then ripped and pulled apart." - Ass_whisperer
Laius felt a chill down his spine while his cock got cock got harder. He kept screaming in his head to not download and view it, horrible stuff. But he so desperately needed to view it now. He downloaded the file, he got even more excited as it completed before his eyes. He sat back in his chair, closing his eyes momentarily to brace himself; anxious and anticipating for what he was about to view.

The video started with 3 Turians on the screen, two adults and one boy. The boy was instructed firmly to be on his knees like a dog, his awkward movements with uncertainty and concern. He hesitated a bit too long that caused one of them to force him down into position with their foot.
"Look at the camera, boy."
"Yes Dad..." The boy looked more concerned and scared, probably startled from being forced down. A droning grumble was sounding in the background, Laius assumed it was the Varren that was being talked about on the comments.
"Alright, we're gonna do this now." One adult started to mount the boy, his voice forceful and callous. "Keep facing the camera now. Don't ever stop." The boy fidgeted as he was held down causing them to force him down more firmly to the floor. The boy couldn't help but whine into the camera as the adult penetrated him, his body twitching at times to the thrusts into him. His head was being held down by the other adult who was also jerking off in the shot.
"Damn boy, I'm so glad I got away from your Mum. I wouldn't be able to do this with you, ain't that right brother?"
"Fuck yeah, brother. How's that big dick for you boy? Is it good? Yeah I bet it's good." The boy whined louder in response.
"It... hurts...!"
"But it hurts so goooooood."
"No it doesn't... it hurts so muuch!"
"I knoowwww... but it's making me feel really good." He got more rougher as the boy sobbed and whined on the floor. They started slapping the boy's buttocks and back, causing him to flinch. As Laius watched and seeing this poor boy suffer, his sadistic pleasure was overflowing. He watched the kid starting to fight back, grabbing the hand on his head trying to pull it off.
"Stop it! STOP IT DAD! PLEASE!"
"Fucking wimp, you were always my least favourite son."
"WHY?? WHY DAD WHY?" The other adult stopped jerking to smack the boy in the face, the boy sobbed louder and his screams were incomprehensible. For the next 4 minutes the boy was violently assaulted and fucked. He was bleeding from his mouth, his ass and had sores across his back and buttocks. The boy's father had finished inside of him but didn't bother to show the result of what he had done to his boy's hole. The uncle-supposedly- and the father swapped places, at this point the boy was just crying to himself quietly unwilling to move or fight back. As the uncle fucked him the father went off screen, a grumbling animal sound was heard with loud footsteps clanging against something metallic. 2 minutes later the uncle was done, he spat on the boy and kicked the boy to the ground.
"Dammit *********** you hardly left any pleasure for me!" The name was cut off by static.
"You are such an idiot." The father replied, a loud clang was heard. "Sorry folks, my brother ran into a door who was told by his buddies that it automatically opened."
"Fuck you." The uncle walked off the scene, a minute of sibling revelry and jeering was in the background as the boy laid still facing the camera still. More metallic sounds occurred in the background of something opening, a grumble and growl was heard. It got louder by the second with multiple footsteps being heard.


"Now for the kinky folks, this is for you! Meet Earl." A Varren came walked onto the scene in the background with a leash being held by the father. His head was just out of shot to not be recognized. "Now I got this big boy when Flalea kicked me out and took the kids from me. He's been my favourite son, not a lazy, wimpy and stupid son. Now Flalea will never, NEVER see our bastard child again." The Varren started to get energetic looking at his owner with adoration and affection. "Go ahead my boy, eat that little shit!" He detached the leash, the Varren set upon the boy.At first the boy had no idea of what was going on, the Varren jumped on top of him and bit down on his arm. It shook the limp and the boy wildly trying to pull it off, causing the boy to scream in shock and pain. He flailed to the ground and slapped the Varren on the nose but of no success. Blood started poring out and some cracks and crunches were heard.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!" The boy screamed so loud the sound recording got slightly dimmed to regulate the volume. Suddenly another Varren entered the scene, it was smaller than the other but had a larger head. 
"AND THIS IS BRADLEY!! JUST YELLING CAUSE THE BOY IS SO LOUD, HAHA!!" The uncle yelled from off the scene, subtitles were added to show what was being said. The smaller Varren bit down on the boy's right knee as the other one was tearing the bone and flesh off his arm.
"WE GOT A CUM FILLED SLUT FOR YOU TWO!!" The father yelled off the screen with subtitles, laughing alongside the uncle. The bloodcurdling screams of the boy got more desperate and horrific as it went on as a crunch was heard as his knee was bitten. The other Varren starting biting the area of the removed arm, sinking their teeth into his neck dislocating the head from the body. The boy was flailing around in shock coughing and unable to do anything else as the Varren crunched and pulled him a part. The smaller Varren started biting into the boy's stomach, squirting blood out sporadically in the process. The boy's cries and gotten dead silent and laid dormant in the mouths of the beasts at hand. They tore out his organs and ate them with shattering sounds of viscera landing on the floor. Despite the 'meat' on the boy they Varren were more interested in his limbs for the bones inside. The small one managed to pull off the other leg of the boy by slicing at were it was connected; carrying the leg to a different spot to gnarl on. The other one got up agitated at a prized part of the boy was taken away. They fought over the leg like a tug of war, biting down on either end with bone cracking sounds with snarling from the two beasts. The two adults laughed together behind the camera as it rolled on. One entered from the left side to pick up the boy's head; it was still facing the camera although now completely soulless. The adult came just in front of the screen showing his face holding the boy's head next to his. His callous smile holding the severed head filled Laius with dread.
"Thanks for watching. Have anything to say, son?" He turned to head to face himself. "Thanks for the big day, I had a lot of fun!" He replied for the son in a mocked voice, blood was leaking down his hand and arm as he played this sick joke to the camera. "Oh btw enforces and fucknuts, you won't find me. I guarantee that." His voice got dark and sinister as he said his final line, the video ended.

Laius was crying, shaking in his seat holding a pillow inwards to himself. He grabbed it during the video as the uncle took over. He cried into the pillow, with his member wet and sticky from the experience. He started crying louder as it sunk in what happened; the image of the boy's head in his head still solid. 