Apius is going through some safe anal training to keep himself physically ready for when it comes to the real thing. Laius recommended this to his son because he doesn't like hurting his son because he's under-prepared. Apius goes with his Dad on this suggestion, he doesn't particularly want to do it but he does it for his Dad. That and Laius makes up for it one way or another because Laius wants his son to feel like it isn't a big deal. So Apius is going to get something special for his effort. Like say a new season pass for one of his favourite games.
Caetia on the other hands does it because her big brothers does it. Anything he does she wants to do it too, AND it makes her Dad happy. Right now she is focusing hard but eagerly watching her brother and Dad. Occasionally she yells in excitement of getting it in deeper than the last but she mostly just wants to cheer her brother on who is looking uncomfortable. He smiles at her when she does though.
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After a long 30 minutes Laius told his two kids to stop putting that dildo in. Apius sighs in relief feeling tired and worn out, his hole feeling warm and slightly numb. Caetia squeals in excitement slipping it out of herself and throws it at her Dad. As it lands on his cheek both kids laughed as the purple dildo slapped Laius on the cheeks. Laius rolled over onto his back on the ground laughing too, Caetia stumbles over to her Dad giggling,
"Sorry Dad!" Laius grabs her and hugs her close with the two laughing together. Apius placed his dildo on the ground and joined the group laugh and cuddle session. Apius has longed for this group cuddle, since his mother's death there hasn't been any cuddle quite like it. His discomfort of having to push a dildo in still makes him unsure about it all but he can't ignore the fact it makes his Dad happy. Having Caetia join in filled him with anxiety, but seeing how gentle his Dad is with her filled him with calm. Laius kissed both his kids and with tears in his eyes he smiled.
"Thank you two, so much."
"Anything for you Daddy!" Caetia loudly spoke. Laius's heart suddenly dropped. He kissed them once more and forced a smile.
"You two should shower. You gotta be clean for our game session. Daddy will be ready to join you two in a bit. Apius?" Laius turned to his son, "Can you make sure she scrubs where she needs to while I'm not there?" Apius nodded grabbing his sister's hand. The two of them scurried out of the room leaving Laius with a gut wrenching grief.
He sat chewing down on his first finger trying to fight back his tears. All of this was to make him happy, comfortable, willing to live. But every so often he realizes how fucked up it all is. He loved his kids so much but he is still constantly aware of his decisions. Before it was fine he didn't focus at all on it. But as he saw, as he heard, his child say 'anything for him'. It killed him inside. He wanted to love his kids but everything felt wrong, horrible, disgusting. He could hear his daughter yelling across the house for Apius, so Laius turned around and saw his son standing in the middle of the door. Laius slowly stopped chewing his finger and stared at his son.
"Dad, we're waiting for you." Apius saw his Dad in a moment of despair which sunk his heart cold as well. Apius walked over and tugged on his Dad's arm to get him moving.
"I'm sorry Apius. I'll be there soon."
"Dad.. it's ok." Apius laid his head on his Dad's shoulder, Laius looked away. "I don't really like or care for all of this but, I love you. And I do it for you." Laius felt a little better but it didn't make it 'right'. But he's glad his son is so accepting and sensitive, for a 7 year old he was a very big boy. Laius grabbed his son's hand stood up, feeling a need to do his duty as a Dad.
"Apius, I love you. Thank you." He picked Apius up and cradled and smiled at him, with that happy smile Apius smiled back. With Apius in his arm Laius walked quickly to the shower room. Caetia waving enthusiastically with a big smile at her Dad and brother. Laius let Apius down and the three of them joined the open shower together. Laius longed for moments like this far more than most adult moments he could think of. He needed to get a big bath so the three of them can all fit comfortably. But the shower spot was good enough.
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