{
  "submission_id": "1556435",
  "keywords": [
    {
      "keyword_id": "199",
      "keyword_name": "bear",
      "contributed": "f",
      "submissions_count": "50635"
    },
    {
      "keyword_id": "745",
      "keyword_name": "castration",
      "contributed": "f",
      "submissions_count": "2342"
    },
    {
      "keyword_id": "846",
      "keyword_name": "claws",
      "contributed": "f",
      "submissions_count": "23781"
    },
    {
      "keyword_id": "33",
      "keyword_name": "fox",
      "contributed": "f",
      "submissions_count": "252336"
    },
    {
      "keyword_id": "1108",
      "keyword_name": "gore",
      "contributed": "f",
      "submissions_count": "11186"
    },
    {
      "keyword_id": "39280",
      "keyword_name": "narcissist",
      "contributed": "f",
      "submissions_count": "32"
    },
    {
      "keyword_id": "10152",
      "keyword_name": "nightmare",
      "contributed": "f",
      "submissions_count": "1781"
    },
    {
      "keyword_id": "930",
      "keyword_name": "vore",
      "contributed": "f",
      "submissions_count": "34098"
    }
  ],
  "hidden": "f",
  "scraps": "f",
  "favorite": "f",
  "favorites_count": "1",
  "create_datetime": "2018-03-05 01:45:26.273552+00",
  "create_datetime_usertime": "05 Mar 2018 02:45 CET",
  "last_file_update_datetime": "2018-03-05 02:32:50.748122+00",
  "last_file_update_datetime_usertime": "05 Mar 2018 03:32 CET",
  "username": "BlueShark",
  "user_id": "464263",
  "user_icon_file_name": "139961_BlueShark_tws.png",
  "user_icon_url_large": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/usericons/large/139/139961_BlueShark_tws.png",
  "user_icon_url_medium": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/usericons/medium/139/139961_BlueShark_tws.png",
  "user_icon_url_small": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/usericons/small/139/139961_BlueShark_tws.png",
  "file_name": "2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.rtf",
  "file_url_full": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/full/2209/2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.rtf",
  "file_url_screen": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/screen/2209/2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.rtf",
  "file_url_preview": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2209/2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.rtf",
  "thumbnail_url_huge": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/huge/2209/2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.jpg",
  "thumbnail_url_large": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2209/2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.jpg",
  "thumbnail_url_medium": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2209/2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.jpg",
  "thumb_huge_x": "300",
  "thumb_huge_y": "169",
  "thumb_large_x": "200",
  "thumb_large_y": "113",
  "thumb_medium_x": "120",
  "thumb_medium_y": "68",
  "files": [
    {
      "file_id": "2209054",
      "file_name": "2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.rtf",
      "file_url_full": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/full/2209/2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.rtf",
      "file_url_screen": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/screen/2209/2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.rtf",
      "file_url_preview": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2209/2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.rtf",
      "mimetype": "text/rtf",
      "submission_id": "1556435",
      "user_id": "464263",
      "submission_file_order": "0",
      "full_size_x": null,
      "full_size_y": null,
      "screen_size_x": null,
      "screen_size_y": null,
      "preview_size_x": null,
      "preview_size_y": null,
      "initial_file_md5": "8274425de767b30b2fff1124ab54abb5",
      "full_file_md5": "8274425de767b30b2fff1124ab54abb5",
      "large_file_md5": "",
      "small_file_md5": "",
      "thumbnail_md5": "0a1dba81d97d23f4fe790e775f96082a",
      "deleted": "f",
      "create_datetime": "2018-03-05 02:32:50.748122+00",
      "create_datetime_usertime": "05 Mar 2018 03:32 CET",
      "thumbnail_url_huge": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/huge/2209/2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.jpg",
      "thumbnail_url_large": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2209/2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.jpg",
      "thumbnail_url_medium": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2209/2209054_BlueShark_cevens_nightmare.jpg",
      "thumb_huge_x": "300",
      "thumb_huge_y": "169",
      "thumb_large_x": "200",
      "thumb_large_y": "113",
      "thumb_medium_x": "120",
      "thumb_medium_y": "68"
    }
  ],
  "pools": [],
  "description": "this is the original NSFW version a story that tells my darkest thoughts.  I write it my self.  WONING BAD GRAMER AND SPELLING, also nightmare in a nightmare.  also if anyone wants to read the homework tragedy.  I will have to convert it to furry.  but will be worth it if anyone wants it.  I thought I wrote about murder.  after reading it I realize it is a vore and castration nightmare story",
  "description_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>this is the original NSFW version a story that tells my darkest thoughts.&nbsp;&nbsp;I write it my self.&nbsp;&nbsp;WONING BAD GRAMER AND SPELLING, also nightmare in a nightmare.&nbsp;&nbsp;also if anyone wants to read the homework tragedy.&nbsp;&nbsp;I will have to convert it to furry.&nbsp;&nbsp;but will be worth it if anyone wants it.&nbsp;&nbsp;I thought I wrote about murder.&nbsp;&nbsp;after reading it I realize it is a vore and castration nightmare story</span>",
  "writing": "this story is a description of what I fear.  I would never do any of the stuff mentioned in this.  bad grammar ahead too.  if anyone has any suggestions on how I should organize this story better. Please comment.  the bear in this story is based on someone real who I should have told off.  so wrote this to ease the grief.  I have not read it in awhile too.\n\nby: blue shark\n\tdisclamer ch's 4,5 ware the nightmare truly takes place are incredibly grafic \n\tand can and should be sciped reader discreshion is advised.\n\t\n         some of the evens in the prolog are based on evence of blue shrks real life are subject to exaderation\n\t\t\thow ever most of the events of ch's 4,5 are obeuosly puley fictional\t\n\n\t\t\t\tcevens night mare\n\n\t\tch 1. \tthe age of opreshion\n\tthere was an eveal fat bear named the overlord who malisously jiggled his way into cevens life.  he was cevens moms mate.  evry chance he got the bear bullyed, put down and make ceven question his sanity.  the bear was jellus of ceven because ceven was young and not 500 lbs.  evry weak he made a big scean.\n\n\t\tch 2.    the sceans \n\twhere to bigin whare to begin, there's the beef kunundrom,  theres the clean kitchan insedent, the youtube episoad,  or mabby the tail of the spoon and the  sceling fan, not to menchion the water botle and pushing clamaty and the xbox controler launch.  i will start with the most confusing one the homework tradgity.  ***insert frome google drive lator***    \n\n\t\tch 3. the bedtime\n\ti should have known that he was bad news when he loked me in my den with oute my tech the first time because i scamperd by mother too quikly and startled her.  that night i cryed my self to sleap with the new informatin of being a hoibal persion (i knwe other wise but it was the first time ever being toled that it hert wors than enny other insalt )  that night i fell asleep trebling with fear and confusion shaking fome the tips of my ears to the botum of paws to the end of my tail wondering why and how this hapond \n\n\t\tch 4. the nightmare \ni fined myselfe in a room loked in an intence argument with the large wabling overlord trying to tell him that his point is clearly flawed an he is harshly rebutling that his point is not the point but they are right eny way and if i dont like it than i can moove to my grandads willow tree. as i tell him that my snake brother is allredy living there with the noble owle and if i moove there he will stop paying rent for your sorry Ass the second my bed gets there and the bubling fat bear and the deprees pony will have to find a new den to live in.  so he pushes me to the ground wile lafing and throws a londy basket at my hed and bashes it there a second time.  amased that i gt right up redy to return his fier with mutch more forse.  i dicied to not retern it becuse it wold never end and insted slame the hamper dodwn flat and tell him he is lucky i am shoing him mercy that he dose not deserve.  he glars at me with his  glasy eyes and candly face and seys you discust me too weak to hit me back.  as he farts wilst jiggling he tells me he is the nisest persion i will meat and that he is not such a bad guy if i cant get along with him i cant get alon with any one.  LYES i scream.  so he stomps his feat like a todler all giggly and wigly he screams noiooo.  i try too tell him that this behaveor is elodgical but be dose not listen.  insted i find my self on the ground agen this time my face hase flowing liquid on it and frone my left eye evry thing is ever so srlightly red.  i relyse that he is pointless that this will go on till i put a stop to it and there is only one way to do so.  i get back up quikly and race to him wilst saying you beter make amends with me this is the finle straw.  he starts to laff in disbaleaf and queshtons the clown makup.  so i thrust my claws in to his enorfmus gut and yank out a porshion of his fat and wiht  slight grin i byte a peace of that fat and spit it in his face.  as it slid down hise face and 3 chins i slowly pull out his intestands the slymy flow thro my paws as i pull is un discribly satisfying i begin to laf quietly.  i proseed to wrap the intestinds around his neck holding it there like a scarf.  sudenle i mcome across his stumick so i yank it out and slap him with it as i tell him that i am not the worst person in the world if you cant get along with me then you cant get along with aneyone.  i grabe his thik muzzle and boble his hed down and prosead to rip his ears off tring them off sloly *riip* and proseed to shove them up his ass because they mite as well have been there allredy and suddnly he farts his last with a jigly giggle one eare blodeyd on the flore and the other parthly in his blody anuss.  he seays that i finaly blue it and he giggles agen so i rip his  nose off and stick it in what is left of his gynormas belly buttin i grab his intestands agen and prosed to jump rope agen lafing and lafing lnd lafing\nch 5. the awakining \ni find my scelf with dryed blod on my maw and red crust under my left eye and my front paw pads coved with blod ang the overlord lafing in the corner i throw an uncoavenchanal galon of polind sprigs water at his balls and poseded to rip off his balls and juggle them i prosead to shove them dowh his throte and use his Baculum to wipe my figernaes off.   i proseed to slowly pearce his eyeballs with his Baculum in a randome patern and tell him that i am not the worst person in the world if you cant get along with me then you cant get along with aneyone.  he yelps helplisly at the furry he unleashed.  i wimper at the weakness i i have sercome too i fall to my nease and cry as the overlord proseads to bully me and he starst to grin because he now hase a mreason to be mad at me \n\nch 6. the morning\ni awake in my part of the den and wonder if i am truly awake or not i look to my paws agen and to my releafe there clean and unbloded no blod on my snout eather but the memory is still there and will allwas be there i think to my sellf im i realy capable of this why did i emagene sutch hanis actions.  i fined i am truly awake this time.  but how can i redeam my selfe to my selfe i can not forget it and sould not try but use this to keap my scelf strong and forgiving to all that i can i will reflect on this for ever.  i think to my selfe (in some argument you just cant win even if you are right and the other person is just hanisly angry jellie yelling about nonsence and druling flaming ranbows.  you can also try to be as nice as posble to those pepole but that is a looing batle too).  \n",
  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>this story is a description of what I fear.&nbsp;&nbsp;I would never do any of the stuff mentioned in this.&nbsp;&nbsp;bad grammar ahead too.&nbsp;&nbsp;if anyone has any suggestions on how I should organize this story better. Please comment.&nbsp;&nbsp;the bear in this story is based on someone real who I should have told off.&nbsp;&nbsp;so wrote this to ease the grief.&nbsp;&nbsp;I have not read it in awhile too.<br /><br />by: blue shark<br />\tdisclamer ch&#039;s 4,5 ware the nightmare truly takes place are incredibly grafic <br />\tand can and should be sciped reader discreshion is advised.<br />\t<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; some of the evens in the prolog are based on evence of blue shrks real life are subject to exaderation<br />\t\t\thow ever most of the events of ch&#039;s 4,5 are obeuosly puley fictional\t<br /><br />\t\t\t\tcevens night mare<br /><br />\t\tch 1. \tthe age of opreshion<br />\tthere was an eveal fat bear named the overlord who malisously jiggled his way into cevens life.&nbsp;&nbsp;he was cevens moms mate.&nbsp;&nbsp;evry chance he got the bear bullyed, put down and make ceven question his sanity.&nbsp;&nbsp;the bear was jellus of ceven because ceven was young and not 500 lbs.&nbsp;&nbsp;evry weak he made a big scean.<br /><br />\t\tch 2.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;the sceans <br />\twhere to bigin whare to begin, there&#039;s the beef kunundrom,&nbsp;&nbsp;theres the clean kitchan insedent, the youtube episoad,&nbsp;&nbsp;or mabby the tail of the spoon and the&nbsp;&nbsp;sceling fan, not to menchion the water botle and pushing clamaty and the xbox controler launch.&nbsp;&nbsp;i will start with the most confusing one the homework tradgity.&nbsp;&nbsp;***insert frome google drive lator***&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /><br />\t\tch 3. the bedtime<br />\ti should have known that he was bad news when he loked me in my den with oute my tech the first time because i scamperd by mother too quikly and startled her.&nbsp;&nbsp;that night i cryed my self to sleap with the new informatin of being a hoibal persion (i knwe other wise but it was the first time ever being toled that it hert wors than enny other insalt )&nbsp;&nbsp;that night i fell asleep trebling with fear and confusion shaking fome the tips of my ears to the botum of paws to the end of my tail wondering why and how this hapond <br /><br />\t\tch 4. the nightmare <br />i fined myselfe in a room loked in an intence argument with the large wabling overlord trying to tell him that his point is clearly flawed an he is harshly rebutling that his point is not the point but they are right eny way and if i dont like it than i can moove to my grandads willow tree. as i tell him that my snake brother is allredy living there with the noble owle and if i moove there he will stop paying rent for your sorry Ass the second my bed gets there and the bubling fat bear and the deprees pony will have to find a new den to live in.&nbsp;&nbsp;so he pushes me to the ground wile lafing and throws a londy basket at my hed and bashes it there a second time.&nbsp;&nbsp;amased that i gt right up redy to return his fier with mutch more forse.&nbsp;&nbsp;i dicied to not retern it becuse it wold never end and insted slame the hamper dodwn flat and tell him he is lucky i am shoing him mercy that he dose not deserve.&nbsp;&nbsp;he glars at me with his&nbsp;&nbsp;glasy eyes and candly face and seys you discust me too weak to hit me back.&nbsp;&nbsp;as he farts wilst jiggling he tells me he is the nisest persion i will meat and that he is not such a bad guy if i cant get along with him i cant get alon with any one.&nbsp;&nbsp;LYES i scream.&nbsp;&nbsp;so he stomps his feat like a todler all giggly and wigly he screams noiooo.&nbsp;&nbsp;i try too tell him that this behaveor is elodgical but be dose not listen.&nbsp;&nbsp;insted i find my self on the ground agen this time my face hase flowing liquid on it and frone my left eye evry thing is ever so srlightly red.&nbsp;&nbsp;i relyse that he is pointless that this will go on till i put a stop to it and there is only one way to do so.&nbsp;&nbsp;i get back up quikly and race to him wilst saying you beter make amends with me this is the finle straw.&nbsp;&nbsp;he starts to laff in disbaleaf and queshtons the clown makup.&nbsp;&nbsp;so i thrust my claws in to his enorfmus gut and yank out a porshion of his fat and wiht&nbsp;&nbsp;slight grin i byte a peace of that fat and spit it in his face.&nbsp;&nbsp;as it slid down hise face and 3 chins i slowly pull out his intestands the slymy flow thro my paws as i pull is un discribly satisfying i begin to laf quietly.&nbsp;&nbsp;i proseed to wrap the intestinds around his neck holding it there like a scarf.&nbsp;&nbsp;sudenle i mcome across his stumick so i yank it out and slap him with it as i tell him that i am not the worst person in the world if you cant get along with me then you cant get along with aneyone.&nbsp;&nbsp;i grabe his thik muzzle and boble his hed down and prosead to rip his ears off tring them off sloly *riip* and proseed to shove them up his ass because they mite as well have been there allredy and suddnly he farts his last with a jigly giggle one eare blodeyd on the flore and the other parthly in his blody anuss.&nbsp;&nbsp;he seays that i finaly blue it and he giggles agen so i rip his&nbsp;&nbsp;nose off and stick it in what is left of his gynormas belly buttin i grab his intestands agen and prosed to jump rope agen lafing and lafing lnd lafing<br />ch 5. the awakining <br />i find my scelf with dryed blod on my maw and red crust under my left eye and my front paw pads coved with blod ang the overlord lafing in the corner i throw an uncoavenchanal galon of polind sprigs water at his balls and poseded to rip off his balls and juggle them i prosead to shove them dowh his throte and use his Baculum to wipe my figernaes off.&nbsp;&nbsp; i proseed to slowly pearce his eyeballs with his Baculum in a randome patern and tell him that i am not the worst person in the world if you cant get along with me then you cant get along with aneyone.&nbsp;&nbsp;he yelps helplisly at the furry he unleashed.&nbsp;&nbsp;i wimper at the weakness i i have sercome too i fall to my nease and cry as the overlord proseads to bully me and he starst to grin because he now hase a mreason to be mad at me <br /><br />ch 6. the morning<br />i awake in my part of the den and wonder if i am truly awake or not i look to my paws agen and to my releafe there clean and unbloded no blod on my snout eather but the memory is still there and will allwas be there i think to my sellf im i realy capable of this why did i emagene sutch hanis actions.&nbsp;&nbsp;i fined i am truly awake this time.&nbsp;&nbsp;but how can i redeam my selfe to my selfe i can not forget it and sould not try but use this to keap my scelf strong and forgiving to all that i can i will reflect on this for ever.&nbsp;&nbsp;i think to my selfe (in some argument you just cant win even if you are right and the other person is just hanisly angry jellie yelling about nonsence and druling flaming ranbows.&nbsp;&nbsp;you can also try to be as nice as posble to those pepole but that is a looing batle too).&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /></span>",
  "pools_count": 0,
  "title": "cevens nightmare",
  "deleted": "f",
  "public": "t",
  "mimetype": "text/rtf",
  "pagecount": "1",
  "rating_id": "2",
  "rating_name": "Adult",
  "ratings": [
    {
      "content_tag_id": "5",
      "name": "Strong Violence",
      "description": "Strong violence, blood, serious injury or death",
      "rating_id": "2"
    }
  ],
  "submission_type_id": "12",
  "type_name": "Writing - Document",
  "guest_block": "t",
  "friends_only": "f",
  "comments_count": "2",
  "views": "278"
}