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  "description_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>An emo song: I&rsquo;m imagining Heather wearing eyeliner and a studded bracelet for this one, too adorable xD<br /><br />I&rsquo;m imagining this is a song she would write about the experience of having been captured by the Verminator and the fear, shame and powerlessness she would have felt. <br /><br />It&rsquo;s also kind of about my own experience of feeling angry about the world&rsquo;s problems but being too powerless to fix them, and how worthless that makes me feel. Yes, I really put on my emo hat for this one 🖤🎩🎸</span>",
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