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It's always hard to say goodbye and leave people behind, it's always not easy when you are going to be missed, but you have to go, and you are not being given a choice.
Sometimes, it's easier to leave early before people get too much attached, but this is a difficult choice. Because they still care.
Some even hurt you without realizing the importance of what they do, but it's alright, I always closed my eyes, thinking those shivering along my spine would go away.
Years after years, month after month, day after day, we realize we are nothing but standing on a fragile rope of crystal, asking to break as soon as you make a mistake.
I will continue my path where destiny drag me, accepting my fate.
I do not want to look back, I do not want to say goodbye, I never been good with that anyway. I will be missed that for sure and I hope you understand me.
You won't anyway, but that won't matter much to me, i will be at a better place, where I won't suffer anymore, i will be somewhere where i will be able to finally rest. I want to be under a warm blanket or a floating cloud.
I may or not think about all of you who been close to me, that I care of, I would cite names, but I am afraid i may miss some, and I do not want to upset you all.
I have to go, and I know this is hard, but I will make it quick I promise.
You all been great friends, and Chelsea will be at a better place.
Take care of her, she really need that you know.
Fuck you cancer, that all I want to say, you won't be the reason I am being taken away, I will choose my own way and spit on you.
Don't cry, I will be in the sky, being another star, keeping the sky bright.","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"","pools_count":0,"title":"[g - Chelsea] Last goodbye","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"image/png","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"1","type_name":"Picture/Pinup","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"55","views":"1498","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}