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", "description_bbcode_parsed": "A story I been working on for a while now, though I'm not happy with it...I admittedly like the first half of the story and the sex to me kinda ruined it, but sex get's views and I wasn't really sure where to go with the story anyway so here you go, enjoy. ", "writing": "Slavery, the worst kind of demoralising you can do to any specious like an argonian like myself and it still happens here in Skyrim. I myself was once a slave just like my mother. I was born so my so called masters could have a new toy to play with, it was a horrible time of my life that I prefer not to go into details of. Just know that it's all over, that life has ended, by my own hand. My 'masters' had killed my mum brutally right in front of my eyes, that's when I snapped, I charged at one of them, grabbing the sword they had just slain my mother with and slashed them up until they were nothing but mince meat.\nI escaped covered in their blood, angry, upset and not knowing where to go. It wasn't long though until the Dark brotherhood found me, they knew what I did with their network of spies and there hidden ways. They took me in and treated me like one of their own, like family. I became a member of the Dark brotherhood but I only ever took jobs if it meant saving lives, such as going after killers, drug dealers or those who treat people like they did me. I have no symphony for those who treat people like garbage, they all deserve to pay! My latest target was a wealthy prince who had been known to torture young boys and girls, his life did not deserve to keep on going.\nLike a true assassin I found an entrance that made it easy to sneak in to his room at night and slit his throat without any remorse. I snuck back out without alerting the guards and received a hefty reward for a job well done. Not that the reward mattered to me, I lived at the dark brother hood hideout, one of them anyway, I had been there so long they built a room for me, it was my own safe haven, not like there was much in it, though, just a bed and a few furniture to keep important documents and collectibles from my missions. \nThe only thing that was truly mine was a little argonian plush, handmade by my mum, it's the one thing I kept close to me, though if they saw me snuggling it, crying as I slept, I would probably be kicked out for being a wimp. I felt no mercy for my enemies but that doesn't mean I'm cold hearted, it doesn't mean I myself don't have feelings. \nIt's why my name that the Dark brotherhood gave me was Shadow Heart.\nMy scales are a dark green with slight purple markings over my body and face, I have rounded horns and a small amount of feathery hair on top.\n\nI sat on the end of my bed, gathering my thoughts and cleaning my blade, making sure there was no blood from tonight's kill. As I sat there I pondered my life as always, wandering who I would be if all this didn't happen, if I had never been brought up in such a life style. \nMy thinking had came to an end when another of my fellow members knock on my door.\n''Come in.'' I called out.\nA friend I had made came in, another argonian named Nighthawk for his perfect vision during the night and skills with a bow, he had dark blue skin, horns that were straight unlike mine and he had a mohawk of feathery hair. He seemed more serious than usual as he came in to the room.\n''I have important information that you should hear.'' He said. \n''What is it?'' I asked, curious about the info.\n''I did some digging into your past like you asked, gathered up all the information that I could about the family that kept you and your mum as slaves and how they got your mum in the first place''\n''What did you find out?'' I said as I stood up, walking right up to him, eager to hear what he had to say.\n''All the information I gathered led to one man, well a dark elf to be exact.''\n''I don't care what race he is, all I care about is where he is so I can make him pay.''\n''His name is Casius and he lives in Markath, he comes off as a simple, every day person but he is the worst of the worst, I found out he's head of a slave trader group, selling off all kinds of people, young, old, Argonian, Khajit, Nords and so on. If my sources are correct he's going to be doing business today just outside Markath, I don't know where exactly but if you track him down in Markath, you should have no problem following him. ''\n''Thank you Nighthawk.'' I said to him.\nI surprised him with a tight hug, this was the closest I've been to finding out who put my mum into slavery and why I was born into it. Nighthawk had been working on finding this information for a long time, so this hug was well deserved, straight away though he hugged me right back, quite tight as though he was worried.\n''This could be dangerous ok, I know you don't want any help with this, but be careful.'' He said to me.\n''Don't worry, I've been waiting for this for such a long time, I won't mess this up.'' I replied.\nWe said out goodbyes and I headed off towards Markath. I grabbed my bow, knife and sword, knowing where this will end. Finally my revenge for my mum and for my life will be completed, I can finally be in peace soon enough.\n\nI made it to Markath close to night and found the first bar, knowing these are always good sources of information. Well if you know how to find it that is. I looked around inside a saw a guard sitting at the bar having a drink, he was the perfect target to ask. I sat down by him and while he looked around, talking to one of the young women, I dropped in a little something in his drink that was one of my own concoctions. In simple terms it was a concoction that will get him drunk very fast and spill the beans, if anyone knew people in the town it would be a guard.\nWithin a few minutes he had drunk down the drink and it had taken effect. He was much more drunk then what he should of been and right now had his arm around my shoulders, screaming in my ear about his dates he recently had. \n''Wow sounds tough man.'' I said to him.\n''Oh you have no idea.'' He said before hiccupping and almost passing out.\n''Oh hey, have you ever heard of a man named Casus? He is a dark elf that lives here.''\n''Casus, that smelly elf? eh yeah I've heard of him, he's a shady fellow, everybody seems to like him, but he's shady to me.'' The guard was close to passing out, slurring his words.\n''Where do you reckon he is? I need to find that smelly elf.'' I said with a giggle, going along with him to make him smile and not reveal my true intentions. \n''At this time he would be at the stables outside the walls, now I'm off.'' He got up on his feet quite nicely then feel straight down right on his face. The bartender just shaking his head.\n''There's always one.'' He said.\nI didn't say a thing, I just grinned and walked out. With the information I gathered I went outside the halls, hiding within the tree's, watching the stables. I waited for several minutes, not knowing if he had left already, even if he did I would continue watching, this was one a lead I had and I would watch until I think I need more. But as an assassin, it's dangerous to interact with people for too long so this will have to do for now.\n''Take care Casus.'' \n''You too, take care.''\nThere he is. Locking up the stables, all alone now as the other workers walk away from him. He seems to grin as they leave, walking off away from town.\nI followed stealthily, hiding within the trees and bushes. Using my dark, light wearing armour as an advantage. A twig snapped under my feet, quickly I moved behind a tree as the dark elf looked behind him, looking my way for a few seconds.\n''Stupid animals.'' He said.\nHe turned back around and continued walking, heading towards a large mountain side. The closer we got the more I realised why he was heading there, in the mountain side there was a dark cave which is exactly where he was headed.\nOne he got there he used some fire magic to light his way, a ball of fire acting like a torch in his hand. I followed that fire glow through the cave, staying far behind though. Once we got in pretty deep within the cave I started hearing at least two other voices. The cave wasn't just a cave, it was part of the ancient ruins of the Dwarfs so the design of the cave changed once we got deep within. I stayed back more once I heard Camus talk to the other two. Luckily I saw a stair well that lead up to a high point that I could watch the other's as they stayed down the bottom section. \n''Alright so who do we have left then?'' Camus asked.\n''We have one. The one's we didn't sell ended up killing themselves.'' One of the other's said, he too was a dark elf, the other one was a redguard.\n''You idiots! you do know how difficult it is to get slaves and how much payment we lose when they die!?'' Camus said in a booming voice.\n''We're sorry sir, but we manage to keep one alive though, he seems to have just given up and accepted his fate.'' The redguard said with a grin.\n''Good, that's what I like to hear.''\nI gripped my sword in anger, a slave that's given up is just horrible to imagine, though I needed to calm down. I let my grip down and watched closely, I walked along a bridge above the three guys as they walked towards a cage built into the wall, I couldn't see who was in there from my point of view though they opened up the cage and dragged him out by a leash they had on a collar around his neck looking quite tight, he fell to his knees, a tear running down his face as he looked up at Camus.\nHe was a young Khajit boy, probably only just turned 18. He had bright yellow fur though was covered in dirt and just a mess, his face had light black markings and he had several piercings in his black coloured ears and middle length hair with it parted around his eyes. Right now he was mostly naked expect for a small cloth over his groin area.\n''Well hello little one.'' Camus said with a grin across his face. \nHe suddenly gripped a hold of the Khajit's hair as he made him look right at him as he stared down at him, Camus looking him up and down.\n''What do you think, will make a good slut for someone hmm?'' The other dark elf said.\n''Looks quite nice, he's ever been taken before?'' Camus asked.\n''Oh yes, the people he lived with would get money from people to have their way with him no matter how abusive they were and now he is with us after they got sick of them.'' The redguard said.\n''Trust us when we say he has given up and has a great ass!'' The dark elf said with a grin.\nOk that's it, I can't stand this anymore! I aimed my bow and fired, hitting the dark elf right in the centre of his head. The other two quickly unsheathed their swords.\n''Who's there!'' Camus yelled out.\n''Show yourself coward!'' The redguard yelled.\n''Your unworthy of seeing my face!'' I said out loud.\nI fired another arrow, taking out the red guard in one shot, Camus started to sweat and the young Khajit scurried behind some rocks in fright.\nCamus threw a fireball in my direction, I just swiftly dodged it and threw an ice ball at him, hitting him right in his left shoulder, making him push up against a wall, where I fired another ice ball against his chest which spread out other most of him, making him stick to the wall. Though it wasn't enough to satisfy me, he needed to bleed. I fired two more arrows, one in each shoulder, sticking him into the cave wall even more as he screamed in pain and agony, just what I wanted to hear.\n''Yes scream for me, scream like you deserve!'' I said as I came out of the shadows and faced the man that made my mum a slave, made me who I am today.\n''Who the hell are you!'' He said out loud between screams of pain.\n''I am revenge.'' I pulled my hood off so he can see the pain in my eyes, see the pain I'm feeling.\n''Oh I get it, you're one of the slaves I sold off right? You fuck!'' He said in an angry tone, blood running down his arms from the arrows.\n''No I'm not a slave you sold, I'm the son of a slave though, my mum was a slave because of you, and because of that I was used, I was born to be a toy, it's all your doing!'' \nI thrust my sword right into his stomach, hitting no vital organs, making it a slow painful death for him as he coughed up blood.\n''You son of a bitch! I aint going to die from some good for nothing slutty slave!'' He said between pants and painful breathes, though he was bleeding bad and was stuck to the wall so there was nothing he could do. \n''There is no such thing as a slutty slave.'' A timid voice said.\nShadow heart quickly turned and pointed his bow towards the voice but it came from the Khajit boy, as soon as he saw him he let aimed his bow down, not wanting to hurt him.\n''Oh no such thing? Not what I've heard from you boy, heard you gave up and love it in the ass!'' The Khajit suddenly growled and pounced him biting him right into the neck, blood spurting out as he bit down into his jugular. He pulled away and watched as blood spurted out at a quick pace, him being unable to say anything now, just looking at us in fear as his life came to an end, dropping his head right down, blood running down his body.\nAfter all these years the man I wanted revenge on, is dead, Though I wasn't the one dealing the final blow, it still felt fitting that he died by the hands of a fellow slave, though I was glad to give him the hurt that I did.\n''I've never, never killed someone before...'' The Khajit said, tears rolling down his face as he tried to clean the blood of his lips.\n''You get use to it.'' I said as I walked over to him, I went to hand him a cloth but he wasn't paying any attention so I helped clean up the blood, running the cloth over his lips as he stood there, crying.\n''Wh...what's your name?'' He asked softly.\n''The Brotherhood calls me Shadow Heart, I don't remember my real name, what about you?'' I said as I finish cleaning his lips. \n''I've been called slut for so long that I don't remember, don't know if I was even given one, I don't remember a time when I wasn't called a slut, whore or whatever.''\n''Then I will give you a name. Hmmm what about Free, I mean well it is what you are now anyway, you're free.'' I said to him with a smile.\n''I....I'm...I'm free.'' Tears poured down his cheeks at this point before he opened up his arms and hug me, crying into my chest, tears of happiness though.\n''C'mon, let's go.''\nI held his hand as we walked out of the cave, his eyes lit up when he saw the outside, the stars shining brightly in the night sky, the full moon shining light down on to us. \n''I've never seen the stars outside of a cage before.'' He said softly as he looked up in awe.\nI looked over at him, seeing his smile brought a smile to my face like never before. I had freed many slaves in my time but this was different, he was so innocent, but has gone through a lot like I have. Killing the one who was keeping him hostage just like I did. I am going to keep him safe.\n\nWe arrived back at my home, the Dark Brother hood's sanctuary. I took him towards the showers so he could get nice and cleaned up, he was still pretty shaken up and barely moved away from me, I smiled at him in reassurance as I unblocked the pipes so the water could come through. It was just like a small waterfall of luke warm water flowing down to the ground. The Khajit boy slowly moved forward, putting his paw out and felt the water, he smiled a little, but as I walked away to let him shower he tugged on my arm.\n''Please don't leave me.'' He said with pleading eyes.\n''I will be right outside ok.'' I held his hand and smiled. ''Your safe now.'' I said.\n''Please. I don't want to be alone.'' A tear rolled down his cheek.\nThe boy was still frighten with what has happened which was understandable. I nodded and stayed with him. I leaned up against the nearby wall as he moved closer to the water, letting it go over his head and flow down his back, instantly I saw the mostly clear water turn brown by the time it got to the bottom, the dirt removing itself from the fur.\n''What about Kiva?'' I said, saying a random name.\n''Kiva...I like it.'' He said with a slight smile, though he still wasn't moving much, besides his shaking paws.\n''Alright Kiva it is.''\n''So, do you kill a lot?'' He asked as he looked over at me.\n''Comes with the job, though I don't just kill anyone, I kill those that deserve it.''\n''I see.'' He said, starring at the wall in front of him now.\n''He deserved to die, you did the right thing.'' I said, walking over to him a little.\n''You were a slave too? I heard what you were saying.'' He asked me.\n''I was born into it, used like a toy for most of my life, then they killed my mother right in front of me and so I killed them. Ended up being found by the dark brotherhood and well here I am, killing those who do wrong because of what I went through, from what you have gone through yourself.''\n''You're like me...'' He said in a soft tone of voice.\n''In a way yeah.'' I replied. \nHe looked over at me with sadness yet happiness, knowing that he is not alone anymore. He suddenly pulled me in against him, hugging me to his wet body, my head and body getting soaked in the water coming down, I tried to pull away because I was getting wet, but at the same time I couldn't break the hug he deserves. I hugged him right back as I let the water drip down over our bodies.\n''Oh jeez, I'm so sorry.'' He said as he pulled away, realising what he had done.\n''Haha it's ok, I needed a shower anyway.'' I said with a reassuring smile, softly petting his hair.\n''I'm sorry.'' He said as he put his head down.\n''No really, it's ok, I need one, so if you don't mind, may I join you, you're not doing a good job of getting rid of all that dirt in your fur anyway.'' \n''I'm not use to cleaning.'' He kept his head lowered.\n''I know Kiva.'' \nSlowly I stripped my clothing off, removing my armour, I have never been this vulnerable around someone in a long time, though something was different about Kiva, I felt connected to him and felt perfectly ok with this. As I walked over to him his paws started to shake, he whimpered a little under his breath.\n''It's ok, I'm not going to hurt you.'' I said as I slowly walked over to him I put both paws on his cheeks and smiled as I looked him right in the eyes.\n''I've just, never seen someone naked that wasn't trying to have sex with me.'' He said. \n''I'm not though, I'm here to comfort you is all, I feel like I need too.''\nHe smiled at me and I blushed a little realising that I am right in front of a naked Khajit male while naked myself, I pulled away a little while the Khajit turned himself around. I saw that his back was still a filthy, dirty mess.\n''Here let me help.'' \nI put my hands on to his back, I felt his body shiver as I did but I just kept them there, I probably should of just walked away right there and then, just left him alone as he has only ever been touched by people that wanted to hurt him or use him. I know because I went through the same thing. The only other person that I have touched and let them touch me was my friend Nighthawk, though we have never been in a situation like this.\nI gently moved my hands down his backside, running my fingers through his fur to get rid of the clumps of dirt. He turned his head around and looked at me with such happiness in his eyes, he had never felt someone's hands against his body so gently before. Someone who wasn't wanting to cause harm. \nHe turned himself around and faced me, slowly he moved closer and put one paw on my waist the other against my right cheek, I ended up doing the same to him, I'm not really even sure why or what was even happening. Kiva then suddenly pushed his lips against my own, holding a kiss.\nI didn't know what to do, though I didn't stop him, I let the kiss happen and even kissed him back a little. Though it ended soon enough and he pulled himself away a little. \n''I'm so sorry, oh god, I'm so sorry Shadow.'' He whimpered and went to walk away but I held his arm.\n''Why did you kiss me?'' Was all I wanted to say.\n''Because I wanted to feel alive, I wanted to do something that I have done with others but not have it forced on me and feel as though I have no choice, I wanted to make a choice and that was to kiss you as I hope that I am right about you, that you won't hurt me.''\n''I would never dream of hurting you, you are like me, damaged. I understand what you're saying and besides, it was kind of nice.''\n''Shadow Heart, I want you to do something for me.''\n''Anything for you''\n''I want you to mate with me.''\n''Wh...what?'' I was stunned, that was just so unexpected and came out of nowhere, I mean the kiss is one thing but wanting to have sex? that's a bit much of an ask. \n''Please hear me out, I want to start a new life here with you, you saved me, I have lived my entire length as a slave just like yourself, I know what it's like to feel pain every single day, I know what it's like to be alone. Standing here under the shower I realise that I am free, that you are wanting to help me, I want that help, I don't want you to leave my side Shadow Heart. I don't want to be scared by memories of my old life, if I want to start a new I want it to start by mating with someone that cares for me. I don't know just how stupid I may sound since I only know those that love to have sex, so I don't know how sex is meant to be, I hear it's meant to be for love, do I love you though, I don't know...I do feel something towards you that I have never felt but that's probably because you saved me and I've never experienced niceness before. So I...I...'' He wanted to keep talking but I stopped him there.\n''I haven't had sex since my experiences...and those memories haunt me every day. I think it's time to have one good one at least. But are you really sure?''\n''I'm pretty sure yeah, again, if I'm going to start a new life, then I want to be able to start it with something amazing.''\nIt all sounded right but at the same time, crazy. Something about this boy was telling me to just go for it, so that's exactly what I did.\n''Then let's do it then.'' I said with a smile and a blush forming along my cheeks.\n''Really!?'' He replied in shock from saying yes.\n\nI didn't reply, I just moved in closer and kissed him on the lips while putting my hands on his waist, I held the kiss long enough so that his body could relax. Once he did he kissed me right back, pushing his lips into mine more while wrapping his arms around me. I felt his tongue lick against my own making us both moan, I pulled away though as it all felt all too familiar to me.\n''Hey, you know we don't have too, I'm sorry Shadow.'' \nI had to take a breather, this felt familiar in the worst kind of way but, this was something much better than those times so I didn't want it stop either. I looked down towards his crotch and blushed I moved my hand slowly towards it, softly I gripped around the soft shaft, blushing as I just held it for a time, allowing us both to get comfortable with what we were going to do.\nHe was about to turn around but I stop him.\n''Not yet, let's enjoy the moment.'' I said.\nI looked him in the eyes then pressed my body right against his my own soft cock pressed against his own, squishing the two together, I wasn't hard anyway and I don't feel as though I could go through with it yet, I need to well, be hard, but be emotionally stable. I wanted to love Kiva first.\nAs I felt my shaft press to his I felt the urge to kiss him again, this time adding some real tongue action to it, tasting his kitty drool as we made out. I walked forward to move into him more while he moved back, eventually pressing his back into a wall, as much as this position is scary to him, being in such a vulnerable position, Kiva wasn't scared though, he was the complete opposite. \nHis paws lingered down towards my rump, I felt them press against my cheeks making me moan into his mouth from that and the passionate kissing. As we both have never been able to please ourselves and have never enjoyed this, we both wanted to get as much out of it as we could and enjoy every second and that we did. We were kissing so much that drool started running down our chins, neither one of us minded however. \nKiva's paw suddenly pressed into my cock that was slowly getting hard. I groaned and put my head against his shoulder as he rubbed my cock. \n''Do...do you like it?'' He asked with a blush.\n''I like it only because it's coming from you.'' I looked up at him as I moved his paw aside from my shaft, only to then grip his own and press it into mine, gripping both out shafts together and pawing them both. We both let out a soft moan from the pleasurable experience. Receiving pleasure from something that's always been such a dark thing to me actually felt nice. I wasn't scared, I was just living in the moment. I was receiving so much pleasure that my cock started to leak pre, I felt it leak down my hand and ended up rubbing it into each other's cock's. It leaked out like a drooling mouth, and I could feel Kiva's cock twitching and even leak his own pre. I was so amazed that this was happening, that we were enjoying this but I didn't really think about it, I was to hypnotised by the feeling to care, I forgot my troubles, I forgot my past and I sense Kiva was feeling the same in this moment.\n\nBoth our heads pressed together as we looked down at our cocks. They were now hard and dripping with pre, we both blushed before we kissed once more, but only a short kiss, Kiva turned himself around and presented himself to me.\nI could see him shaking but we had to do this for our future. The tip of my cock propped his entrance, I could already feel hear him whimpering and trembling, so I moved up against him, hot dogging my cock between his cheeks as I put my arms around him, one hand on his belly the other on his chest as he leaned against the wall. He turned his head around and we looked into each other's eyes as we embraced, I push my lips to his and kissed him, not because I was horny or to relax him, no because I felt something for him.\n''Kiva, would you like to be my boyfriend? you want to start a new life with me, having sex is not really the way especially to us, it should be more than that, so I want to be your boyfriend before we do this.'' I said with a blush, holding him tight against my body.\n''Yes...I will be your boyfriend Shadow Heart, just promise to love me, cherish me, and don't let me suffer any more pain Like I have in the past.\n''I swear by my life that I will never let that happen, I will never let any harm come to you again, I shall punish those that hurt you and even have hurt you in the past, you won't need to worry anymore Kiva.''\nI kissed him once more before he twitched a little, some of my pre had leak down his cheeks along his tail hole, it made him twitch from the feeling and I moved my cock away from his butt, only to grip it and hold it near his entrance.\n''You ready?'' \n''More then I have ever been.\nWith those words said, I held on to his hips and very softly pushed my cock up against his tail hole and slowly it pushed inside, I manage to get my tip in using my pre as lube. Though even just a little bit of me in him was enough to make Kiva moan quite loud. The further I pushed in the louder he moaned, I didn't want the others to hear so I pushed my lips to his to well, shut him up, he wasn't complaining as our tongues danced together, drooling all over each other's chins. Though now I was moaning just as much from the kissing and my cock pushing deep within his ass. I held his body to mine once again as I mange to push my cock all the way balls deep inside him, he gasped in pain and pleasure as I pushed as far as I could go before slowly pulling out and pushing back in with a gentle hump. \nI wanted to take this slow and I didn't want to hurt him, so I gently humped into him, it was the nicest feeling I have ever felt, and from the sounds of his moans, he felt the same. My hands were on his chest and belly, I felt his paw grip the one on his chest, holding it to it and I felt his heartbeat. It was a magical moment that made me stop humping and just stay there, connected like that. \nI rested my head on Kiva's shoulder, softly nuzzling into his cheek before I started again. This time thrusting in with a little speed and power making him moan out. I held him to my body so he can feel my warmth and comfort as I thrust into his ass repeatedly. His moaning turned into panting as he relaxed himself and enjoyed the moment, his cock dripping with pre as I gripped a hold of it, I smiled as I thrusted deeper and harder because of how turned on I was getting, I moved my hand down towards his cock, not realising his was already wrapped around and pawing it. So mine went on top of his and helped him paw off, this made him groan more from the feeling of pawing and being humped, never being able to do this, never able to enjoy it, but now he is. \n''Shadow...'' He said between pants.\n''What is it?'' I asked as I stopped thrusting.\n''I want to see your face.'' He smiled as he looked back.\nSo I pulled out of him and he turned around facing me, he smiled as he backed up against the wall, I knew what he wanted. I held my hands on his butt cheeks and lifted him up as he wrapped his legs around my waist, showing off his Khajit flexibility. My years as a assassin as given me some good strength so holding him up was quite easy as he was quite skinny after all.\nWe looked into each other's eyes as I started to push my cock back into him, us both moaning, holding each other tight and lovingly. As I started thrusting I felt his cock dribble pre over my scaly belly, I blushed deep red at this point but continue thrusting up into him as he held on to me. His head laid against my shoulder occasionally he would lick and kiss my neck making me squirm and moan more, not that his ass wasn't enough to make me moan though, it was tight and warm, just generally felt nice around my cock. Each thrust bringing me closer and closer to cumming as I felt my balls growing tight.\n''I don't think I can last much longer.'' I said between moans.\n''Please then..cum in me...please...I want your seed my boyfriend.'' \nI blushed big time when he said that, I stopped thrusting for a sec so I can look into his eyes before I do\n''You're my boyfriend....hehe...I really like the sound of it.''\nI pushed my lips against his roughly making him moan, but he moaned a lot more when he pushed right balls deep into him and unloaded my thick, creamy seed into his tail hole, filling him right up that it dribbled out of him around my cock.\nHe too ended up cumming all over my belly and chest, spraying his Khajit seed over me, I was too much in bliss to care, he held to me tighter than ever before and we stayed like that for over a minute. \n''I'm so glad you saved me Shadow...boyfriend...''\n''I'm glad I saved you...boyfriend..don't worry ok, I won't let anything bad happen to you again, this is the start of our new life together.''\n''Yeah.''\n", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "Slavery, the worst kind of demoralising you can do to any specious like an argonian like myself and it still happens here in Skyrim. I myself was once a slave just like my mother.  I was born so my so called masters could have a new toy to play with, it was a horrible time of my life that I prefer not to go into details of. Just know that it's all over, that life has ended, by my own hand. My 'masters' had killed my mum brutally right in front of my eyes, that's when I snapped, I charged at one of them, grabbing the sword they had just slain my mother with and slashed them up until they were nothing but mince meat.
I escaped covered in their blood, angry, upset and not knowing where to go. It wasn't long though until the Dark brotherhood found me, they knew what I did with their network of spies and there hidden ways. They took me in and treated me like one of their own, like family. I became a member of the Dark brotherhood but I only ever took jobs if it meant saving lives, such as going after killers, drug dealers or those who treat people like they did me. I have no symphony for those who treat people like garbage, they all deserve to pay! My latest target was a wealthy prince who had been known to torture young boys and girls, his life did not deserve to keep on going.
Like a true assassin I found an entrance that made it easy to sneak in to his room at night and slit his throat without any remorse. I snuck back out without alerting the guards and received a hefty reward for a job well done. Not that the reward mattered to me, I lived at the dark brother hood hideout, one of them anyway, I had been there so long they built a room for me, it was my own safe haven, not like there was much in it, though, just a bed and a few furniture to keep important documents and collectibles from my missions.
The only thing that was truly mine was a little argonian plush, handmade by my mum, it's the one thing I kept close to me, though if they saw me snuggling it, crying as I slept, I would probably be kicked out for being a wimp. I felt no mercy for my enemies but that doesn't mean I'm cold hearted, it doesn't mean I myself don't have feelings.
It's why my name that the Dark brotherhood gave me was Shadow Heart.
My scales are a dark green with slight purple markings over my body and face, I have rounded horns and a small amount of feathery hair on top.

I sat on the end of my bed, gathering my thoughts and cleaning my blade, making sure there was no blood from tonight's kill. As I sat there I pondered my life as always, wandering who I would be if all this didn't happen, if I had never been brought up in such a life style.
My thinking had came to an end when another of my fellow members knock on my door.
''Come in.'' I called out.
A friend I had made came in, another argonian named Nighthawk for his perfect vision during the night and skills with a bow, he had dark blue skin, horns that were straight unlike mine and he had a mohawk of feathery hair. He seemed more serious than usual as he came in to the room.
''I have important information that you should hear.'' He said.
''What is it?'' I asked, curious about the info.
''I did some digging into your past like you asked, gathered up all the information that I could about the family that kept you and your mum as slaves and how they got your mum in the first place''
''What did you find out?'' I said as I stood up, walking right up to him, eager to hear what he had to say.
''All the information I gathered led to one man, well a dark elf to be exact.''
''I don't care what race he is, all I care about is where he is so I can make him pay.''
''His name is Casius and he lives in Markath, he comes off as a simple, every day person but he is the worst of the worst, I found out he's head of a slave trader group, selling off all kinds of people, young, old, Argonian, Khajit, Nords and so on. If my sources are correct he's going to be doing business today just outside Markath, I don't know where exactly but if you track him down in Markath, you should have no problem following him. ''
''Thank you Nighthawk.'' I said to him.
I surprised him with a tight hug, this was the closest I've been to finding out who put my mum into slavery and why I was born into it. Nighthawk had been working on finding this information for a long time, so this hug was well deserved, straight away though he hugged me right back, quite tight as though he was worried.
''This could be dangerous ok, I know you don't want any help with this, but be careful.'' He said to me.
''Don't worry, I've been waiting for this for such a long time, I won't mess this up.'' I replied.
We said out goodbyes and I headed off towards Markath. I grabbed my bow, knife and sword, knowing where this will end. Finally my revenge for my mum and for my life will be completed, I can finally be in peace soon enough.

I made it to Markath close to night and found the first bar, knowing these are always good sources of information. Well if you know how to find it that is. I looked around inside a saw a guard sitting at the bar having a drink, he was the perfect target to ask. I sat down by him and while he looked around, talking to one of the young women, I dropped in a little something in his drink that was one of my own concoctions. In simple terms it was a concoction that will get him drunk very fast and spill the beans, if anyone knew people in the town it would be a guard.
Within a few minutes he had drunk down the drink and it had taken effect. He was much more drunk then what he should of been and right now had his arm around my shoulders, screaming in my ear about his dates he recently had.
''Wow sounds tough man.'' I said to him.
''Oh you have no idea.'' He said before hiccupping and almost passing out.
''Oh hey, have you ever heard of a man named Casus? He is a dark elf that lives here.''
''Casus, that smelly elf? eh yeah I've heard of him, he's a shady fellow, everybody seems to like him, but he's shady to me.'' The guard was close to passing out, slurring his words.
''Where  do you reckon he is? I need to find that smelly elf.'' I said with a giggle, going along with him to make him smile and not reveal my true intentions.
''At this time he would be at the stables outside the walls, now I'm off.'' He got up on his feet quite nicely then feel straight down right on his face. The bartender just shaking his head.
''There's always one.'' He said.
I didn't say a thing, I just grinned and walked out. With the information I gathered I went outside the halls, hiding within the tree's, watching the stables. I waited for several minutes, not knowing if he had left already, even if he did I would continue watching, this was one a lead I had and I would watch until I think I need more. But as an assassin, it's dangerous to interact with people for too long so this will have to do for now.
''Take care Casus.''
''You too, take care.''
There he is. Locking up the stables, all alone now as the other workers walk away from him. He seems to grin as they leave, walking off away from town.
I followed stealthily, hiding within the trees and bushes. Using my dark, light wearing armour as an advantage. A twig snapped under my feet, quickly I moved behind a tree as the dark elf looked behind him, looking my way for a few seconds.
''Stupid animals.'' He said.
He turned back around and continued walking, heading towards a large mountain side. The closer we got the more I realised why he was heading there, in the mountain side there was a dark cave which is exactly where he was headed.
One he got there he used some fire magic to light his way, a ball of fire acting like a torch in his hand. I followed that fire glow through the cave, staying far behind though. Once we got in pretty deep within the cave I started hearing at least two other voices. The cave wasn't just a cave, it was part of the ancient ruins of the Dwarfs so the design of the cave changed once we got deep within. I stayed back more once I heard Camus talk to the other two. Luckily I saw a stair well that lead up to a high point that I could watch the other's as they stayed down the bottom section.  
''Alright so who do we have left then?'' Camus asked.
''We have one. The one's we didn't sell ended up killing themselves.'' One of the other's said, he too was a dark elf, the other one was a redguard.
''You idiots! you do know how difficult it is to get slaves and how much payment we lose when they die!?'' Camus said in a booming voice.
''We're sorry sir, but we manage to keep one alive though, he seems to have just given up and accepted his fate.'' The redguard said with a grin.
''Good, that's what I like to hear.''
I gripped my sword in anger, a slave that's given up is just horrible to imagine, though I needed to calm down. I let my grip down and watched closely, I walked along a bridge above the three guys as they walked towards a cage built into the wall, I couldn't see who was in there from my point of view though they opened up the cage and dragged him out by a leash they had on a collar around his neck looking quite tight, he fell to his knees, a tear running down his face as he looked up at Camus.
He was a young Khajit boy, probably only just turned 18. He had bright yellow fur though was covered in dirt and just a mess, his face had light black markings and he had several piercings in his black coloured ears and middle length hair with it parted around his eyes. Right now he was mostly naked expect for a small cloth over his groin area.
''Well hello little one.'' Camus said with a grin across his face.
He suddenly gripped a hold of the Khajit's hair as he made him look right at him as he stared down at him,  Camus looking him up and down.
''What do you think, will make a good slut for someone hmm?'' The other dark elf said.
''Looks quite nice, he's ever been taken before?'' Camus asked.
''Oh yes, the people he lived with would get money from people to have their way with him no matter how abusive they were and now he is with us after they got sick of them.'' The redguard said.
''Trust us when we say he has given up and has a great ass!'' The dark elf said with a grin.
Ok that's it, I can't stand this anymore! I aimed my bow and fired, hitting the dark elf right in the centre of his head. The other two quickly unsheathed their swords.
''Who's there!'' Camus yelled out.
''Show yourself coward!'' The redguard yelled.
''Your unworthy of seeing my face!'' I said out loud.
I fired another arrow, taking out the red guard in one shot, Camus started to sweat and the young Khajit scurried behind some rocks in fright.
Camus threw a fireball in my direction, I just swiftly dodged it and threw an ice ball at him, hitting him right in his left shoulder, making him push up against a wall, where I fired another ice ball against his chest which spread out other most of him, making him stick to the wall. Though it wasn't enough to satisfy me, he needed to bleed. I fired two more arrows, one in each shoulder, sticking him into the cave wall even more as he screamed in pain and agony, just what I wanted to hear.
''Yes scream for me, scream like you deserve!'' I said as I came out of the shadows and faced the man that made my mum a slave, made me who I am today.
''Who the hell are you!'' He said out loud between screams of pain.
''I am revenge.'' I pulled my hood off so he can see the pain in my eyes, see the pain I'm feeling.
''Oh I get it, you're one of the slaves I sold off right? You fuck!'' He said in an angry tone, blood running down his arms from the arrows.
''No I'm not a slave you sold, I'm the son of a slave though, my mum was a slave because of you, and because of that I was used, I was born to be a toy, it's all your doing!''
I thrust my sword right into his stomach, hitting no vital organs, making it a slow painful death for him as he coughed up blood.
''You son of a bitch! I aint going to die from some good for nothing slutty slave!'' He said between pants and painful breathes, though he was bleeding bad and was stuck to the wall so there was nothing he could do.  
''There is no such thing as a slutty slave.'' A timid voice said.
Shadow heart quickly turned and pointed his bow towards the voice but it came from the Khajit boy, as soon as he saw him he let aimed his bow down, not wanting to hurt him.
''Oh no such thing? Not what I've heard from you boy, heard you gave up and love it in the ass!'' The Khajit suddenly growled and pounced him biting him right into the neck, blood spurting out as he bit down into his jugular. He pulled away and watched as blood spurted out at a quick pace, him being unable to say anything now, just looking at us in fear as his life came to an end, dropping his head right down, blood running down his body.
After all these years the man I wanted revenge on, is dead, Though I wasn't the one dealing the final blow, it still felt fitting that he died by the hands of a fellow slave, though I was glad to give him the hurt that I did.
''I've never, never killed someone before...'' The Khajit said, tears rolling down his face as he tried to clean the blood of his lips.
''You get use to it.'' I said as I walked over to him, I went to hand him a cloth but he wasn't paying any attention so I helped clean up the blood, running the cloth over his lips as he stood there, crying.
''Wh...what's your name?'' He asked softly.
''The Brotherhood calls me Shadow Heart, I don't remember my real name, what about you?'' I said as I finish cleaning his lips.
''I've been called slut for so long that I don't remember, don't know if I was even given one, I don't remember a time when I wasn't called a slut, whore or whatever.''
''Then I will give you a name. Hmmm what about Free, I mean well it is what you are now anyway, you're free.'' I said to him with a smile.
''I....I'm...I'm free.'' Tears poured down his cheeks at this point before he opened up his arms and hug me, crying into my chest, tears of happiness though.
''C'mon, let's go.''
I held his hand as we walked out of the cave, his eyes lit up when he saw the outside, the stars shining brightly in the night sky, the full moon shining light down on to us.
''I've never seen the stars outside of a cage before.'' He said softly as he looked up in awe.
I looked over at him, seeing his smile brought a smile to my face like never before. I had freed many slaves in my time but this was different, he was so innocent, but has gone through a lot like I have. Killing the one who was keeping him hostage just like I did. I am going to keep him safe.

We arrived back at my home, the Dark Brother hood's sanctuary. I took him towards the showers so he could get nice and cleaned up, he was still pretty shaken up and barely moved away from me, I smiled at him in reassurance as I unblocked the pipes so the water could come through. It was just like a small waterfall of luke warm water flowing down to the ground. The Khajit boy slowly moved forward, putting his paw out and felt the water, he smiled a little, but as I walked away to let him shower he tugged on my arm.
''Please don't leave me.''  He said with pleading eyes.
''I will be right outside ok.'' I held his hand and smiled. ''Your safe now.'' I said.
''Please. I don't want to be alone.'' A tear rolled down his cheek.
The boy was still frighten with what has happened which was understandable. I nodded and stayed with him. I leaned up against the nearby wall as he moved closer to the water, letting it go over his head and flow down his back, instantly I saw the mostly clear water turn brown by the time it got to the bottom, the dirt removing itself from the fur.
''What about Kiva?'' I said, saying a random name.
''Kiva...I like it.'' He said with a slight smile, though he still wasn't moving much, besides his shaking paws.
''Alright Kiva it is.''
''So, do you kill a lot?'' He asked as he looked over at me.
''Comes with the job, though I don't just kill anyone, I kill those that deserve it.''
''I see.'' He said, starring at the wall in front of him now.
''He deserved to die, you did the right thing.'' I said, walking over to him a little.
''You were a slave too? I heard what you were saying.'' He asked me.
''I was born into it, used like a toy for most of my life, then they killed my mother right in front of me and so I killed them. Ended up being found by the dark brotherhood and well here I am, killing those who do wrong because of what I went through, from what you have gone through yourself.''
''You're like me...'' He said in a soft tone of voice.
''In a way yeah.'' I replied.
He looked over at me with sadness yet happiness, knowing that he is not alone anymore. He suddenly pulled me in against him, hugging me to his wet body, my head and body getting soaked in the water coming down, I tried to pull away because I was getting wet, but at the same time I couldn't break the hug he deserves.  I hugged him right back as I let the water drip down over our bodies.
''Oh jeez, I'm so sorry.'' He said as he pulled away, realising what he had done.
''Haha it's ok, I needed a shower anyway.'' I said with a reassuring smile, softly petting his hair.
''I'm sorry.'' He said as he put his head down.
''No really, it's ok, I need one, so if you don't mind, may I join you, you're not doing a good job of getting rid of all that dirt in your fur anyway.''
''I'm not use to cleaning.'' He kept his head lowered.
''I know Kiva.''
Slowly I stripped my clothing off, removing my armour, I have never been this vulnerable around someone in a long time, though something was different about Kiva, I felt connected to him and felt perfectly ok with this. As I walked over to him his paws started to shake, he whimpered a little under his breath.
''It's ok, I'm not going to hurt you.'' I said as I slowly walked over to him I put both paws on his cheeks and smiled as I looked him right in the eyes.
''I've just, never seen someone naked that wasn't trying to have sex with me.'' He said.
''I'm not though, I'm here to comfort you is all, I feel like I need too.''
He smiled at me and I blushed a little realising that I am right in front of a naked Khajit male while naked myself, I pulled away a little while the Khajit turned himself around. I saw that his back was still a filthy, dirty mess.
''Here let me help.''
I put my hands on to his back, I felt his body shiver as I did but I just kept them there, I probably should of just walked away right there and then, just left him alone as he has only ever been touched by people that wanted to hurt him or use him. I know because I went through the same thing. The only other person that I have touched and let them touch me was my friend Nighthawk, though we have never been in a situation like this.
I gently moved my hands down his backside, running my fingers through his fur to get rid of the clumps of dirt. He turned his head around and looked at me with such happiness in his eyes, he had never felt someone's hands against his body so gently before. Someone who wasn't wanting to cause harm.
He turned himself around and faced me, slowly he moved closer and put one paw on my waist the other against my right cheek, I ended up doing the same to him, I'm not really even sure why or what was even happening. Kiva then suddenly pushed his lips against my own, holding a kiss.
I didn't know what to do, though I didn't stop him, I let the kiss happen and even kissed him back a little. Though it ended soon enough and he pulled himself away a little.
''I'm so sorry, oh god, I'm so sorry Shadow.'' He whimpered and went to walk away but I held his arm.
''Why did you kiss me?'' Was all I wanted to say.
''Because I wanted to feel alive, I wanted to do something that I have done with others but not have it forced on me and feel as though I have no choice, I wanted to make a choice and that was to kiss you as I hope that I am right about you, that you won't hurt me.''
''I would never dream of hurting you, you are like me, damaged. I understand what you're saying and besides, it was kind of nice.''
''Shadow Heart, I want you to do something for me.''
''Anything for you''
''I want you to mate with me.''
''Wh...what?'' I was stunned, that was just so unexpected and came out of nowhere, I mean the kiss is one thing but wanting to have sex? that's a bit much of an ask.
''Please hear me out, I want to start a new life here with you, you saved me, I have lived my entire length as a slave just like yourself, I know what it's like to feel pain every single day, I know what it's like to be alone. Standing here under the shower I realise that I am free, that you are wanting to help me, I want that help, I don't want you to leave my side Shadow Heart. I don't want to be scared by memories of my old life, if I want to start a new I want it to start by mating with someone that cares for me. I don't know just how stupid I may sound since I only know those that love to have sex, so I don't know how sex is meant to be, I hear it's meant to be for love, do I love you though, I don't know...I do feel something towards you that I have never felt but that's probably because you saved me and I've never experienced niceness before. So I...I...'' He wanted to keep talking but I stopped him there.
''I haven't had sex since my experiences...and those memories haunt me every day. I think it's time to have one good one at least. But are you really sure?''
''I'm pretty sure yeah, again, if I'm going to start a new life, then I want to be able to start it with something amazing.''
It all sounded right but at the same time, crazy. Something about this boy was telling me to just go for it, so that's exactly what I did.
''Then let's do it then.'' I said with a smile and a blush forming along my cheeks.
''Really!?'' He replied in shock from saying yes.

I didn't reply, I just moved in closer and kissed him on the lips while putting my hands on his waist, I held the kiss long enough so that his body could relax. Once he did he kissed me right back, pushing his lips into mine more while wrapping his arms around me. I felt his tongue lick against my own making us both moan, I pulled away though as it all felt all too familiar to me.
''Hey, you know we don't have too, I'm sorry Shadow.''
I had to take a breather, this felt familiar in the worst kind of way but, this was something much better than those times so I didn't want it stop either. I looked down towards his crotch and blushed I moved my hand slowly towards it, softly I gripped around the soft shaft, blushing as I just held it for a time, allowing us both to get comfortable with what we were going to do.
He was about to turn around but I stop him.
''Not yet, let's enjoy the moment.'' I said.
I looked him in the eyes then pressed my body right against his my own soft cock pressed against his own, squishing the two together, I wasn't hard anyway and I don't feel as though I could go through with it yet, I need to well, be hard, but be emotionally stable. I wanted to love Kiva first.
As I felt my shaft press to his I felt the urge to kiss him again, this time adding some real tongue action to it, tasting his kitty drool as we made out. I walked forward to move into him more while he moved back, eventually pressing his back into a wall, as much as this position is scary to him, being in such a vulnerable position, Kiva wasn't scared though, he was the complete opposite.
His paws lingered down towards my rump, I felt them press against my cheeks making me moan into his mouth from that and the passionate kissing. As we both have never been able to please ourselves and have never enjoyed this, we both wanted to get as much out of it as we could and enjoy every second and that we did. We were kissing so much that drool started running down our chins, neither one of us minded however.
Kiva's paw suddenly pressed into my cock that was slowly getting hard. I groaned and put my head against his shoulder as he rubbed my cock.
''Do...do you like it?'' He asked with a blush.
''I like it only because it's coming from you.'' I looked up at him as I moved his paw aside from my shaft, only to then grip his own and press it into mine, gripping both out shafts together and pawing them both. We both let out a soft moan from the pleasurable experience.  Receiving pleasure from something that's always been such a dark thing to me actually felt nice. I wasn't scared, I was just living in the moment. I was receiving so much pleasure that my cock started to leak pre, I felt it leak down my hand and ended up rubbing it into each other's cock's.  It leaked out like a drooling mouth, and I could feel Kiva's cock twitching and even leak his own pre. I was so amazed that this was happening, that we were enjoying this but I didn't really think about it, I was to hypnotised by the feeling to care, I forgot my troubles, I forgot my past and I sense Kiva was feeling the same in this moment.

Both our heads pressed together as we looked down at our cocks. They were now hard and dripping with pre, we both blushed before we kissed once more, but only a short kiss, Kiva turned himself around and presented himself to me.
I could see him shaking but we had to do this for our future. The tip of my cock propped his entrance, I could already feel hear him whimpering and trembling, so I moved up against him, hot dogging my cock between his cheeks as I put my arms around him, one hand on his belly the other on his chest as he leaned against the wall. He turned his head around and we looked into each other's eyes as we embraced, I push my lips to his and kissed him, not because I was horny or to relax him, no because I felt something for him.
''Kiva, would you like to be my boyfriend? you want to start a new life with me, having sex is not really the way especially to us, it should be more than that, so I want to be your boyfriend before we do this.'' I said with a blush, holding him tight against my body.
''Yes...I will be your boyfriend Shadow Heart, just promise to love me, cherish me, and don't let me suffer any more pain Like I have in the past.
''I swear by my life that I will never let that happen, I will never let any harm come to you again, I shall punish those that hurt you and even have hurt you in the past, you won't need to worry anymore Kiva.''
I kissed him once more before he twitched a little, some of my pre had leak down his cheeks along his tail hole, it made him twitch from the feeling and I moved my cock away from his butt, only to grip it and hold it near his entrance.
''You ready?''
''More then I have ever been.
With those words said, I held on to his hips and very softly pushed my cock up against his tail hole and slowly it pushed inside, I manage to get my tip in using my pre as lube. Though even just a little bit of me in him was enough to make Kiva moan quite loud. The further I pushed in the louder he moaned, I didn't want the others to hear so I pushed my lips to his to well, shut him up, he wasn't complaining as our tongues danced together, drooling all over each other's chins. Though now I was moaning just as much from the kissing and my cock pushing deep within his ass. I held his body to mine once again as I mange to push my cock all the way balls deep inside him, he gasped in pain and pleasure as I pushed as far as I could go before slowly pulling out and pushing back in with a gentle hump.
I wanted to take this slow and I didn't want to hurt him, so I gently humped into him, it was the nicest feeling I have ever felt, and from the sounds of his moans, he felt the same. My hands were on his chest and belly, I felt his paw grip the one on his chest, holding it to it and I felt his heartbeat. It was a magical moment that made me stop humping and just stay there, connected like that.
I rested my head on Kiva's shoulder, softly nuzzling into his cheek before I started again. This time thrusting in with a little speed and power making him moan out. I held him to my body so he can feel my warmth and comfort as I thrust into his ass repeatedly. His moaning turned into panting as he relaxed himself and enjoyed the moment, his cock dripping with pre as I gripped a hold of it, I smiled as I thrusted deeper and harder because of how turned on I was getting, I moved my hand down towards his cock, not realising his was already wrapped around and pawing it. So mine went on top of his and helped him paw off, this made him groan more from the feeling of pawing and being humped, never being able to do this, never able to enjoy it, but now he is.  
''Shadow...'' He said between pants.
''What is it?'' I asked as I stopped thrusting.
''I want to see your face.'' He smiled as he looked back.
So I pulled out of him and he turned around facing me, he smiled as he backed up against the wall, I knew what he wanted. I held my hands on his butt cheeks and lifted him up as he wrapped his legs around my waist, showing off his Khajit flexibility. My years as a assassin as given me some good strength so holding him up was quite easy as he was quite skinny after all.
We looked into each other's eyes as I started to push my cock back into him, us both moaning, holding each other tight and lovingly. As I started thrusting I felt his cock dribble pre over my scaly belly, I blushed deep red at this point but continue thrusting up into him as he held on to me. His head laid against my shoulder occasionally he would lick and kiss my neck making me squirm and moan more, not that his ass wasn't enough to make me moan though, it was tight and warm, just generally felt nice around my cock. Each thrust bringing me closer and closer to cumming as I felt my balls growing tight.
''I don't think I can last much longer.'' I said between moans.
''Please then..cum in me...please...I want your seed my boyfriend.''
I blushed big time when he said that, I stopped thrusting for a sec so I can look into his eyes before I do
''You're my boyfriend....hehe...I really like the sound of it.''
I pushed my lips against his roughly making him moan, but he moaned a lot more when he pushed right balls deep into him and unloaded my thick, creamy seed into his tail hole, filling him right up that it dribbled out of him around my cock.
He too ended up cumming all over my belly and chest, spraying his Khajit seed over me, I was too much in bliss to care, he held to me tighter than ever before and we stayed like that for over a minute.
''I'm so glad you saved me Shadow...boyfriend...''
''I'm glad I saved you...boyfriend..don't worry ok, I won't let anything bad happen to you again, this is the start of our new life together.''
''Yeah.''
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