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No... not really. not in the way you are thinking.
Do we get away?
yeah, multiple times. last one was fairly recent.
what happens to "him?"
he goes to Europe after he's busted... our videos roll around online. for years and years, but eventually. they get taken down by brave people ... we eventually get to not think about it much.
The nightmares?
still happening, but they are much better now. no more fear in them. just pain
What about Ger?
gets himself back together, he's a dad now, adoptive of course.
Auntie nora?
Rocking out, with a kid of her own, a kid we saved and she adopted.
Do we ever stop liking boys?
Nope. we come to like other things along boys tho.
What ... you know?
Still on the fence about that. but i think its fair to say , that aint going anywhere
A...and about the ... pain... stuff?
Never goes away, but we find someone who doesnt mind it?
Who is it?
Our mate, Kinky bastard with a heart of solid gold. his good nature gets the best of him. he's a good man, the kind that are not made anymore. we find someone to brave the storms with, to fight against the current and struggle, we find a man that can make our hearts soar in the darkest and gloomiest of days.
Do we ever become a world reknown skater and grafitti artist?
No. and no. but we become fairly popular in certain places... with certain types of art.
is it the peen doodles?
yes... it is the peen doodles.
do we.... ever find a family?
They find us, And they are awesome.
How are they?
Like a chess set where every piece comes from a different collection, they are weird and unique, and they drive us insane sometimes. but they are family, and they love us. and we love them. we really really do.
Do we ever get another dog?
not yet.... not while we have no place to call home. but soon. very soon.
is umbra still with us?
yeah. althought we are mostly independent now... the connection is there. we'll never be truly human and that is alright.
do we ever become... normal?
no... we are too broken. but we learn to be nice and kind, supportive and eloquent, and most importantly, perfectly insane.
Is... is everything gonna be alright for us?
i dont know... but it sure as hell gets better for you. and im working towards making it better for me... we just gotta push harder.
and.... one last thing....
you're only given a teeny tiny spark of madness.... dont lose it. it keeps you going.","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"","pools_count":0,"title":"Things I wish I'd known","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"image/jpeg","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"2","rating_name":"Adult","ratings":[{"content_tag_id":"4","name":"Sexual Themes","description":"Erotic imagery, sexual activity or arousal","rating_id":"2"},{"content_tag_id":"5","name":"Strong Violence","description":"Strong violence, blood, serious injury or death","rating_id":"2"}],"submission_type_id":"1","type_name":"Picture/Pinup","guest_block":"t","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"29","views":"2671","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}