Chapter 1: The Start

It was a normal day at the office. I was scrolling through dates on dating apps and groups. As a male bear, it was hard to find a mate suit for a dom like me at this age.

30 wasn't old, but it wasn't young either. All of my time was spent mostly on work but it wasn't enough to pay for most of my fee. Most of my matches were bad. I have tried out some normal relationships, but they weren't good either.

Female bears are getting really high in demand, both for money, houses, and sexual activity. On the other hand,  I wasn't depressed enough to have a gay mate. Well, I'm mostly ok with just my hand and lotion. 

Porn was a man, at my age, my best friend. It handled pressure really well, and it was cheap too. But recently something really caught my eye. "CBT"

That one day, when searching for more new porn, I accidentally saw a video of a male bull having his balls cooked and sliced open after.

It started with a tough and well-built bull chain to a chair. His legs were spread wide open, displaying his massive genitals. His arms were chained to his back as they pressed his chest up and displayed his swollen nipples. They were leaking milk as a piercing ring was on them.

Then, a man with a fox mask appeared. He was much smaller than the bull as his voice echoed in the room.

"How is my cow doing? Leaking milk as usual?"

Then, he was pulling on the ring on the bull's chest. A loud moo sound started to leak from the bull's gagged mouth. It wasn't a painful sound, more like a pleasure moaning.

Then, the bull's cock was getting hard like rock. A thick, clear precum leaked out from his cock tips as a sign that he was ready to breed anyone.

"Good, you're hard and quick. Like I promised, one of the greatest cum in your life after a year of being a good cow only milk through nipples without cumming. 

I beg you, love, to release all your alpha seeds, right? 

Now, about the "last second, you touched your cock without permission"punishment.

I will have your balls in cold water and slowly boil them. All you have to do is ride on the dildo and reach your cum as fast as you can, then I will give you the most pleasurable cum you've ever felt. Ready? Let's start then."

Without letting the bull agree, a boiling pot was placed under his fat juicy balls. His fat sack was heavy enough to push up the water inside the pot. 

Hearing the beep boop sound of the electric stove being turned on, the bull quickly bounced his hips under it, and a small fox-sized dildo appeared and thrusted into his stretched out butt hole. It was too small to fit him as he barely felt anything inside him.
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"What? You like a bigger cock? What a slutty cow you are! No, this will be all you get. Now tried your best. The water is getting hotter."

With the words of the fox masked man. The Bull is bouncing faster and faster. 

The steam slowly rose from the water as little bubbles appeared.

Luckily enough, the bull finally cum as his potent cum landed in a water bucket before him. It quickly filled up, as the bull tried to say he did it and stop the boiling pot. 

But, he started to hear a cold sound. As he saw his cum was on the fox mask.

"Congratulations, you cum right before your beef balls cooked. "But, remember when I teach you when to cum? You didn't call me, right? But I will keep my promise, let's help you have the bestest cum"

The bull started to panic as his blindfold was undone as well as his gag. He started to scream and begged as the heat rose around his balls. 

But all the masked man did was start rubbing on the bull's massive, meaty cock.

Soon enough, the water was boiling and steam rose up around the meaty cock.

In the loud scream and struggling of the bull, the fox man rubbed the rock-hard cock, which slowly released steam. Then, from the rare cooked meaty rod, a boiling white cum shoot on. It's creamy, it's hot. It filled up the bucket that had his still living sperm and boiled them up. 

"Opps sorry I forgot to change the bucket. Looks like your precious sperm was cooked by your own sperm. Sorry, I couldn't save them haha, oh, you cum again?

If you keep cumming like that, your urethra and prostate will be cooked by your sperm. Maybe, your own cock too."

The masked man laughed as the bull kept cumming out of his boiling cum from his cock. The sperm soon became soiled as it looked like his balls were already cooked through. 

Soon, hot brown meaty water leaked out of the bull cock as his inside organ was cooked. His urethra had a steam leak. His thigh was badly burned as his under cock were half cock after having the steam come up under them.

Tear was covering the bull's face as I didn't see his cock react anymore.

Then, the fox masked man turned off the stove, as he took out the temper needle and stung the left balls and the right balls.  

"Well, it was cooked well done, I was hoping for medium rare. Haha"

The fox laughed as he took a knife and cut through the sack. It was too easy to cut open. The bull's testicles were cooked and steaming as they slowly slid out of their sack after it was cut open. 
Then, the fox cut open the testicles. The juice leaked out as the slice was slowly cut through the testicles. 

The fork was pressing in smoothly, and more juice came out. The masked man soon chewed it up as he laughed happily. When the bull woke up, the masked man fed the right testicles of the bull into his own mouth and forced the bull to eat his own testicles. The pop and chewing sound were caught clearly. 

After that, slice after slice from the fox was slowly trimmed off the bull's cock. Blood was still leaking from it as the bull still felt it. But, he has to slowly eat it up. The blood had come out a lot, as it seemed like the bull gonna have to die after this. But, the masked man kept feeding some medicine that kept the bull alive. 

During the processing, the bull was still cumming a few more times until his cock was completely consumed and the video ended.

The video should scar me for life, but strangely, it turned me on. 

I rewatched it over and over. I have rubbed my dick and cum over 5 times. Unsatisfied, I started to search for some related videos after that.

At first, I didn't think much. Like, it was like a material for jackoff only. But, it started to root into my brain. 
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One night when I tried to find more of those videos, the website was torn down. None of the signs of the website was found. And other related websites also disappeared like they never existed before.

I was just looking and looking. Before I knew it, I started to join some CBT groups online and search for more CBT material. 

"Master" as they call for someone to own their cock and balls. They were posting pictures and videos of male fur having their balls in different kinds of torture.

Wth curiosity, I am too post a looking post in the "Master need" poll. At first, I was doing it for fun, and I think no one will think a dom male like me would love his balls and cock in torture.

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One beautiful day after many months, from nowhere, I received a friend request from someone I had never known. He was a fox, much smaller than me, as we shared cock pics and balls with each other. 

We had a good talk at first. Before I knew, I was in a relationship with the fox.

That was when he said

 "I see you in the same castration and ballbusting group, you into them much?"

"I....I never...just curious"

My face flushed hard when my mate mentioned my dark kinks, as I didn't know what he would think. But not like what I think, my friend replied with a questionable reply.

"That's good to know," and after that, everything went back to normal with a reply and a fun time. I did see my Boyfriend smile after my unsure reply.
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One evening, I received a black box. When I opened it, a chastity was inside, a metal one. My face turned all red as I had never purchased anything like this. 

When I still thought it could be a mistake package, my phone rang. It was the fox. My boyfriend. I decided we could hand out after I listened to a music video he sent me. He is really cute and cares for me.

"Hi cutie, how is my wife doing? Have you received my gift yet?"

Blushing, "I said I am not your wife, right? I am a dom, and why do you give me chastity? You don't like my huge cock?"

"Oh, honey, I do love them, but it was November, you know, you promised to have the chastity on after the last game lost, right?"

"I....Yes..."

Without a way to resist, for the first time, I was finally accepted to lock my own cock for my boyfriend.

The camera turned on and aimed at my cock. It was hard and throbbing right when I showed it to my boyfriend.

Step by step, I put on the cage with the introduction of the fox. 

The cage was much tighter as it was a big size for the fox. It was only 5 inches but my cock is 20 inches long. It was hard when  I tried to put it on, and the hardness of my cock made it even worse.

After a click, the cage was locked. That was when I realized it was an auto-locking cage. But, there wasn't any key in the box.

"Are you done? Let's see, it looks good on you, cutie."

The voice echoed from the phone as I showed him my caged cock below my fat belly. Without the mirror, I didn't know how small my cock was when soft.

The fox soon laughed at how small and cute my cock was when cage. The video soon ended without any clue about how to unlock my cock.

After that day, I tried to ask where the key was and was always distracted by the sudden vibration that came from the cage. 

At first, I thought it was the fox, but it happened every 1 or 2 hours.  The worst thing was that it always stopped before I could ever cum. 

After that, no matter how I rubbed, nonsense reached my cock, and my balls were throbbing in pain.

The end of chapter 1